Chapter 9 #2
“Do ya know what ya do to me?” I shook my head, and his eyes, which reminded me of amber stones, darkened.
I didn’t have any experience, yet I could see the desire glittering back at me.
“I want to lock ya in this room and keep ya just like this. To have ya pantin’ like this is addicting.
” His voice was gravelly, and a shiver raced down my spine.
“Ah, oh,” I said, my eyes closing as my hips pushed up harder into the touch of his fingers, coaxing my body to a climax.
“Say my name,” he whispered into my ear. “Say my name as ya come undone.”
“Myles,” I panted out. “So…oh….”
He suddenly stopped, and my eyes snapped open.
The need to have him finish what he started was fully in the driver’s seat.
I scowled at him and opened my mouth to order him to continue, but he grabbed me by the waist, and with a quick move, I was straddling his body.
My hands rested on his chest, and I could feel the heavy pounding of his heart under my fingers.
His eyes bore holes into me with the intensity of his gaze.
“If ya want it….” Myles grabbed my hips and pushed me back and then pulled forward, making me rub against him. I could feel the hard ridge in his jeans and a blush of heat spread. “Take it for yerself,” he finished.
“You want me to…like this…on you?” I bit my lip with nervous embarrassment.
“Don’t be embarrassed. I want nothin’ more than for ya to come on me.” Myles moved me over him again, and I gasped as he rubbed all the right places. “Do it, Snowflake. Let me watch ya.”
Moving the way he’d shown me, I wiggled back and forth, and when he groaned, I got a little bolder.
The orgasm that had started to build was quick to rise again.
I gripped Myles’s hoodie in my hands, closed my eyes, and let myself go.
My body guided me and took everything in.
Myles’s groans encouraged me and wiped away the uncertainty while his hands gripping my ass helped me move faster.
I was so close. Grabbing Myles’s hand, I brought his finger to my mouth and sucked it in, knowing how much he liked it.
“Fuck,” he growled, and I sucked harder and moaned his name around his finger as I came.
My body seized as I was gripped by the intense pleasure that was far more powerful than I’d ever experienced before.
I looked down at Myles, and there was no doubt that I was falling for him.
I didn’t just like him or enjoy his company.
The feelings were pushing past that, and it was terrifying.
“That was the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen. ”
I didn’t know what to do now and wondered if I should get off of him. “Did you…um….”
Myles smiled, and the embarrassing heat traveled to the tips of my ears. “No.”
“Oh.” I looked away. “Did you want me to do something for you? God, I suck at this,” I said, and Myles laughed.
“Come here and lay down.” He tugged me down so I was lying on him, and he wrapped his arms around me. “No, I don’t need ya to do anythin’. I’ll take care of it later.”
My heart sank a little. “Oh, okay. Does that mean with someone else?”
“What? Why would ya think that?”
I shrugged. “Forget it. It was just something Ivy said, and I…ugh, never mind, I’m sorry. Just ignore me.”
“Snowflake, look at me.” I didn’t want to.
I felt like an ass for bringing it up when I already knew that it was an insecurity with all of this so new to me.
Why did I have to open my damn mouth? I lifted my head to look at him.
“I have a terrible track record. We’ve talked about this, but I wouldn’t do that to ya. I promise.”
“But won’t you get bored with just this,” I asked, meaning what we’d just done.
“Naw, take yer time. I’m not with ya cause I want sex.
If that was all I wanted, I never would’ve asked ya out.
I don’t mean that in a bad way, but I could tell right away that I wanted more than just a one-night stand.
Ya know? Besides, my hand works fine til yer ready.
” I didn’t think I could blush anymore, but he managed to make me do it.
I looked down at our legs, my eyes settling on the bulge in his pants.
“Maybe another time I could try being your hand?” I wanted to smack my forehead. That was so stupid. “That sounded a lot better in my head.”
