Chapter 10 #3
“You don’t, I guess. But I don’t have a dog in this fight, and I would never put Riot or even Havoc in harm’s way, even if I hated his guts at the time.
The good thing about my job is that it pays well, so I can pick and choose who I help.
” I look over at Havoc and he’s giving me a curious expression.
Hawk takes the flash drive off the desk.
“Oh, before I forget.” I dig back into the bag once again and pull another flash drive out. “This is for your new firewall. I had it specifically designed to block any attempts to hack into your system.”
I pass it over towards Hawk and he gladly takes it.
“I would love to get together—” Hawk says then starts to take a step closer to me when another growl comes from Kane.
“Everyone out! Church in the morning, let everyone know that we’ll need to vote on some things before Sunday,” he orders.
The four men stand and start to make their way out of the room. I can tell by the way Havoc is looking back and forth between Kane and I that he must know that something is going on between us.
* * *
If I didn’t get them out of that room immediately, I think I would’ve killed one of them.
How dare Hawk put a hand on my woman! I’m already on edge with the Vipers, and now they are trying to get all our information.
Then, Hawk goes and grabs Raegan. Fuck no.
We need to leave the clubhouse right now before someone else pisses me off and I actually do kill someone in front of her.
I feel the softness of a hand on my forearm and her sweet voice is like a calming balm, “Kane, are you okay?”
“Yeah, let’s get you out of here.” She doesn’t need to be around this. Until I can work through all this mess in my head, I think keeping her away from my brothers is for the best.
“I was going to suggest that maybe we could throw the Vipers off a little.”
“What do you mean?” The last thing I want is for her to get involved in any of this. Shit, she already had a run in with Brock and a few others from the Vipers.
“It might take some time, but I could work with Hawk to make false files that I can send to the Vipers. You know a ‘bait and switch’ kind of thing. Maybe set them up for an ambush or something.”
“That would be up to a club vote, and I don’t want you any more involved than you already are.”
“What? Kane, if it wasn’t for me, you wouldn’t even know they are trying to get info. I’m involved whether you like it or not. Plus, I’m the best hacker there is, it’s why they contacted me, so you need me,” she says the last part haughtily.
She does have a point, but it’ll still have to be a club vote. Letting someone in from the outside is not how we run things around here. We stick with our inner circle to avoid rats turning on us.
“We’ll talk about this later, let’s get you home.” I gesture for her to grab her things, but she hesitates as her face softens.
“I think Havoc knows something is up with us.”
“Yeah, I pretty much blew it to shit when I reacted to Hawk touching you.” I blow out a frustrated breath, tossing my head back looking up at the ceiling while my fingers interlock at the top of my head.
I’ve got to get this shit under control.
Enemies look for weakness, and if I want to keep this little wildcat, I’m going to have to do a better job at it. “Don’t worry, I’ll talk with him.”
She starts packing up her stuff and I busy myself unlocking my phone, but I can’t help the surge of irritation in my body. I’m looking through some texts when I hear her voice behind me.
“Kane, can you come here and help me with something?” she asks.
I walk over to where she is, down on her knees on the floor looking for something she dropped.
“What’s up, babe?” I ask blindly searching around for something that she might have lost.
“You know, if you don’t calm down and take things in stride you’re going to keel over by thirty-five, right?
” she informs me through her luscious lashes, wetting her bottom lip.
My dick starts to straining against my zipper with her on her knees.
Our first time together during the rally comes to mind.
Even in our drunken state, I can still picture her looking up at me so innocently.
“You know I have a way to help relax you.”
Before I can respond, she expertly unhooks my belt releasing me from the confines of my jeans and boxers. Dear god, I thought only women like her existed in porn movies.
“Raegan…” I warn. Christ, I don’t think the door is locked, but right now all the blood has rushed south to my cock from my brain.
“Let me,” she offers and who am I to stop this. The moment she engulfs my hard dick in her warm supple mouth, I start to feel lightheaded.
The groan that leaves me bounces from wall to wall as she takes me all the way in.
She pulls out and flattens her tongue licking in long laps from base to tip.
