Drystan
Together: My heart won't stop racing whenever I look at them, knowing that we’re finally together. My heart beats rapidly for an entirely different yet equally potent reason when our private parts fit perfectly together too! I just love when puzzles are all snug and glued together.
Rainer is so cute when his eyebrows knit together like that.
I know he recognized those feelings in himself as Notto explained everything.
I’m trying not to get too excited, but I still remember the way he cupped my face when I was in the middle of a freak-out and didn’t think I was pathetic and weak.
The memory is through a fog, so I can only barely make it out, but I’m at least seventy-seven percent confident that the moment happened just hours ago. Not lifetimes.
I’m pretty sure that means he’s ours.
“I’m going to reiterate that you have to share him,” Notto says to Keary. “Our human pet isn’t yours. He’s ours.”
“He might not like being called a pet,” Keary points out.
“He equally might not like being called precious,” Notto counters.
All eyes turn to Rainer as he watches demurely. “The fighting stops if we all agree to your monster mating weirdness, right?” He completely ignores their talk about what to call him. There’s nothing wrong with his name though, so I’m going to continue using that for now.
“I’m sorry,” Keary says. He’s getting rather good at apologizing.
Maybe I should point that out so he can be proud of that fact like I am.
He touches Rainer’s face with the backs of his knuckles, and my heart skips at the way he looks at Rainer.
“I didn’t mean to push you away. Yes, the fighting stops. ”
“Does that mean you’re going to accept it now?” Notto asks Keary.
Keary isn’t usually a worrier, nor does he react with emotion.
But he looks between us with his lower lip between his teeth.
There’s no doubt in my mind that he’s tired of fighting since he has been struggling with it just as much as we have.
Though having been denied this for so long, Notto and I feel frustrated and harassed.
He isn’t just fighting the same fight we are; he’s also fighting a second one against himself. I can’t imagine how exhausting that is.
He sighs. “Yeah.”
The immediate relief in his eyes is only magnified when our monsters finally get what they’ve been longing for. Once he lets his walls down, it’s instantaneous.
There’s no change except something deep within us. I don’t feel anything differently. I don’t feel any of them inside me like it’s said canidae bonds can be felt within their packs. As we’ve been explaining to Rainer, it’s not that kind of bond.
It just is. Our monsters are connected again, just as they’d been in a previous life. Wholeness. The feeling of completion. Everything inside of me is at peace. The stress and longing and frustration that I could feel in my soul is simply gone.
With a sigh, I lean my head against Rainer’s and close my eyes.
“So… I don’t feel anything,” Rainer says.
I grin but don’t open my eyes. Notto chuckles.
“You won’t,” Keary says. “Remember it’s not that kind of bond. Even if you can’t feel the difference, we can.”
“What’s it feel like?” Rainer asks.
“Finally,” Notto says.
“Home,” I say.
“It’s… family,” Keary adds.
“Huh,” Rainer says. “Okay. So… what now?”
“Can we fuck now?” I ask, opening my eyes. Ohh, look at the pretty pink on Rainer’s cheeks! So adorable.
Keary grins. “I’m down for that.”
“You’re always down for an orgasm,” Notto says, rolling his eyes.
Our focus turns to Rainer, putting him on the spot. Poor, sweet, adorable human. I forgot sexy. He’s totally sexy. I very clearly remember getting undressed with him in the fae woods at the foot of the crystal pond.
I’m excited to suck his dick.
“It’s weird when it’s asked like that,” Rainer mutters.
“How would you prefer to be asked?” Notto asks, stepping closer to him.
Because I’m still holding his hand and leaning close, I can feel the way his breathing changes. Notto has been a little distant with him, much more than Keary and I have. It doesn’t mean he feels anything less than we do. It means he was focusing his energy on the bigger task: Keary.
Notto’s fingers touch Rainer’s stomach through his shirt and slowly make their way up his chest until he can stroke Rainer’s neck. Rainer shivers.
“Have you ever fucked three monsters?” Notto asks.
Rainer shakes his head. “No offense, but monsters are violent assholes.”
We laugh. He’s not wrong.
“True,” Notto says. “But nobody can fuck you like a monster can.”
“You can say no,” Keary says, and I nod emphatically in agreement. “You can say no to all at once or no entirely. Don’t feel obligated, precious. You’re in complete control right now.”
