16
GRIZZLY
My stupid mind kept trying to convince me I was participating in a threesome. That I was only sharing Libby with Toby, and not having sex with him, too.
We were with Libby, not with each other. We weren’t touching and kissing. I didn’t feel his thick cock in my hand. And I definitely wasn’t jerking him off or desperate to take him into my mouth and taste his cum.
What was happening in the hotel room wasn’t real. Having sex with Toby was a sick, unnatural act. I should be disgusted and ashamed for desiring another man.
It’s all in your head. You’re not gay. You’re just confused. My foster dad’s words came rushing back.
Instead of shutting down as I often did, I felt a fire ignite as I pleasured Libby with my tongue and caressed the crown of Toby’s dick with my thumb. Basil’s words and voice were not affecting me the way they used to.
No, I felt safe and accepted with Libby and Toby. I was free to be me.
I turned my attention to the two people I cared about most. In doing so, I heard the sounds of their enjoyment.
Their sighs and subtle moans encouraged me.
I probably sounded like a child, but they couldn’t possibly understand how terrifying all this was for me.
I needed to hear them and see their positive responses to give me courage to move forward with my actions.
Flattening my tongue against her opening, I applied pressure as I swiped across her heat. She shivered and lifted her hips toward my face, desperate to come. I swiped again, then took her clit between my teeth and sucked. Libby shot off like a rocket into orgasmic bliss.
Next, it was Toby’s turn. I brushed my lips across his slit, collecting his precum. It didn’t taste much different than mine. Melted, salty butter… mmm.
Of course, I’d sampled my cum. I’d been a curious teen, like most dudes.
I felt Toby stiffen, then relax. He wasn’t expecting me to take his large dick into my mouth. It pleased me to surprise him. It pleased me more that he wanted me as much as I wanted him.
I lowered my hand to the base of his cock to free up space for me to suck him all the way in. I wanted to choke on his massive dick. Gag on it the way Libby gagged on mine.
“Fuck, Grizzly. Just like that. Take me all the way in.” His tight voice cheered me on. It was like he knew what I needed to hear and how it would make me respond.
Toby moved Libby beside him, giving me more space. Again, it was like he knew exactly what I needed.
I grabbed ahold of his hips and angled myself above him, then I pushed myself out of my comfort zone and connected my gaze with his.
We stared at each other for a long second.
My heart raced as desire flickered in his blue depths.
All I wanted to do was give him the most profound blowjob of his life.
His cock hit the back of my throat over and over again. I gagged. He gasped.
Toby fisted my hair, holding me right where he wanted me. Nothing I’d ever imagined was like the real deal.
Toby’s dick was bigger than I thought, yet it fit in my mouth perfectly. He kept his pubic hair trimmed instead of leaving it in a bush like mine. Briefly, I worried he wouldn’t like burying his face in my hair. The thought was short lived as his musk invaded my nose.
This wasn’t the first time I gave a man a blowjob. I hated to even recall the memory of Basil towering over me and forcing his way into my mouth. He’d tried everything to make me straight, but I always sensed he enjoyed the things he’d done to me more than he should.
Toby’s hand went behind my head, cupping it firmly, our connection never breaking. For that, I was grateful. The awful memories of my past vanished as if Toby chased them away with a scythe.
Suddenly, Libby’s arms wrapped around my waist and her naked body pressed against my back. She kissed and sucked on my neck, rubbing her mound across my ass. The movement made me imagine she was pegging me, and that hot image excited me.
“This is what I want. Both of you are who I want.” Hearing Toby’s declaration gave me a huge amount of peace. I could tell he couldn’t hold on any longer, so I amped up my suction. “I’m coming. I’m fucking blowing my cum into your mouth,” he shouted.
“That’s it boys. Give each other your best,” Libby said, encouraging us.
“Swallow every last drop. I want to ruin you for any other man.” He didn’t need to worry. In the three years, no other man had come close to making me feel the way Toby did. Not even the bartender at Nye’s.
Yes, I’d been tempted. Yes, I had almost followed him into the bathroom. I’d been so fucking hurt by Libby’s betrayal that I’d wanted to hurt her back. But I couldn’t. And being with them here and now was why I’d refrained from being with the bartender last week.
Toby’s cum filled my mouth. I watched his face contort and felt his body freeze, and it was incredible to know I brought him to this epic state.
After Toby relaxed and floated back down to earth, I licked him clean. I couldn’t ignore the soft sounds I made. I freaking loved the taste of him, much like when we kissed.
Libby pulled away from me, and I released Toby, but still kept my eyes on his. He made room on the bed for me and Libby to join him, so I guided her to one side and I moved to his other side.
“Kiss me.” The growl in Toby’s voice sent chills down my spine. I wondered if Libby had told him how I liked to be dominated.
I lowered my lips to his, in a slow, intentional kiss. “I’ll have your ass before you have mine,” I growled back at him.
“I’d be honored and thrilled if you would.”
Fucking hell. There was no doubt in my mind he was the man of my dreams. How we’d all work together was still a mystery to me.
But now wasn’t the time to hash it out.
We were all lips and limbs, one blending in with the other. One unit instead of two or three, depending on how we paired off. We gave to each other equally and I knew what had been missing from my life all along.
Toby and Libby were the missing pieces of my heart.