Chapter 24
Ferris
I was all done...with groceries and decisions and handling real stuff like work and therapists.
“Sit up for me.” Master shifted into take-charge mode so quickly, he made my brain come to a complete halt.
It was really nice.
“Good boy.” Master gave me a quick kiss as he cupped my cheek. “Are you clean enough for me to completely enjoy or do you need to use the bathroom?”
Oh.
I could answer that.
“I’m clean, Master.” I had a routine to make sure I could always be ready at the optimal times for sexual contact. “You like surprising me with scenes, so I’ve planned for that.”
His lips twitched but he nodded slowly. “I am a very lucky Master.”
Because I was smart and had gotten all clean before we’d left the house to go get groceries. I hadn’t expected it to be that stressful, but it was done and I’d made Master excited.
I wasn’t sure how to respond, though, so I just waited for him to make all the decisions.
Being a sub was much better than being the Dom.
“I’m a very lucky Master who’s going to thoroughly enjoy my boy.” His thumb stroked over my cheek as he nodded to himself, but it didn’t matter what he was deciding, so I stayed quiet. “Inhale and let it out slowly.”
Obeying made him smile. “That was very good.”
“Thank you, Master.” Doing it again as he studied my face, I let the air out slowly because that was the way he liked it best.
After a few breaths and a forehead kiss, he moved his hand away. “Stand up for me.”
He was ready.
Relief flooded through me and it was so good I felt almost lightheaded as I stood up. “Hands up.”
No questions.
No decisions.
Before I could think about anything, he had me naked and was running his hand over my head again. “Are there any limits I need to know about right now? Anywhere you don’t want touched?”
I knew better than to answer without thinking about it, so I closed my eyes and took a deep breath as I took stock of myself.
One of the subs I’d seen online had talked about it like that and it’d been confusing at first but now I knew what he’d meant.
“My brain is really heavy but the body parts you can see are fine.” I wasn’t sure what I wanted—I never knew that—but that wasn’t what he’d asked me.
“Thank you for thinking about that carefully.” Taking my hand, he led me over to the bed while I just kept my eyes closed because that felt best. “You’re doing a wonderful job of handling a lot, so I’m going to handle that heavy brain problem.”
He was going to make it nice and light, just like he made the rest of me feel as he picked me up and set me on the bed. “On your knees. I’ll keep you steady.”
Master always knew what to do.
“Good boy.” When I was on my knees with my butt on my heels, he slowly relaxed his hold on my arms. “Can you sit carefully for me?”
“Yes, Master.” He didn’t tell me to open my eyes, so I didn’t. “I won’t move.”
I didn’t feel close enough to the edge of the bed for it to be a problem, but I was very steady anyway. He must’ve believed me because I got another head kiss. “Good boy.”
My heavy brain liked being his good boy, but I couldn’t wait for him to fix the rest of it.
I’d done a good job with closing my eyes, though. That helped more than I’d realized and I’d figured it out on my own. “I...I think I like not being able to see.”
He might need to know that, so I wasn’t worried about it being random and weird. Masters needed to know things like that so they could make good decisions for their subs. Yes. Mine knew that too because he made his pleased sound. “I think that would be fun to explore in a variety of ways.”
Yes, I’d been right.
“Have you figured out anything else you like?” Before I could answer, I heard him move around and he kept explaining his thoughts. “I’ve decided I underestimated how much I liked seeing you naked. I think I’m going to look for ways to decorate you so you look even more naked.”
He liked the way I looked and he liked being able to see what belonged to him.
“Some subs say that only wearing one or two pieces of clothes makes them feel more naked.” I’d never thought about it. “Do you think the same way?”
“Oh.” Master’s excited sound made me smile. “We’re going to have to explore that idea.”
He liked projects.
“What kind of things should we try?” Master’s voice came closer to the bed before sounding further away again.
“I saw subs talking about wearing some of their Master’s clothes.” I’d seen them wearing shirts but there were other options. “And...and some wear things like feminine-looking underwear or leather gear. I’ve never owned leather. I don’t know how to care for that and it seems to be a sub’s job.”
There were types of submission for everyone...including me...which was really nice.
