Chapter 18
Wes
The Best Moment of My Life
My hands shook as I took Clare’s hands and pulled her up. She lifted her arms as I drew her shirt over her head.
“Are you nervous?” she asked as she laid back down on the bed and I worked at getting her pants off.
“What gave it away?” I asked with a wink. “Lift up.”
Clare grinned as she lifted her bottom up and I pulled her pants and panties off. I tossed them to the floor and stared down at her. She was perfect. Beautiful in every single way.
“Clare, you’re…I’m not gonna last…I…” I dropped back onto my knees.
“Wes?” Clare asked as she lifted onto her elbows again. “Are you okay?”
Slowly shaking my head, I laughed. “There has been something missing in my life, and I could never figure out what it was. Sex has always been about pleasure and release, but it never felt intimate. Right now…with you…it feels like so much more. Like I’m about to do something I’ve never done before.”
Clare swallowed. “Do you want to wait?”
A pained laugh escaped me. “No. I want you more than I’ve ever wanted anyone in my life. But I need you to know something, Clare.”
“Okay,” she softly said, sitting up and looking at me.
“This feels different. This desire to be with you…connect with you in this way. I’m in love with you and I need you to know that before we do this. That you’re not like those other women, that this is something I’ve never experienced before with any other person.”
Closing my eyes, I drew in a deep breath and exhaled before looking back at her. Tears were building in her eyes, and when they slipped free, I reached over and brushed them away.
“What about with Mandy?” Clare asked.
I shook my head. “I don’t want to talk about her at all, but I will say that I was never this freaking nervous.”
Smiling, Clare reached for my hand and drew me to her as she laid down. “I’m in love with you as well, Wes. And I feel the same way as you do.”
Settling myself over her, I cupped her head in my hands and gently kissed her. I could kiss Clare all night long and be happy. The taste of her was addicting, and soothed a part of my soul that I never knew needed to be soothed.
Our tongues moved together in a lazy dance while Clare softly ran her hands over my body. I wanted to learn everything about her that I could. What she liked and didn’t like. What made her cry out in pleasure. I wanted to know it all.
“Wes,” Clare whispered as I kissed along her jaw, down her neck, and to her breasts. I gave each one equal time as I kissed, sucked, and gently bit down on them. Her back arched as she moaned in pleasure.
“I want to make you come with my mouth, Clare, but I want inside you too badly.”
She looked at me in a pleasure-induced fog. “I’ve never had anyone do that before.”
I raised my brows. “Then I really need to wait so I can do it properly.”
Smiling, I pushed her legs open wider and slipped my hand between us. I groaned when I felt how wet she was for me.
Reaching over to the side table, I opened it and pulled out a condom. Clare reached for my arm and gently squeezed.
“Have you ever had unprotected sex?”
I stared at her in disbelief. “No, never. I’ve always worn a condom.”
She chewed nervously on her lower lip. “I’m on the pill, and I’ve never had sex without a man wearing a condom.”
I smiled and kissed her forehead, then went to open the condom.
“Wes.”
Looking at her, I saw something in her eyes. “Do you want to stop?”
She grinned. “No, I want to feel you. All of you.”
My eyes went from her to the condom in my hand, and back to her. “You don’t want me to wear a condom?”
“Only if you’re comfortable not wearing one.”
I was positive my mouth had fallen to the bed. “I’ve never…I mean…I’m not going to last two seconds,” I said as I threw the condom over my shoulder.
Clare blushed and giggled as I moved back over her.
She spread her legs as I moved my body.
As I pushed inside of her, we both whispered each other’s names before I took her mouth with mine. She was so warm and so fucking tight. I had to concentrate on not coming the second I was all the way in.
I drew out and slowly pushed back in as I deepened the kiss. Lacing my fingers with Clare’s, I pushed her hands over her head and slowly made love to her. It was unlike anything I had ever experienced in my entire life. We were one, both physically and emotionally, and I knew I could stay like this forever.
Clare wrapped her legs around my waist, and our slow love making quickly turned to more.
“Wes,” she gasped, and I knew she was close. Grabbing her hips, I tilted her and drove into her harder and faster. “Yes! Yes!”
I needed her to come because the feel of her, raw like this, was going to be my undoing. When she arched her back and cried out my name, I felt her body tighten, and that was all I needed in order to have my own release.
“Clare!” I cried out as I drove into her. I came so hard I was sure I was about to black out. It was the longest, most intense orgasm of my life.
When our bodies finally stopped convulsing, I dropped down over her, trying with all my might to keep most of my weight off her, but also feeling weak as a baby.
Kissing Clare once more, I rolled off her and stared up at the ceiling as I tried to catch my breath.
“That was incredible. I don’t think I’ve ever had an orgasm that intense,” Clare gasped between breaths.
Turning to look at her, I smiled. “Oh, wait until I make you come with my mouth.”
Her cheeks turned red as she rolled to her side. Her head was resting on her hand, and she ran her fingers over my chest lightly.
“I’ve never experienced something like that before.” Looking at her, I smiled. “We were one, and the way it felt being inside of you.”
“I felt the same. It was beautiful and wow…so hot at the same time!”
I lifted her hand and kissed it as I laughed. “I agree.”
“I’m feeling snacky.”
I pulled her over to me and she straddled me. The feel of her warmth had my dick growing hard again. That was new.
Clare raised her brows. “Already?”
I lifted my hips into her. “Not gonna lie, that’s never happened before.”
“Well,” she said as she lifted and guided my now-hard cock to her entrance. “Let’s not waste an opportunity.”
When she sank down onto me, we both groaned.
“You feel so much bigger this way,” Clare said as she rocked against me. “I’m going to come fast, I can tell.”
I gripped her hips and moved along with her. I highly doubted I could come again so quickly, but if I was able to make her come again, then I would gladly do it.
Clare sat up, and when she touched her own breasts, dropped her head back and moaned my name, I nearly flipped her over. Instead, I bit back and let her find her pleasure.
“Oh God, Wes. You feel so good.”
“Take what you need from me, baby. I’m yours.”
Her head lifted and her eyes met mine. She adjusted herself and moved faster. Her eyes dilated, and I knew she was close.
With her hands on my chest, she rode me, and it was the best fucking feeling in the world.
I could feel my balls pull up and I was miraculously close to my own release.
“I’m going to come!” she cried as she moved faster.
“Yes, come on, baby, I can’t hold it back. Come for me.”
And as if on command, Clare came. She pulsed so hard around my dick, I didn’t stand a chance. I came hard and fast right along with her.
Her head was hanging down as she drew in one breath after another.
“Holy shit, Clare.”
She looked up at me. “Okay, how was that even better?”
Flipping her over, she let out the cutest laugh. “How in the hell was I able to come again that fast?”
Running her finger along my jawline, she sighed as if perfectly content. “I’m still snacky.”
I stood and reached for her hand. “Let’s take a shower and I’ll take you to get some ice cream.”