18. Chapter 18 - Layrin
Chapter 18
I t's so warm here, was the first thought that cleared my brain. Blinking my eyes open, a light halo covered everything, the soft light giving my dark modern room a bit of liveliness. My hand went up, trying to catch those illustrious rays to no avail.
I made the mistake of looking at my hand for too long. Gabe’s face at the end of the gun, my hands shaking as I held it. I flinched, my stomach recoiled, and a familiar feeling rose in the back of my throat. Sitting up, I covered my mouth, refusing to throw up when the boys had worked so hard last night to take my mind off of all this.
A manly groan came from somewhere close. “Rin, fuck, you’re sitting on my dick, and it’s getting harder by the second.”
Jumping in shock, turning to see Roux’s face scrunched up in pain. His hands went to my hips. “If you're going to sit on me, at least have my dick between your cheeks.” Lifting me up with ease, he repositioned his long, hard length right where he said he would and gave a pleased sigh. “Yeah. Much better.”
I completely forgot that we’d crashed in my bed last night. While I could tell just how much better he felt once he started to move his hips, I wasn’t quite sure what to do. I glanced down to see Rion and Ravi on each side of us, all missing their shirts. When did that happen?
My face flushed, not used to seeing this kind of manly display first thing in the morning. It was actually kind of disorienting. I didn’t know which chest to look at. How could you effectively ogle three identical chests at once?
Ravi reached up, giving me a half smile as one side of his face was still burrowed in my pillow. “Rin,” he whined, twirling a lock of hair around his finger, “If you wanted some wake-up sex, you could’ve just said something.” Heat rose up my neck.
“Um… Uh…” I sputtered. Who could be prepared for this kind of talk first thing in the morning? I hadn’t even had coffee yet! Roux’s hands gripped me harder, applying more pressure against my center.
Ravi was suddenly sitting up, using the hair around his finger to tug my face to him. “I like it when you're at a loss for words, my love.” His lips captured mine, and I knew I was a goner.
He teased the seam of my lips with his tongue, his hand digging into my hair, pulling me to go deeper. As soon as a moan slipped from my lips, he took advantage, exploring my mouth with his hot tongue. I was already out of breath, and we'd barely kissed.
“Layrin.” I turned my face toward Rion’s voice. Ravi groaned in disappointment but continued to kiss my neck.
“Mmm?” The noise was the only thing I could say in return. Between what Roux was doing down below and what Ravi was doing up top, my mind was a little fried.
Rion was sitting up, glaring at his brothers like they were animals, before turning his piercing gaze on me. “Don’t let them push you. If you need more time, just let us know.”
Flashes of me clutching his chest as he soothed away my first nightmare hit me hard. I understood his hesitation. Normally, people would be broken and take longer to process everything, but I was tired of being upset, of feeling like everything was my fault. Deep down, I had felt that way all my life, and now I knew it was all a lie.
I knew that I should feel horrible about Gabe. I’d just murdered him with my own hands. I had done it for those girls that deserved a better life, seeing myself in them. I had done it for the guys, so their uncle wouldn't get between us. I had done it for myself, to prove I could live in this world.
I wasn't fine with killing him, but I refused to feel guilty about it. I just wanted to forget for the moment.
Shaking my head, my eyes flicked up through my lashes as I pleaded, “Make me not think about it. I just want to feel you… all of you.”
His normally thin-lined mouth slowly rose, then he leaned forward, speaking against my lips. “As you wish, my paramour.” Then he kissed me like he had been waiting for years to do it.
The kiss started off slow, kindling the feelings between us with each stroke, and soon we were in full devour mode. Hands in hair, teeth and tongues exploring, seeing what spots caused a reaction.
Ravi bit my neck, just as Rion gave me a low, throaty moan. My senses were going wild. I wasn't able to think or remember anything just feel and listen. Roux took that as a challenge and began to rub his thumb against my clit. The friction between my panties and that bundle of nerves was explosive, making me melt as pleasure filled my veins.
Rion’s hand cupped my heavy breasts as Roux’s fingers dug into my ass. Ravi was still kissing a trail up my neck, and I let my head drop backward, focusing on how they were making me feel. Tingles of pleasure erupted in each cell they touched, throwing me into pleasure overload until Rion pinched my nipples through my tank top.
My eyes flew open as I gasped. “Oh fuck.”
Roux growled from below, “That’s a good fucking girl. Look at how you shine above me.”
As if my body wanted to respond, my thighs trembled. The thin fabric between us grew wet, and Roux let out a low, painful moan. “Fuck, little minx. I need to be inside that wet cunt of yours.”
