November 2nd 2021
I can almost say things have been normal lately. Or at least as normal as they can get when it involves Craig. We haven’t seen each other much, he’s been working long hours and unable to get much sleep, not that I’m complaining. It’s been peaceful for the most part.
The only thing I’ve found that’s strange is I went to send him a funny video and couldn’t find any of his social media accounts. He never was big on posting a lot on any platform. We at least had each other as friends on every one that we had profiles on.
I texted him about it and he said he got tired of keeping up with them so he deleted it.
Only when I talked to a few of my co-workers did they get on their profiles and found his account still active.
It should have bothered me. It should have been another red flag to add to the carnival already flying them in his honor.
I should have questioned him, I knew what blocking me on everything probably meant. I just couldn’t bring myself to make him angry again. The bruises had finally faded from my throat and maybe it was better to be ignored by him than the source of his stress. Being ignored was at least safe.