14 | Cade
“I want to find him.”
Jackson stares at me, his face hard but curious. “You think that’s a good idea?”
“Addison is right, I can’t fuckin’ let this go, Jacks. I need to know what happened to her. I let her get tangled up in this mess because I was young, stupid and sick of tryin’ to fix everyone’s lives. If he knows where she is, I need to know, too.”
“You sure you’re ready for that answer?” Muff asks, taking a sip of beer while bouncing Max on his lap.
“Not sure I’ll ever be fuckin’ ready,” I mutter. “But I’m goin’ to find him.”
“You think he’s still in the area?” Spike asks, lighting a cigarette and putting his boot up on the table. “He could be fuckin’ anywhere by now.”
“He was runnin’ a good business in these parts, but he might have moved on. Figure we would have heard his name again if he was still around here. All the movin’ of product we’ve done, his name hasn’t come up. Might be a new man in charge.”
“Could be, or maybe we’re just not dealin’ with them. Not like there are a short supply of fuckers doin’ illegal shit,” Jackson mutters. “If he’s around still, we’ll find him.”
I nod. “Appreciate it.”
“You know Addi isn’t going to just sit back and do nothin’,” Spike points out. “That woman is like a dog with a bone.”
“I’ll keep her in the loop, but there is no fuckin’ way she’s going it alone. I know her, she’ll get herself killed.”
Jackson’s eyes flash. “Prefer she don’t go anywhere near it.”
“You and I both know she’ll do what she wants.”
Spike chuckles.
Muff grins.
“Any news on Adder?”
A swift change of the subject. I’m done talking about this shit. I’ve gotten myself in enough trouble today.
“He’s stable, goin’ to be okay,” Jackson answers.
“Think he’s worthy of bein’ patched in,” Spike murmurs. “Kid got some balls.”
“Yeah, I agree,” Muff throws in. “He fuckin’ had our backs in that bar.”
“He’ll get a patch,” Jackson agrees.
He’s going to make a hell of a biker, that kid.
He’s got a dark spirit, and a fire inside him that is rare to find. He’ll go a long way and he’ll be as loyal as they come.
We need more of that.
“I’ll make some calls,” Jackson stands, pushing away from the table. “See what I can find out about this fucker who last saw your sister. Spike and Muff will see what else they can dig up. You’re goin’ to go home and make it up to my daughter, because, Cade, if you ever fuckin’ bring her past into it again, we’ll have problems.”
Holding his eyes, I nod.
He nods back.
Respect.
“I’m goin’ to see if my woman will talk to me,” I murmur.
“Girls’ night, brother. You’d be mad to interrupt,” Spike flashes me a daring look.
Shit stirring bastard.
“That’s exactly why I’m doin’ it.”
Turning, I leave the club. Yeah, I’m going to make this up to my woman in more ways than one.
Arriving at the house, I can hear the music and laughter coming from inside. Pushing the door open, I step into a fucking dance party. They’re all waving their arms around as they dance around the living room. I can’t help the grin that spreads across my face. Well fuck me. Can’t not love everything about these women.
“No boys allowed!” Ciara cries, her mouth dropping open as she spots me at the door. “Cade. I will come over there and kick your sorry ass. Don’t try me. I’m a new mother.”
“Calm down, Tom cat,” I chuckle. “Not here to fight you.”
She puts her fists up. “Are you sure, because I’ve got a lot of pent-up energy.”
“Spike’s at the club. I’m sure he’d appreciate some of that energy.”
She laughs, but then narrows her eyes again, forgetting she’s supposed to me mad at me. “If you’re here to ask for Addi’s forgiveness, the answer is no. She doesn’t want to forgive you.”
My eyes swing to Addison, who is drunk, oh, she’s fucking drunk. Janine is nowhere to be seen, which means she’s on babysitting duty as these ferals enjoy their one night of freedom. If that’s the case, I’m going to take it, too. Green eyes flashing, Addison shoots me a grin that tells me she’s feeling the exact same way.
