Chapter Fourteen
Brynn
I’VE BEEN AT the clubhouse for two weeks now.
Kingston spends every spare minute he has with me and Valor hasn’t been sending him out on installation jobs over these last few weeks.
The only time Kingston and I aren’t together is when he’s locked in his office looking up every piece of information on Jerome as he can.
I can’t say that I haven’t been having nightmares over the last two weeks because I have.
Each and every time I have one, Kingston pulls me into his arms and holds me tight as I fight to go back to sleep.
It doesn’t always work and more often than not I end up remaining awake the rest of the night no matter what time I wake up.
I always let Kingston go back to sleep so he’s not exhausted like I am.
Everyone can see how this is affecting me. I’ve got bags under my eyes, I can barely function, and I’m little more than a walking zombie lately. Kingston is worried and constantly tries to get me to take naps or go to bed early. Still, those nightmares wake me up and I don’t get the rest I desperately need.
Over the last two weeks, Kingston and I have been getting closer.
We talk about everything and answer questions honestly when we’re asked something.
So far, we’ve kissed a few times and I can’t spend enough time kissing him.
Kingston knows what he’s doing and it doesn’t take me any time at all to get lost in his kisses.
He makes me feel as if my body is on fire and there’s a deep ache he never satisfies.
When I asked him about it, he told me that I would have to take that step when I’m ready and so far, I haven’t been ready to go there.
He knows I’ve only been with one person and that it wasn’t a great experience for me.
That’s why he’s letting me take that step when I’m ready and not because things get too hot and out of control between us when we’re making out in the bed we share.
Kingston hasn’t had another physical therapy appointment over the last two weeks.
He called to reschedule them and assured his therapist he’d do the stretches and exercises at the clubhouse until he can back in with him.
Right now, he wants his focus to be on finding Jerome and nothing more.
His therapist understands and is more than willing to work with him during this time as he helps me with this situation.
As soon as it’s taken care of, Kingston will return to therapy and get his ass handed to him again.
This time, I’ll be there for him along with Hope and Jinx.
After showering and getting dressed for the day, I make my way down to the common room.
It’s just about empty at this time with everyone at work for the day or doing other things away from the clubhouse.
I know Kingston is in his room.
He left me in bed early this morning to get back to work.
There isn’t a single piece of information he’s dug up that I don’t know about.
Kingston has shared everything with me and the guys in the club know he’s doing this.
They’re behind his decision and have assured me that they’re here if I need to talk or anything else.
Hope has also assured me that I know she’s there for me. She’s the only woman here who knows about my past with Jerome and doesn’t leave me when she doesn’t have to if Kingston isn’t around. I’m becoming close to her and appreciate her friendship more than she’ll ever know.
One thing I’ve learned is that I can be myself here and no one judges me for it.
They accept me for who I am and are making me feel as if I’m part of their family.
I can say the same for my blood family, but it’s only now starting to feel that way.
My dad, mom, sister, brother, and everyone else call me on a daily basis to check on me and make sure I’m okay.
Even my cousins have been sending me messages to check in.
Damien was the surprise because he’s always so broody and rarely talks to anyone.
That includes his family members.
He prefers to sit back and watch everything go on around him. They’re making the attempt I’ve always dreamed they would when it comes to me and I’m in a good enough space with them to realize this is what we needed to move forward.
Entering the kitchen, I find a few of the Phantom girls in there.
They don’t stop talking or working on cleaning up from breakfast as I make my way to the refrigerator.
I grab a bottle of water and a fruit cup Hope told me she got for me to eat in the morning.
Right now I’m dressed in a sports bra and a pair of leggings because I plan on doing some yoga before getting to work.
Since I can’t leave the clubhouse, I don’t see a point in getting dressed up and worrying about my make-up and hair.
Kingston has seen me at my very worst and his opinion is the only one that matters to me.
Not that I really take stock of if he likes what I look like because I’m strong enough to know who I am and what I look like.
“Do you need anything else?”
one of the girls asks me as I go to leave the kitchen with nothing more than a small smile at the girls.
“No, thank you.
I’m fine for now,”
I answer her as I continue walking away from the kitchen.
Sitting in the common room, I eat my fruit and drink my water before heading back to Kingston’s room.
Grabbing my yoga mat, I spread it out on the floor next to the bed and get to work on several poses I’ve learned over the years.
It works wonders to relax me and the tension filling my body every hour of the day starts to disappear and fade into nothing.
I never believed it was this easy for me to relax and forget about everyone for a while, but I’ve found that it is for me personally.
Once I’m done with my poses, I put my mat up and drink another bottle of water while getting my laptop and notebook set up.
Sitting down in Kingston’s chair, I begin to delve into the world I’m creating and get back to work.
