Chapter 10
Chapter Ten
Leo
The last day and a half have been the most blissful experience. Jin and I have spent all that time in my nest, only leaving to have food and use the bathroom. Our scents permeate the air, covering every bit of my nest and our skin.
My body is finally ready, finally preparing to go into my full heat. This will be my first real mating heat and as much as I was nervous before, all I can feel is excitement now.
Jin has been the most amazing heat partner. He’s taken care of me, touched me gently, rubbed my back when my stomach cramps, and kissed me more times than I can count. It was while he spoon fed me rice and broth that I explained what’s going to happen during my mating heat.
Jin took it all in stride, promising to make me feel good. He promised to bite me on my shoulder when the time is right and gave me permission to do the same. By the time this heat is over, we will be bonded mates.
Even just thinking about having Jin’s mating bite indented into my skin leaves me feeling like I’m floating on the clouds.
Jin is my very own sunshine. My life felt so gray before he came stumbling in, lighting me up from the inside out.
I feel so lucky to know him and somehow, he’s delighted to know me too.
Maybe Andras was right. Maybe I really am the main character of a romance anime. Or maybe that’s just the heat brain talking again.
Right now, Jin is spooned behind me, our body touching from shoulder to knee.
His arm is wrapped around me, his thumb passing over my sternum.
The pattern is downright maddening. I can feel my body heating, just from that simple touch.
My skin is growing hotter by the minute, my mind drifting to thoughts of hips against hips, hands gripping, mouths moving, slick dripping.
Warm tingles run over my skin, making me shiver.
Jin seems to notice this because he runs his nose over the back of my neck before pulling the blanket up higher, making sure all of me is covered.
That soft care only serves to make my body feel even more ready for him.
There’s something incredibly arousing about knowing my mate is here, willing to take care of me.
He’s so bright and somehow, his brightness has shined on me. I’m honored and feel so freaking loved.
I feel like I’m sunbathing but instead of the warmth and brightness coming from the sky, it’s coming from the man I’ll soon be calling my mate.
“Jin,” I whisper, scooching my butt backwards. I’m already pressed against his front so this just ends up with me rubbing my ass against his groin. It’s not what I meant to do but fuck, it feels so good that I’m not mad.
We exchanged handjobs while making out but haven’t gone further than that in my nest. I’m ready for more. I’m ready for so much more. I want all of him. I want him inside me.
The thought of feeling his cock inside my ass has me breathless, a little moan leaving my throat against my permission. My head is swimming in a cocktail of hormones. It’s getting harder to think about anything that’s not Jin.
“Jin,” I say again, this time a little bit louder. Jin’s arm tightens around my front, his face buried against the back of my head.
“I’m here,” Jin says against the skin at the back of my neck, my body shivering at the feel of his warm breath. My skin pebbles with goosebumps, my body lighting up with warmth just under my skin. I didn’t even notice how turned on I am until right now, my cock hard, my ass slicking.
Heat. I’m officially in heat. It swelters and washes over me in waves.
“I need you.”
“You have me,” Jin tells me, his voice so serious yet there’s still that lightness I’m used to. Even now, he’s my sunshine.
Taking his wrist, I guide his left hand down and behind myself. Jin adjusts, pulling his hips back to make room for his hand. Then he dips his hand between my cheeks and I gasp at feeling him there, where only my own fingers have touched.
“I want to make you feel good,” Jin breathes out as his finger swirls around my wet hole, sliding the slick around my rim. “I wanna be good for you, Leo.”
He presses in, my slick making the slide easy. My body feels like it’s on fire and the only thing stopping my heat from consuming me is Jin’s touch.
“You are,” I say with a gasp. “You’re making me feel so good already.”
Jin pulls his finger out, replacing it with two, slowly stretching me open.
He slots his right arm under my head and I turn, biting into his bicep as he fingers me, overwhelmed by how good it feels to have someone else’s hands touching me instead of my own.
