17
LIBBY
My cheeks were sore from smiling and having so much dick in my mouth. These two had the stamina of a thousand men. And I loved it.
But I needed to rest.
Landon was between Toby and I. We’d changed positions many times, each one of us getting a chance in the middle. I liked having Landon right where he was, like he bound us together, and made us complete.
“You’re quite the greedy lover, Grizzly,” Toby said.
“When he finally gives in, isn’t that right?” I asked Landon. It always took a lot of effort on my part to get him to a place where he could let loose and enjoy sex. And when he finally got there, a ravenous beast would emerge. Those times had been far and few in between.
“I don’t know why I hold back so much.” Landon pulled us into his embrace. “It’s like if I let go of my inhibitions, I’ll be powerless.”
“I’m sure it stems from your childhood, honey.” I caressed his chest and kissed his cheek. “From the abuse you suffered.”
“What kind of abuse?” Toby asked.
Landon’s body tensed beneath me. I was sure Toby felt the shift because he rolled onto his stomach and gently brushed his fingers through Landon’s long, messy hair.
“You don’t have to be afraid or ashamed, baby,” Toby told him. I loved how he didn’t shy away from using terms of endearment with Landon. It sort of made it all feel real. “Nothing you say will drive me away and we’ll never speak of it to anyone outside of the three of us.”
“You can trust us, Landon,” I replied, hoping he believed me. “I promise, your secrets are yours. You can trust me.” Jesus, the guilt I still felt from hurting him the way I did would never fade. Until the day I drew my last breath, I would regret telling Maddy about him.
“I know. I trust you both. It’s just so awful to talk about.” He buried his face in Toby’s chest.
My poor man. It broke my heart to know all he’d been through. Toby knew none of the specifics, only that Landon had been in an abusive foster home and that he felt abandoned by his older brother.
“I don’t want to ruin our first night together. Stain what was the most incredible experience, being with both of you.” He leaned his face toward mine and kissed me, then he kissed Toby.
“Whatever you want,” Toby told him. “Do you want to shower together? I could wash your back and you can wash mine?”
“And what about me?” I chirped, so they didn’t forget I was part of this trio. Not that I believed they would, I was just teasing them.
“Sweetheart, I’d already assumed you’d join us.” Toby, always the charmer.
“Nice save.” Landon chuckled. “A shower sounds great. We have an early morning with Libby’s sister.”
Ugh, I wished he hadn’t reminded me. I couldn’t help but wonder if she’d been nice because of the drugs she was on following her surgery. What if the old Bridget was waiting for me?
“Yeah, let’s not think about her tonight.” I climbed out of bed and sashayed toward the bathroom. “I’ll go turn the water on to warm it up.” Plus, I had to pee like the dickens.
Overall, I was extremely pleased with how our first lovefest turned out. But I could tell Landon was trying to process how we’d work together and how we’d tell people about us, most importantly, his club brothers.
I didn’t have an answer regarding how to tell people, but I did have an idea about what our arrangement might look like going forward.
But I’d save it for another day. Right now, I only wanted to clean up and go to sleep. It was exhausting being with two men at once.
Speaking of the two men in my life…
I peeked out of the bathroom. Toby was giving Landon a blowjob. Guess he wanted to return the gesture, and Landon appeared to be enthralled at having his dick sucked by someone other than me.
A grin stretched across my face. They were a damn electrifying sight to behold. I was genuinely happy for them. They’d certainly waited long enough to be together. They should be free to explore each other as much as they wanted, without me demanding attention.
I quietly closed the door and stepped into the steamy shower. It was glorious to have it all to myself. Not that I wouldn’t have enjoyed sharing it with the guys. I would have, but I also knew they would’ve wanted more sex, hence the activity taking place in the bedroom.
Emotionally drained from the visit with my sister, I didn’t think I could go again.
Let them have their fun, right? Right!
Plus, it would have been a tight squeeze with the three of us in this small shower stall. One of us would have gotten hurt.
Landon’s moans tickled my ears. It sounded like Toby was blowing his mind. I’d experienced his oral talents and the man was incredibly thorough. Landon was in good hands. I could relax and enjoy the warmth washing over me, now that the lines have been crossed between us.
Hopefully, tomorrow would be better with my sister than today.