Chapter 10 #2
"I don't care, I'll do whatever you want as long as you don't leave me.
" She gulps as she gets up on her knees and crawls forward, rubbing her face against my inner thigh like a cat in heat, and licks one of my testicles.
I slouch farther down on the couch and spread my legs wider so she can fit between them.
"Put that whore mouth of yours to good use and eat my ass, Joss.
" She doesn't hesitate to use her hands to grab onto my asscheeks, prying them apart before her tongue licks at my puckered hole.
I groan loudly as I wrap my fingers around my shaft and stroke it, twisting and tugging on it as she licks from my rim to my balls, sucks one in her mouth, before releasing it and lashing my asshole again.
My legs tremble as I hold them off the couch and slightly bent in the air, giving her better access, and my abdominal muscles constrict as desire courses through me.
Her tongue breaches my walls, and it causes my next breath to stutter in my chest. "Fuck, that feels so good, baby.
Fuck my ass harder with that dirty mouth of yours.
" She licks, sucks, and moans as I jerk off, my head tilted back in pleasure.
"You want to prove to me that you'll do anything for me, Joss?
" I groan as I think of ways to hurt and push her away, even though right now my body doesn't want that.
It wants me to continue to receive the pleasure she's willingly producing.
I think of Cordelie, and if I'd ever demand that she do this to me, but my immediate reaction is that I wouldn't. Cordelie is too soft and gentle for my depravity.
Then again, based on what she's signed up for, and her fantasies, maybe she wasn't ever the fragile princess I treated her as.
Perhaps I could have been a little rougher, and we both would have enjoyed that.
"Anything. I'll do anything for you, Noah," Josslyn moans as she licks my ass, and one of her fingers slips inside my puckered hole, thrusting lightly.
I stroke myself harder and quicker, the beginnings of my orgasm already rising as she massages my prostate, and she licks my testicles like a damn ice cream cone.
Fuck, I should feel bad about using her, but it's so hard to do when she's licking my ass like a champ.
"You taste so good, Noah. I'll never get tired of pleasuring you. "
Fuck. This girl should really think about being a porn star, or starring on one of those subscription sites.
Guaranteed, she'd make a lot more money doing that than with the art degree she's pursuing.
Maybe I can be kind enough to help her realize that, while taking a small percentage for my efforts.
I'm all about helping others find their potential.
"Tonight, you're going to allow me, and whoever I choose, to share your gaping pussy.
You'll be passed around and have your holes filled, and all you can do is say yes.
Do you still want me, baby? Are you still willing to do anything to keep me?
" God, please say no, please get up and leave, maybe even punch me in the balls, God knows I would deserve it.
I raise my head and stare down at her between my legs as she stops licking, and freezes with her finger deep inside my ass, but it's no longer moving.
Come on, Josslyn, show me you have a backbone.
A tear slips from the corner of her eye, and I can see how much I'm hurting her, yet I don't give a shit, and I won't stop.
My hand tightens on my cock, squeezing the life out of it, knowing I'm an asshole and a psycho for what I'm doing to her, but I want to get off, and the thought of sharing her, letting her be abused by other men, makes my cock harder.
"Yes." She leans forward and licks the base of my cock, and a shiver races up my spine. Fuck, I tried, I tell myself, but I know I didn't try hard enough. I should walk away and never look back. It would be a small mercy compared to how I'm hurting her now, and how I crave to hurt her even worse.
My strokes pick up speed, and I tilt my cock toward her mouth as she rises further on her knees, reaches for my cock with her other hand, wraps her fingers tightly around the crown, and her finger in my ass meets the tempo of my rhythm.
I groan loudly as my cum spurts in her mouth, and she swallows.
Fuck, this feels so good even though it shouldn't.
I'm going to hell for everything I'm doing to these women.
"Show me," I demand, and she opens her lips wide, showing me a glob of my cum on her tongue. "Swallow, slut."
She does, and I push her hand away from my ass and rub my hands through my messy hair, feeling some of my desperation once more descend on me like a weighted blanket that wishes to suffocate me. "Noah, you know I love you, right?" Josslyn questions as she wipes at her lips.
Everything in me wants to scream at her that she should love herself, and get as far away from me as she can before I drag her further into the gutter with me, but I don't. I can't. I'm selfish after all.
There's a panic beginning in my chest, making it feel like something is constricting me, and the one thought blaring through my head is that I need to see Cordelie, even if it's from afar.
Only she can soothe my soul. Only seeing her brings me a semblance of peace.
"Didn't you say there was a party on campus tonight?
" I question and reach for my pants, slipping them on and refusing to meet Josslyn's gaze.
She gets up from the floor, her body shaking like at any moment she's going to break into sobs, and I know if she does, I'll be out of here so quick I'll leave skid-marks on the rug.
"Yeah, do you want to go?" I can hear the hesitancy and uncertainty in her voice.
She's worried about what I said would happen to her tonight, or maybe she's just concerned I'll leave despite that.
The truth is, I probably will. I'm a bastard after all, but I did give her the chance to save herself, and she didn't take it.
"Yeah, baby, we're gonna go. Why don't you go get yourself cleaned up right now?
" She nods, but I still see the fear in her features that she's failing to hide.
If I have any luck, tonight Josslyn will grow a backbone and kick me to the curb, and I can still get to see Cordelie.
All in all, it might be a good night. I pull out my phone once I hear the shower running, and log in to the Valentine's app.
Baby, I'm going to do so much more than choke you. Every one of your holes will be filled with my cum until it's pouring out of you. Send me a pic of your pretty pussy, so I can have sweet dreams tonight.