Chapter 13 #3
“I was working in finance then, which I hated, but he said it was a respectable job so I should stick with it. Then when I was asked to go to a conference in New York, he insisted on coming with me.”
“Did you ever join him on his business trips?” asked Deacon.
“No. He said I’d be too much of a distraction.”
They both snorted. Ryder couldn’t help but chuckle. A “distraction” is something he’d been called many times, and all for different reasons.
“Part of me thought it was kind of sweet that he was jealous of me being in New York on my own. I know that sounds stupid, but I had a lot of self-doubt with him. The trip was only two nights, and on the second day of the conference the speaker I was supposed to watch canceled. I could have gone to one of the other sessions, but it was right after lunch, so I thought it’d be nice to pop back to the hotel for a bit.
I was in my twenties and he was a greedy power bottom. ”
“There he is,” said Max. “I was worried that we hadn’t had a mention of Ryder’s cock in this story yet.”
“Get fucked. I’ve got you all beat.”
They both shrugged, knowing it was true.
“Anyway, I walked into the hotel room, and he was being fucked by some other guy.”
“Asshole,” snarled Deacon.
“I know. The man I loved was bouncing up and down on this guy’s cock.
They were startled when I walked in, but Brian must have been close because they didn’t even stop.
I had to watch him jizz all over this guy’s chest. It was only after I’d picked my jaw up off the floor that I realized he was in bed with his ex-boyfriend, who’d dumped him to take a job in New York. ”
“What the fuck?” said Max, looking furious.
“Yeah. It had been going on for months. All those ‘business trips’ had been him working from his New York office, trying to arrange a transfer.”
“What did the ex-boyfriend think of Brian being with you?” asked Deacon.
“He didn’t care because he knew Brian was going to leave me once he got the transfer.”
“I assume that was the end of it?”
“Pretty much. I had to move back in with Mom. I quit the job I hated and trained as a personal trainer. It was going well, until I saw them both in the gym I worked at. They’d apparently decided the ex would move back to Atlanta instead.
There was no way I could see them together all the time, so I moved here, worked in a gym for a couple of years, Sebastian became a client, and you know the rest.”
“Why have you never told us this?” asked Max.
“It’s embarrassing. You know, if he’d said in that moment he was sorry and fucked the other guy off, I would have taken him back. I swore I would never let anybody own my feelings like that again.”
“So you became a man whore,” said Max.
“Fuck you!” replied Ryder, but there was no heat in it. Ryder and Max always chirped at each other.
“You think Felix could do the same as Brian?” asked Deacon.
“No. He’s not the cheating kind, but that doesn’t mean he can’t hurt me some other way.”
“That’s true, but if we went round being fearful of getting hurt, we’d all be single forever. Take the risk. When was the last time you felt such a connection with anyone other than Brian?”
“This is more than what I felt with Brian, so the answer is never.”
“Then you have to trust your instinct on this one.”
“And if it all goes to shit, we’ll be here to give you a hard time,” said Max with a grin.
Ryder couldn’t help but laugh. He was glad he’d spoken to them. Now he had to go back to his apartment and tell Felix about what was going down on social media. That wasn’t a conversation he was looking forward to.
He walked into his apartment expecting to see Felix, but the place was eerily quiet. He’d texted him to say he was on his way back, but hadn’t gotten a reply. Perhaps he was still asleep. Ryder thought about leaving him alone and talking to him later, but wanted to check on him anyway.
Walking into his bedroom, he was rendered speechless. Felix was on all fours on the bed, completely naked, the base of the black plug flush to his taint. He wiggled his ass, and Ryder thought he was going to stop breathing.
Felix looked at him and smirked. He then pulled the plug out slowly, and once it was fully out, Ryder could see his open hole just begging to be fucked. He was rock hard in an instant, the blood rushing south so fast he felt dizzy for a moment.
“I’m ready for you,” said Felix.
He pushed the plug back in and moaned before pulling it back out again. Ryder couldn’t take his eyes away as Felix fucked himself with the plug.
“I need you inside me, Ryder.”
His voice was pleading and Ryder couldn’t think of anything other than tearing his clothes off. Felix pulled the plug out again.
“Leave it,” said Ryder, firmly.
Felix whimpered, his eyes flooded with lust. Once he was naked, Ryder grabbed condoms and lube from his bedside table and dropped in front of Felix.
He was a work of art. He kissed his cheeks, giving them a playful bite and causing Felix to squeal.
Ryder pressed on the plug, pushing it deeper, which caused Felix to let out a filthy moan.
He lubed up his fingers and dragged the plug out.
Felix’s open hole was so inviting. He had this urge to plunge his cock in there straight away, but he didn’t want to hurt him.
Ryder wanted this to be good for Felix and to ruin him for any other men.
Not that he was an egotistical bastard or anything.
Once the plug was out, he slid one of his lubed fingers inside Felix’s tight heat.
He felt amazing, and Ryder was able to add another finger quickly.
