Chapter 20
NIKOLAI
Song- i’ve been gone, Ex Habit
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Fuck.
I pace around the room with my cock painfully aching for her.
What the hell am I doing?
Yes. I’ve slept with other women since my wife’s death.
But, this feels different.
This one has me under some sort of spell. Moya vedmochka.
She brings these stirring feelings back into my chest. Ones I’ve only felt for two people in my life before.
This feels more like a betrayal to my wife’s memory than anything. That bit of happiness she brings to mine and Elena’s life.
I just can’t quite put my finger on what’s stopping me. There’s something behind her eyes, this darkness. I see it in my own reflection too.
This woman could be the breaking of me.
I don’t let people in, for this reason. I can’t feel pain then if they leave.
I never want to hurt like I did after Katerina. I can’t.
But why can’t I get Melissa out of my head?
Letting out a ragged breath, it’s like all the blood has rushed out of my brain and into my cock.
I pause by the door and rest my hand against it.
The way the water drips down her supple body. The way her ass curves is so enticing, I can almost feel the smoothness of her skin against my hands.
“K chertu,” I mutter quietly to myself.
Not quiet enough, it seems, as she turns her head to look over her shoulder at me.
Let’s see if she can handle me.
With a forceful stride, I toss my towel to the floor and approach her, watching as her eyes widen and her lips part in astonishment.
Without wasting another second, the water sprays over us, instantly soaking our bodies. I instinctively grip the back of her neck and swiftly pivot her to face me, her lips teasingly inviting.
“You want to play?” I ask, studying her darkening eyes as she tips her chin back.
As my rock-hard cock wedges against her stomach, a flirtatious grin tugs at her lips.
Silently, she takes my hand and weaves our fingers together, wordlessly showing me the way as she guides me between her legs. My index finger slides along her soaking pussy.
“Does that give you the answer you’re looking for, Niki?” she purrs.
When I bring my hand to the front of her neck, a deep, guttural groan escapes from within me, and I forcefully press her against the cool tiles.
“Fuck,” she mutters before I slam my lips over hers. Her legs open for me, allowing me to thrust in two fingers.
So damn tight. She’s going to strangle every drop of cum out of my dick. Magical.
Wrong. I’m supposed to be protecting her. Not fucking her.
But this vedmochka has me under her spell and I won’t complain.
As I deepen the kiss, taking control, her pulse races against my palm. Pulling back, releasing my grip slightly, she looks up at me, flushed and perfectly ready for me.
I trail my gaze up her body, wondering how hard I can push her. From what I’ve seen of her so far, the way she chats about pancakes, I don’t think she’s quite ready for everything I can offer her. That doesn’t mean I won’t try.
“On your knees,” I command.
She tilts her head, as if debating my tone. She swallows whatever she is about to say and bats her lashes.
She’s holding herself back. Trouble is, I want to dig deep and find out what she’s really hiding. And I will.
With a sway in her hips, she steps before me and I stroke the length of my cock as she obediently drops to her knees and slides her wet hair back out of her beautiful face.
With a delicate touch, I run my finger down her cheek, savoring the sensation as it glides across her lips, before firmly gripping her chin and tilting her head upward.
“Too much you tap my thigh. Okay?”
“I won’t need to. I’ll be too busy digging my nails into your ass, Niki. But fine.”
Before I can respond, she drags them up my thighs, making a moan escape me. She grabs tight and pure fire spreads through my body as she slowly licks the length of my shaft before circling the tip.
I seize her head with both my hands, her sharp fingers digging into my flesh, her eyes burning into mine as she takes me to the back of her throat.
I let her adjust to the size of me. The tears pooling in her eyes tell me she needs that, at least.
“Mmm, such a good girl for me.”
I stroke her cheek to wipe the stray tear away and thrust my hips, holding onto the back of her head so she gags.
“Such a beautiful noise, baby. You suck my cock so well.”
Her moans are muffled by my dick and I up the pace. Taking control and fucking every ounce of pleasure I can steal from her.
The harder I go, the sting of her nails in my skin only fuels me further.
I watch as her breasts bounce, and she takes every single bit I give her to the point her body starts to quiver.
Holy fuck.
Is she going to?
The flush, the shaking, the moans.
That is enough to tip me over the edge, so fucking violently.
“Come for me, gorgeous. I know you want to.”
Her eyes flutter closed and with a few final thrusts I tip my head back and let my orgasm rip through every part of me. I let my come hit the back of her throat, with her name on my tongue as I do. Her moans like music to my ears as she reaches her limit too.
Did she just suck the soul out of me?
Pulling back, her hands grip onto my thighs, and her wild eyes meet mine.
Grabbing both sides of her face, I slide out of her mouth just slightly, but not completely.
“Don’t you look like the perfect little whore down on your knees, mouth full of my cock and cum dripping down your chin. So fucking gorgeous.”
She goes to move back but I hold her in position.
“I don’t remember saying I was done fucking your face, baby.”
I know she’s meant to be mine when she gets herself off just by sucking your cock.
This could be a problem.