This goes beyond anything I’ve felt before and I’m so happy it’s Jin who’s here with me.
Everything feels foreign and new, but so fucking good.
“Another,” I say against his arm. “I can take it. Give me another.”
I feel Jin nod before he’s pushing three fingers into my ass.
I bite down again, harder this time. I know I’m leaving marks in Jin’s skin, know he’ll probably look bruised later on but I can’t find it in myself to care.
If anything, the idea of marking Jin only serves to turn me on further.
I want him to wear my marks. I want to let my inner omega have his way with Jin.
Marked. Mated. Mine.
“The sounds you make are so pretty,” Jin says, his mouth moving away from the back of my head to my shoulder. He kisses my skin before sucking, doing his best to leave a mark.
Knowing my mate is marking my skin is all I need before I’m shooting off like a rocket.
My ass clenches around the fingers inside me as my cock jerks and throbs.
The blankets get covered in my cum and my ass drips with slick, falling down my cheeks and over Jin’s wrist. I’m making a mess but it only adds to how perfect my nest smells.
The nest smells like my pleasure, it smells like us. It’s perfect and my inner omega purrs happily.
“Fuck,” Jin whispers against my shoulder. “That was so hot, Leo. You came without even touching your cock.”
“For you,” I tell him with a whimper. “Just for you, Jin. All for you.”
“For me,” Jin says, his voice tinged with wonder and awe. He carefully pulls his fingers from my ass, wiping some of the slick off onto the blankets. He goes back to holding me but that won’t do. I might have come but my heat isn’t sated. It won’t be until I feel his cum inside of me, stuffed full.
“I need you,” I say breathlessly, sweat dripping down my spine. “Please, Leo. I need you.”
“Yeah. Anything. I’ll give you anything.”
“Need you inside me. Please.”
Jin is pulling away and I let out a desperate whine, ready to reach back and hold him tight but before I can, he’s adjusting the two of us until I’m flat on my back with him hovering over me between my thighs. Oh. Okay, this is nice. This is much better than just having him behind me.
“Jin,” I say, desperation clear in my voice.
His fiery eyes stare down at me, taking me in.
A shiver wracks through me. I wrap my legs around his lower back, tugging until he falls against me, our chests coming together.
I can feel him all over me. His cock is hard, pressed against my own which is still rock hard.
Gods, I’ve never felt anything like this before. I want him in a way that feels unreal. I feel like I might explode from my seams if I don’t feel him inside of me soon enough. I feel like I’m coming apart, like a puppet on strings while Jin holds my handles.
“I’ve got you, Leo,” he says, his hand coming up and holding my face. I lean against him, nuzzling at his wrist where his scent is strongest. Gods, he smells so good. I want to smell like him. I want his scent to mingle with mine until we’re not two different scents but one new one together.
“Yours,” I say, hoping he understands what I’m trying to say. My words are coming out slurred, my mouth feeling like it’s filled with cotton.
“Yes,” he says, leaning down and taking my mouth in a deep kiss, his tongue swirling with my own.
Everything suddenly feels right. I feel my body relax into my nest, my hands coming up to rest on the back of Jin’s shoulders.
“You’re mine,” he says into my mouth, my body shivering for a completely different reason.
“Yours,” I say again. “I’m yours. Your omega. Your mate.”
“Mine,” Jin says, his voice deeper than usual. Slick continues to pour from my ass the more turned on I become. “Gonna make you mine. I promise. Now that we’re here, there’s no turning back. I will be yours until the day I stop breathing.”
A whimper is torn from my throat at Jin’s declaration. My hips roughly jerk up, demanding friction, demanding his cock, demanding anything that Jin is willing to give me. I need in a way I didn’t even know possible.
Jin reaches between the two of us, guiding his cock to my sopping wet hole.
Once the head brushes against me, I’m lost. My head is a swirling mess of hormones and lust, too far gone to care about anything but being fucked.
The world outside could be burning to the ground and I wouldn’t care, too focused on the feeling of Jin.
