Chapter 34 Harry
Harry
“Holy shit!” Dom shouted, flinging his head back, bouncing off the headboard. He didn’t have time to react as I opened my mouth and pressed down on him. “Fucking hell, Harry, I can’t—”
All his words were lost as I pressed further, wrapping my lips around him, licking the precum from the tip of his cock. I could only go so far before I almost choked. Even though I'd already felt his length in my hand, it was much more than I imagined when it came to having him in my mouth.
Dom's wide fingers firmly clutched his base and my lips didn’t even reach his hand.
My nerves exploded again, because I'd never done it before, so I bobbed my head. I was consumed by him, wanting all of him. Dom had offered, so why not take advantage where I could?
My fingers joined his, holding his cock in place so I could take him deeper.
All the control I thought I'd gain by taking charge was lost as I moaned, coming undone around him.
“Harry, fuck… Handsome, if you keep going, I’m not going - Fuck!”
His hips ground into me as his legs squeezed my shoulders. Even though I wanted him to lose it, seeing what kind of effect I had on him unlocked a part of me I'd been holding back.
I didn't want to show him everything, just in case he really was tricking me. But I wondered if I could push him until he was as speechless as I was when he teased me.
I tried to pull air in through my nose as I sped up, bobbing as fast as I could. But he was so long that I couldn’t do anything but keep taking him until my arms were shaking. And the whole time he called out my name, clenching his free hand on my shoulder as I pleasured him.
I didn't realise it took so much effort at that angle. So I raised my head, finding the underside of his cock, licking upwards, and made small circles with my tongue. Exactly how he did with me.
“Harry, you need to stop…” I didn’t want to. That must have been how Dom felt whenever he warned me to tell him if it was too much.
I didn't know how he managed to restrain himself when watching my best friend cave under my mouth was such an incredible sight.
The taste of him filled me, and I loved his gentle thrusts as his cries became more strained.
But I pulled back, looking up at him as both of us panted, his chest heaving, his grip tight under mine.
“Harry…” he moaned. “I need you up here,” Dom said through stuttered breaths. “Climb onto me.”
My body tingled, my cock aching, just how his should be.
It was daunting how quickly he put the condom on. I knew it was from years of sleeping with other men, and I had no idea how I was going to compare. Just that I was definitely not going to be the most skilled. I might even be the worst, since I hadn’t had sex with another man before.
Dom grabbed the lube as I shifted, lifting onto my knees. He turned the bottle upside down and squirted it directly onto his cock with a wide grin. “Gotta make sure there's extra sauce.” He winked as I flushed a bolder red.
As I shuffled upwards, hovering over his thighs, my hand slid between my legs. I gripped him, spreading the lube over his shaft with firm strokes.
“Harry,” he moaned, his head dropping back, the tube slipping from his fingers.
I watched in fascination as he melted again. He’d said he was already close, so how much more would it take to make him come?
We watched each other as I sped my hand up in that awkward position.
It was so tense. We both knew what was coming; we could see how it was going to end.
“Once we do this, there’s no going back,” Dom said through clenched teeth. He still quivered under my touch, but his seriousness reached deep inside me. “If you let me fuck you, I won’t let you go.”
“I’ve never wanted to do this with anyone else,” I confessed as I released him. “So you can't take it back, either.”
My ass hovered over his cock, and I leaned in to kiss him.
“Never. Never ever,” he said as he lurched, stealing a kiss before he fell back onto the bed. “I love you, handsome. Only you. Do you understand that?”
I bit my lip as I nodded, chest tight, ready to collapse at the thought that he was going to fuck me. I didn’t want to say it back. Not yet. It still felt too fresh and new, and it was the last piece of myself I couldn’t give away until I knew for sure I’d forgiven him.
His hand fed behind, spreading more lube on my ass, before I suddenly felt his cock press against me.
Dom swallowed, his throat bobbing. “Are you ready?” he asked, his voice shaking.
I gave him another nod, pressing my stomach against his chest as I edged closer.
“Hands on the headboard,” he ordered. “Just like when you fucked yourself with your vibrator.”
