CHAPTER SEVEN
GRIFFEN
My entire body freezes beneath Heidi. After explaining why things couldn't go any further between us, I wasn't expecting her to kiss me.
Instinctively, my hands go to her wide hips and squeeze, torn between pushing her away for her own good and pulling her closer for mine.
Shouldn't she be hesitant?
Worried about my size?
“Stop thinking,” she murmurs. “Trust me to know what I can handle.”
Heidi retreats long enough to look up into my eyes. Sincerity rings clear in hers, and for the first time, I wonder if maybe I haven't been overzealous in how much I've avoided women and relationships.
If Heidi is willing to take a chance on me, then maybe I've been wrong all these years.
“Trust me… Kiss me…”
It's hard for me to ignore her plea, so I tentatively brush my lips over hers.
It's careful.
Soft.
Gentle caresses exploring each other's boundaries until our desire escalates, and we end up against a counter, Heidi pinned between my arms, her lush body arching into mine with reckless abandon.
One of her legs wraps around my waist as she grinds her pussy along the hard ridge of my dick.
“Fuck,” I whisper. I haven't done anything like this in over a decade, and even then, it was nowhere near as explosive.
“We can't do that yet,” she taunts. “Not here.”
Though that doesn't stop her from continuing the rhythm of rocking and rubbing.
Her breasts press into my chest, lifting the pale flesh into an obscene display above her shirt's neckline, and my tongue aches to trace the delicate veins leading to her nipples.
I'm not ready to completely abandon my fears about being too big for her. But where's the harm in a little touching and dry humping?
Lifting Heidi onto the counter to better suit our heights, my covered cock shunts between the seam of her jeans, and we both moan.
“Griffen, more...”
I want to please her, but I'm as close to a virgin as a man can get.
That doesn't stop me from trying, though.
My palms slide under her shirt, skimming the softness of her belly before cupping her breasts. They fill my large palms just right—so right that I have to see.
Lifting the fabric higher so it bunches under her arms, I lick my lips at the sight of her pinkened tits supported by a nude bra. I gently fold the cups underneath her trembling flesh to reveal the engorged nipples.
“You're so pretty,” I rasp in awe.
“You can kiss them if you want.”
I can't refuse her invitation.
So, I bend down to suck one of the nipples into my mouth, licking at the berry tip as my teeth graze the sensitive skin.
Heidi arches into my embrace, whimpering at the onslaught of sensations. My cock grinding into her clit. My lips suckling at her sweet tits.
She's close.
I feel it.
The primal instinct when a man is pleasuring his woman.
But she's not willing to go off alone. Her fingers inch beneath my flannel and scratch at my chest and stomach.
The sharp pain heightens my pleasure. Drives me into a frenzy of practically fucking her into the linoleum counter top.
Until we both cry out with our orgasms.
Shaking, sweating, gasping for a reality that disappeared the moment Heidi kissed me.
“Wow,” she says, slumping into my arms, her cheek resting where my heart pounds in my chest.
“Yeah, wow,” I agree.
Maybe learning what I've been missing all these years should suck, but I don't regret my past decisions.
A random hookup with someone else wouldn't have been anywhere near as satisfying as being with Heidi.
“You're okay?” Despite keeping our clothes on, I need her reassurance.
“I'm perfect. So are you.” She smiles, then presses a gentle kiss to my lips. “Told you there wasn't anything to be afraid of.”
I help straighten out her clothes then lower her back to the ground.
Not addressing her comment.
Because what can I say?
I'm still worried about my size and don't want to hurt Heidi.
I don't want her to turn away from me in disgust either.