45. Ari
forty-five
Ari
Today has been one of the best days I’ve had in a long time.
Everything about it was just fucking perfect.
I got to spend an entire day in Koreatown with one of my favorite people.
Scratch that—my favorite person.
I can’t fight off the pull I have toward her. Her gravity is too damn strong.
Today also felt… different.
Sweet. Tender. Romantic?
I’m not sure how that happened, but I guess it did.
So, I brought the day back to what we know and do best—sex.
We get back to the penthouse, and we can’t keep our hands off each other. Lucia’s hands slide under my hoodie and rest on my abs.
“You want me to fuck you tonight, Casanova?” she rasps between frenzied kisses. “You finally gonna let me play with your ass?”
“Fuck yes,” I murmur. “Got everything we need in my bedroom.”
“Then let’s go play, baby.”
My dick twitches in anticipation as we hurry to my bedroom. Once inside, I pull off my hat and yank my hoodie over my head, fixing my glasses after. Lucia slips off her sexy thigh-high boots and hooks her finger at me to coax me closer.
I immediately close the distance between us and seal my lips over hers, swiping my tongue into her mouth as she molds her body against me.
“Fuck, Luc,” I groan, pulling her over to my bed. “I need you so fucking bad right now.”
“Have me then.” She removes her headband and pulls her dress up over her body, leaving her in a light pink lace bra with a matching thong. “I’m all yours right now, Jae-Hyun.”
Mine.
Lucia is mine right now.
A small part of me wonders what it would be like if she really were mine.
I kick off my sneakers and unbutton my jeans, pushing them down my legs. Lucia sprawls herself out on my bed, and I prowl over to her in my black boxer briefs.
“This set,” I growl, snapping the waistband of her panties, “is sexy as fuck, sweetheart.”
“It is,” she smirks because she knows how sexy she is. “But I don’t really want to wear it anymore.”
I pull down the flimsy lace cups and suck one of her nipples into my mouth, teasing my tongue over the sensitive bud while her back arches off the bed. “Happy to oblige that, sweetheart.”
I wrap my hand around her back and unhook her bra, and Lucia slides it down her arms while I rip her thong down her legs.
I drag my fingers through her center, groaning at how wet she already is. “You like the idea of fucking my ass so much that you’re dripping over here, Spitfire.”
“Yes,” she breathes. “I’ve been dying to fuck you, Ari.”
“Then get me prepped.”
Lucia flips me onto my back, and I rest my head on a pillow. She reaches into my bedside table drawer, knowing that’s exactly where she’ll find what we need for tonight. She sets the toy on the bed and brings the lube with her as she comes between my legs.
She tugs down my boxers, and my cock stands straight up, so fucking turned on from just the talk of what she’s doing tonight. She bends over and licks her way up my shaft before sucking the head into her mouth and cupping my balls.
“Shit,” I sigh. “I fucking love your mouth.”
Lucia bobs her head a few times before now trailing her tongue back down my dick. She grabs a pillow and slides it under my hips.
“That’s better.” One hand wraps around my shaft while the other moves my balls out of the way. “Such a pretty little hole. You ready for me to start playing with it?”
“Yes,” I reply. I’m desperate for her to start.
Lucia takes the lube and drizzles it between my cheeks. “Then let’s stretch you out, baby.”
She slowly pushes a finger through my tight hole, not stopping until I have all of it. My hips fly off the bed when she presses up against my prostate.
“Fuck.”
“Oh, this is going to be so fun.”
Lucia slips a second finger inside and uses both of them to stretch me open while thrusting them in and out of me. She works me over for a few minutes before she’s satisfied that I’m ready for her.
“Have you done anything like this before?” she asks, prowling up my body.
I inhale before slowly letting it out. “Um, yeah, I have.”
“Good to know.” Lucia reaches over me now, grabbing the strapless strap-on we picked for this. The end will go inside her, and she’ll get her own stimulation when we do this. It also has a clit sucker at the front of it because I wanted to make sure she’ll enjoy this as much as I do.
