Chapter 14 TONI ROC #2
At night, I stopped turnin’ away from him.
I rolled into him instead. I wrapped myself around him and held him close, kissin’ him soft and stayin’ there until he fell asleep, and when he woke up, I was still right there with him.
I ain’t complain, and I ain’t ask for nothin’, ’cause I knew I had been wrong, and I knew he deserved more from me.
Tonight was one of those nights where everything felt a lot calmer.
Sha’Nelle had My’Love in her room, givin’ me a break for a minute, and I ain’t even realize how much I needed that until I was sittin’ on the bed with a blunt in my hand and a funny movie playin’ in front of me.
I found myself actually laughin’, rubbin’ my feet together and relaxin’ into the mattress while I let my mind slow down for the first time in a while.
The bathroom door finally opened after a while, and I looked up without thinkin’ much of it at first. But the second I saw Kay’Lo step out, my eyes stayed right where they was.
He had a thick black towel wrapped low around his waist, sittin’ on his hips in a way that made my eyes drop before I could stop myself.
Water was still rollin’ down his skin, slidin’ over his chest and down his stomach, and his tattoos looked even darker against his wet skin.
His shoulders was broad, his arms thick, and the way his body moved when he lifted his hand to run it over his head made my stomach tighten up without warnin’.
He looked too damn good, like nothin’ had been weighin’ on him. It was like he wasn’t carryin’ everything he been carryin’.
I sat there watchin’ him longer than I meant to, takin’ him in like I hadn’t had the chance to really look at him in a minute, and that’s when he looked back at me.
It wasn’t a regular look either. It was different, and it carried weight that I hadn’t felt from him in a minute. It was a reminder that we hadn’t had sex in months—I’m talkin’ before My’Love was born.
The way his eyes stayed locked on me made my clit jump so hard, it caught me off guard.
I pulled my blunt away from my lips quick, coughin’ as I leaned forward and put it out. When I looked back up at him, I ain’t even try to play it off.
’Cause I felt it…
And the way he was lookin’ at me told me he felt it too.
When Kay’Lo dropped his towel, my heart dropped straight into my stomach like my body already knew I was in trouble.
His dick stood up hard, long and thick, and the way he gripped it in his hand while starin’ at me had my whole body reactin’ before my mind could even catch up.
I bit down on my bottom lip without even thinkin’, my eyes locked on him like I had been starvin’ and he was the only thing I wanted.
It had been so long since I seen him like this, that I damn near felt overwhelmed just lookin’ at him.
It wasn’t just about sex either. It was everything that came with it. The history, the pain, the love, the arguments, all that shit was sittin’ between us and now it was about to turn into somethin’ else.
Kay’Lo hit the light switch and the room dimmed down just enough to make everything feel more intimate, and then he started walkin’ toward me slow, still holdin’ his dick like he knew exactly what he was about to do to me.
My heart was beatin’ so fast I felt it in my back and in my throat at the same time, and even though the TV was still playin’ in the background, I wasn’t hearin’ none of that shit.
All I saw was my husband.
When he got in bed, I lifted my hand and touched the side of his face, rubbin’ my thumb across his cheek while we stared at each other like we had a thousand things to say but neither one of us wanted to talk no more. We had argued enough. We had cried enough. I was tired of words.
I just wanted to feel him.
Kay’Lo leaned in and kissed me, and the second his lips touched mine I felt that spark all over again like it had never left.
His tongue slid into my mouth slow, deep and confident, and I kissed him back the same way, my fingers curlin’ against his face while our tongues moved together like we was findin’ each other again.
His hand slid up my shoulder and pulled the strap of my gown down, exposin’ my titty, and when he wrapped his whole hand around it and started rubbin’ on it slow, my body reacted instantly.
The way his thumb brushed over my nipple and then circled it made my pussy tighten, and I felt that wetness build between my legs without me even tryin’ to stop it.
Kay’Lo felt it too…
I know he did, ’cause his hand slid down my body, under my gown, and when he touched between my thighs and felt how soaked I was, he let out this low sound that sent a shiver all through me.
“Damn…” he muttered, starin’ at me. “You still wet like this, even after havin’ my baby.”
That shit made my stomach flip.
“Real shit… I missed you,” he said finally, and this time it wasn’t just words. It sounded like it hurt him to say it.
I inhaled slow, tryna steady myself. “I missed you too… I love you so much.”