Myles laughed, but I didn’t feel like he was making fun of me as he held me tighter. “I’d be all for ya to be me hand, love,” he said, laying on the accent thick. “Seriously, don’t rush. If ya want to, I’m not gonna say no, but don’t think ya have to, okay?”
Smiling, I laid my head down. “So, what did you guys get up to tonight?”
“Meeting. It didn’t go well,” he said, and I was suddenly concerned for a whole new reason.
“What do you mean?”
“Shite…Nash basically exiled Blake, and he’s in a bad way about it,” Myles said. I lifted my head and looked at him.
“What?” I couldn’t believe my ears. They all seemed so close, like nothing would ever break them apart. “I don’t understand. I thought Nash, Blake, Theo, and Liam all grew up together and are super tight.”
“Aye, but Blake broke Nash’s trust, and he takes that seriously.”
There was nothing I could picture Blake doing that would cause that kind of a rift. “What did he do?”
Myles rubbed his eyes, and when he looked at me again, I could see the worry in them. “He’s using,” he said.
“Using what?”
The corner of Myles’s lip turned up. “Well, now I know that you never have. I mean, he’s using drugs—specifically, coke.
I don’t know why, but I guess it started sometime last year, and Nash just figured it out.
I’ve never seen Nash so angry that he won’t look at someone, and he kicked him out and said he couldn’t trust him, and then Theo was just as disappointed.
It wasn’t good. Blake was a mess on the ride back here. ”
“Oh my god, that explains a few things. I thought Blake was acting strange, but if he’s started using more for some reason, then it all makes sense.
” I smacked my forehead as it dawned on me.
“Shit, I’m so dumb. On the first day of school, Blake was acting normal but a bit shy or embarrassed since I hadn’t forgiven him yet.
He went into the bathroom, and when he came out, it was like he was a whole new person.
He even rubbed at his nose, and I wondered if he was getting a cold. I’m such an idiot.”
“Yer not an idiot. None of us saw it, and we probably wouldn’t know, but Liam is our numbers guy. He was keeping track for Nash and started to notice a pattern, which led them to check the camera where we changed the labels on the drugs, and they found him stealing.”
“Wait…you sell drugs?”
He winced as he gave me an Oh fuck look.
“Not me specifically, no, but the group as a whole, yes. We’re using the money to build our legacy and take over.
We can’t use our trust funds. Our parents would notice when a bill doesn’t come in for a car or somethin’, and a nine-to-five job ain’t gonna cut it. ”
I didn’t like that idea at all. I’d never been pro-recreational drug use, but what they had going on, hell, what everyone in this school had going on, was far larger than my concerns. “Well, I can’t say I like it.” I sighed and decided I’d tackle the item I could focus on. “So where is Blake now?”
“In our room, but I’m worried about him. I’ve never seen him like this, and he won’t talk to me about what’s going on.”
“I’m sorry, I like Blake and he even stuck up for me when Vicky did her announcement.”
“I’m worried what he’ll do without Nash around. For as much of a dick, as Nash can be, he keeps us all straight. He is serious about that shit—no lying, stealing, doing drugs, or smoking. Liam has the odd cigarette and has to hide it from Nash. So if he was using with Nash around….”
“Then what is he going to be like without him?” I finished, and Myles nodded.
The door rattled a second before it was flung open with a bang, and I sat up straight to watch a very drunk Vicky stagger into the room. She looked at the two of us, and her expression turned sour.
“Ugh, fuuuuk nooo. Get out. If I can’t have Nash in here, then youuu can’t have him,” Vicky said, pointing at Myles like he was garbage.
Myles grabbed my arms as I pushed myself up. Leaning in close to my ear, he whispered, “Ignore her. She’s just jealous.” I smiled because he was probably right. “I better get going anyway.” He gave me a soft kiss. “Night, Snowflake.”
“Night.”
As soon as he was gone, Vicky slammed the door, flicked off the lights, and then marched into the bathroom, where I could hear her throwing up. I flopped down and hid under the covers. There went, having the room to myself for the night.