“Are you ready to fuck me?”
Lucia’s responding smile is deadly. “I can’t wait to watch you fall apart with your ass stuffed full.” She brings the dildo over in front of my face. “Now, suck this fake cock before I fuck your ass with it.”
Her eyes never leave mine as I sit up on my elbows and lean forward, sucking the dildo into my mouth and not stopping until it hits the back of my throat. Her mouth falls open as I bob my head a few times before pulling off, and I can see her mind working through what she sees.
I lean back on the bed nervously, but Lucia shakes her head and doesn’t press.
I watch as she pushes her end of the strap-on into her pussy, and she lets out a sigh as she sets it in place.
“That feel good, Spitfire?”
“Yes.” She grabs the lube again, drizzling more between my cheeks and covering the shaft of the dildo. “Now, I get to make you feel good.”
Lucia presses the dildo to my ass, and I bring her down closer to me. “Everything you do to me makes me feel good, sweetheart.”
She kisses me before sitting herself up again, and then she starts pushing inside.
“Fuuuck…” I moan as she slips past the ring of muscle.
“Good boy, baby,” she coos, continually pushing her hips. “Your ass is just swallowing this cock.”
“It feels incredible,” I sigh, absolutely breathless.
“You look incredible. God, you should see yourself right now.”
“Now you know how it looks when I slide into you.”
She smirks. “I see why you like it so much.” She finishes pushing inside, and I can’t help but cry out. “There you go. Let me hear you, baby. Let me hear how much you like getting fucked.”
“Turn on your clit sucker,” I breathe, pausing between Lucia’s thrusts. “I want you to come as well.”
“Oh fuck,” she moans when she turns it on.
“Fuck me, sweetheart.” She pulls out and thrusts back inside. “God damn, Luc.”
Lucia takes hold of my cock as she rolls her hips into me, moving her hand up and down my length. “You’re so hard, baby. You love taking this cock up your ass, don’t you?”
I let out a guttural moan as the shaft drags over my prostate. “You have no idea how much.”
“Your cock is twitching in my hand,” she sighs, slamming her hips into me. “Are you already close to coming?”
“Yes,” I admit. “This feels too fucking good.” I’m an absolute whimpering mess right now, and I can barely control myself.
“Come then, baby. Come all over your stomach with a cock in your ass.”
She keeps thrusting, and every motion rubs my prostate. I feel my balls draw up tight, ready to spill over.
And as Lucia strokes my cock as she thrusts, that’s exactly what I do.
I spill everything I have inside me, and cum lands everywhere. Mostly on my stomach and chest, some on the bedding.
“Fuck, Lucia, yes!”
“Ari!” she cries, finding her own release courtesy of the toy sucking at her clit.
She quickly turns it off because of the overstimulation, and then we both work on catching our breath.
Slowly, Lucia pulls out of me and removes the toy completely. Then, I grab her by the wrist and pull her on top of me, kissing her deeply as I make a mess of both of us.
Not like she hasn’t been covered in my cum before.
“Another kink to check off the list,” she smiles. “Yay or nay?”
I let out a laugh. “Definite yay.”
“I’m going to clean us up.” She pecks my lips before walking over to the bathroom, coming back with a wet washcloth.
I grab it from her before she can do anything, starting by running it over her stomach before I clean off mine.
Lucia falls down beside me on the bed and turns to her side to face me, and I mirror her position.
“That was fun,” she says.
“Very fun,” I chuckle.
She smiles before taking a deep breath, and now the air feels thicker. “You know you can trust me, right, Ari?”
“Of course.” I push her hair behind her ear, letting me see her pretty face. “Where is that coming from?”
“Just…” she starts before sighing. “I just want to make sure you know that you’re safe with me. That if there were ever something you want to share, you’re okay to share it with me.”
I let out a breath and shake my head. “Y-yeah. I know that.”
“Okay,” she says with a soft smile. “I just wanted to make sure.”
With as much as I’ve hidden away, Lucia’s words bring me nothing but comfort.
