4. Graham
CHAPTER 4
graham
Hailey and I are a mess of hands and mouths as we ride the elevator to the top floor to the room I’ve booked for the night. My palms explore her tight body like they have the right to, like I’m worthy enough to touch such a perfect woman.
She fits perfectly against me—the soft curves of her feminine figure, the swell of her ass beneath my hand, her perky breast filling my palm as I paw at her. Lust blinds me from seeing any reason, and I can’t stop this now that it’s begun.
She sighs as my lips graze over her collarbone, my tongue trailing across her smooth flesh. Hands grip my shirt, wrinkling it in her fist as she holds me impossibly close. The elevator chimes and we break apart long enough to walk up the hallway, shaky hands fumbling with my room key. I need to get her inside before I pull up her dress in the middle of the hotel hallway and fuck her senseless.
After three failed attempts and a frustrated groan, Hailey takes the card from my hands, easily swiping it across the reader, the door unlocking with a click. My hands snake around her waist, hauling her body into mine as my mouth finds hers. I push us into my room, the door shutting with an audible click that’s good enough for me.
“You feel so good in my arms, Hails. So damn good.”
“Then don’t let me go.”
I don’t plan on it.
Once we’re in the main room, the large king-size bed stretches before us, and before I have a moment to second guess what the fuck I’m doing, Hailey drops to her knees in front of me and the air evaporates around us.
Fucking shit.
She looks so good kneeling in front of me, her silky blonde hair tucked behind her ears as she uses her fingers to flick open the button of my jeans, sliding down the zipper and working my pants over my hips. I help her out, taking a step back, pulling them down my legs and stripping them free, leaving me in just a pair of tight black boxer briefs.
She reaches out for me, grasping my hip and pulling me forward. Sitting up on her knees, her pretty amber eyes meet my blue ones, full of eager, primal confidence that is sexy as hell, as she licks a trail right above the waistband of my briefs.
Her fingertips dip into the elastic, pulling it out and over my straining cock before dragging my briefs down my thighs. My cock springs free, bobbing long and thick, pointing up toward my navel. My briefs pool at my feet, and I kick them off just as Hailey’s hands rub up each shin, her manicured nails lightly scratching over my knees and continuing upward over my muscular thighs. The trail sends goosebumps over my skin, and my dick jerks against my stomach, precum dampening the dusting of hair I have below my belly button.
I watch in rapt attention, anticipation and lust clouding every thought as she dips her head forward, kissing the inside of my pelvis, next to my hip, beginning a torturously slow trail toward my groin. She licks and nips, running her fingers through the short pubic hair at the base of my shaft, kissing and touching everywhere but where I want her.
“I’ve been thinking about what it would be like to do this to you for a very, very long time.”
Shit.
My eyes nearly roll into the back of my head as her words wash over me. She finally wraps her hand around the thick girth of my cock, stroking it once. Twice. Three times before pulling it toward her. I don’t dare blink as I watch her pretty mouth open just wide enough for her tongue to lick her lips before she pulls it back in, her teeth scraping over her plump bottom lip.
“Relax, Graham, I want you to enjoy this.”
“Jesus Christ,” I nearly moan.
Hailey’s mouth circles the head of my cock, enveloping it in wet warmth as her silky tongue swirls around it, her cheeks hollowing as she sucks. Hard. My hips jerk forward, my hands threading through the soft strands of her blonde hair, grasping her head. She pulls off me with a loud pop as she breaks the suction before she uses the flat of her tongue to lick down the underside of my shaft, all the way to my fucking balls.
Fuck, this is already the best blow job I’ve ever had and she hasn’t even really gotten started yet. I’m forty-two, and I’ve never had someone take their time with me the way Hailey is right now.
Her fingers release my dick, dragging her nails gently over the crease of my groin and thighs until she cups my balls, lifting them and feeding them one at a time into her wet mouth. My knees nearly give out.
“ Fuck , Hailey,” I groan, “honey, that feels so good.”
Her moans vibrate through my sack as she alternates between gently sucking and lapping at them. Her palm grasps both of them, massaging as she licks up the seam and back up my length, my cock leaking precum like a desperate motherfucker. She hums her approval as she dips that talented little tongue into my slit, gathering up the slick moisture she’s worked for, and swallowing.
