Chapter 17
I AM JEDI!
KIARA
The next day, I woke up on a wet pillow.
I wasn't feeling well and looked up at the ceiling.
With a heavy sigh, I walked toward my washroom and stopped when I saw that the window—which I always kept open—was closed.
Then I saw my black journal on the desk with wet stains on the paper, which was smeared with the black ink of the pen.
Shaking my head, I closed it and kept it in my backpack. After the shower, I got dressed and skipped breakfast. I had already texted Ethan that I wouldn't come early with him, so I was going to walk for half an hour to reach school.
I let the music blast in my ears through earphones, observing the people walking beside me on the street. Katherine started texting me about last night, but I ignored her texts, focusing on the music. I needed to be alone with my thoughts for a while.
* * *
I jumped when Liam entered the female washroom, closing the door behind him. “Are you serious?” I asked, raising my brow at the door.
"You need to tell him, Kiara,” he said, his gray eyes darkening like a storm.
I chuckled without humor. “And do what? He will hate me. He will be mad at you and probably blame himself.” I swallowed the lump in my throat. “I appreciate this, Liam, but you didn’t see him cry when he lost his brother. Or the day he punched his bully and hated it.”
He let out an exasperated breath. “Kiara, he is your best friend! I know you care about him and this would break him, but please, give him a chance and explain. I-I wish I could tell him myself, but I don’t deserve it and I don’t want to disappoint you.”
I walked past him and opened the door, whispering, “You already did when you betrayed me and Ethan.”
He followed me in the crowded hallway and held my forearm, stopping me. I turned back and his eyes softened as he muttered, "Please, Kiara. Don't do this to—”
"Let her go.”
Liam’s hold loosened as he looked over my shoulder at Ethan. I closed my eyes and mouthed ‘I am sorry’ to him before walking toward Ethan. I glanced at his worried face, his mismatched eyes when they looked at my forearm where Liam had held me.
Katherine gave me a thumbs-up when I looked over Ethan's shoulder. Is she thinking that—
Let's do this, Kiara. Jay Mata Ji!
Forgetting about Liam, I cupped Ethan's jaw and he leaned down, eyes wide when our lips met in the middle of the crowded hallway. I kissed him, but after recovering from the shock, he cinched his arms around my waist and pulled me closer to him, deepening our kiss.
"FINALLY!" I heard Rio, Katherine, and Volt yell when we continued to kiss, ignoring the hoots and cheers in the background.
I heard Rio yell, "I call dibs on being the godmother!" And Volt would be the godfather. My friends were nuts, but I loved them anyway.
We were grinning from ear to ear when we pulled away, our foreheads touching each other. He whispered, "What's this about?"
Tipping on my tiptoes, I moved my lips to his ear and said, "We're having sex today."
* * *
It was Thursday, which meant my mom and dad would leave to visit my father's friend who lived near the suburbs and they’d be back by tomorrow, entrusting me to attend school and take care of myself.
Karan was going on a road trip with his friends to forget about the breakup, and Ethan's mothers would be at home with their daughter while Ethan would be busy 'studying' with me.
I made sure I had shaved everywhere even though I knew he didn't mind and wore the sexiest thing I owned.
Black lace bralette with lace thong. I was sure he wouldn't mind if I wore my brother's tee and sweatpants on the outside.
I even made sure I had enough towels with me and kept them on the nightstand.
Should I light some candles?
Stop overthinking. It will be fine. It's just Ethan and you having sex. People do it all the time! While it will hurt you and you may bleed—
It will be fine.
I was saved from overthinking when he knocked on the door.
"Hey!" I grinned and found Ethan holding a rose.
He looked sex-on-legs with his curly-wavy hair, which I so badly wanted to tug. Ethan cleared his throat while his cheeks and neck reddened with a faint blush and he looked down at his Vans.
"Uh, this is for you.” He handed me a dark red rose. “I wanted to buy a bouquet, b-but I forgot my wallet and—”
I smiled at him and pecked his lips, adoring the blush on his handsome face. "Thank you so much, Ethan."
I locked the door when he entered and kept his hands in his pockets. "Look, Kiara. I don't want us to rush this. Are you sure you're ready?" he asked.
"I am more than sure. I wouldn't want my first time with anyone else." I placed the rose on the table and looked up at him, my hands resting on his chest. His heart was beating fast.