For a second, that memory from last week tried to creep in, the one where he said he ain’t know if he was still in love with me, but I pushed that shit away ’cause I could see it in his eyes right now. He ain’t mean that bullshit.
“I love you too,” he said, and the way he said it made my heart jump.
I laid back and let him come over me, his body coverin’ mine with his weight pressin’ me into the mattress in a way that felt safe and possessive all at once.
My legs wrapped around his waist automatically, like my body remembered him even when my mind was confused.
“I love you…” he said again, starin’ into my eyes like he needed me to believe it.
“I love you too,” I whispered, my voice shaky ’cause I felt everything he was givin’ me.
Kay’Lo kissed me again and then pushed into me slow, and the second his dick slid inside me, we both let out a deep breath like somethin’ in us finally clicked back into place.
The headboard tapped against the wall soft at first… then again… then harder when his hips pressed forward.
“I’m sorry,” he murmured against my lips before he kissed me again. “For all that shit… for turnin’ away from you… I was wrong.”
My throat tightened at that, my hands slidin’ up his back, holdin’ on to him. “I know, baby…” I whispered. “But I’m wrong.”
“Nah,” he said low, shakin’ his head against mine while his hips rolled into me again, his eyes never leavin’ mine like he needed me to hear him. “I should’ve been holdin’ you and pushin’ my dick in you like this the whole time…”
That broke somethin’ open in me.
“I need you,” I admitted, my voice shaky.
The second I said it, Kay’Lo pushed all his dick inside me and held it there, not movin’ at all. He stared into my eyes, watchin’ my mouth fall open while a soft whimper slipped out of me, my body reactin’ to how deep he was sittin’ in me.
We stayed like that for a second, just lookin’ at each other, both of us feelin’ it.
Then he bowed his head and started kissin’ along my neck and up my jaw, slow and close, his tongue slidin’ up along my jaw before his lips followed behind it, still holdin’ me here with his dick even deeper like he ain’t wanna come out of me.
He stayed still for a second, deep inside me, his chest still pressed to mine with his arms wrapped around me like he ain’t want no space between us at all.
His skin was warm, his bare chest pressin’ down on my titties in a way that made my body melt under him, and he smelled so damn good it had me closin’ my eyes for a second just to take him in.
“Damn… you feel so good, I,” I whispered, my hands slidin’ up his back, holdin’ on to him while my chest rose against his with every breath.
He let out a low sound against my neck, pressin’ down more like he felt the same thing, and needed to feel me just as close.
“Baby…” he breathed, his voice soft but heavy, his eyes locked on mine while he fucked me real slow.
I watched that small vein rise in the middle of his forehead, his face tight like he was feelin’ too much all at the same time. “You and this pussy feel too good… I shouldn’t have stayed away from you like that.”
His hips pressed deeper as he said it.
“You here now, baby,” I cried soft, my eyes still on his.
He stared at me for a second like that hit him somewhere deep, his breath uneven. Then he leaned in and kissed me harder, like he was tryna make up for all that lost time in one moment.
He kissed along my neck, slower this time, and more intentional, like every touch meant somethin’.
“I ain’t ever goin’ that long without touchin’ you again,” he murmured. “I don’t give a fuck what we go through… I’m keepin’ my dick in you.”
My nails dragged down his back, holdin’ on to him tighter.
“That’s all I want baby, ’cause I love and miss you so much” I whispered, tears slidin’ down my face.
Kay’Lo dipped his head to the side of my face, kissin’ along my cheek and catchin’ my tears with his lips.
I slid one hand up to the back of his head, holdin’ him while my other hand stayed on his ass, pushin’ his dick deeper inside me.
I kept him close, feelin’ every bit of him while he kissed me through it.
His strokes picked up, but he kept that same closeness, chest to chest, his breath mixin’ with mine while the bed shifted under us.
The headboard started knockin’ louder now, pushin’ against the wall with every thrust. He kept pickin’ up his pace and every stroke had me sinkin’ further into the mattress.
“This pussy still mine?” he asked low in my ear, his voice thick, grindin’ deeper like he needed that answer.
“Yes,” I gasped. “Yes baby, it’s yours!”
“That’s what I like to hear,” he muttered, kissin’ along my neck. You done fightin’ me?”
“Yes,” I moaned, my nails draggin’ down his back. “I’m done…”
He groaned into my neck, his strokes gettin’ deeper, and stronger.
“Say it again, baby,” he said, his voice rough. “Tell me who this pussy still belong to.”
“You!” I cried. “It belong to you!”