“Those are wonderful ideas.” He hummed something happy and made me picture him bouncing around the room. “I’m going to need to make a list after I have fun with you.”
Me.
I was more fun than lists.
“We’ll learn how to care for leather together if I decide I like that look on you.” He trailed his finger over my chest in what felt like some kind of crisscross pattern. “A harness might look good but I want it to highlight your beautiful body and not distract from it.”
“Yes, Master.” That was all I could think to say but it worked because I got another head kiss. “Thank you.”
“My good boy.” Running his hand over my head, he hummed softly like he was thinking. “Let’s finish getting you ready for playtime.”
He was going to play with me.
I knew what was coming but I was still surprised when my cage went over my cock. Something about it made me jolt and got a chuckle from Master. “Now you fit.”
Oh.
Yes.
He’d made me bigger before.
“Perfect.” He was so excited he made me smile. “Sexy and sweet.”
I still didn’t know how, but I liked the kisses and happiness it got me.
“One more thing.” Something in his tone was confusing. It was happy, but I knew I was missing something. “There we go.”
What?
Oh.
Something soft or delicate feeling trailed over my collarbone and around my neck.
Was it...
Was that...
“How does that feel? Is it irritating you in any way or distracting in a bad way?” Master asked good questions but it was hard to make my mouth work.
Shaking my head was fine at first, but I swallowed hard and licked my lips. “It’s fine and I...I think it will be distracting in a good way for a while.”
It was all I could feel at the moment.
“I understand.” Master’s finger stroked around what seemed to be a chain of some sort. “You have two options. This can be a play collar for now that we use around the house and I’ll take it off before you leave for work, or it can be your full collar and I’ll lock it in place.”
The world stopped moving for me, but it worked for Master. “I will be pleased with either one because both options will show that you belong to me.”
That was right.
I’d already told him I belonged to him.
He was my Master.
“Lock it.” Manners. Yes. “Please, Master.”
“I’m glad you picked that option, boy.” His lips brushed against my forehead as his fingers did something at my neck. “This will lie flat under your clothes but it’s smooth and won’t rub your skin.”
A collar.
Master was putting a collar on me.
The world felt like it tilted wrong but I must’ve been steady because he didn’t worry. “I will have the key for this, but later I’m going to put the contact information for the Dom who made it in your phone.”
No.
“Don’t frown, brat. He’s a jewelry artist and I want you to know how to find someone safe to take it off if you ever need to.
I don’t want you to ever feel that you have to wear my collar, baby.
” His words were firm and logical but his fingers were soft when they stroked over the proof that he’d claimed me.
“You’ll wear it because you’ve given yourself to me, not because I took you. ”
My brain didn’t know how to process any of it, but I was pretty sure I needed to give him words. There was a lump in my throat as I swallowed but I got past it. “I...I gave myself to you. I knew...I knew you were my Master.”
“My boy always has to be right.” His chuckle made me want to wiggle. “You knew I was your Master.”
Nodding was easier than talking.
“I’m glad I’ve got such a smart boy.” Master’s hand stroked down my chest until he was cupping my cage. “I just need to make sure he understands how important he is.”
The lump came back, but he didn’t seem to expect any kind of response from me.
“That’s what he has a Master for, though.” His thumb started making slow circles over the head of my cock, making it hard to stay completely focused. “As well as showing him all the wonderful sensations his body can give him.”
All the wonderful sensations he could make my body produce.
I wasn’t in charge of it but I wasn’t going to remind him about that. I didn’t have to. He chuckled, probably because he saw it on my face.
Master always knew what I was thinking even before I did.
“Your body knows it belongs to me the same way your mind and your heart do.” Master’s gentle caress was somehow frying my brain, but I didn’t have to think because he was Master and he was in control.
He was smart too, so I nodded and let out a breath that should’ve been slow and steady but was somehow hard.
How could something so soft be so big?
He was being so gentle but I could feel the sensation vibrating through me.
“But don’t worry, baby. I’m going to take good care of my boy whether he likes it or not.”
How could someone so sweet be so bossy?
“Right now that means I’m going to turn him inside out and give him so much pleasure he can’t stand it, then I’m going to claim him and show him how special he is.”
How could I want something so scary so much?