Soon, I’m lost in the words I’m putting on the page while stopping to make notes of important facts I’ll need moving forward with the story and series.
One thing that has changed with my work is that Kingston has been reading my story so far and he’s given me some ideas and notes about certain things to improve the story.
We work well together and for the first time, I’m not nervous about making this my profession.
Kingston makes me believe that I can make this work and that I’ll be able to earn money doing something I love.
K ingston entering the room pulls me out of my work and I startle a little bit as he closes the door behind him and makes his way quickly to my side.
He lifts me in his arms and sits down with me wrapped up around him.
“I’m sorry, Kitten.
I didn’t mean to startle you.
You were really into your story, huh?”
he asks me, pressing his lips against my forehead as I close my eyes and soak up the warmth and strength in his body.
“I was.
I’ve been on a role and got lost in the story.
I’m really happy with the direction it’s taking and can’t wait to finish it.
Right now, I think there’s something more important we can be doing though,”
I tell him, my voice barely above a whisper as I rub myself against him as I straddle his lap.
“Are you sure, Kitten? Told you I wasn’t gonna push you for more.
I’m happy doin’ what we’ve been doin’,”
he questions me, his eyes already filling with desire as he licks his lips and lifts his hips slightly as I continue to rub myself against him.
“I’m positive, Kingston.
I trust you and know you won’t hurt me.
Making out with you the last few weeks and doing nothing more has been slowly killing me.
I want you and I’m ready to take that step with you,”
I tell him, looking him in the eyes so he can see the truth in my words.
Without a word, Kingston stands from the chair and walks us over to the bed.
He gently lays me down against the mattress and covers my body with his.
Kingston kisses me as if I’m a drink of water and he’s dying of thirst.
Our kiss is deep and full of the words we aren’t ready to risk saying to one another yet.
I’ve fallen for Kingston over the last few weeks and the words have almost spilled out more than once over the last few days.
I only manage to keep them back by biting my tongue.
Kingston breaks the kiss and moves his mouth across my cheek to my jaw and down to my neck.
He finds the spot just below my ear that sends chills through my body.
Kingston isn’t in a rush as he takes his time licking, kissing, and tasting my skin.
As he moves his mouth lower, he slides his hands under my shirt and slowly raises it, his eyes connecting with mine so he can read every emotion in mine.
I don’t hesitate to nod when he pauses to silently ask for permission.
My shirt disappears followed quickly by my bra.
“Fuckin’ gorgeous,”
Kingston whispers, staring at my exposed body as he continues staring at me and lowering his head to suck one of my nipples in his mouth while lacing our fingers together with one of his hands.
After a few minutes, he moves to my other breast and sucks my nipple into his mouth.
He sucks hard and gently bites down while sliding his hand down my body to the top of my leggings.
Looking at me again, he waits for my nod to start lowering them down my legs along with my panties.
When I’m bare under him, Kingston releases my nipple and stands from the bed, looking down at me.
“You’re not fuckin’ gorgeous, Brynn.
I’ve never seen a sexier woman in my fuckin’ life,”
he says, his voice full of wonder and lust as it deepens and I watch as he starts to undress.
Kingston removes his cut and turns slightly to lay it over the chair I’ve been sitting in at his desk.
Turning back to face me, he reaches behind him with one hand and pulls his shirt off his body.
I take my time looking at his chest and abdomen that I’ve had the pleasure of touching and staring at over the last few weeks.
His body is a work of art.
I don’t just mean the tattoos covering his skin, I mean every part of him.
Kingston has lean muscles and a six-pack leading to the delectable V I find attractive on a man.
My favorite part of him is his back though.
I’m a sucker for a man’s back. Watching the muscles bunch and dance as he moves around without a shirt on.
He removes his jeans as I lay back against the bed and watch him strip for me.
Kingston doesn’t wear underwear most of the time and today is one of those days.
His jeans fall to the floor as he toes off his boots and socks before stepping out of his pants.
Standing naked in front of me, I take in his long, thick cock hard and ready with a drop of precum at the tip.
I lick my lips with the thought of tasting him as Kingston wraps his hand around his length and strokes it a few times.
“What do you want, Kitten?”
he asks, his voice husky and deeper than before.
“You, Kingston.
Right now, I want to taste you,”
I tell him, finding a boldness only he brings out in me as I look up at him.
“Come over here then.
This is at your pace and we’re only doin’ what you want, Kitten,”
he states, looking at me as I get off the bed and make my way to him.
“I’ve never done this before.
You’ll have to tell me what you like,”
I say, looking up at him where he stands in front of me.
“Whatever you do I’ll love, Brynn.
Take it slow and don’t push yourself to the point you’re gaggin’ on me,”
he says as I replace his hand with mine and stroke him a few times.
Kingston has several barbells along the length of his cock.
