CHAPTER 1 — AJAX
Unbelievable.
I think Belle is the brattiest woman I've ever met.
I don’t know if she realizes it, but it’s obvious what she’s doing.
Whenever she feels weak or exposed, she turns the tables and tries to get the power back.
I caught her in a rare moment of vulnerability when she admitted she wasn't ready to have sex.
Obviously, I accepted her no. I mean, it wasn't even a no—she said yes, but I noticed her body language didn't match her words.
So I had to push for the truth. It's like I have to become a fucking mind reader with her.
I would normally never go to these lengths for a girl… But she's not just any girl.
I would normally find a different girl who was actually enthusiastic off the bat. But to be honest, I've been with many women like that, and they're boring. Belle's more fun. She's a challenge.
I know she wants me. She just has all this Christian shame and history holding her back. And I have a feeling that once she releases it, she's going to be one of the craziest women I've ever been with.
Why? Well, because she pulls little stunts. Like the one she did just now. Coming without permission and then ordering me out of her room like a drill sergeant.
You'd think she'd be a bit more deferential. She's the one without any experience, and clearly, she was nervous. I was trying to make her comfortable. And once I did, she flipped the tables and pulled that bratty little play.
I’m not totally complaining, though. As badly as I want to watch her willingly submit, drawing it out is fun. And now I get to punish her for coming without permission.
Whatever I do next, I need to make it count. Otherwise, she’ll lose all respect for me. I know how stubborn she is. How headstrong.
I have to come up with something good. I think I’ll let her sweat for a few days. I won’t text her. I’ll let her stew and wonder what I have planned.
It’ll make it so much sweeter when I finally get my revenge.