She’s forgiven me alright, and even if she hasn’t, angry sex is the best fucking way to do it.
“Think she might feel differently,” I murmur, my eyes still on my woman.
“Addison,” Ciara cries, clapping her hands to snap Addison out of her trance. “Stop staring at him like you want to go over there and jump his bones. We’re mad, remember, really mad.”
Serenity giggles. “I think it’s too late, she’s lost.”
Janine walks down the stairs, her eyes moving to me and her smile appearing. “Oh, I see you’ve come to ask for forgiveness.”
Trust Addison to tell them everything.
“Seems he doesn’t need to, she’s already crawling back,” Ciara scoffs, but her eyes are playful.
“Tell me,” I say to Janine. “You good with my daughter for a couple more hours?”
Janine grins. “She’s asleep, and she’s perfectly fine. I’m staying here tonight now.”
Fucking perfect.
“You want to come with me, sugar?” I growl, turning back to Addison.
“Do not fall for his sexy growl or that lustful look, Addison. He’s only using you for your body,” Ciara cries, a grin on her face. “Fight the temptation.”
Addison shoots her a wicked smile. “Maybe it’s me who is using him.”
“Go on, go crazy,” Serenity holds her wine glass in the air. “We shall party on here.”
Ciara slaps Addison’s backside as she walks past, and I grin.
Fucking love these women.
When Addison reaches me, she tips her head back, licking those perfect lips as she meets my gaze. “I have an idea ...”
“I’m listenin’,” I murmur, hooking my arm around her waist.
“Is Jenny working?”
Oh.
Fuck.
Yes.
~*~*~*~*
MOANING, ADDISON THROWS her head back, her black hair trailing down over the bar as her legs are spread wide and Jenny is between them, devouring her. I’m behind her, caressing her breasts as my dick aches to sink into her. Watching her scream in pleasure because another woman has her tongue in her pussy is fucking out of this world.
It didn’t take much convincing. Jenny was in.
Addison and I drank while we waited for her to finish her shift, and then we took the party to the back bar. Eventually, after a lot of alcohol, their lips pressed together and every fucking wild fantasy I’ve ever had came to life. There isn’t a man in this world who doesn’t want to see two beautiful women kissing, and if they say they don’t want to see it, they’re fucking liars.
By the time Addison’s panties were off and Jenny was closing her mouth over her, I was pent-up with so much fucking tension I very nearly ripped my woman away and sunk my cock into her.
But I want to watch this for longer, I want to relish in her cries of utter pleasure as her hands claw at the bar and her head falls back into my chest, her eyes closed with pure delight. We men might be able to lick a good pussy, but a woman knows things we don’t. They know how it works, and they know how to find all the spots that feel good. Judging by the two orgasms Addison has had already, Jenny knows exactly what she’s doing.
Once Jenny has had her fill, she stands up straight, her eyes lust filled.
Addison’s eyes open and she stares up at me, her expression filled with pure, raw, lust. “You are going to have your work cut out for you after that.”
Grinning, I take her chin and bring my lips down to hers. “Challenge accepted.”
Addi looks to Jenny, and a smile spreads across her face. “I think I’m very nearly converted. If you had a dick, you’d be the perfect blend.”
Jenny laughs. “That can be arranged.”
Addi chuckles. “Oh, and a masculine scent and tattoos.”
Jenny rolls her eyes. “Well, that might be a bit hard.”
“I must say, that is an experience I’ll never forget. I guess I should say thank you, but it doesn’t seem sufficient.”
Stepping forward, Jenny pulls Addison up and kisses her once more. “The pleasure is all mine. I’m going to let your man enjoy you now, he’s waited enough.”
“What about you?”
Jenny winks. “Girlfriend, I have a date. I’m warmed up enough now, so I’m going to get more than my fill.”
Jenny is so open about who she is, and it’s fucking good to see.