My brain nearly melts as she grabs me in a tight fist, sucking me down in one fluid motion, taking my length until she can’t anymore. I groan loudly as her throat constricts around my engorged head. My fingers rub against her scalp as she pulls back, her cheeks hollowing out the entire way to my cockhead and then diving back down. Her fucking tongue doesn’t stop moving, flicking at the throbbing vein on the underside of my dick, swirling around the tip every time she comes up for air.
My chest heaves in air, panting as I struggle to stay standing, my fingers continuing to rub her scalp, not able to pull my attention away from this sexy minx. Her mouth salivates around me, the combined mix of my precum and her saliva dripping down and coating her hand and my balls. Sensations override all thoughts—the wet, warm heat of her mouth, that fucking tongue driving me to the brink of insanity, her hand cupping and working my balls.
“Ohhh. Fuuuuuck.” Hailey’s finger slips behind my sack as she sucks me down, rubbing my taint and applying firm pressure. My balls immediately draw up tight, pleasure shooting through my entire body. “Fuck, Hailey, yeah. That feels so damn good.”
She pops off my dick, her lips bright red and puffy, slick with moisture, looking hot as hell dirtied up like this.
“Let me have it, Graham. Come for me.”
Jesus Christ, is she serious?
“Fuck. You want my cum, honey?”
She nods her head as she sucks me down, the tip of my dick bumping the back of her throat. She stays deep, swallowing, massaging the shit out of my balls, her finger rubbing that spot right behind them, bringing me right to the edge. My orgasm starts at the base of my spine, my cock thickening in her talented mouth before the pleasure spreads everywhere like an inferno.
“Fuck, Hailey, you’re making me come. I’m coming, honey, shit, shiit, fuuuuuck,” I groan.
She pulls back enough so that her mouth is sucking on my thick head, her hand jerking my shaft through the pleasure as she sucks every bit down, swallowing the mouthful of my cum as I unload into her. My legs shake and my eyes nearly close, but I don’t want to miss a second of watching this pretty girl on her knees, giving me the best blow job I’ve ever fucking had.
Once I’m spent, I run my hands through her hair, pulling her off of me before the sensitivity becomes too much. Doing my best to catch my bearings, I lean down and haul her to her feet, angling her head backward and capturing her mouth with mine. She responds quickly, her lips parting for my tongue as I delve into her mouth, the salty taste of my cum lingering and turning me on further.
“You’re fucking incredible, Hailey. That was the best head I’ve ever had. I’m struggling to think straight, you literally sucked my brains out.”
She laughs lightly before lifting on her toes and kissing me again, her arm wrapping around my neck, her long nails playing with the hair at my nape. My hands are everywhere now, wanting to strip her of the rest of her clothes and see her spread out on the bed in front of me. I just came but I am far from done with this woman. We have all night, and there’s so much I want to do to her first. My mouth starts to salivate at the thought of being able to have Hailey’s legs wrapped around my head, my mouth on her pussy.
Decision made, I break our kiss, flicking the straps of her dress off her shoulders and watching as it cascades down her torso. She shuffles out of it as I bend down and lift her, pulling her legs around my hips. I take several long strides toward the bed before kneeling with Hailey in my arms. The cheap hotel bed groans with our weight as it sinks down below me, but I don’t give a shit. I would take her on any fucking surface, I just need it to hold while I make her crumble under my tongue like she did to me.
Releasing my hold around her hips, her legs fall open as she drops from my arms and bounces on the bed under me. I waste no time collapsing on top of her, enveloping her with my body, my hands holding her head between my palms. She’s so fucking pretty. So young and sweet. So good and pure.
“I like you like this,” she whispers, her lips brushing against mine as she speaks, her fingers tracing my hairline at my forehead.
“Mmm. Blissed out from your talented mouth?”
“You like that?”
“I’m going to be dreaming about it for the rest of my life.”
She smiles brightly at me, a satisfied pull of her lips that goes straight to my heart. Fuck, I like seeing her light up like this. But now I want to see what she looks like when she comes.
