Chapter 12
Vincent
I couldn’t exactly disagree with him. After all, nothing about this case was turning out the way it should have. Starting with the fact that I’d not only followed Nathan, I’d fucking talked to him.
Not just talked. Talked.
I’d told him things I’d never told another living soul and that shouldn’t have mattered, since my past had absolutely nothing to do with my ability to protect him. But as soon as I’d muttered those words in the office, I’d known that I was going to lose him.
I needed to see if you were going to tell me the truth…
I’d had the chance to clarify things as soon as I’d admitted the underlying issue between us was about trust, but instead, I’d poked the bear and made the crass comment about his assistant hoping he was feeling better. I’d done it for one reason and one reason only.
Because I’d needed to get us back to where we’d been before last night had happened. I needed him to just be another job…another subject.
I’d failed miserably.
Just like I’d failed when I’d told myself I didn’t give a shit if he left.
With every vibration I’d felt as my watch had tracked his movements, I’d felt like the asshole he’d accused me of being from the moment we’d met.
When my watch had stopped vibrating, I’d switched to watching him on the security monitors, and I’d told myself to let him go…
that he wasn’t my problem. But the second he’d been out of view of the cameras and the tracking signal had come to a stop, I’d been moving.
And not just because I owed Dominic Barretti.
It would have been simple enough just to get in my car and go get him, but I’d known the damage I’d done wouldn’t be undone so easily.
I’d known I’d have to give him something, and it would come at a heavy price.
Especially since I’d stopped apologizing to people a long time ago.
And no, I hadn’t actually apologized to him, but telling him about my past was an apology of sorts.
Because that was shit I never told anyone. Everett was the only one who knew about that part of my life and that wasn’t even because I’d told him about it.
“We should go,” I said as I moved farther away from him so I didn’t risk taking another taste of his mouth. I had no doubt he’d give me that taste, either.
Nathan straightened, and then he was climbing to his feet. I almost dreaded the fact that he’d have to be pressed up against my back on the ride back to the house.
Almost.
But deep down, it was one of the reasons I’d grabbed the bike instead of the car. Yes, I’d decided to tell him about David, but I could have done that without the benefit of the motorcycle or the trip to David’s and my special spot.
Like when we’d left the house, Nathan initially tried to hold himself back from me, but it didn’t last, and by the time I rolled the bike through the first gate, he was once again plastered to my back, his strong arms wrapped around my waist.
After parking the bike in the garage, I reached into my pocket and pulled out my keys. I removed the key for the SUV and handed it to him. “It has a tracking device in it. Leave it wherever you want and I’ll pick it up.”
Nathan took the key and I resisted the urge to snatch it back from him.
I moved past him and into the house. Mickey was waiting for me as usual, and I went to the kitchen to search out the bag of cat food I kept there.
The cat’s happy meows greeted me as he waited by his bowl.
Minnie appeared a moment later, but she held back, her yellow eyes on me.
David had been her favorite, and while she’d warmed up to me eventually, I suspected she still mourned her true owner.
My thoughts drifted to the day David had brought both kittens home.
It had been two months before his death, and he’d been so excited about having something to care for in my absence, that I hadn’t even considered arguing about the new additions.
And I’d never even once thought about giving them up after his death, even though owning pets hadn’t been conducive to my new lifestyle.
It had been nearly fifteen years since I’d lost David, and I knew that although the cats were both healthy considering their age, I’d be losing them at some point in the near future.
Which meant I’d be losing one of my final links to David.
“If I stay, I need to know it’s as an equal participant in all this.”
I turned to see Nathan standing inside the entryway to the kitchen. I straightened from where I’d been petting Mickey and said, “Within reason.”
“Vincent-”
“There are things I can’t tell you, Nathan,” I interjected. “If you ask me how I know something or how I found out some piece of information, I might not be able to tell you. It’s to keep you safe.”
He studied me for a moment and then nodded. I watched as he walked towards me and then placed the SUV key on the kitchen island. Then he held out his hand. “The watch,” he said.
I smiled at the fact that he’d known I’d picked it up. I pulled it out of my pocket and handed it to him, trying not to touch him as I did it.
