Twenty-Eight
W hat the fuck was even happening right now?
How the fuck was it possible that she’d seen my unwilling porn? How much more fucked up was it that she got off on it? She got off on me fucking other women, and not only that, but she watched me with those other women, and made herself come.
“I feel like I’ve fallen down a fucking rabbit hole. You seriously saw that stuff, and it didn’t disgust you?”
Elise followed me across the room, dragging my bedding with her.
“It was so sexy, Has. You know we virgins watch a lot of porn, right? The first time I realised that was you, I was so turned on… I got to see you naked… and the way you touched those women, the way you fucked them, my god. It was so hot, and I wanted it to be me. I wanted you to be touching me, and doing those things to me. All of it. Even…”
Hello … what’s my sweet little virgin hinting at now?
“I really want to know what that ‘even’ is, babe, but I’m thinking this isn’t the room for this conversation. I’m still worried there could be more than one camera, because some fuckhead has been in here, and I don’t think it’s secure.”
“I’m the only person with the keys to my room.”
We grabbed our shit and went to her room instead, locking the place up securely after us. The second the door was locked, I dragged my bedding off her, and tossed it aside, feasting my eyes on her beautiful naked body once more.
With the burden of those damn videos removed, at least as much as her knowing about them, I felt fucking euphoric all of a sudden. She’d seen them, and she wasn’t disgusted by me, by the things I did. She. Found. Them. Hot.
“About that ‘even’, babe… tell me, while I tongue-fuck you until you scream.” I tossed her over my shoulder, crossed the room to the bed, and lowered her down before I pushed her legs wide, and stared down at my prize.
“Now… where was I? I think I did this…” I licked one thigh, and then the other, and then I grinned.
“I definitely did this…”
I teased her clit with my tongue, as her hips writhed enough that I had to practically pin them down.
Elise
H e didn’t even hesitate! He went from an awkward conversation to tossing me on the bed, and going right back to eating me. I reached for him and he tutted, catching my hands in mid-air.
“Can’t pull on the dreads, babe, but you can tweak those sweet nipples for me, and make sure you do it nice and hard… you know… the way you definitely like it.”
Oh god. I felt my face flush with embarrassment, but I did as I was told and moved my hands to my breasts, teasing around my nipples with my fingertips. Has raised his eyebrows.
“I said tweak them, not fucking dance around them.” He reached up and used his fingers to move mine, pinching them over my nipples until I let out a gasp and my hips moved again.
“See? Be my good girl, babe. Keep doing that while I tongue you into oblivion. I need your taste on my tongue again, need to swallow it down and fill me with it.”
The wicked things he said! I forgot everything a second later, as his tongue started teasing at my clit again, and then he was licking me between my pussy lips, and groaning like he loved my taste.
“Pinch them, Elise. Don’t just fucking watch me.”
I gasped, and went back to torturing my poor nipples, as Has drove me into a squirming desperate mess before divine pleasure flooded through me, and my body contorted with my release. What the actual fuck.
“Hey… you can let go of your nipples now, babe…”
I felt Has gently teasing my fingers away from my breasts, and then his weight covered me, and he kissed me, slow and sweet. I think I was tasting myself in that kiss, and it should have grossed me out, but it couldn’t, because it was him. His lips, his mouth, his tongue. Him .
“You still want this, babe? You want to feel me inside you?”
I nodded rapidly, and felt Has’ fingers easing gently between my legs again.
“You’re so fucking wet, babe. It’s gonna still be uncomfortable, but just try not to tense up, okay?”
I swallowed hard, and Has grabbed my chin, making me look him in the eye.
“Babe, you don’t want to, you just say, and we stop right now, okay? And if you think you do, and then you change your mind, or it gets too much, just say. Promise me you’ll tell me if you want to stop.”
I nodded, biting at my lip.
“Please don’t hurt me, Has.”
“Never, babe. I’m… fuck . FUCK!”
“What?” I tried to sit up as Has moved. Had he changed his mind? Don’t do this to me now, please don’t do this to me now.
“The fucking condom is in my room. Dammit.” He started to move off the bed, and I caught his hand.
“Forget it. I want you now.”
“Babe, you don’t know what you’re saying.”
“Because I’m a dumb virgin who doesn’t understand anything about sex?”
Has frowned deeply, stroking my cheek.
“No, babe. It’s just very easy to make bad decisions when you’re so fucking horny. I’ll go get one from my room, and I’ll be right back, it’s okay.”
If he left, this wouldn’t happen. I could already see it. Someone would interrupt us again, or he’d have second thoughts. He’d realise he doesn’t want me, doesn’t want to lose everything for me. Selfishly, I wanted him before he could make a better decision.
“I want you inside me without one, Has. I want to feel you inside me, not a condom.”
He groaned, pulling me close for a kiss.
“You’re gonna be the death of me, babe, but I can’t deny you a single fucking thing. Not anymore. You own me now.”
He lowered me back down onto the bed, and his fingers trailed between my legs, stroking and teasing, as I felt that warmth and urgency starting to build again.
“Remember to tell me if you need me to stop, babe. I promise I will. I’ll never hurt you.”
Has kissed me, and then trailed his lips down my neck, making me shiver with each tantalising touch of his mouth against my skin.
“You’re fucking perfection, babe. How the hell is this happening right now? How the hell are you lowering yourself to be with me?”
I opened my mouth to argue, and then let out a gasp instead. I could feel him pressing against me down there, and I knew immediately that it wouldn’t fit. How the hell could it? My heart thudded rapidly in my chest and I froze, as a tingle of fear ran down my spine like icy cold fingers.
“I’m scared.”
Has lifted his eyes, that pressure easing off again, taking away the imminent threat that I both wanted and feared in that moment. Why couldn’t this be as easy for women as it was for men? Why did it have to hurt for us?
“Babe, if you’re not ready, you don’t have to do this. There’s plenty we can do instead. All of it good, I swear.”
I shook my head, knowing I didn’t want to lose this moment either.
“I want it to be now. Just… can you do it fast?”
Has’ lips twitched a little. “You want me to rush the most important moment of your sexual awakening, babe? Trust me, that’s not the way you want to remember it. You do trust me, right? Trust that I’ll make this perfect?”
I nodded, swallowing hard.
“I do.”
Suddenly he was pushing against me again, and this time his eyes stayed on mine, soft and sweet, showing nothing but love and consideration.
“Babe…” He moved up to kiss me again, teasing me into a slow gentle kiss that I felt everywhere, tingling through me like a physical touch in all the best places.
His fingers started teasing at my nipples again, making me squirm, as sensation shot from them down to where he was still pressing against that damn barrier of mine. He reached down, and teased at my clit, and then I was starting to move with each ripple of pleasure, and pushing closer to him.
I felt it when he finally broke through and started to slide inside me, no longer hampered by that little obstacle that I’d wanted gone for so long. It was only a brief pinch of discomfort, and then the glorious sensation of being stretched by his big thick cock, as he made me a woman at last.