Dropping my head back down, I suck her bruised bottom lip into my mouth, pulling it between my teeth. The sexy little moan that escapes her surprises me and gives me the motivation to keep going. Releasing her, I drag my tongue lightly across her lips before moving lower, dropping French kisses across her jaw, my hands moving her head to the side for easier access to her long neck. I lick down the length, sucking and lapping at her, finding the little spot of skin at the top of her shoulder and biting lightly. I groan into her, my hands moving down her body, squeezing and touching her everywhere before they settle on her waist.
“Hailey, your skin . . . so sweet . . . so fucking . . . intoxicating . . . can’t . . . get enough.”
“You feel so good touching me, Graham.”
“Not gonna stop, honey. You feel too good.”
“Aah!” she moans as I drag the cup of her lacy bra down with my teeth, exposing the busty top of her breast. My mouth sucks at the skin, but it’s not enough. I need more of her, all of her.
Finding a little clasp between her breasts, I flick it, the cups falling apart and exposing her to me. Pushing the lacy fabric out of my way, I blow a breath of cool air onto her nipple, watching as it pebbles, desperately jutting out for my mouth. Grabbing one in my palm, her breasts just slightly bigger than a handful, I swipe across her beaded peak with my thumb, back and forth, back and forth. Not able to take my eyes off of her and how her body is responding to me, I lean down and take a confident suck at her nipple, pulling the sensitive skin into my mouth. Her lower back bows, her hips jerking up into mine, my dick rapidly hardening again even though I just came.
“Mmm. Hailey you taste so fucking good,” I whisper against her wet flesh, the peak of her nipple teasing my lips. I can’t get enough of her skin, she tastes like a goddamn pina colada—coconuts and sweet, ripe pineapple. Because of course someone as perfectly sweet as Hailey would taste just as delicious.
I repeat the same process on the other side until she’s writhing underneath me, little mewls escaping her lips with each breath. Kissing down the crease of her chest, exploring her body, I reach her pierced navel, the one I stared at for longer than I’d like to admit in her sexy-as-hell photo. The photo that doesn’t hold a candle to having the real thing in front of me.
Circling the barbell with the tip of my tongue, I watch her eyes as I bite down with my teeth, pulling gently on it before flicking it again and again. Her hips writhe under me, undulating, chasing the friction she needs. Not wanting to prolong what we both desire, I move down further, sitting up and dragging lace panties down her smooth, lithe legs. Tossing them to the side, she spreads open for me to fit comfortably between them. Pulling her thighs over my shoulders, giving the flesh a tight squeeze, I’m finally face-to-face with her pretty little pussy.
She’s bare of any hair, her lips slightly puffy and glistening with arousal. I rub the pads of my thumbs over the soft flesh of her lips, swiping up and down until she’s squirming for me. Eager to keep going, I spread her open to reveal the wet, pink center hidden underneath, my mouth salivating looking at her. So fucking perfect. Her rough exhale breaks me from my trance, my eyes flicking up to meet hers. The pretty, innocent whiskey eyes that I’ve known for so long look back at me, heavily lidded, shrouded with arousal and excitement.
The air around us crackles, thick with anticipation. I hold her eyes as I lean forward, my tongue peeking out and licking a slow line up her wet center. The taste of Hailey’s cum explodes on my taste buds, snapping something inside me. I lose the restraint I was using to take this slow, it all flies out the fucking window with just one taste of her sweet pussy.
“Fuck, Hailey, hang on, I’m about to devour you.”
“Oh, god! Graham!”
“That’s it, honey, I want to hear my name on those pretty lips over and over while I make you come.”
“Oh fuuuu—” Her moans draw out on a choked sob as I press my open mouth to her silky pussy. I do exactly as I said I would—fucking devour her. I lick her like I’m starving and only her pussy can satiate me. I’m a man who’s been dying of thirst and finally granted a sip of this forbidden nectar.
Gripping her hips, I lift, sliding my hands under her ass and propping her pelvis up. The new angle lets me feast, taking away her control and holding her exactly where I want her. I lick her everywhere but where she wants me, working her up, coiling her tighter and tighter. I suck each of her lips into my mouth before sliding through her folds and giving her what she wants— finally flicking that swollen, throbbing little clit with my tongue, over and over until she’s panting, pulling at her hair with her hands.