I was about to lean in to kiss him, but I paused midway. "Wait, are you ready?" I pulled away. "I never asked you."
Ethan smiled. "Of course I am ready." He stared at my eyes and kissed my forehead. "But I am glad you asked me."
My grin widened, the tips of my ears warming. "Mhmm. Okay." I held the collar of his shirt, my eyes blazing. "Now, kiss me!"
With a shake of his head, he pressed his lips against mine, holding me close and cradling my face in his palms. I kissed him, breathing in his musky, woodsy scent, and wrapped my hands around his neck.
Moaning, I pressed my body toward him when he bit my bottom lip, dragging it in between his teeth.
When we stumbled into my room, locking it, I pushed him on my bed. I removed my top and sweatpants, walking between his long legs, and kissed him.
"Holyshit," he whispered, licking his lips. His eyes clouded when they danced over my body. "You look so fucking beautiful.” I shivered when his warm hands trailed down my thighs, his eyes scorching my skin, and pulled me closer.
My hands were tangled in his hair. His lips trailed down the valley of my breast and unclasped my bralette, throwing it away.
I let out a soft moan when he sucked one of my nipples in his hot mouth, his other hand squeezing my ass.
Flicking his tongue on my sensitive bud, he kneaded my other breast, making me tug his hair and arch my chest to him.
Ethan repeated his action with his expert mouth to my other breast until I was a moaning mess and my underwear was drenched even though his touch didn't linger from my chest and waist.
His hot breath fanned over my skin and he cupped my cheeks to kiss me. I whimpered and my knees buckled when he bit my lower lip, nibbling it and making me moan in his mouth.
I bucked, releasing a throaty groan when Ethan's hands cupped my drenched sex through the lace. If it was possible, his eyes hooded more with lust when I averted my eyes from his kiss-bruised lips toward his unmatched diamond-like eyes. His blue and green eyes seemed darker than my brown eyes.
"As much as I like seeing you in this”—my body shivered when the pads of his fingers ran through the lace waistband, hooking his fingers on it—"you look better naked. Way better."
I managed a sly smile, leaning closer to his ear, and whispered, "Then what are you waiting for?"
And at that moment, I almost fell when Ethan yanked down the lace thong and pushed me on my bed.
My body bounced on the mattress and before I could breathe, his lips found mine.
Only the nightstand lamp was on, creating a warm glow around the bed, making Ethan look ethereal and the most sinful erotic sight I had ever witnessed.
His wild hair, his hooded brows and eyes, and his swollen lips.
He pulled away, removing the shirt and his belt, throwing it carelessly on the floor.
"What else did you do?" he whispered in his deep husky voice, nibbling on my ear.
I licked my lips and blushed. "I . . . uh, I have towels."
Ethan chuckled, looking between me and my nightstand. "All right, we can do that."
I wrapped my legs around his waist when he swirled his tongue around my nipple, blowing cold air while kneading my other breast. I groaned his name, arching my back when he bit down and pinched the other one.
"Shit!" I gasped when he did the same thing to my other breast, his hair softly feathering my tingling skin.
I was dripping by the time he kissed down my abdomen and gave me a devilish sexy smirk. I bit my lip as the thick scent of my arousal wafted around the room.
"Kiara?" he asked, making me look at his dark sensual eyes.
"Yeah?"
Ethan threw my legs over his shoulder and said, "I am going to eat you now."
My eyes widened. "Ye-ah!"
A guttural sound escaped my throat, my back arching off from my bed when his lips met my nether lips.
His one hand held me down while other was busy teasing my clit.
The stubble scratched my inner thigh when he peppered kisses around it, making me shiver with pleasure while I made sure to hold on to his hair.
I squeezed my eyes shut, moaning when he added two fingers inside me, stretching my walls. "Fuck. You're so tight and warm. I can't wait to be inside you," he muttered in his deep voice, looking up at my writhing body.
"Oh, God. Ethan!" I moaned when his fingers started fucking my weeping pussy. Harder and faster. I was going to cry if he didn't make me come.
As if reading my mind, Ethan kissed and licked my inner thigh. "Say please."
I groaned, rolling my head back when the vibrations of his throaty chuckle added to the pleasure, making my toes curl. I didn't know what he liked about me saying 'please' to him for an orgasm.
"Please," I snapped, taking a deep breath, and glared at him, showing him the finger while my abdomen clenched with the rippling need for an orgasm.