24. Luciano
Chapter 24
Luciano
The single thread of control I had left within my body snapped and burned to ashes with her sweet submission.
I was ready to grab her and throw her on the bed when she looked up at me earlier with her softening eyes. I could feel her soul melting into me when she fully yielded her control to me with that confident, trusting look. Then, to hear her verbalize it. Fuck. That really did me in, bad.
"I'll tell you to stop or tap you repeatedly with an open hand if it becomes too much for tonight, promise." She assured me when I looked at her questioningly.
Relenting with a deep breath, I nodded in response before cupping the back of her head with one hand and her face with the other. "Promise me, not just for tonight but from here on out, that you will communicate to me whenever you feel any discomfort. You will use your safe-word once we discuss one tomorrow, and you will verbally tell me what is wrong. This is not a negotiation. Either you agree to this term and condition of mine, and we continue, or you disagree, and everything, this potential relationship included, comes to a stop until we work something solid out."
I wanted to grab her face and fuck it until tears and spit streamed down her pretty face, but not at the expense of possibly losing her forever. No matter how much pain I wanted to inflict upon her body, the thought of her being uncomfortable with any of it was enough to repulse me.
I needed her to want it, crave it, and beg me for it.
Juliet's bright face lit up with confidence as her head nodded without hesitation. "Yes, sir, promise." Her cheeky little smile made my eyes roll with my chuckle.
" Sarai la fine per me, lo giuro ." I muttered under my breath as I fisted the back of her head tightly. "No hard feelings about this, but I still have to punish you for tonight." I couldn't help the wicked grin spreading on my face as a surge of lust hardened my desire to ruin her at this very moment.
Without warning, I forced her mouth open and thrust myself in until she fought against me too much by pressing against my hips and tried to reel her head back despite me holding her firm. "Shh, relax." How fucking ironic of me to try and calm her so I could make her choke on my cock.
Gritting my teeth, I sucked in a sharp breath before forcing more of myself into her hot mouth and down her tight throat. "Breathe through your nose, Juliet," I strained out a groan as I struggled a bit to adjust to the tightness of her throat constricting around me with her struggle.
Juliet's sarcastic eyes looked up at me and rolled, earning a hard thrust of my hips as a reprimand. The small glare she threw back after she gagged violently made my shoulders shake with amusement and steeled my grip on her to force her to take more. "You should be grateful that I am even letting you have the pleasure of having my cock in your mouth, you little brat." I sneered down arrogantly at her as I began to fuck her mouth despite her protests.
"Hands behind your back, amorina ." Her little fists pounding against my abdomen became rather annoying after they became persistent. "Don't make me take my belt off to tie them." I threatened with a low growl when her eyes narrowed at me defiantly.
At least the threat seemed to be enough because she immediately dropped her hands and crossed them behind her lower back. The sight of her obedience brought a proud warmth to my swelling chest.
I didn't mind taming a brat, but I didn't want an absolute one who wouldn't know when to quit. So, I was glad to see that Juliet had at least one completely submissive bone in her body. Or at least she knew when enough was enough.
"Good girl." I praised her with a warm and proud smile, wiping her tears away with my thumb of the hand that held her face. "I am going to fuck this lovely mouth of yours and fill it with my cum, and you are going to swallow every last drop of it, understood?" I asked, my pace picking up to chase my release.
Juliet moaned in response and nodded her head to the best of her abilities. Then, she surprised me with her eagerness, pulling a deep groan from me when I felt her suck and swallow me.
The dirty words hung on my tongue, but I bit it back. I didn't want to scare her off by calling her a cum slut or a desperate whore for me. I didn't know what her limits were yet, and I was sure I pushed them greatly by face fucking her right now. It went against my rules and better judgment to engage with someone without establishing clear lines of boundaries and their soft and hard limits, especially engaging in a scene without a set safe-word.
But fuck me and my damn rules when it came to Juliet. I wanted to give her time and space, but obviously, that wasn't helping. She needed a firm hand, one I was too afraid to give. If I let her continue her little power trip, then it would bite me in the ass.