I watch, focusing on her body and paying attention to how I’m making her feel. Swirling around her clit, her stomach tightens, thighs around my head starting to shake, her fists grabbing the pillows above her head. I lick her right to the edge and pull back.
“Hold it, Hailey. Don’t come. Trust me.”
“Oh, fuck, Graham,” she whines, her hips trying to lift in my hands, looking for that tiny bit of friction she needs to bliss out and ride that orgasm that’s just out of reach.
I give her a moment, my nose nuzzling into her pelvis, breathing in her sweet, musky scent, my cock swelling further, fully fucking hard now and ready to fill her, stretch this tight pussy around me.
Dropping her back down to the bed, I return my thumbs to her pussy lips, spreading her open and blowing a soft breath right onto her wet clit. Her body bucks from the waist down.
“Ready for more, honey?”
“Ye-yes!”
“Such a perfect girl for me.”
My head drops back into her pussy, licking and lapping at her clit until her orgasm is built back up, before I pull back again. I spend too long repeating the process, working her up and pulling back until her entire body is vibrating, beads of sweat coating her skin, her body trembling, hands gripping onto the cheap hotel blankets.
This time, instead of letting her come down without touch, I let my thumbs trail down her swollen lips until I find her dripping hole. Using both of my fingers, I trace around the area, exploring, watching as I press both thumbs inside her just to the first knuckle, my fingers digging into the back of her thighs. Shifting, I rim her pussy with my middle finger before slowly pressing in. She’s so goddamn tight, and I don’t know how the hell she’s going to take my cock. She’s going to need a lot of prep.
“Oh, god! Graham! Ahh!” she yells.
“Such a pretty pussy, Hailey. I wish you could see yourself right now. Your body is dripping for me. Weeping to be filled, so desperate, you’re literally sucking my finger in, honey. Is that what you want? You want to be filled?”
“Yes, yes. I want you to fuck me.”
“Gonna need to be patient.”
She moans out her protest as I pull my finger out and slowly push it back in. She drips around me, and I can’t help the urge to lean down and lick around her entrance, lapping up her arousal, loving her taste, ready to make her come.
Licking up to her clit, I swirl around the tight bundle, watching as her stomach contracts in waves, pleasure building up. Pulling out of her tight hole, I slip a second finger in, filling her completely and feeling around deep inside her, searching for that sweet spot that will make her fall to pieces.
“Ohhhhh, fuuuuuuuuck, yesssss!” she moans out loud enough for the entirety of the hotel to hear. Found it.
“You’re gonna come for me, Hailey? Let me watch you shatter?”
“Oh, god, yes, Graham, make me come, please.”
I suck her throbbing clit into my mouth while continuing to rub against the G-spot, hidden deep inside her pussy. It only takes a few moments before she detonates. Her body spasms around my fingers, gripping them so fucking tight, her clit throbbing against my tongue and lips. The flood of arousal comes next, soaking my fingers further, leaking out of her pussy and dripping down to that ass I’ve yet to explore. Something I plan on rectifying sooner rather than later. Our chat messages flash through my head and I’m reminded of what she agreed to, all while knowing it was me. Fuck, this little tease.
Her hands grapple for purchase, settling on the pillows and gripping them tightly, her body overcome with pleasure as the orgasm barrels through her. Her incoherent screams echo off the walls of the hotel room as I continue to lick her through the pleasure, wanting to coax every bit out of her.
As she starts to come down, her body relaxes slightly, aftershocks causing her to continue to shake. “I want you inside me, Graham, now, please. Fuck me.”
The way her pussy flutters around my two fingers currently lodged inside affirms her plea. She’s practically aching to be filled, her pussy walls contracting and releasing over and over. Pulling them from her body, I lay her legs back down on the bed before sitting up and taking a moment to look at her laid out in front of me, legs spread open as if she’s welcoming me inside.
“I need to get a condom, Hails, hold on.”
“No condom.”
My heart drops into my stomach. Fuck, she wants me to take her bare? There’s no fucking way.
“Honey, as much as I want to feel you with nothing between us?—”
“I’m on the pill; I take it religiously for my periods. And I’m clean.”
Fuck. My eyes fall closed for a brief moment while I get my bearings.
“Please, Graham.”