I nodded, running my hand down Ravi’s chest to flick the waistband of his boxer briefs. His hand grabbed my chin, yanking me to face him before our lips crashed together. With Rion already lifting one side of my shirt, wrapping his lips around my pebbled nub, I knew I would do whatever they wanted as long as we didn't stop. I never wanted this to stop.
A ripping sound bounced against the walls, and I gasped. My instinct pulled at me to look down, but Ravi’s grip grew tighter, taking my hand from his chest and shoving it beneath his waistband. My hand circled his silky, fat cock, slowly running it up and down as his lips broke from mine.
“Do you see what you make us do, love?” Like it was something they’d timed, Rion ripped my tank down the middle just as Roux dipped his finger into my center, and I wanted to gasp, but Ravi wouldn't let me. He wanted all of my attention at the moment.
His free hand circled over mine, pumping his cock with me. “Fuck, I love it when you touch me. Your eyes on me, your mouth against mine.” He dove in for another kiss, my lips matching his desperate movements. That dark voice in my head whispered, All of it. I want all of their attention. Feel only me, see only me.
Another ripping sound was followed by Roux’s deep rumble. “Get the fuck out of my way.” With Ravi controlling my chin, I couldn’t look down, but I felt Roux rub his thick shaft between my fleshy gates. Something shook the bed as his fingers carved into my thighs. I could hear his teeth grind out the words, “So fucking hot and tight. Waiting to be fucked.”
With Ravi’s forceful adoration and Roux’s dirty words, my body was getting worked up so good that I was left dripping in need. I had almost told Roux to shove himself inside of me when I felt something cool dripped down my back entrance.
“Aaahhhh,” I sounded as Rion gave a dark chuckle in my ear and pushed a finger in. At first, I just felt pressure, but I knew a finger would fit just fine.
“Don’t worry, paramour, I’m going to stretch you nice and wide before I fuck this ass. You made it look so enticing that I have to have it.” Flashes of that time ran through my mind and my heart pumped faster.
Ravi finally let go, allowing me to breathe again, but Rion took my breath away when reached around and flicked my nipple in time with the slide of his finger in my ass. He added a second finger as Roux sank two fingers into my cunt. When his thumb rubbed against my clit, my eyes rolled back into my head. Ravi kept my hand on his cock while he nibbled his way around my collarbone. All these sensations, coming from everywhere, made it so I didn't know who was doing what but all I could do was feel, and I knew I wanted more. I wanted it all. I wanted these men to break me and put me back together.
Just when I was about to explode from the overload, Rion yanked me off Roux, setting me between his legs as he nuzzled my neck. “Do you know how beautiful you are?” I was panting and having a hard time responding, but he didn't seem to mind since he kept going. “You are perfection, Layrin. Everything about you is perfect for us. The way your eyes try to hide their lust for us, the way you bite back when you feel we’re being too much. Everything about you is perfect.”
His words spoke to my soul. No one has ever thought I was much more than a nuisance, someone to take care of, and at worse, a bad omen to stay away from, but these boys thought of me a something more, something they couldn't live without. I wanted to cry, to laugh, to scream. I wanted all of it with them.
Rion bent me forward, positioning himself at my puckered hole. He slowly entered me, and my mouth went wide, my scream caught in my throat as he pushed past that tight ring of muscle. His low husky moan made my heart sing, "Fuck, Rin. So, fucking tight." As soon as he was fully seated, he was still for a second, letting my body adjust before he pushed in and out of me, building a steady rhythm.
The sensation was exquisite, and as soon as I adjusted, my body trembled in excitement. Looking up, I caught Ravi and Roux's naked bodies, eyes ravenously watching me, waiting for the right moment to strike. It was both scary and exhilarating, having their full attention on me.
I yelped when Rion shoved himself into me hard, bringing his chest to my back before wrapping his arms around me and turning us both over, pulling me back to lie down on him. His lips came right to my ear, licking the shell before he grabbed my legs and spread me wide in front of his brothers.
“Now we get to see which one of my brothers gets to fill your dripping wet pussy.” He ran his hand down my stomach to flick my clit, my body jerked as I cried out.
Surprisingly, Ravi got to me before Roux did, slapping his brother's hand away as he bent down, smiling up at me. “After that display, I can't help but have a taste.”
His hot tongue flicked at my clit before licking at my center like it was his favorite thing in the world. He shoved his face so deep into me that I knew my wetness covered his face. For me, that was the hottest thing in the world, my way of marking him as mine. It was animalistic and raw.