Better to ask for forgiveness than permission, I suppose.
Choking out a sharp breath, I pulled back just in the nick of time as my release washed over me. "Fuck." I strained out a groan as I felt my release tighten my balls.
With just my tip in Juliet's mouth, I held her head still as I emptied myself completely into her needy mouth that sucked and licked at me with every spurt and throb.
Greedy slut.
I wanted to say but bit my tongue and smirked back as I focused on riding out my orgasm. She wasn't ready for it—I had to constantly remind myself to keep myself in check.
Letting out a satisfied exhale, I pulled her off completely as I looked down at her with a proud smile full of bliss. "You did such an amazing job, Juliet." I praised her as I released her hair.
Holding her face still with my other hand, I stroked her wet cheek with my thumb as I tilted her head up high. "Open that pretty mouth of yours, baby. Show me that you got every last drop." I commanded in a soft voice, encouraging her with a downward nudge of her bottom lip with my thumb.
My smile widened at the sight of her opening her mouth and sticking her tongue out proudly. "Such a good girl. I am so proud of you." I truly was because this was a big step for Juliet.
I won't lie; I thought she would tap out halfway through. So, the fact she let me get as rough with her as I did and finish in her mouth was much more credit than I gave her.
Fully letting go of her, I quickly tucked myself back in and fixed my pants before reaching down and picking Juliet up into my arms. "You are so perfect," I said breathlessly with an appreciative smile.
Leaning down, I pressed a deep kiss against her slightly swollen lips, groaning softly when I invaded her mouth and quickly claimed it with my tongue. "I really am so proud of you. And thank you." Smiling against her lips, I chuckle deeply and let my eyes fall into hers. "Thank you for allowing me this privilege." I could feel my heart ache as I poured every ounce of my happiness and gratitude into my words and eyes while I looked down at her with the biggest smile ever.
"It feels weird for you to thank me for all of that." Juliet's words hummed against my chest after she buried her face into it.
"Well, get used to it." I playfully bit back with a hearty chuckle as I carried her to my room. "If you don't allow anything to happen, then it doesn't happen. Anything you permit me to do is a privilege on its own. You really have no idea how much it means to me for you to let me do that to you just now."
Placing a kiss on her forehead, I set her down on my bed and took a step back to fully admire the beauty of her fucked out face because, well, I could. Also, I might have wanted an ego boost. Seeing her flushed and tear-stained cheeks with her lips pouted slightly because they were a little swollen made my pride puff at my chest.
She allowed me to do that despite what she had been through.
I was the only man to have such an honor.
Her face scrunched up softly as her hands gently wandered her cute face."Do I have something on my face?" Her soft voice worried.
"No, but now I am wishing I came all over it instead of having you swallow." The thought slipped off my tongue before I could control it. I just hope it wasn't too much for her right now.
Honestly, I didn't mean for my thought to voice itself when the image of her sweet face painted with my cum burned itself into my dirty mind. Well, hopefully, tonight will be the start of something new for us, and I will get the opportunity to make that vision come true sooner rather than later.
"You want to do that to me?" Shit. I didn't like how wary she sounded with her shying body.
Easing off, I held my hands up in the air as I shrunk my shoulders to make myself seem smaller. "Only if you allow me to. If not, then I will get rid of the idea immediately." I promised her with a serious look as I slowly sat down on the edge of the bed. "We won't do anything you are not comfortable with. You will set the pace of our relationship and what we will and won't do. Whatever rules you set forth will be what I operate within." I assured her in all seriousness, slowly crawling over to her with each word because she had scooted back into the center of the bed.
Sighing softly with concern, I remained on all fours as I reached a hand out and cupped her face. "What is on your mind, principessa ?" As open as Juliet was with me, she still had a habit of clamming up when push came to shove. The only time she let me have it was when she was really upset.
Juliet's face twisted softly along with her fidgeting hands, and it didn't take long for her shoulders to tense up with her growing anxiety. "I…" Her mouth shut as it opened, her nervous tongue darting out for a split second before her bottom lip tucked between her teeth.
"Juliet." My soft voice grew stern as I tightened my grip on her face. "Look at me."