Rainer closes his eyes and takes a breath. I don’t think he wants to say no. He’s just too nervous to say yes. I release his hand and move behind him, retaking his hand with my opposite as I press a kiss to the side of his neck.
“We won’t be upset if you don’t want to,” I assure him.
“I want to,” he says, his voice barely above a whisper. “I’m just…”
Nervous. He’s nervous.
“Do you want to call the shots, or do you want to let us please you?” Notto asks.
My hand not holding Rainer’s rests flat on his stomach. Even though my skin isn’t against his and my hand is still, I can feel the way his muscles twitch under my touch.
“We can go slow,” I tell him.
“Just wait until you see them naked,” Keary says, grinning. “You’ll never be so turned on in your life.”
Neither Rainer nor I bring up the fact that we’ve seen each other naked in the fae wood.
Maybe someday we’ll share that moment with them, but for now, the peace that hangs between us is too new.
It feels a little fragile, like saying the wrong thing could shatter it.
Keary is watching us, letting Notto and me touch Rainer for the first time.
While he can’t take away the new family we created, he can still go batshit crazy.
Rainer nods.
My excitement shivers through my body. Notto pulls his shirt up, inch by inch. I keep my hand against his stomach, pressing lightly enough so the fabric can slip between us. The moment I touch his skin, fire sweeps through me.
I’m so damn excited for him to feel Notto’s fire. He’s going to love the heat.
I release Rainer’s hand so Notto can pull his shirt up and over his head. Once it’s dropped to the floor, Notto’s hands move over Rainer’s chest.
Now that I don’t feel like we’re stealing a moment, I let my hand wander over him too, feeling the way his muscles dance under our touch.
How his heart races. The shape of his defined pectorals.
The fluff of hair on his chest that moves down his stomach.
Oh. Did I notice that before? I think I was too focused on his pretty dick and the way he was looking at me.
I continue to touch his chest, learning every contour of his body, while Notto’s hands move down to Rainer’s pants. The room is so quiet that I can hear the pop of the button and the zpp of his zipper. Then they’re around his ankles and his sexy cock is pushing against his briefs.
My hand drops to run along its length, slowly, with only enough pressure to feel how hard he is. To feel the vein that runs along the underside down to his root and his plump balls. Notto’s trails mine.
With a quiet groan, Rainer lets his head drop backward until it rests on my shoulder.
“Like their touch?” Keary asks.
Rainer nods.
“Feel good?”
He nods again. His hand in mine is firm, and I think it gets tighter the longer we touch him. I squeeze it in return and ask, “Are you okay? Is this okay?”
His hand slackens for just a second before gripping me tightly again. “Yeah. It’s good.”
“Can we take off your underwear?” I ask.
He nods. “Yes.”
“I can’t wait to put you in my mouth,” I admit. “I think you’re going to choke me just as well as Keary does.”
The quiet moan close to my ear makes me so damn excited.
Notto pulls his underwear down, revealing his dripping hard dick.
“It’s so pretty,” I sigh, and once again, I trace every inch of it.
My finger moves around his crown, swirling upward until I can touch his slit.
I flatten the fat bead of precum then rub it in before moving my finger further down the length of his shaft.
That’s going to feel so good inside me. Hmm… It’s been a while since I’ve wanted a dick inside me. Is it because he’s a new dick? Is it because we’re a complete family now and I want to feel them all?
“Now, it’s your turn to get naked,” Keary says, still not having moved from his spot a few feet away where he watches us touch Rainer. “Let him examine you.”
Notto takes a step backward so he has room to pull his clothes off—not far enough away that Rainer can’t reach out if he wants to but far enough that he’s not going to hit us with his discarded clothes.
He doesn’t make slow work of it. His shirt comes off first, and we’re staring at dark skin covered in dark intersecting, curving lines. Like the storms that terrify me, streaks of lightning break through his skin, the bright white fire within making them glow and flicker.
It continues down his legs when his pants fall. My favorite line is the one that runs up the inside of his thigh, leading straight to the goods between his legs.
Rainer’s eyes travel over his exposed body. He’s caught between two places—Notto’s lightning and his junk.
“Touch him,” I encourage. “Touch him and learn him like we did you.”
Rainer swallows. The hand not holding mine like a vise lifts and hovers over one of the lightning streaks. Does he feel the heat? His hand lingers there. Unsure.