The plug had done its job. He crooked his fingers and stroked Felix’s prostate, causing him to moan again, his body jerking in pleasure. He was just getting started.
Ryder added a third finger, and felt the grip of Felix’s tight hole. He knew it would feel incredible around his cock, which was thicker than his fingers—and his hands weren’t small, either.
“You should start on top, baby. Get used to it. Then I’ll fuck you nice and deep.”
Felix’s whole body shivered. Ryder loved knowing he had that effect on him. It wasn’t the first time someone had reacted that way when he spoke to them like that, but with Felix, it meant so much more.
He pulled his fingers out and grabbed the condom, having to open it with his teeth because of his lubed hands.
These were the biggest condoms you could get, and he still had to stretch it wide to get it over his girth.
He’d have loved to have gone bare with him, but he hadn’t done that since Brian, and that had resulted in a terrifying wait at the STI clinic.
He shook his head, not wanting Brian in his head in what was a special moment with the boy who already had his heart.
Ryder lay down on the bed and poured a generous amount of lube onto his sheathed cock. Felix straddled him, his own cock rock hard and flushed pink. Ryder pulled Felix forward and took him into his mouth.
“As amazing as that feels, I’m gonna blow in about three seconds if you keep going. Then I’ll never be getting that beast inside me.”
Ryder groaned out his disappointment, but allowed Felix to pull out of his mouth. He watched as he gripped Ryder’s cock and positioned it at his entrance.
“Fuck, it feels even bigger when it’s pressing against me.”
“Take your time. You’re in control here.”
Ryder held on to Felix’s thighs as he was shaking a little. He felt the tip of his cock push against Felix.
“Remember to bear down,” he said, rubbing his thighs. “And breathe.”
Felix lowered himself, and Ryder felt the tip of his cock breach the first ring of muscle. Fuck, he felt incredible. Felix pulled himself off, panting.
“Jesus Christ, you’re huge.”
“My name’s Ryder.”
Felix laughed, and it lit up his entire face.
It would be better if he relaxed and didn’t think of it as some colossal challenge he had to overcome.
Felix tried again, and this time a bit more went inside before he winced and pulled off again.
Ryder knew it would take a bit of time, but if it was too painful, he’d be okay if they didn’t fuck.
Just being with Felix was enough for him, but the boy was on a mission.
After five minutes of getting a bit more in each time, Felix wriggled his body and sank all the way down onto Ryder’s cock.
“Oh fuck. Give me a minute.”
It was taking all of Ryder’s self-control not to just drive up into him. He just continued to rub Felix’s thighs and remind him to keep breathing. After another minute, Felix moved. His tight heat was heavenly, and Ryder had to grit his teeth so this wasn’t over before it began.
Felix arched his back, wanting to take Ryder deeper. His lithe body was on display and his cock was still hard and dripping wet with precum. Felix slid up and down on Ryder’s cock, his head thrown back, moaning in pleasure.
“I’m ready,” he gasped. “I’m ready for you to take over. Fuck me, Ryder.”
He didn’t wait another second, as he gripped Felix by the ass and spun him around so he was flat on his back.
Ryder kept his cock buried inside him. It knocked the wind out of Felix, and Ryder seized his mouth in a bruising kiss, using his tongue to explore.
He started with gentle, shallow thrusts, getting Felix used to it.
He moaned loudly, his face contorted in ecstasy, so Ryder picked up the pace, pulling his length almost all the way out before sliding back in.
“Oh fuck, Ryder. That’s it. Right there. I’m so close. Give it to me hard.”
He didn’t want to go full pelt until they’d done this a few more times, and there would be many more if he had anything to do with it, but he pulled his hips back and slammed into him. Felix cried out and practically lifted off the bed.
“More . . . more . . . please!”
Ryder snapped his hips a few more times, still not fucking as hard as he could go.
He felt Felix’s body tense before he cried out and his cock erupted untouched.
His cum spilled out between them. The tightening of his heat was enough for Ryder, as he thrust in one more time and his orgasm hit.
He buried his head into Felix’s neck, biting him as pleasure coursed through his body.
Conscious of how heavy he was compared to Felix, he lifted himself up on his elbows.
Felix had his eyes closed, and he almost looked like he was sleeping, but when Ryder kissed him, he smiled and responded.
Ryder was still inside him and didn’t want to pull out.
He wanted to keep this connection forever, but he knew if he didn’t clean them up soon, it would start to feel unpleasant.
Felix winced when Ryder pulled out. His boy looked blissed out, like he’d just had the fuck of his life, and he knew it would only get better for them as Ryder learned his body more and where all his pleasure spots were.
Ryder got up and went into the bathroom to deal with the condom, and came back with a warm washcloth to clean Felix up.
He’d fallen asleep. His gentle snores were as adorable as he was.
Ryder cleaned him up and climbed into bed next to him, pulling him close.
They could have a nap and talk later about what was going down in the outside world.
For now, there was no other place he’d rather be.