Chapter 16 Quiet
Over the last two weeks the portal remains guarded and inactive.
I know they were being controlled but it doesn’t make it easier to trust them or allow them back into my life.
As long as the borders stay quiet we should be okay for a while.
Alyin and I have taken this time to rest and enjoy each other's company.
We have spent many hours just laying quietly together.
I love resting my head on his chest over his heart.
The quiet thump, thump, calms my soul and I know I will love this man forever.
The fact that my aura has begun to develop took a lot out of me.
I have been training some with a man named Joe and his wife Else.
They are in charge of training all the new werewolves.
It has been a great experience for me. I am getting strong in wolf form and Capella loves that she gets to be out in physical form.
Joe has been able to teach me how to control the aura I emit.
When I want to cast it out from my body to assert myself I need to howl in a C pitch, and it has not been an easy thing to get right.
Else is also teaching me how to use my kunai better than I have taught myself, and I can hit the center target almost every time, even on moving targets.
Aylin was training with me for a while too but he has been working on relations with Bloodmoon, and I think it’s better that he handles that until I am able to heal from my trauma.
When my body is sore from training Aylin runs me a bath and we soak together.
I enjoy his touch on my body, and I know Aylin does too because it always leads to us making love.
Tonight wasn't any different, and I haven’t been out of our room for anything besides training and I am missing it outside, and missing Zeta and my people.
After our bath we lay on the bed together and I looked up at him, “Aylin, tomorrow I don’t want to train, okay? I just want to get out of this room and go talk to the pack.”
He laughs, “You don't need my permission. You can go out whenever you want. You are a Queen, remember?”
“I know but training is important. I miss Zeta and Asher. Zeta has been like the mom I wanted.”
“I knew she would be, I’m sorry you didn’t get that opportunity as a child.” Aylin wraps his arms around me and the sound of his thumping heart puts me to sleep.