“You take it every day? At the same time?”
“I do.”
“I’m clean, I haven’t been with anyone in a long-ass time and was checked after.”
“Same, over a year.”
With that said, I move up the bed, laying next to her, shifting us so that I’m on my back and she’s straddling my hips.
Her hands find my chest, those pretty fingernails scratching aimlessly through the hair there. Her legs feel so good wrapped around my hips, her soaked pussy sliding back and forth over my length, coating me in her moisture.
“You’re so fucking tight, Hailey. There’s no way I’m not letting you be in control. Ride me, work that pussy down on my cock, let me fill you, honey. I want to feel that pussy around my dick.”
She lifts, my hand reaching between us to notch my cock at her entrance as she starts to sink, my hands gripping her hips to help guide her. She takes me an inch before easing back up, taking me a little further each time as she works herself over me, her pussy opening up more and more, letting me in.
“Just a little more, honey. You can take it. This tight little pussy wants to be stretched around me, doesn’t it?”
“Ohh, fuck, yes, Graham! Aah!”
She sinks down the rest of the way, my cock buried to the hilt, her pussy flush against my pelvis, nearly knocking the wind out of both of us. And holy fucking shit, I’m inside Hailey Haven. What a goddamn gift.
Her head drops back, face to the sky, as she gasps. Her tits jut out perfectly, her tight little stomach rippling as she clenches up and tries her best to relax around the intrusion.
“That’s it, you’re taking me so well, Hailey.” I rub my hands over her hips and up her sides, praising her, giving her a moment to adjust to the stretch and fullness. She feels like fucking heaven. But she’s tight as fuck, almost painfully so.
Reaching up, I grasp both of her breasts, squeezing and pinching her nipples. Her eyes flutter closed as a tear slips free. Fuck. I’m hurting her. Panic claws at my chest. I know I’m a big guy, but I would never want to hurt her.
“Hails, it’s okay, honey. We can stop. Is it too much?”
“Fuck, no, god, please. I don’t want to stop. I’m just so full, I need a minute. I’m okay, I promise.”
Trusting her words, I do the only thing I can think of to get her to relax more around me, I suck my fingers into my mouth, getting them nice and wet before slipping them between us and finding her clit. Her whimpers are so fucking sweet as I swirl around the little nub, coaxing another orgasm from her body.
It doesn’t take much before she starts to rock, her body chasing that feeling I’m pulling from her. I relax my hand, letting her use my fingers, her moisture easing the way as she finds her rhythm. My cock is being squeezed to the max as she flutters around me, and the feeling is so intense—like nothing I’ve ever felt before.
“That’s it. Fuck, yes, Hailey. Your pussy is heaven. Soak my dick, I want your cum all over me.”
“Graham. I’m gonna come. Ohmygod!”
She falls forward, her hands landing on my pecs, and she lifts her hips, sinking back down and sliding across my waiting fingers. She repeats the motion a few more times before she’s coming. Her cunt grips me like a fucking vise, nearly milking the cum right the fuck out of me.
Sex with Hailey is transcendent. It’s rocked my fucking world and we’ve barely even fucking begun. I get her all goddamn night. I may be going to hell because of this, but I’m going to make the best of it on my way.
Her orgasm wracks her body until she falls forward, my dick throbbing inside her tight center.
“Fuck me,” she whispers, her lips against my neck. “I want you to use me, Graham Colson. I’m ready for you.”
“You want me to fuck you now, Hailey? You ready to take my cock like a good girl?”
“Yes, give me all of you, Graham. I need you.”
Flipping us, Hailey’s legs wrap around my waist, my cock staying deep inside her tight body. I roam my hands up her arms until I’m threading my fingers through hers, clasping our hands together and stretching them above her head. My hips piston, pulling out and driving back in, her arousal keeping us both slick as I fuck her. She feels like nothing I’ve ever experienced before and my mind goes hazy, erasing everyone that came before her, leaving only Hailey behind.
“Damn, honey, I could get addicted to this.”
“God, yesssss.”
I fuck her hard and deep, pleasure building at the base of my spine sooner than I’m ready for it to, my orgasm barreling forward as if I’ve never been inside a woman before. But I’ve never been inside Hailey before, and this experience has already topped my wildest fantasies.