I gently tug on one of them and savor the groan he releases as his eyes slide closed and his head tips back slightly.
Leaning forward, I take him in my mouth, making sure to cover my teeth so they don’t scrape against his sensitive skin.
I slide my mouth up and down his length and discover I don’t have a gag reflex.
I’m able to swallow down his entire cock as Kingston reaches out with a hand and tangles his finger in the long strands.
He doesn’t do this to control the pace I’m moving up and down his cock, it’s almost as if he’s anchoring himself as I continue to suck his cock.
“Kitten, you gotta stop.
The first time I cum, I want to be buried deep in your pussy,”
Kingston says, his voice broken as his chest heaves from the way I’m making him feel.
It’s a powerful feeling to know that I’m making this strong, sexy man lose control.
Reluctantly, I slide my mouth off of his cock with a pop and wait to see what he wants me to do.
Kingston doesn’t hesitate to lay me back against his mattress on top of the blankets before he lowers his head to my pussy.
He slides his tongue slowly through my wet folds and my back arches off the bed as he wraps his arms around my thighs to hold me close and keep me from moving away from his mouth.
Kingston slides a finger into my pussy while sucking my clit into his mouth.
He moves his finger in and out of me as I start to moan and writhe under his touch.
In a few minutes, he adds a second finger and curls them up to hit that place inside me I’ve only read about in books.
It doesn’t take me long to find my release and have my first orgasm.
My entire body tightens up and starts trembling as he continues to slide his fingers in and out of me while licking my clit and sucking it into his mouth.
“Kingston!”
I scream out, my voice echoing off the walls of his room as he gently brings me back down and I collapse against the mattress.
I listen as a drawer in the nightstand opens and closes, knowing he’s grabbed a condom.
The crinkle of the foil fills the room as I open my eyes to watch him roll the latex down his length carefully so it doesn’t tear on the piercings in his cock.
“Are you sure about this, Kitten?”
Kingston asks me again.
“Once I bury my cock in your pussy, that’s it.
You’re mine.
I don’t share and I won’t let you go.
We fight or argue, we’ll talk that shit out.
Told your family and I’m gonna tell you the same thing.
I want you as my ol’ lady and one day my wife.
You’ll be the mother of my kids and we’ll grow old together. Right now, this will change everythin’ so I need you to be sure.”
“I’m sure, Kingston.
Never wanted to be an ol’ lady, but you’ve changed my mind.
You know why I feel the way I do about bikers and we’re not gonna mention him right now.
I want this with you and I’m all in,”
I promise him as he leans over and kisses me deeply.
As we kiss, Kingston slowly slides his cock in my pussy.
It’s a stretch and I feel completely full.
I’ve never felt this way before.
The second he’s buried deep in my pussy, Kingston stops moving and lets me adjust to his size.
He doesn’t stop kissing me as we wrap our bodies around one another.
I wrap my legs around his hips and lock my heels just above his ass.
Kingston places one arm under my back and holds me close as his fingers once again tangle in my hair and he pulls it tight.
A little bit of pain fills me as he finally starts to move.
“Gonna be way quicker than I want, Kitten.
You’re so fuckin’ tight and are squeezin’ my cock,”
he tells me, sweat coating his skin as our bodies slap together.
“I’m close, Kingston.
So close,”
I pant out, watching as he lowers his head down to suck a nipple into his mouth.
He reaches between our bodies and finds my clit.
His fingers rub circles around my bundle of nerves and I can’t stop the sounds from escaping me as I meet every thrust he makes with one of my own.
Our bodies are completely in sync as I feel my release building up in me quicker than before.
I can already tell this one will be even bigger than when Kingston’s mouth was on me.
“Kingston,”
I pant out when I finally snap and my orgasm rushes through me.
Kingston’s straining as he continues to thrust in and out of my pussy.
His cock swells even bigger before he thrusts deep into me one last time and groans out his release causing another small one to go off in me.
“Brynn!”
he shouts, his voice breaking as he buries his face in my neck.
For several minutes, the only sound in the room is the heavy breathing from Kingston and myself.
Kingston rolls over, slipping his cock out of my pussy as we both groan in response.
He pulls me into his arms and my head rests on his chest as I listen to his heart beating rapidly.
My own heart is beating just as wildly out of control as his is.
When we finally get ourselves under control, Kingston removes the condom from his length and tells me there’s a hole in it.
One of the barbells broke through the condom when we were having sex and while there is some of his release inside, he can’t be sure it’s all of it.
I don’t panic as I assure him I’m okay and on birth control.
He lifts me in his arms and carries me into the bathroom, starting the shower and letting the water heat up before stepping inside with me. We wash one another before getting out and drying off. Kingston leads me back to bed where we climb inside naked and I fall into a deep sleep with his arms wrapped tight around me.