I cover that hand with my other one and gently place his hand on Notto. I can feel Rainer’s heart beating wildly through his back against my chest. He likes the feel of Notto.
Notto’s skin is smooth. The cracks are distinct from the rest of his skin, dipping into his body like a crevice. I place my finger directly over Rainer’s and run it along the crack in Notto’s chest, letting him feel the heat, the fire, the charge, and the way his skin split.
I bring that hand down Notto’s stomach to his dick. It’s just barely three inches when hard, as it is now. I wrap Rainer’s hand around it, guiding him into stroking it a couple times. Notto’s moan is low, deep. I feel it thrum on the air.
With my hand still over Rainer’s, I twist his hand until his thumb is still curled around Notto’s dick and bring his fingers down to find Notto’s slit.
Just below his pretty cock are fat lips, slightly bulbous.
They almost create the hint of nuts, but they’re not quite there.
Maybe one scrotum that’s split down the middle. Between them is Notto’s front hole.
Rainer gasps as his fingers dip inside with mine. “Wow,” he whispers. I can hear the awe in his voice, and while I can’t see his eyes as he stares at the spot where I’m now slowly moving his fingers in and out of Notto, I can tell that he’s transfixed.
“Your turn,” Keary tells me.
I release Rainer and step away from him. As his attention turns to me, his fingers slip out of Notto, though he gently strokes his cock with his now slick hand. He watches me undress, his eyebrows knitted together.
“What do you want to fuck today?” I ask as I fully shed my clothes. I’m a blank slate right now. I always start out as a blank slate.
He shakes his head, unsure.
I take his hand in mine and bring it to my chest, then I release him, letting him touch me. Waiting to see what he wants. I’m a little surprised when nothing happens. My body tends to react to whatever my lover wants most in the moment.
But nothing is happening.
“You don’t want me?” I ask, trying to interpret what this means.
Rainer meets my eyes. “I want you,” he says. “So much.”
Still nothing happens. “But you have to want something.”
His hand slides around my waist, and he pulls me into him. My heart jumps. That’s the first time he’s specifically made an assertive move, and it’s with me.
“I don’t understand what you need from me,” he says, his lips hovering at the corner of mine.
My body thrums in excitement. “You have to want something specific. Or… just a feeling. Do you want a dick? Do you want a hole? What kind of hole? How big of a dick? Do you want something in between?”
His head tilts to the side. “Drystan, I want whatever you want to give me. You’re absolutely stunningly perfect just like this, so I don’t have a preference.”
My eyes close. If they stay open, the sting in them is going to turn into tears. How can he already overwhelm me with words like that?
Keary, now naked, presses to my back. “I bet you didn’t expect that answer, did you, Drys?” he murmurs in that gentle, loving voice that I’ve only heard on rare occasions before now.
I shake my head. “I don’t know what to do,” I whisper. “Tell me what to do.”
“Not this time, sweetheart.” His hand drops between my legs, rubbing my smooth, featureless skin. There’s zero intent there. No direction at all. “This time, you tell us what you want. How do you want to enjoy our sweet, precious human?”
How did this turn around and become about me?
I don’t answer. My body reacts on its own. Am I receiving input from somewhere? It doesn’t feel like I am. It feels like… For the first time in ages, I’ve been given permission to feed my own wants.
His hand wraps around a growing dick. Growing. Growing.
“Curious,” Notto says, heat filling his voice.
“That’s hot,” Rainer murmurs, and I feel his hand touch me. When I open my eyes, Notto has moved behind Rainer and turned him to face me. His cock lines up with my… cock sleeve? What the hell did I just produce?
Notto’s hand gently strokes Rainer’s cock as he leads his cockhead to the, uh, end of mine. Keary’s hand is wrapped around the base of my thing I created. My breath catches when Rainer’s dick begins to enter mine.
It’s tight. Every inch he sinks inside makes a heat storm that gets hotter and hotter until I’m dripping in sweat. I’ve never felt such thorough pleasure.
“Oh fuck,” Rainer says. One hand grips my hip as his other curls around the back of my neck. He leans his forehead against mine. We remain the dolls while Keary and Notto move us. Rainer’s dick doesn’t stop moving inside me, making every inch of me pulse with pleasure.
Oh fuck is right. I might explode into a million pieces.