Chapter Twenty-Four
Anthony
Kason is in love with me.
I’m still trying to wrap my brain around that.
A small part of me is still afraid to trust what he says, not because I don’t trust him, but because feelings about ourselves can sometimes be complicated.
But because I do trust in Kason so much, because I do believe in him, that fearful part of me is getting smaller and smaller.
It’s not big enough to put a damper on my mood right now.
Right now, we’re in love and happy and that’s all I can think about. It’s all I want to think about.
The house is dark when we get back inside, and I’m surprised his parents have already gone to their room for the night.
As much as I enjoy them, it feels like some really good luck, which I don’t often get.
I want him so bad, I don’t know if I would have it in me to wait, and I don’t figure it would make a good impression to be like, Mind if we go to our room so I can ride your son’s dick?
“The odds are in our favor today.” Kason wraps his arms around me from behind, rubbing his dick against my ass.
“No shit. I was just thinking that.”
“I feel like a horny teenager. Race you to my room.”
Before I have the chance to realize what he’s doing, Kason lets me go and is running for the stairs.
“You cheater!” I whisper-yell so his parents don’t hear us.
I chase after him, trying to take the stairs as quietly as I can, trying to remember any other time when I had as much fun as I have with Kason. The Jilted Exes, of course, but it’s not the same. What I have with Kason is different from anything I’ve had with anyone before.
I skid to a stop in front of his room. The second I’m inside, he’s closing the door and wrapping me in his arms. Our mouths fuse together in a pleasure-filled attack. We’re pulling at each other’s clothes, kicking out of shoes, touching and rubbing and devouring.
I’m in love.
It’s the most amazing thing that’s ever happened to me.
The second I’m naked, Kason drops to his knees. “God, I can’t wait to fuck my good boy. I’m so damn lucky to be loved by you. Best boyfriend ever.”
I thread my fingers through his hair. “You make me feel like I’m the best. Make me feel loved.” I didn’t know what that was like before him.
“You are,” Kason says before taking my dick to the back of his throat.
I groan, my knees nearly giving out with the pleasure of being inside his skilled mouth. He bobs on my dick, savors it, worships me like I’m his favorite thing in the world.
He’s mine.
Kason jerks me and sucks me, only pulling off my dick to lavish attention on my balls.
He sucks them, nuzzles them, licks me, and tells me how good I taste and that I’m his.
Every word, every touch fills me up, makes me feel like I’m going to burst at the seams from the kind of joy and belonging I never thought would be mine.
I hold Kason’s face still. He looks up at me with his pretty blue eyes that are so damn expressive. I pull out before slowly thrusting forward again, watching my cock disappear past his lips.
“There’s nothing sexier than seeing you like this for me…knowing you’re mine. I’m never going to give you back, never going to let myself lose you.” I haven’t had a lot in my life worth fighting for, but Kason is. I’d go to the ends of the earth for him, and I know he’d do the same for me.
I whimper at the feel of his mouth around me, the way he lets me fuck him at this slow, steady pace that’s building my desire higher and higher. I don’t know how much longer I can last, the base of my spine tingling and not just from the feel of him, but from watching him too.
Kason lowers one hand and strokes his hard, swollen cock, the tip slick with precum I’m dying to taste. I want him to blow me and fuck me, and I want to blow him and touch him, taste him everywhere, every part of me craving every part of him.
I push into his mouth again, bury myself deep, watch his lips stretch for me and feel the slight control I have ready to snap at any second.
“Fuck, that’s enough. We have to stop, or I’m gonna come.”
As painful as it is, I step back, my dick slick and throbbing.
Kason wears an ear-to-ear smile, clearly proud of himself. “Look at you, ready to bust for me. I want what’s in these real bad.” He takes a swipe at my nuts with his tongue, making me hiss.
“You can have it. You can lick it all up, but you have to come inside me first. I want to be full of you when I come.”
His cock twitches, Kason letting out a hungry growl as he pushes to his feet and lifts me up. A laugh falls from my lips, arms and legs wrapped around him as he carries me to the bed. “Someone is feeling very frisky.”
“Someone is dying to fuck the man he loves.”
A wave of pleasure runs through me. “Definitely not complaining.”
I watch Kason’s tight ass as he walks to his bag and pulls out lube. “I said no sex at your parents’!” I tease.
“Good thing I didn’t listen.” He winks. “Plus, you said that after we left the house.”
He tosses the bottle to the mattress, my legs immediately spreading for him. I’m a needy slut for him, and I’m not embarrassed by that, I’m fucking proud of it, though more than one person in my life has tried to shame me for my desires.
“You’re so fucking pretty, all naked and needy for me. Get on your hands and knees for a second and show me that pretty hole.”
I soar at the compliment, and the order. I need Kason to tell me what he wants from me tonight, want to hear each and every word. I turn over, ass in the air, leaning on one hand while I use the other to spread one of my ass cheeks.
“Fuck, look at that, look at my pretty boy being so good for me. God, I love you. You’re so fucking hot.”
I preen under his praise, feel like I’m everything he says I am and more.
“I love you too,” I test the words on my tongue again.
Kason reaches out, tracing my rim with the tip of his finger and making pleasure ride up the hills and valleys of my spine. “Let me see you clench it and open it up for me.”
I do as he says, and I swear the moan he gives me in response makes the walls vibrate.
“You’re so hot. So perfect for me.” Kason picks up the lube and slicks his fingers. “Keep holding yourself open for me, head down, ass up. I want to watch as I open up that sexy hole of yours.”