His tongue went faster and faster while Rion slowly pumped in and out behind me, cupping my breast and whispering in my ear how good it felt to fuck my ass. How he had been dreaming about it since the vibrator incident. How he wanted to make me squirt again, but this time using his own cock.
Ravi moaned against me, the vibrations causing Rion and I to breath harder. Ravi lifted his head, flicking my clit as he added, “Oh fuck, yes. Please squirt in my mouth, Rin.”
I huffed at them, looking down at Ravi like he was crazy. It wasn’t like I fucking knew how it happened. It just fucking happened.
“She fucking squirted, and I missed it?” Roux cried out, and my eyes went wide. Was this really the moment to complain about that?
Ravi chuckled against my core, the vibrations ran up to my belly, curling around the orgasm that they were building. “Yes, you did, and it was glorious!”
“That's it!” Roux climbed up to the bed, straddling my torso. He repositioned himself so that his dick landed in the valley of my breasts before he shoved them together. “I know you're sensitive here.” He pinched both nipples, and my whole body shook. “That's right.” He held my nipples between his fingers, keeping that thin skin pinched taut as he thrust between them. The pain was the sweetest kind of torture, balancing out the pleasure his brothers were giving me.
I felt the head of a cock at my core, then Ravi’s sweet voice called to me. “Don't worry, love, we’re going to stuff you nice and full.” One hand rubbed my clit as he slammed into me, and I screamed as all of them moaned. The music our voices made continued, and we worked up a good rhythm, my body getting tighter and tighter.
Pleasure coiled at my core, getting closer and closer to exploding the longer they fucked the shit out of me. My mind was blissed out, so nothing but their grunts and moans registered. I couldn't feel anything but their continued pounding, pleasure scorching my veins, and I grew more and more breathless with each thrust.
Just as I thought I couldn't take any more, their thrusts becoming erratic, Rion turned my face and gripped the back of my head as he kissed me like he never wanted to let me go. Not even death could tear us apart.
My toes curled as my body tightened up on all of them, and my cum gushed out of me. Ravi’s hips snapped, bottoming out as he filled me up with a breathless, “Fuck!”
Roux’s guttural grunt was next. Shooting his cum across my chest, he rubbed the head of his cock along my nipple, his face contorted in what almost looked like it was painful.
The two brothers had fallen to the side, breathless as the bed jostled, but Rion wasn't done. He flipped me over, propped me up on my knees, and fucked my ass like a madman.
My breasts bounced along the sheets, teasing my overly stimulated nipples. His fingers found my clit, and he rubbed in time with his thrusts.
I thought I had given my all, I’d even squirted again, just like they wanted, but Rion was proving that I had more to give.
He worked me up like an expert, stirring me up into a frenzy, and I started to push back into him, wanting that slapping sound of our bodies mingling to echo into all of eternity.
It didn't take long for my overly sensitive body to give in. I cried out, “I’m coming. I’m coming.”
“Good. Fucking. Girl.” He thrust himself into me between each word, then let out a long throaty moaned as he filled my ass.
I crumbled onto the bed, my body completely broken yet masterfully satisfied. Pleasure continued to travel up and down my body as I panted into the sheets. That was fucking amazing.
What I didn't expect was two bodies landing on either side of me. The boys kissed me, telling me how amazing I was and how well I’d taken them. That they were so happy to have me in their lives. Well, it was really Ravi who’d said all the things, but Roux had grunted in agreement.
After a few minutes of lingering in our euphoria, Rion clapped his hands at the other two, telling them they needed to move, then he grabbed me while barking at them to start a bath.
They took care of me afterward, cleaning me up in the bath, drying me and putting me in some of their cloths. They smelt like them, so I didn't mind. Then they picked me up, put me on the couch and brought me food, turning on a movie they knew I would enjoy. I felt so cherished and taken care of that I was speechless, my heart feeling so incredibly full.
I couldn't believe how perfect it felt just sitting on the couch with Ravi on the floor, his head in my lap, my fingers running through his hair. Rion sitting to my right, so close he kept brushing up against my thigh, and Roux claimed my left side, his arm around my back.
Surrounded by them, I finally found clarity in my muddled mind.
Yes, I had a right to be angry. Yes, they had manipulated me. Yes, what they had done had hurt my heart, but sitting here with them now, all those pieces of my heart they smashed were being sewn back together. All of those excuses and reasons I gave myself couldn’t negate the fact that I wanted these men—more than friends, more than just adults scratching an itch. No, actually, I needed them.
I didn’t care if these men were killers, psychos, obsessive stalkers. I’d been on my own for so long, and I was tired of it. Right then I decided, I wasn't going to give this up, not for anything.
They were mine.