I trust her wholeheartedly.
“You figured it out, didn’t you?”
“What am I supposed to have figured out?” She feigns ignorance, letting me be the one to decide whether or not to open up. She's not pushing me.
I feel my stomach drop as the words dance on the tip of my tongue. I’ve hardly said them in my life, and I can’t shake the unease at telling somebody new.
“That I’m bisexual.”
Lucia’s smile is so warm and bright, and that simple action makes everything feel lighter.
“I’ve been wondering. You’ve always been vague when talking about past partners. Then today…”
I laugh softly. “Today was pretty obvious. I saw your mind whirling when you had me suck the dildo.”
“It seemed like you had done that before.”
“Because I have, but not with a toy,” I admit. “You asked me earlier if I’d done anything like this, and I said yes, but it was intentionally misleading. I’ve never been pegged, but I have had sex with men, so that wasn’t new to me.”
Lucia covers my hand with hers and rubs it gently. “I’m so glad you’re comfortable enough with me to open up.”
“Does it bother you at all?”
“Why would it bother me?”
“I mean, I’ve probably been with more men than you have.” Lucia throws her head back and laughs, the sound so sweet and comforting. “You might not like that.”
“Ari. Jae-Hyun. I don’t care who you’ve been with. I like being with you because you’re you, and you are fucking incredible. Your sexuality is part of you, and I wouldn’t change any of that.”
I let the words absorb.
She doesn’t care.
I’ve been afraid to be myself for so long. Telling Lucia feels freeing.
“You’re only the second person I’ve told. Cole is the only other one who knows.”
“You don’t say anything to the men you’ve been with?”
“I don’t need to. My reputation with women is well-known, so men don’t approach me. I approach them. At that point, they aren’t questioning anything because clearly, I have some type of interest in men.”
“I figured you would’ve told your parents or something.”
“My mom wouldn’t care,” I say. “I know she wouldn’t, but I’ve never really felt the need to come out to her when I’ve been so adamant I’d never settle down.
Cole knows because we’ve been really close since we met.
I knew I could trust him with it. My dad, though…
I know I’ve mentioned that he’s conservative.
Well, that includes a hearty dose of homophobia. ”
“Your dad is a jackass,” Lucia says emphatically. “I’m sorry he’s ever made you feel like you can’t be yourself. There is absolutely nothing wrong with being anything that’s not heterosexual. You should never be shamed for that.”
I smile at her, and my heart flutters in my chest.
“You’re amazing, Lucia. Thank you for letting me be myself.”
Lucia places her hand on my cheek, gazing at me with her deep brown eyes.
“You don’t need to thank me for doing what’s right.
I love getting to know all the parts of you that you don’t really share with anyone else.
I meant it when I said you’re incredible.
You’ve become one of my favorite people, Ari. ”
Without thinking, I say, “You are my favorite person.”
For the first time since I’ve known her, I see Lucia blush as her face lights up.
I’m so fucking obsessed with her.
She teases her fingers over my torso, the look on her face taking on a more mischievous feel. “So… I’m curious. When was the last time you were with a man?”
I bark out a laugh. “How did I know you’d ask that?” She just smiles at me. “Do you remember when we talked back when Lane threw that celebration for Liv?”
“Of course,” she shrugs. “That was the night I adamantly exclaimed that I’d never move in with you.”
“Yet here you are now, naked in my bed.” Lucia pushes me playfully. “Well, I mentioned that the last person I had been with was Taylor.”
“I remember that. I told you she sounded pretty.”
“About that… Taylor is a man, baby.”
“Oh my God,” she howls. “I had no idea.”
I wrap my arms around her and pull Lucia over on top of me. “I’m done talking about past partners, Luc. You’re the only partner I care about anymore.”
She leans down and kisses me, and I melt into her.
I finally get to be myself with more than just Cole.
I get to be myself with the woman who lives in my mind rent-free.
The woman who lives in my penthouse rent-free.
And goddammit, I love having her live in both of those spaces.
Lucia is every bit as incredible as I thought she was.