Not ready to come and wanting to play with her so much more, I sit up between her legs, flipping her over onto her knees. I put gentle pressure on the center of her back, guiding her so her face rests on the mattress, lifting her hips so her ass is in the air.
Not able to hold back a second longer, I spread open her cheeks, giving me access to her asshole. I run my thumbs over her pink, puckered hole one at a time, taking turns with my fingers until her ass pushes back against me and quick pants come from her lips.
Leaning in, I take an exploratory lick over her, the taste of her cum on my lips, ass clenching at the sensation, gauging her reaction the best I can before asking.
“How’s that feel?”
“Soooo good.”
Shit, she’s fun. I dip my head back down, licking around her tight little hole, letting my saliva flow freely onto her, wanting to lube her up. Her entire body tastes fucking amazing, and her ass is no different. I fucking devour her, pressing my face deep into her center, loving her mewls and squirms as I eat her asshole.
Sitting back up, I give my dick a few firm strokes before lining it back up with her pussy and pressing in. If I thought she was tight before, this position only heightens that sensation. I watch as my cock slowly disappears into her channel, her pussy gripping me, sucking me in.
“Shit, Hailey. I’m obsessed with your tight little pussy.”
Her replies are just garbled moans, and I can’t help but smile, satisfaction rolling through me, proud that I can make her feel so damn good, reduce her down to a puddle of pleasure. I start to fuck her now, pulling out before slamming back in, my thumbs continuing their ministrations on her asshole, working her up, my balls slapping against her.
“Harder, Graham. Fuck me harder!”
Leaning directly over her spread ass, I let my saliva drip from my lips, swiping it around and covering my thumb before slowly pressing into the tight ring. She opens right up for me, the tip of my finger slipping into her ass up to the first knuckle.
“Oh, fuck.” Her body hums, vibrating and shaking as I pull back my hips and slam home, taking her hard and fast, my thumb pressing deeper into her ass with every thrust. It doesn’t take long before I’ve filled both her holes completely, fucking her like she asked for.
“This what you wanted, honey? This pussy need it rough? You need it in both holes?”
“Yes, yes, yes! Don’t stop, please don’t stop. Never stop.”
Hearing those words from Hailey’s lips does something to my chest. Even though they’re said deep in the throes of pleasure, hearing them snaps something into place.
My balls draw up, my orgasm rapidly approaching, but I need to make her come again.
“I want one more, Hailey. Come for me.”
“Make me, Graham. Make me come!”
Leaning around us with my free hand, I quickly find her clit as my orgasm barrels forward, the telltale signs tingling at the base of my spine. Fuck.
“Need you to come, honey. Fucking come!” I nearly plead, my voice desperate.
I press down on her clit, slipping around the nub with firm circles as her pussy clenches hard on my dick as she comes. Her body hums under me, her legs shaking so badly she struggles to hold herself up.
“You want me to pull out, Hails? Tell me now.”
“Come inside me, Graham!”
That permission is all I need. My cock thickens inside her, throbbing against her tight walls as I slam into her one final time, filling her up with my cum as she orgasms around me. Her flutters prolong mine, the endless pleasure nearly causing me to black out. As we both start to come down, I slowly pull from her body, watching as my cum leaks from her swollen pussy. Using my clean finger, I can’t help but swipe it up, pushing it back inside her, loving how open and thoroughly fucked her pussy looks. She moans as I languidly play with her for a moment, the sight of my cum in her pussy doing something to me, making me grateful as fuck that she’s on the pill. Hell, that she allowed me to take her bare and come inside her to begin with. What a fucking gift; as if she hasn’t already given me enough, this perfect woman manages to top it.
Gathering her up in my arms, I lay us down on our sides, her body turning so her head rests on my bicep, my arm wrapped around her waist, our bodies flush against one another. I didn’t expect to enjoy this closeness as much as I am. Any one-night stand I’ve managed to slip in over the last ten years—a total of three—has been a quickie, and sure as shit wasn’t followed up with snuggling.
Brushing the ruined curls of her blonde hair out of her face, the fine baby hairs around her hairline stick to her skin from sweat.
“You did so well, how are you feeling?”
“Better than ever.”
