Chapter 20
Autumn
The next night, we returned to the patio and grilled again. October loved my setup so much that we did a repeat of what we’d done before. It was nice and cool outside, and it was the perfect night for a fall date night picnic.
“Baby, I keep thinking about everything, including the conversation we had last night. I’m really sorry. I just keep thinking about how I was always expecting that other shoe to drop. I cannot believe that I handed Wilson the loaded gun to destroy our relationship.”
“Nah, I did that by not telling you the truth. Baby, life is not perfect, and I know that we’re going to run into our fair share of troubles. But ya man needs you to have faith and belief in him. No matter what comes. I told you about playing with my fucking heart from the start, didn’t I?”
I nodded my agreement and chewed on my bottom lip. “You did.”
“Why is it that women always think they’re the only ones who are susceptible to getting hurt?”
“I don’t know, but I did know that you were holding something back from me. It felt like you couldn’t give me your all. I should have said something about that to you, though, and assured you that I had your back no matter what. I just wish that you had come to me in the beginning.”
“So do I, Autumn, but that has been so hard for me because of how people judge me upon hearing the story. They don’t give me a chance to explain what happened.
That’s why I started my own business, which I had planned to do anyway.
You should see the way people look at me when they see my record after getting my background check back.
“It’s been so hard to find jobs that I just took the money in my savings from selling dope and partnered with my cousin and best friend to make that shit happen. When I first got out of prison, I could barely find a job cleaning toilets, and I knew that wasn’t gonna be my future.”
“I’m sorry that you’ve gone through all of that.”
“There’s nothing that I cannot face out there as long as you’ve got my back, and I’ve got your love.”
“I won’t ever doubt your love for Auburn or me again. I promise, October.”
“I’ve gone too many days without seeing my baby girl. I miss her.”
“I’ll call them, and we can pick her up now, if you want to.”
“As soon as I bust this nut.”
“What nut?”
“The one you’re about to help me release. Woman, you have had me stressed the fuck out these last few days.”
I giggled as he lifted me onto his lap to straddle him. I looped my arms around his neck and kissed him slowly.
“You? I’m the one who was stressed out. You had me thinking that you were some serial heartbreaker with a penchant for domestic violence, when all along you were the man I thought you were.”
“Nah. I didn’t have ya li’l ass thinking that. Ya gaslighting ex had you thinking that. And that’s the last time you’d better ever take someone else’s word over mine.”
I kissed the side of his neck and whispered, “I will, baby. I’m sorry. Do you forgive me?”
“I do. As long as you forgive me for not telling you straight up.”
“Yeah, I do.”
I moaned as a cool breeze brushed against my back when he pulled my sweater up and over my head. He buried his head in the side of my neck and then gripped my neck with his hand. October’s mouth moved back to mine, and he kissed me while choking me and releasing.
His free hand slid inside my bra and pinched my nipple hard while still choking and kissing me.
In time, his hand moved between us, and he worked his hand into the front of my jeans.
I pulled back slightly so that he could get under my belly and to where he was trying to go.
I wore one of his button-downs with a belt at the waist, a pair of jeans, and a pair of black stiletto boots.
Thick fingers parted my folds, circled my clitoris, and then pressed softly against it while still tonguing me down and choking me. He removed both hands from my body and unclasped my bra.
“October is my new favorite month,” I whispered as he took one breast in his mouth.
“You do realize that we’re in November now, right?” he asked, with his teeth latched around my nipple.
“I do, but the month of October reminds me of you. Laid-back, vibrant, cool, and transitional.”
“Transitional?” he asked, smacking my ass. “Stand up.”
I did as he asked. “Yeah,” I replied as he lifted onto his knees and tugged at the waistband of my jeans. “You always find some new way to please me, turn me on, and put me out of my mind.”
“Mm. Glad you’re feeling that way, ma. Turn that ass around and grip the edge of that wall.”
I turned around, pulled my jeans down to my knees, and did as he asked.
October moved behind me and spread my ass cheeks apart.
He slid a finger in my pussy while blowing in my ass.
It was an odd sensation, the sensual feeling of his fingers inside of me, stroking my walls, and the coolness of his breath blowing into my sensitive hole.