With Dom watching me so closely, his intensity surrounding me, I knew I was safe.
Safe and comfortable. That was what I’d always wanted. Even though the trust was broken, I was starting to believe it could be fixed, especially when he looked at me like that.
“I can’t thrust that high, handsome. I need you to lower yourself onto me,” he groaned as he tugged my ass cheek again.
The second I dropped my hips, I cried out as he edged inside my body. My eyes widened at how big he was. Even though he had fingered me, nothing could prepare me for his size.
Desire burned inside me as his presence grew stronger.
“Harry, you’re gonna need to roll your hips for me.”
I went gently at first. Rising and falling, my knees aching, but the feeling of him filling me, deeper, harder, washed all other sensations away.
“You’re incredible.” Dom moaned as I slipped down, releasing my ass. “I want to stroke your cock but it’s… ah… it’s just too much.”
He clutched my hip as my confidence increased, using the headboard to help me. “I’m sorry, handsome. You’re driving me fucking crazy. I need to move.”
The bed creaked as Dom adjusted himself, and I yelled as he tugged me down. A single thud pounded as pleasure ripped through my body.
“Dom—” was all I could say before he lifted me the barest few inches, before slamming into me.
My mind suddenly vanished as he picked up speed, and he sank further with every thrust. Until I finally moved, dragging myself up by the headboard, then releasing my weight to crash down onto his cock and shake everything around us.
Need burned in me, because I wanted all of Dom. Not just his heart; I needed his body to be mine as well.
I loved watching him in the gap between my arms, sweat beading on his brow, moaning as I found the rhythm and we joined together.
“How are you doing?” he asked.
“It’s… you’re…” I could barely speak.
The grin that made me fall in love with him in the first place spread his lips as he stretched his neck to kiss me.
“Go on,” he encouraged me. “Say it.”
“You’re so big.”
He laughed as he thrust into me again, but it was so much already.
“I can’t…” I trailed off, “Dom, I can’t hold on…”
“It’s fine. I’ve got you, handsome. Fuck,” he said, his eyes rolling. “You’re so fucking tight, Harry. How does it feel to take your first cock?”
I slowed down, both of us watching each other as we gasped. The ups and downs had us both melting. I could see it in the way he was collapsing under me, losing himself because of me.
Every time I wanted to reply, he would thrust, stealing my breath with one move.
“It's good, isn't it?”
I nodded, feeling so strong with him inside me. Like when I sucked him off and I knew I could make him do anything.
Or, I thought it was. Until his fingers dug firmly into my hips, and he thrust so hard that my vision went white.
I cried out, my throat stinging as the whole bed shook. He pressed so deeply that I thought I would dissolve.
“Oh, you liked that, didn’t you?” he hummed.
“Dom…” I was coming apart. My head dipped, my shocked expression meeting his soft eyes as he went faster. “Dom… Dom, it's—”
“You’re so fucking amazing,” he said. My knuckles clenched on the headboard as he groaned under my weight.
“I love you, Harry, I love you so fucking much.” He kissed my inner arm before reaching for me again. “I’m going to come, handsome. You’re just too much.”
“Me too.” I choked, leaning down to him. I wanted to kiss him so badly, but our thrusts were rapid enough that I couldn’t reach him. All I could focus on was his cock; anything else and I would drown.
“I’m ready for you. Do your worst,” he said. It was his grin that sent me over the edge.
I broke, lightning firing around my body as stars burst behind my eyes. We came together, shouting, taken over by everything that we’d done, were doing, and the future in front of us.
His raw heat combined with his tight movements as he helped me rock my hips were explosive. I couldn’t take how good it felt as I released.
With my cum on his chest and his cock inside me, I felt closer to him than I’d been with anyone before. I knew for sure that it was him, and I wanted to be with him, just as he promised I would.
I fell against his chest, wrapping my arms around his neck, pulling him close.
I gasped, a tear dropping from me as I pressed my mouth against his ear and murmured the words I’d been holding to my chest for too long loose as we settled.
“I love you.”