“Please,” I breathe out, my back bending as I try to get myself closer. A moment later, the head of Jin’s cock is pushing inside, my body giving way with ease with how turned on I am.
“Fuck,” Jin hisses out and I whine, long and hard, overwhelmed. It feels so good. Better than anything could have prepared me for. It’s everything I need and everything I want.
“Oh gods,” I say with a whimper. “Fuck. Yes. More. I want it all! Please!”
Jin pushes in until he’s buried to the hilt, our hips meeting. I toss my head back, moaning loudly. I’m finally filled. I finally feel that heat simmering in my belly settle. The heat won’t go away until I’m filled with cum, but for now, I don’t feel like I’m going to fly out of my skin.
“Move,” I breathe out. “Please, move. Fuck me, Jin.”
Jin wraps his hands around my thighs, angling my hips just right so he can thrust easily into me with long, hard thrusts.
Oh gods, that’s so perfect. He’s hitting my sweet spot just right.
My cock bobs, slapping against my stomach with each thrust. His fingers dig into my skin and I swear I can feel bruises blossoming.
“You feel so good,” Jin says huskily, his eyes boring holes into me. He watches me as he fucks me and that somehow adds another layer of intimacy to the whole thing. “Incredible. Like nothing I’ve ever felt before. You're my first and you’re going to be my last.”
The heat is starting to burn me again, desperation clawing at the bottom of my throat, forcing its way out in the form of a keen. My legs tighten around Jin’s back until he’s forced to fall against me. I lick his mouth, needing to feel him closer, needing him inside my skin.
Jin fucks me harder, chasing both of our pleasures. He licks me right back until we’re both sloppy with it, covered in sweat and spit. Our scents are mingled, our bodies tangled, our mouths at work. Despite the heat, I feel at peace.
“I’m gonna come,” Jin says against my mouth. “Fuck, I’m so close, Leo.”
“Come inside me. Please. I need it. Need your cum. Need your bite.”
“You first,” he says, reaching a hand between us and stroking my cock. That’s all it takes. My eyes roll back and my body thrums with pleasure, throbbing over and over. My ass tightens, milking Jin’s cock, begging for him to come as well.
Jin’s mouth finds my shoulder and a moment later, he’s biting down. He bites down so hard that I can feel my skin tearing, breaking for my mate. He marks me as his hips still, his cock throbbing inside my ass, finally giving me what I so desperately need.
“Oh gods,” I cry out as I seem to come again. Or maybe my orgasm just never stopped. Somehow through the fog of my heat, I allow instinct to take over and bite Jin back, leaving my own mark against his skin, the same way he’s done for me.
I can feel our bond slide into place, clicking in a way I didn’t know was possible. He is mine and I am his. Mate. Soulmates. Together. Forever.
I can feel my own joy tinged with his. I can feel his satisfaction. I can feel everything.
“Leo,” Jin gasps out, his eyes wide with unshed tears. “Mine.”
“Yeah,” I say, my smile so wide it hurts my cheeks. “You’re mine.”
Jin starts to pull away but I hold him tight. “What’s wrong?”
“Wanna stay full.”
“I’ve got you,” he says softly, that phrase coming to mean so much to me.
He pulls out but shoves four fingers into my ass, keeping me stuffed full just the way I need.
He carefully moves until he’s the one with his back against the nest with me resting on his chest, his fingers never leaving me. I sigh against his sweaty skin.
“Perfect,” I breathe out.
“Yeah, you really are.”
I’m so warm but this time, it has nothing to do with my heat and everything to do with the man below me.
We settle into comfortable sleep, knowing we’ll need our rest to take on the remainder of my heat.
I don’t think I’ve ever felt so content before in my life and through our bond, I can tell that Jin feels the same.
I love him. I love him so much it threatens to pour out of me against my permission yet I somehow hold it back, wanting to save it for when my mind feels more like myself, more in control. For now, I settle for letting my mate hold me.