My heart swells behind my ribs, loving that I could make this woman feel so good. How am I going to walk away from her now? One time is all it took for me to become an addict, knowing full well I’ve sealed my ticket to hell. Jay would murder me with a smile if he knew the things I just did to his daughter. Guilt tries to sneak its way in, but I push it away to deal with later.
“Yeah, honey, best I’ve ever had,” I confess. Then I take a chance; as stupid as I am, I’m too far gone. “What now?” Because I can’t have her, but how the fuck do I move on after this?
She keeps her head down, snuggled into me when she speaks, as if she doesn’t want to meet my eyes when she says her next words.
“I really like taking care of you, Graham . . . and I’ve heard of this thing, and I didn’t know if you would be open to it.”
What could she be talking about?
“Okay, honey . . . I’ll keep an open mind, what is it?”
“It’s called free use. I want to give you free use of me.”
My heart stops, the air in my lungs leaving with a rough exhale. Fuck, does she even understand what that means?
“Hailey, you don’t know what you’re saying . . .” She’s so damn young and inexperienced. There’s no way I could let her do this.
“It . . .” I pull back slightly to look down at her. This sweet woman has already given me so damn much. She’s worrying her lip, grinding it between her teeth, vulnerability leaching off her in waves.
“It what, Hails?” God, please don’t say what I think you are about to, ’cause I don’t know if I’m strong enough to say no.
“It turns me on. The idea of being an outlet for you, something that’s yours that you can take when you want. Let me give you this. Let me take care of you. Free use .”
“Fuck, Hailey,” I say on a rough exhale.
Goddamn, this woman. If she wasn’t under my skin before tonight, she is now. How am I supposed to have her living in my house knowing this? With my daughter right in the other room? Things have to go back to normal after tonight. We can’t do this. She’s my daughter’s nanny for Christ’s sake.
But fuck, the idea of having Hailey there for me to enjoy whenever I want? Goddamn . She already makes life so much easier, brought a light that I needed, but this would be the icing on a cake I don’t deserve, didn’t earn. But fuck if I don’t want it after tonight. Want her.
Hailey’s the forbidden fruit hanging in front of Adam, and just like the fucking dumbass himself, I’m a goner.
“There’s no world in which this is okay, Hailey. We’d have to be so careful.”
Her head perks up, eyes blown wide as if she’s genuinely surprised. She had already convinced herself that I was going to say no.
“Of course. I don’t want to ruin anything.”
“What would this situation look like to you? I want to make sure we’re on the same page.”
“For as long as I’m living with you, you get free use of my body. From the research I did, there’s usually a sign that is worn when the agreement is no longer in play. So like, a bracelet or something that would be my way of telling you you can’t cash in.”
“Like a safeword.”
“Yeah. If I’m not in the mood, or for whatever reason, I’ll . . . put a pink scrunchie around my wrist. That way you’ll know I’m not up for playing.”
“I like that. I never want to cross any lines or do anything to make you feel uncomfortable, Hails, it would wreck me.”
“I know, I know that. So we’ll use my pink scrunchie. If it’s on my wrist, it’s a no. If it’s not, I’m yours.”
“Okay, that works. And I know we talked and you said you didn’t have any limits, but that can’t be true.”
“I mean, I’m not into being hurt, but I like it rough, just not with flogging or being spanked with anything, nothing dark or dangerous.”
“I’m with you on that, so you don’t have to worry. Anything you want to try?” My body vibrates with anticipation over this agreement. It should be easy to keep this between the two of us, considering she lives in my house. No one would suspect anything.
“I mean, I like the idea of you slipping into my room while I sleep, and starting things up without waking me up fully,” she admits, nervously.
I nearly choke on my saliva.
“Fuck, Hails, are you serious?” She blanches, and I immediately regret my reaction. “No, honey, no, don’t be embarrassed. You just blew my mind. Hell yes, I’m into that. Do you know how hot that is?”
“Yeah?”
“Fuck yeah, honey. You’re too good to me. I don’t deserve you.”
Her hands brush through my hair before she’s sitting up slightly and kissing me, her tongue delving into my mouth before breaking away. “You deserve everything.”
My eyes close for a brief moment, because shit if I don’t want to believe her.