“Man or woman?” Addison asks, smirking.
“Both.” Jenny grins, turning on her heel and striding out of the room.
“God damn,” Addi sighs. “I think I just fell in love.”
“Careful, sugar,” I growl, pulling her back and bringing my lips to her neck, “I might get jealous.”
“You’ll never be jealous; I just made all your dreams come true.”
Reaching down, I glide my fingers up her exposed pussy. “You’re so fuckin’ wet.”
“Girl knew what she was doing,” she murmurs, moaning, her pussy so swollen and ready, it won’t take much for me to prepare her.
“Want me to make you cum again?” I growl, slipping a finger inside her. She’s drenched and so fucking hot.
“Yes,” she whimpers.
Fucking her with my fingers, I make her cum again before spinning her around so she’s now facing me.
“How do you want me to fuck you?” I rasp, gripping my jeans and releasing my cock.
I’m fucking ready.
I need to be inside her.
“Just like this,” she whispers, sliding her bottom forward.
I’m the perfect height.
Curling her legs around my hips, she clutches me to her, bringing her lips to mine. She tastes sweet, like lip gloss, and I know it’s from her kissing Jenny. That’s enough to make my cock jump. Running my hand down her back, I bring her right to the edge so I can sink into her. I’m aching, my balls up so fucking tight it almost hurts.
“Gotta warn you,” I growl, dragging my dick out before pushing it back in. “This ain’t goin’ to last long.”
“Ditto,” she mewls against my lips. “Just fuck me, Cade. You know how I like it.”
Damn her.
She’s so fucking perfect.
I give her what she asks for. I fuck her on the counter, driving my cock in and out of her until her screams fill the room. Her fingers clutch my back, her nails digging into my flesh as I fill her sweet cunt as hard as I can manage without finding my release too early. The moment she finds hers, her pussy clenching around me, her body shuddering, I know I can’t hold on anymore, I cum so hard my entire world spins.
Pleasure unlike anything I’ve ever felt tears up my spine as I release inside her.
By the time we both come down, we’re panting and lust filled.
Her eyes meet mine, and she grins. “Well god damn, that more than made up for your shitty comment.”
Leaning in, I kiss her. “Got somethin’ else that might help.”
“If you say you’re going to fuck me again, I’ll be pleased, but let me warn you, I’m about to collapse. I don’t think I can take any more orgasms.”
Chuckling, I pull back. “Believe me, I could go again, but I’ll wait until we get home. That’s not what I wanted to tell you.”
She wraps her arms around my neck. “I’m listening.”
“I want to find out what happened to Clara.”
Her eyes soften. “You do?”
Nodding, I rest my arms around her. “You were right, too fuckin’ proud to admit that I fucked up lettin’ her make that mistake. I was young and I was so god damned disappointed in her and hurt she chose Darth after everything we had been through as kids. It was a mistake I wish I never made.”
“There are two sides to every story,” she tells me, her eyes scanning my face. “I had no right to blame you entirely for what you did. I understand making the wrong choices out of hurt. You were young and you did what you thought right at the time. Whatever happens, it isn’t your fault. You both made mistakes, but in the end, you were right, Clara chose her path.”
Chest clenching, I stare down between us, an ache forming in my chest. If something has happened to Clara, I’m afraid it will fucking destroy me forever. That, in all truth, is part of the reason I kept it buried. Sometimes it’s easier to live without knowing. If she’s gone, I don’t know that I can forgive myself.
“I know what you’re thinking. You are worried that if something has happened to her that you’ll blame yourself, but you can’t do that. It isn’t on you, no matter what. Even if you stopped her that day, she would have found another way to go down the path she thought was right for herself. Trust me, nothing you could have said would have changed her mind.”
“If she’s dead, sugar ...”
She releases my neck, taking my face in her hands. “One step at a time, yeah? For right now, I think I should put my panties back on.”
Chuckling, I step back.
Yeah, that’s probably a damned good idea.