Swirling the head, she plays with my balls, and I have to place a hand on the desk to keep upright.
My other hand takes a hold of her hair so I can watch her as she sucks me down.
Her sapphire eyes never leave mine. The sight in front of me is enough to send a tingle down my spine to my aching balls.
She must sense that I’m close because the next thing I know she has me all the way down with her lips at the base sucking and swallowing around my dick.
The tightness around my cock shoots the cum like a rocket coating the back of her throat.
I see black spots for a moment and reach for my chair to sit down.
Raegan is still attached to my dick, cleaning him up as I lay my head back in chair.
Good god, the things this woman can do with her mouth!
Raegan releases me with a pop. I watch her with a satisfied smirk sit back on her haunches and place her arms on my thighs.
“How’s your stress level now?” she asks.
Still trying to get the blood flow pumping up to my brain, I stare at her. How can a beautiful, feisty woman like her want to be with someone dark and twisted like me?
I try clearing my throat finally able to form an actual sentence, “Much better…” She gives me a sly smile and then hops up onto my lap circling my neck with her arms.
“Good, I’d hate to see you in an early grave,” Raegan says then kisses the tip on my nose.
I feel a tightness in my chest as we stay still in comfortable silence gazing at each other. This woman makes me feel things that I’ve never thought I would for someone who’s not family. She’s burrowed under my skin in short amount of time and lit a fire in me.
As I start to place my arms around her small frame, “Babe—”
The door opens interrupting our conversation and in walks a club whore in only her small panties.
“Hey, baby, I’m here for your nightly usual,” Laura, I think that’s her name, raves.
Raegan jumps up from my chair like I’ve electrocuted her.
I follow her up while shoving my dick back in my pants as Raegan takes a step away from me standing on the opposite side putting the desk and distance between me and this bitch.
She’s staring back and forth at us and our perfect bubble just popped.
Laura makes her way around to me and finally acknowledges Raegan.
“Oh, I didn’t realize it was going to be a threesome tonight, baby. ”
I hear a gasp from Raegan, and I finally have my clothes situated and brain working properly after my woman just sucked out all my cognitive thoughts and speech.
“Get the fuck out!” I boom, making both women jump.
“But—” the bitch starts.
“OUT!”
Laura flees from the room, and I rush over to close the door locking it. Raegan hasn’t moved from her spot, but now she is staring down at the floor with her arms crossed over her body. I step over to reach for her, but she moves back.
“Babe—”
“Guess I’m not so special after all,” she murmurs barely above a whisper. She shakes her head like she’s ridding something then peers up at me. I can see the hurt in her eyes as she puts on a brave face, but I see it.
“I have no idea what she—”
“I’m going home now,” she states in a no nonsense tone then breaks our eye contact. She moves to pick up her bag from the desk. Her movements are jerky and stiff.
I grab her so that my front is resting against her back, to stop her movements. Her body is rigid in my arms, and I don’t like it.
“Raegan, we aren’t going anywhere until we talk about what just went down.” I place my chin on her shoulder right by her ear.
I want her to be able to hear everything I’m about to say to her.
“You have to know that I had a past before you, hell, I can’t remember all of it myself.
But the moment I decided that you were it for me, I haven’t touched another woman.
Only you. I tried to stay away but couldn’t.
The night I dropped you off at your car and said that we should call it a day, I came back here and tried to fuck one of the club whores but couldn’t.
I had one of them come to my room, but couldn’t enjoy it when I looked at her and she wasn’t you.
I sent her away, went in the shower, and pictured you while I jacked off in there. ”
I might as well get it all out there so that we can move past this.
She turns around to face me.
“So, you didn’t do anything with her that night?”
“She was sucking my dick, but all I could think about was you. I tried to fuck her but your face and body from our night up in South Dakota were all that I saw, so I stopped it. I made her leave and that was it.”
“Sorry to ruin your night,” she sarcastically says and moves to step out of my hold.
“You were the one who turned me down. Told me that this wasn’t happening.
Why are you even messing with me when you have that on tap?
” She waves her hand towards the door that leads out to the bar where everyone is gathered.