41. Walker #2
“God, yes. Move, please, ” he begs.
A harsh exhale leaves my lungs. “I need a second or this will be over before you get there.”
“Impossible,” Phoe says, sounding as wrecked as I feel. I pull out as much as I dare before slowly pushing back inside. “ Fuuuuuck, ” I groan. I’ve never felt anything like this. “Phoe, you’re going to be leaking my cum all fucking afternoon.”
“Yes, baby. Give it to me. I want to feel you all goddamn day.”
The amount of love and trust flowing between us is almost more overwhelming than the physical sensation. Pulling out again, I drive back in a little harder this time.
“I love you,” I tell him.
“I love you too. Now show me by riding my ass until we both come.”
Folding his other leg toward his chest, I really roll my hips on the thrust, picking up speed and power with each one. The way his ass is gripping my cock has me damn near ready to fly off the edge.
“Hold this.” I grab his hand and place it under his knee, taking the place of mine before I lean over for another pump of lube and wrap my now-free hand around his cock to jerk him off.
Phoenix’s head is already on the pillow, but he digs it in harder as his hips thrust up to meet mine.
The sounds of his short, heavy breaths coupled with my flesh slapping against his, and the slide of my wet hand flying up and down his shaft, has my orgasm erupting from me with the force of a tidal wave.
“ Fuck, Phoe, I’m com?—”
“Me too,” he says, interrupting me with his own glorious orgasmic groans.
The only thing I can concentrate on is how fucking good it feels to drain my balls inside his ass. The warmth of my own cum coating my sensitive dick, acting as a lubricant as I continue to pump slowly back and forth in his slick, tight body.
I pull out a few moments later while Phoenix lays sated on the bed, not bothering to cover up or clean up. Mesmerized by the man beneath me, I watch my orgasm begin to drip from him before doing something I honestly give no conscious thought to.
Using two fingers, I gently push it back inside him, leaving my fingers there for a minute to ensure it stays put.
He gives a throaty moan and a quiet chuckle at the act. “Damn, DeVille. Are you trying to breed me, you filthy fucker?”
I huff a laugh of my own. “If I could, I would.”
After that, we somehow manage to get semi-clean, dressed, and head back outside to help Kevin finish setting up.
“ Oof, ” Phoenix grunts, slamming into me as I stop right in the doorway. “Why’d you…” his voice trails off as he sees what I see.
Two eight-foot-long folding tables have been set up next to the picnic table with traditional red and white checkered tablecloths covering them.
The grill is already going and Knox is behind it, wearing Phoenix’s If you’re reading this, bring me a beer apron.
Hudson and Shannon are warming up the cornhole boards.
Hud has a beer in his hand, while Shannon is sipping ginger ale.
Their daughter, Serafina, is with Shannon’s parents today.
There are white string lights hanging across the branches of the oak tree and a few white, paper lanterns are up as well. Kevin found tiki torches somewhere and has made a circle around tables to keep the bugs away. Our farmhand is setting chairs up around the tables when he spots Phoenix and I.
“I wasn’t sure how long paying the bills would take so I just kept going. I’m happy to rearrange though, if it’s not how you want it.”
Knox throws Phoe a smug look over my shoulder. “Paying the bills?”
Phoenix laughs and playfully bites my neck. “I’d just woken up, okay? Christ, I now realize it would’ve been better just to yell that I was going to get fucked by my boyfriend, but hindsight and all of that.”
The way he so casually just throws it out there makes my cheeks flush.
“ Phoenix! ” I whisper in admonishment.
He laughs that cocky laugh I haven’t heard in years.
The one that undid me the first time we were ever together.
The part of him that has been missing since running into him three months ago.
“What?” he asks, nuzzling my ear. “I’m proud to be your man.
I want the whole world to know you just pounded my ass. Besides, this is our coming out party.”
He grabs my hand and walks me over to the cooler. I suppose it’s acceptable to start drinking before noon on a Saturday if there’s a party.
“Okay, but do we have to call it that? Can’t it just be a celebration?” I ask. I’m not really self-conscious about the label. I’ve known I’m gay for a long time now, I’ve just never felt the need to broadcast it, and today’s about more than just us as a couple.
“Oh, shit,” I suddenly whisper.
“What is it?” Phoenix asks, immediately on alert.
“Today, Alexis and I are going to tell a little boy that I’m his dad.
” I turn to Phoenix with full-blown panic in my eyes.
“His dad , Phoenix. Now that I’m staying in North Carolina and I’m going to be part of his life…
I mean…I’m going to be in his life , you know?
Fuck, we’ve barely talked about this. What if he needs help with a school project or it’s like bring your dad to school day and I can’t be there because we’re on the road.
Do you even want this? Oh fuck, oh fuck, oh fu?—”
Phoenix cuts me off by crushing his mouth to mine.
It works wonders to center me.
When we break apart, Knox is on one side, Hudson is on our other, and Phoenix remains in front of me.
“Hey, we’re going to do this together. Colton is getting six new aunts and uncles, and Alexis is getting a whole support system she’s never had before.
And of course I want this, Walker. I want this because I want you, and that little boy is a part of you.
And Alexis? She was good to you before I had the chance to do it myself.
She’s loved your son and tried to do what’s right for everyone, and I want what’s best for her too.
So, yeah, baby. I fucking want this more than I’ve ever wanted anything in my life. ”
Without another thought, I throw my arms around Phoenix’s neck, vaguely aware that Hudson and Knox seem to have relaxed beside us now that my panic attack is subsiding.
Interestingly, there are three hands on my back, one of which is rubbing comforting circles in the middle…and it isn’t Phoe’s… his palms are flat against my shoulder blades holding me to him.
Turning my head to the left, I see Knox staring at the driveway where Jake and Dylan are pulling up in Jake’s Range Rover.
“Looks like we got more company,” he says gruffly, finally removing his hand.
“You good?” Phoenix asks me.
I swallow and nod just as Cassie jumps out of the backseat.
“SURPRISE!” she bellows before flinging herself into Phoenix’s arms. A guy I don’t recognize gets out after her, and I feel Phoenix bristle beside me.
Must be Miguel.
I don’t have long to perseverate on it though because another car is pulling in right behind them.
Colton and Alexis are here.