Chapter 17 #2
His fingers started slowing down the thrust when I was about to come and he grinned devilishly, raising an eyebrow at me.
"I can do this all day, Bella. Seeing you so troubled for an orgasm.
Beg for me. Say please." He kept his eyes on me, kissing my inner thighs except for the center, where I wanted him.
Tears were threatening to spill, but I tried to keep my voice fierce and failed when it broke. "Please," I said breathily and added, "Asshole."
Ethan grinned and went downtown, his fingers curling inside me, hitting the G-spot and his mouth sucking the little bundle of nerves. I made a loud, carnal sound when white light blinded my vision when I came so hard, I thought I might've squirted.
When I came back from the high, I tried to take deep breaths and store some air inside my lungs, which magically disappeared every time I was with Ethan.
I sighed in contentment when he met my lips and frowned when he pulled away.
"I, uh, I gotta pee." He pecked my nose, smiling down at me and walked inside my bathroom.
Isn't that something I should say?
I pursed my lips, sitting on the bed, wondering what happened. Did I not get him hard? Shit.
"Kiara?" Ethan asked from the bathroom after a few moments.
"Yes?"
"Um, can you—shit. Sorry, uh, can you just lie down on your bed? Oh, and you can keep the towels if you want. Just calm down, okay?" he replied, his voice muffled by the door.
I did what he said. I kept two towels under my butt and lay down, looking at my white ceiling, and took deep breaths. This is it. I am losing my virginity to my best friend. FUCKFUCKFUCK.
Deep breath, Kia. Deep breath.
I could feel myself getting anxious and that's when I heard my bathroom door open. I leaned on my elbows to look at him when he walked near the edge of my bed.
Squinting my eyes, I realized he was naked and there was a condom sheathing his manhood. It wasn't a normal condom. No, it was neon. And it was shining in the dark. I bit my cheek when he did the hero pose, keeping his hands on his hips.
Ethan looked at me seriously and yelled, "I AM JEDI!"
I lost it.
I started rolling and laughing on my bed, clutching my stomach. I paused, looking between his face and his neon wrapped penis and started laughing again. Ethan was laughing with me and hovered above me, his hair falling on my forehead as he wiped the tears from my eyes.
"J-Jedi? Where did you find this?" I snickered, cupping his throbbing dick in my hand, and it twitched under my touch.
Ethan took a sharp breath, his cheeks flushing. "Well, I know you love Star Wars and I was scrolling through Tumblr and found this." He chuckled when he remembered something. "I bought them and thought it would be a great idea to, um, try it?"
His face, neck, and ears were red as he smiled sheepishly, hiding his face in the crook of my neck. I swallowed the thick lump in my throat and cupped his jaw, kissing him.
"This is amazing, Ethan," I whispered, meeting his shining eyes.
Ethan raised his eyebrow and bit his bottom lip, making me avert my attention from his eyes toward his inviting lips. "You really like it?"
I shook my head. "I love it!" I couldn't stop grinning because his main priority was to make me laugh and help me relax. But I do have other needs.
"Now, fuck me," I said with a serious face.
Ethan smirked, a dirty glint glowing in his diamond eyes. "Okay, ma'am. What do you want me to do?" he whispered, his fingers teasing my clit while he was busy kissing my jaw and throat.
My breathing was growing heavier when his fingers started penetrating me. "I want . . . I want you to fuck me, Ethan."
I was amazed at myself that I could manage to utter a full sentence without screaming in bliss.
He grinned at me. "Do you want my cane?"
He did not just—HE TOTALLY DID!
I joked, "Yes, Mr. Ethan Kane, I'd like your cane inside me."
We stared at each other for a few moments and burst into laughter.
The sound of us cracking up filled the room and I tried to contain the tears falling from my eyes, but I couldn't stop them and laughed harder.
I swear if we ended up cracking more jokes, I would wake up with toned abs tomorrow morning.
His eyes were shining brightly. His cerulean blue eye was like blue lightning and green like an amber. So bright and beautiful with happiness. I was so fucking lost in them that I knew it would be hard for me.
I sighed, tracing his cheekbone with the pad of my thumb, and whispered, "I don't want to lose you. Ever.”
Ethan let out a soft chuckle, his eyes crinkling with humor. "You won't. Ever." Taking my hand, he kissed my fingers, his smile melting my insides. "I promise," he said, capturing my lips in a tantalizing kiss.
I breathed deeply, feeling his wandering fingers near my core. I could feel him near my entrance. We both took a sharp breath when I felt his blunt tip enter me followed by the bulbous head as it glided past my velvety folds, making me gasp.
Ethan closed his eyes. "Shit. You're too tight, Bela.” He started kissing my neck while I tried to calm my labored breath.
It felt like all my senses were turned off and the only thing I could focus on was his throbbing length inside me, stretching my walls. And I wanted more.
Taking a deep breath, I pushed his full length inside me with the help of my legs cinched around his hips.
My eyes widened in pain and we both groaned loudly. "Fuckfuckfuckfuck. Get out, Ethan! Get the fuck out," I blubbered through the torment. It felt like someone had split open my vagina and the only thing I could feel was agony with brutal cramps and no pleasure.
Ethan's face was contorted in a grimace. "Jesus, Kiara. Which part of 'going slow' you did not get? Fuck." He pulled out and sighed in relief, but I felt a gaping hole in between my legs and pain. Too much pain.
I felt his palm on my cheek and heard him whisper, "Hey, look at me. Open your eyes."
I did and felt his thumb wipe away my tears. Shit, I cried? I was biting my lower lip to stop myself from moaning in discomfort. His thumb brushed on my lip, making me release my bottom lip, and he kissed me softly. "Just relax, okay?"
