Chapter 10 #4
“You can’t punish me for something that happened before we were together.
I didn’t think we could be like this,” I argue.
“They all meant nothing. Just a way to relieve stress and get off.” I bend my knees down a bit to look her right in the eyes.
“I’ve never felt the way I did with them like I do with you.
So, yes you are special to me in every way. ”
She scrubs her face with her hands and lets out a long sigh.
“I know,” she admits in a defeated tone. “I just…I want to be with someone who only wants to be with me. Not have others on the side. I don’t want to be put in a position where I have to question your loyalty to me.”
I know she’s thinking about what happened with Havoc and Debbie.
“Raegan, I only want to be with you. Only you. Not one of those women in that room in there can hold a candle to you so why would I want anything other than the best cookie a woman has to offer,” I joke about what she calls her pussy.
It earns me a small giggle, and I feel relieved when the tension from her body relaxes.
“Have I been with some of them out there? Yes, but I’ve got you now and that’s all I need, okay?
” I tell her. “And I don’t have any idea what she’s talking about my nightly routine, but some of the women aren’t above trying to make power plays with each other if they think they’ll get a patch from one of the brothers. ”
“This lifestyle is a little out of my element here,” she says crossing her arms back over her chest reminding me that she’s in her tight little outfit.
“Don’t worry about that, babe, my brothers are going to make sure you fit in here just fine. As for the whores, they’ll leave you alone once they see you stuck to my side or else they’ll find themselves out on their asses,” I tell her but then turn my face serious. “You have my loyalty, Raegan.”
She takes a hot second to think about what I just confessed to her, but when she nods her head, I pull her into a hug which she returns then kiss the top of her head.
“Wildcat, I need to know that you trust me. I can’t have someone who thinks the worst of me when situations come up.”
She pulls back and gazes right into my eyes.
“I trust you, Kane. I think we both have some learning to do when it comes to relationships.” Her eyes show her sincerity.
“Good, now let’s get home so I can show that cookie some attention.”
We gather up our things and head out to the bar. Everyone is having a good time and the alcohol is flowing. I nod over to Brass as Raegan leaves my side and goes over to Riot and Rocky who are sitting down on barstools kicking back a few beers.
“What’s up, Prez?” Brass asks when he sees me eyeballing every fucker in the room.
“Find out who the fuck sent Laura to my office. Everyone knows that whores are off limits in there.” He gives me a shocked look that tells me that he didn’t know about it.
“Also, get the prospects to move my bike to my house, I’m staying there tonight.
” I tell Brass where my bike is parked and he gives me a questioning eye.
Not wanting to get into it right now with the details of Raegan being the mayor’s stepdaughter I wave it off.
“Tell those little shits that if one scratch gets on my ride, they can kiss their dicks goodbye.”
“Sure thing, Prez.”
We walk away from each other, and I move over to Raegan, Rocky, and Riot.
They’re laughing about something but stop when I approach.
I catch the eye of several Sweetbutts eyeing my wildcat, and if I don’t get her out of here soon, I might put a ban on having whores here.
Not wanting them to string me up because I can’t tamp down this obsession with her yet, I place my hand on the small of her back.
“Ready?” I ask her.
“Sure. See you guys later.” Raegan gives each a hug, and I have to remember that her and Riot are only friends or I’d break his arms right now.
Rocky holds onto his hug a little longer, but Raegan doesn’t show that she minds.
I’ll have to have a talk with him later about boundaries where my woman is concerned.
Rocky can get attached real fast. I want him to understand that she’s his friend, but that she belongs to me.
When we finally reach the parking lot, it’s empty as we make our way over to her car.
I open her door on the passenger side and catch out of the corner of my eye Havoc making his way to us from the garage area.
He looks like he’s a man on a mission. I have a pretty good idea what he wants.
After closing Raegan’s door, I walk to the rear of the car halting him.
“I think we need to talk, don’t you…Prez,” Havoc seethes through his teeth. His hands are balled into fists ready for battle. We both measure equally in a fight, but he lets his emotions control him which will always give me the upper hand.
“After church tomorrow, you and I will sit down and talk.” I stand toe to toe with him. I’ve never backed down from a challenge and this is no different. He snorts through his nose like a bull as his shoulders roll back making his chest puff out.
“Everything okay out here?” Reaper comes out of nowhere walking up to us assessing the situation. It’s not normal for Havoc and I to be in each other’s faces.
“Yeah, everything here is just peachy,” Havoc comments then knocks my shoulder with his as he makes his way towards the clubhouse.
Reaper gives me a questioning look, and I just shake my head.
Once Havoc is sober, we’ll have a real conversation about this but not until then. And definitely not in front of Raegan.
After pulling off my cut and getting into the car, Raegan raises an eyebrow at me.
“Don’t ask,” I say starting the car.
The drive becomes more difficult as Raegan’s hand continues to walk her fingers teasingly up my leg towards my steel rod, hidden behind my jeans.
Not that I’m complaining, but I have to concentrate a lot harder now that her movements with her hands are making my eyes want to roll back into my head.
She finally looks out the windshield and notices the road after a while and sees us going the opposite direction of her house.
“Where are we going?” she asks, curiously.
“Home.”