I whine at his words, using both hands on my ass, head resting on the mattress.
“I’m so lucky. Such a pretty boy.” He circles my rim again, then pushes the tip of his finger inside.
“I could watch this all night.” Kason keeps going, sliding his finger in deeper before pulling it out.
I love the way it feels. I’ve always loved the feeling of something or someone inside me, but when it’s him, this man who has changed my whole world, it’s like a totally new experience every single time.
“Yessss,” I drag out the word.
“You like that, sexy? You like it when I finger you?” He finds my prostate, rubbing over it before pulling his finger nearly all the way out.
“Yes. I love it so much. I can’t wait until it’s your dick.”
“Soon. Be patient. I want to play with your ass, my ass. No one can touch it but me.”
“Only you.” I’ll never want anyone else. Just him.
Kason pulls his finger out, leaving me feeling empty.
“Put it back in,” I beg.
“I’m working on it. Just gonna give your hungry little hole some more.”
This time when he pushes inside, it’s two fingers, I feel the difference in the girth as Kason screws his digits in and out.
I push back against his hand, meeting him each time, begging with a soft please and more each time he gives it to me, telling him how good it feels.
How good everything he does to me feels.
“You’re taking my fingers so well,” he says, then pushes a third in, fucking them in, twisting and stretching me. He spits in his other hand, using it to stroke my leaking cock. I’m coming apart for him already, ready to descend into the ecstasy only Kason can give me.
“Fuck…God, so good. You’re so good to me. Please, Kason. Fuck me. I need you to fuck me.”
He curses, then suddenly I’m empty. He picks up the lube again, my ass wiggling and needy for him.
It only takes a moment for Kason to lube himself up, and then he’s telling me, “Push back. I want to see you fuck yourself on my dick. Show me how hungry your ass is for your man. I need to watch my cock slide in and out of the most perfect hole.”
Fuck, the way he talks to me. It goes straight to my head, makes me feel in ways I didn’t know were possible. All I want is more, more, more.
“I’m so hungry for you,” I admit, looking over my shoulder to see Kason kneeling behind me.
He’s holding the base of his erection for me, angling it just right.
I do what we both want and push back against him, feel the initial pressure, how my body opens up for him, like we were meant to be this to each other.
Inch by inch I take him inside, moan, bite onto a pillow so I don’t make too much noise.
I want to scream for him, to call out his name over and over and over again because I’m with Kason fucking Maddox and he’s mine.
“Goddamn. You have no idea how sexy this is, how hot it is to see you taking me.”
I push away just a little, then push back against him.
“Look at your pretty little hole swallowing my dick. You were made for me, Ant. I’m so fucking lucky I get to keep you.”
Yes, he does…and maybe yes he is. Maybe he is lucky to have me, and maybe that’s because I am worthy. Maybe the whole time the truth has been that no one else deserved me but this sweet, kind man behind me, filling me, loving me.
“Forever,” I tell him.
“Yes. Forever.”
He’s all the way inside me now. I’m deliciously full, ass stretched in the best way.
“I need it,” I confess, then ease forward, get so the head of his cock is all that’s in me before I slam back again.
I keep going, keep fucking myself on Kason’s cock, feel the hard press of his fingers into my hips as he holds me, still letting me run this show.
I take what I want from him, what I need, what Kason so willingly gives me.
Christ, is there anything in the world that’s ever felt as good as this? As him? I don’t think it’s possible.
I reach for my dick, but he swats my hand away, wraps his lube-slick palm around my shaft, stroking me as I give myself to him.
Thank God this is a quiet bed because neither of us is going easy on the other, me bouncing back, the sound of our skin slapping together mixing with panting, hungry breaths.
“Don’t come yet. I’m gonna fill you up, then suck you so I’ve got you inside me too.”
Those words almost send me over the edge. My body is so sensitive, every touch, every stroke, every slide of his cock inside me easing me closer and closer. “Come in me. I need to feel it. Give me your load, Flirty Boy. Please.”
“Fuck,” Kason grits out. His hold on me tightens.
He thrusts into me now, his movements becoming jerkier until my name is falling from his lips, Kason’s dick spasming inside me as he gives me exactly what we both want.
His dick slides even smoother now, his cum slicking the way, filling me.
I love knowing I have him inside me, and feeling the hot jet of his cum is the greatest rush.
“I want to come so bad. Please, baby,” I beg.
“You’re being so good for me.” He rubs my back, slows his movements. “That’s it. Your pretty ass is wringing me dry, and now I get to swallow everything that’s in these.” He reaches under me, palming my balls and making me hiss in response.
I feel way too empty when Kason pulls out, but I don’t have much time to think about it.
He flips me to my back, then leans down and sinks his mouth over my achingly hard dick.
The wet suction of his mouth has me melting into the mattress, and then my balls draw up, the world around me fading as pleasure overtakes me and I spill my release into his hungry mouth.
Kason swallows it all, then licks his lips, which is the last thing I see as my eyes fall closed.
I smile just before his mouth is on mine, the two of us kissing, me tasting myself, as I wrap my arms around him and pull him close.
“I love you,” I say the words again, these perfect, beautiful fucking words that I’m free to say and know he feels them as well.
“I love you too, beautiful.”
We lie here, holding each other for as long as we can, before forcing ourselves out of bed. We clean up, get dressed, then change the sheets, Kason throwing the dirty ones into the wash.
And then he wraps his arms around me, holding me until I drift off to sleep.