October removed his fingers and sucked them loud and greedily before he moved between my thighs and covered my pussy with his mouth. He slid his fingers in my ass and pleasured me, forcing me to squat over his mouth.
His tongue made slow circles inside of me before it pulled out and swiped up and down through my slit. October made me feel like he loved and cherished every part of my body, and he made me feel comfortable giving him access to every part of me.
“Are you ready for me, sweetness?” he asked, standing up behind me.
“Yes.”
He pulled himself out and then shoved himself inside of me.
“Oh, shit, October.”
“You feel me, ma?”
“Yes, I feel you, baby.”
“All up inside of you. Them walls are tight and wet, ma.”
“Only for you, baby.”
His thrusts were deep, and his hands held my hips tightly.
“I missed this pussy, baby.”
“Show me how much, Toby.”
His fingers dug into the flesh at my hips, and he slid out before he thrust deep inside of me. He pulled back and drove into me again with such intensity that I rocked forward and damn near fell over the wall.
Grabbing me by my shoulder and hip, October growled at me. “Where the hell ya ass think you’re going? Don’t run now. You wanted this dick, so you gon’ take it all, ma. Can you handle me?”
“I can handle you, baby.”
“Sure about that?” he asked. He pulled me away from the wall and bent me forward. I gripped my ankles, and he kicked my legs apart as wide as they would go with my jeans around my knees.
When he drove into me this time, my feet were firmly planted on the ground, but I could feel him all inside of my guts. I prayed that I wouldn’t get dizzy or sick in the position he had me in, with my face and head toward the ground.
The sound of our bodies slapping together and him stirring up my wetness forced me to the edge.
“I’m gonna cum, Toby.”
“Cum for me, Autumn. Give me all that cum. Make it rain on this dick, pretty girl,” he ordered as he slammed inside of me. “I need to feel you wet me up, ma. Wet this dick, baby, and I promise I’ve got a nice surprise for you.”
Just the thought of him doing anything more than he already was doing was more than I could take.
October knew how to please my body, and he always made it his mission to give me everything I needed.
He took nothing without making sure that my needs were fulfilled.
Most of the time that we made love, he was always gentle and sensitive with me.
So tonight, now that he was fucking me hardcore, I didn’t mind at all.
October reached forward, grabbed the back of my neck, and pressed deep inside of me. I felt him go deeper, and I groaned because it hurt but felt so good at the same time. I gyrated on his dick as he long stroked me with slow but hard pumps.
“Aww, fuck. This pussy feels so damn good, baby. Don’t ever deny me my shit again. You hear me?”
“Mm-hmm.”
“I should punish that ass and hold it back from you for playing me like you did.”
“Baby, please don’t hold back the dick. I need it,” I cried out like a dope fiend.
“I should find a woman who appreciates it more,” he grunted.
I froze for just a second before I started throwing my ass at him. I bounced on his ass and rocked down low and then up again.
“Oh, you wanna try to give me that pussy the way I like it now that I mention another ho.”
I reached behind me and gripped his erection. I squeezed it tight as he pulled back. “This is my dick,” I cried out.
“Then act like it.” He smacked me on the ass several times before he started pumping faster.
“Get on ya knees, big baby.”
I did exactly as he asked. October planted his feet on either side of my legs. He straddled me from behind, pushed me forward, and pumped into me.
“You know I’m not giving this dick to anybody else, Autumn. You’re the only woman for me, baby. You’re the one I’ll fight for every time,” he stated. His words came out in a staccato rhythm as he spoke while fucking me. “You know that, don’t you?”
“I do, baby.”
“Good. Don’t you ever forget that your body, your pussy, and your heart belong to me. Your daughter belongs to me. Matter of fact, all your future jits will be mine. Now hold still while I fill this pussy with my seed.”
His words and his movements inside of my body as he slid across my walls were more than I could take. Before I knew it, I was giving my baby everything he asked for and then some. I cried out as I came on his dick.
“That’s it, sweet girl. Gimme all that wet gushy stuff.”
When I finished, he released inside of me with a barely restrained growl. October pulled out of me before helping me up.
“Come on. Let’s go shower in my bathroom and then pick up our daughter.”
“That sounds like a plan to me, but we need to clean this up first before the ants get it,” I replied, gesturing at the ground.
“A’ight,” he declared with a smack to my ass.