I nodded curtly and gasped when I felt his thumb rubbing my clit. Ethan kissed and nibbled my neck, obviously leaving hickeys, and then captured my lips in a soft kiss.
I weaved my hands in his hair, pulling him closer. I moaned softly, feeling his digits inside me as he left hickeys on my breasts with his hot mouth, his eyes having an adoring look in them.
"God, you're perfect," he whispered, kissing my jaw, his hands kneading my breasts. "Do you want to be on top?" he asked quietly.
"For my first time?" I asked, biting my lip to stop another moan.
"It will hurt less.” Ethan kissed my nose. “And I can't wait to be inside you."
"You've done your homework—oh, fuck!" I groaned, holding his shoulders when he curled his fingers, hitting my G-spot as the pad of his thumb lazily played with my sensitive nub.
"Mhmm," he murmured and pulled away, sucking my juices from his fingers. Oh, Lord. Ethan kissed me once more and whispered, "I’m going to fuck you now."
I nodded and exhaled sharply when I felt his head enter me. He sighed with me while I held on to his shoulders. I cried out in pain when he moved, gliding another inch inside me, and paused.
"Kiara. Are you okay?" he rasped, his voice straining as he kissed the corners of my lips. “God, you’re so tiny.”
“I am not tiny, you’re huge,” I said. "Just . . . keep going. My cherry is popping. I am losing my virginity. It’s hurting—shitshitshit. Mfgh!"
He kissed me, stopping my ramble. He looked worried and completely stopped moving. “Relax, Bella. If you want to stop, we can stop.”
Like hell we are stopping. I kissed him with a shake of my head. Everything was better after a little bit of pain. Like braces. Like labor. Like workout.
"K-keep going." I took a sharp breath when I felt him move out and thrust in with more length, going slow. With every thrust, the pain began to subside and pleasure bubbled inside my abdomen and my velvety walls relaxed, welcoming his slow thrusts inside me.
"Fuck, this feels great. Kiara, you okay?" Ethan muttered through moans, his voice gruff and breathy. I nodded, whimpering when he pulled out and slammed inside me, making me see the white light for a few moments.
"Ethan!" My back arched from the bed, my mouth erupting in a bunch of curses, yelling his name when my hips started meeting his thrusts.
I felt his hot breath exhale on my neck while my hands dug into his hair. It was sloppy for a few seconds, but then we shuffled a bit, groaning together when he stretched my walls with every thrust.
A small scream escaped my throat when he slammed inside me, going faster while I felt his throbbing and engorged girth sliding in and out, making me see galaxies. I felt like my whole body was scorching with the shudders and tingles of delightful pleasure.
The sounds of our heavy breathing and the wet squelch my pussy made when he fucked me surrounded us in a thick air, creating a musky scent.
His eyes rolled back when he went harder and faster, his mouth going lax while I groaned underneath him, clawing my nails on his back and trying to hold on to him. I bet that must've hurt.
"Ethan . . . I-I am going to come," I said, feeling him throb impossibly hard inside me, making my legs tighten around his hips and clench my core.
He growled softly in my ear, "Fuck, Bella. Do that again."
I did what he told me to do, clenching his pulsing dick inside me, and moaned loudly at the feeling. Ethan lowered his mouth on my sensitive nipple and kissed it, biting it softly.
"You're going to be the death of me," he whispered, kissing my other breast.
I could feel my abdomen clench with the need to burst with orgasm. Growling, he thrust his hips two times and I was a goner. I came hard. Groaning his name, squeezing my eyes shut, and clawing his back while my body spasmed. I felt like my head was flying on the clouds.
When I opened my eyes, I saw one of the most beautiful sights I'd ever seen.
Ethan's wild hair brushing my forehead, his eyes bright and dark, creating a beautiful contrast while his lips were swollen and his jaw clenched.
He kept his thrusts fast paced, and I felt him swell inside me.
He gave a final groan before releasing his load inside the latex.
I moaned with him, feeling myself orgasm when he closed his eyes, releasing his jaw, and dropped his head on the valley of my breasts. He kept moving inside me, making us ride out our orgasms as sweat sheened our bodies.
I gulped nervously, my throat dry. "That was . . . amazing."
Ethan gazed up at me, his eyes shining brightly as he kissed my skin. "It was."
I managed to smile when I felt him twitch inside me, but I shook my head. "I’m sore, Ethan."
His face flushed. "Yeah, sorry. He has a head of its own."
Ethan pulled out of me, making me hiss a little when I felt a gaping hole inside me and my juices flooding out of me. I almost panicked when I saw red on my inner thigh.
But he held my jaw and kissed me. "I'll be right back. Don’t move.”
I nodded aimlessly and closed my eyes. My limbs were aching. I could feel I was sore down there. I tried moving my legs but flinched when it hurt. Will I ever be able to walk again?
When I opened my eyes, Ethan was cleaning my thigh and paused, feeling my eyes on him, and he looked at me. He gave me the most wonderful panty-drenching smile and pecked my knee, carefully cleaning my sex with a warm, wet towel.
After a moment, when he went to the washroom, I removed the towels below me and finally sighed in relief when he crawled beside me and kissed me. I would've cried for what he did, but somehow I didn't.
"Here." He offered me a glass of water as his fingers combed through my hair.
"You're an angel." I took the glass and chugged it down within seconds, keeping it on my nightstand.
Ethan kissed my nose. “So are you.”
My cheeks flushed and I focused on calming my breath when he snuggled me where I was the small spoon with my back pressed on his toned chest. I couldn't sleep for two main reasons: a) Ethan couldn't sleep without holding one of my breasts and it was kind of cute, but I got aroused every time his fingers tightened to tease me; b) My pussy was being a traitorous bitch whenever Ethan was around.
So, I turned my head and when he opened his eyes, I asked, "Again?"