“If you emailed Preston and my assistant, does that mean it’s safe?”
“From my computers, it is,” I said. “I’m using what the assailant used…fake IP addresses so he can’t figure out our actual location.”
“I don’t want you to speak for me anymore,” he said. “I want to email them myself, and anyone else I need to reach out to.” He held up his hand when I opened my mouth to speak. “You can read every email I send, if that’s what you want. I just…I need a little normalcy back.”
“Fine,” I said with a nod. It wasn’t an unreasonable request. “But you limit yourself to only the people you need to talk to, and if you need to use the phone, you clear it through me first. I have a special secure line that isn’t traceable.”
“Okay.” Nathan put the watch on. “What’s next? How are we going to find this guy?”
His use of the word “we” sounded wrong to me, since I always worked alone, but I remembered his comment about needing to be a part of this…
needing to be equal. “I have a couple of things I want to do to see if he’s hacked any of your accounts or any of the people closest to you.
If I don’t find anything there, I’m going to set up a trap for him. ”
“What does that mean?”
“Chances are he’s been watching you for a long time, and not just physically.
Judging by the hardware he used the other night, he’s not your average stalker,” I hedged.
“I’m probably not the only one who’s been monitoring your email and phone.
If I can’t find him, I’ll bring him to me by sending messages that will indicate your location, only it won’t be your actual location. ”
“You’ll bait him?” he asked.
I nodded. “He’ll think you’re holed up in a cheap motel somewhere. By now he’s figured out that you didn’t go to the cops to report the attack. And he’s probably gone back to your house and discovered you haven’t been back.”
“Won’t he figure it out? I mean, he must have sensed the same thing about you…that you weren’t just some random guy.”
“He was brazen enough to attack you in your home, Nathan. He wanted to send a message. Whatever his beef with you is, it’s not going to go away anytime soon.
Either he’s getting paid a lot of money to take you out, or he’s got more personal reasons.
In any case, he’s not going to let someone like me stand in his way.
He’ll just come better prepared next time.
And he doesn’t know what I’m capable of…
at the most, he’ll assume I’m hired muscle and nothing more.
I’ve been careful to make it look like the email you sent to Preston and your assistant came from a library in Charleston – he’ll think we’re still in the area but just lying low.
And that we’re not smart enough to realize he’s monitoring you electronically. ”
“You’re giving him a false sense of security,” Nathan murmured with a nod of his head. “So you draw him out, and then what?”
“How about we make that subject one of the ones I get to veto,” I offered.
He tensed, but didn’t push the issue. Undoubtedly because I’d answered his question by not answering it.
“Why not just let me draw him out?”
“What do you mean?” I asked.
“Actually stick me in a motel room somewhere. Let him think I’m alone.”
I began shaking my head before he even finished. “No.”
“No? That’s it? What happened to equal participant?”
“Putting yourself in a dangerous situation isn’t equal participation,” I snapped. “It’s stupidity.”
He shook his head and drummed his fingers on the island. “Not going to work,” he muttered to himself.
I knew I was overreacting, but the idea of him back in that fucker’s direct line of sight had me on edge.
Especially since I didn’t know who I was dealing with.
“Look, let me see what I can figure out and we’ll go from there,” I conceded.
“If I think that I can’t draw the guy out on my own, I’ll…
I’ll think about it, okay?” Even the words sounded wrong, but deep down, I knew Nathan was right.
I needed the threat to him to be gone, and I needed it to happen soon.
And not just because I wanted to fulfill my commitment to Dom and his nephew.
Nathan nodded. “Can I take a look at my email now?”
I nodded and led him to my office to get him set up with a computer.
“Here,” Nathan said as he set the laptop down on the kitchen island.
I was in the midst of preparing dinner, so I put down the knife I’d been using to chop vegetables and pulled the laptop around so I could see it.
Nathan came around the island and pointed at the screen.
“These are the emails I worked on,” he said as he put his finger on the tracking pad and moved the mouse to open the draft folder.
“You can check the sent folder to see that I didn’t send anything without letting you look at it first.”