Gasping sharply, she let her shaky eyes find mine. "Sorry… It's just… When you said that, the image of it ran through my mind, and I was scared at how turned on I got from it. I mean, it's so dirty and wrong, and I know what we just did probably wasn't any better, but it just feels weird for me to want and like that."
"Oh, amorina , come here." Scooting up in the bed, I pulled her up by her arms and settled her in my lap after I swapped spots with her. "That is perfectly fine, and don't let anyone else tell you otherwise." Sneering dryly, I flashed her a confident grin. "Besides, who gives a shit what others think and say. It is fine as long as you are happy and it's not self-destructive."
Cradling the back of her head, I held her close and tight and pressed a tender kiss to the top of her head. "I know it is going to be a long and hard road for you still, and it will be for a while, but that won't deter me from you. I have already accepted the fact you will be more hesitant when it comes to anything sexual or physical contact-related." Stroking her hair, I showered her face with soft and caring kisses. "Given everything, I still want to be with you, or at least try to give a relationship between us a chance. You will need a lot of time and patience, all of which I am more than willing to give you, no matter how long it takes."
Softly, she pushed against me to lean back and look up at me with a saddened curve of her lips and teary eyes. "What if I am never ready? It's not fair to you. What if I am never ready to go all the way again? What if you never have sex again?" She worried, her frown deepening with every question that flew out of her mouth.
I felt bad for chuckling in response, but I found her fretting too amusing. "I am not some horny teenage boy who is going to throw a fit because I can't get my dick wet." I teased her in hopes of lightening her mood up. "I can handle no sex until you are ready. Worse comes to worse, I got my own hand and the shower. I don't need sex to function and live." I assured her with a warm yet firm smile. "I have faith in you, and I know that with time and help, you will get there. And I will be there with you every step of the way."
Gently, I grabbed her face and brought her into a deep kiss. "We will talk more about this in the morning after breakfast. For now, relax while I get ready for bed." I murmured against her lips before settling her under the covers and kissing her forehead. "Drink some water, too, while I'm gone," I told her as I got off the bed, picking up the water bottle I always kept at the bedside and setting it next to her. "If I don't see some of it gone, then I'll pull you out of bed when I'm back and make you drink." I threatened her in a playful voice before leaving to go through my nightly routine.
Once I was done, I slipped next to her in bed and secured her lovely body right against mine by wrapping my arms tightly around her waist. "Good girl," I spoke into her hair when I saw the water bottle on the nightstand across from us with a large volume missing.
Her body tensed against mine briefly as she peered up at me. "Wait, are you having me sleep here with you?" Her eyes were bright with hope but distant with fear.
"Well, I'm certainly not having you sleep in your room with the balcony busted like that," I remarked sarcastically with a snort, earning a smack in the chest from her.
"And whose fault is that?" She retorted with a chuckling snort and roll of her eyes.
"Well, if someone had let me into my own home," I chided playfully with a smirk and raised brow.
Grabbing her sides, I dug my fingers into her, making her giggle and laugh. "Are you going to lock me out again?" I asked with a playful growl and laugh of my own as I continued to tickle her.
"You're such a jerk!" She laughed while whacking my hands with hers. "And it's your fault, I warned you." She retorted through her fits of laughter. "Take me seriously next time, and I won't." Her uncontrollable laughter grew in volume. "I promise." Gasping and snorting through her laughter, she continued to struggle. "Please, no more tickling." She begged through strained laughter while struggling to breathe.
Ceasing the attack on her sides, I tightened my arms around her waist again and pulled her flush against me. "I won't go on any more dates, business-related or not, unless you are with me or it's with you, promise." At least it wasn't too important of a date tonight. Otherwise, Juliet really would have had her ass handed to her.
"Now," kissing her forehead, I ran a hand up her back to her nape, holding it firmly, "Sleep. We have a lot to do tomorrow."
"Keep me safe all night?" Her small voice was muffled by my chest.
Chuckling softly, I kissed the top of her head.
"Always, amorina ."
Safe in the arms of The Devil, how ironic.