Chapter 35
DO NOT DISTURB
Killian
My mouth fell on Lexi’s, devouring her lips before shoving my tongue inside to swirl around hers. I almost lost her tonight, and I couldn’t fight this hunger for her any more than I could contain the demons within when I found that asshole attacking her.
I didn’t hesitate to kill him. My fist slammed into his face a few times, breaking his jaw in multiple places, and then I twisted him around, coiled my arm around his throat, and broke his neck.
The sound of bone snapping barely echoed before I dropped him and ran after Lexi as she jumped off the balcony.
As she fell, the terror that had consumed me nearly sent me to an early grave. I didn’t even think about my next move.
I simply jumped.
And instead of being pissed because she got caught in the middle of my corrupt world, she sucked my cock like a damn pro.
I dragged my mouth down her chest and sucked her nipple, flicking and biting the hardened bud.
“Kill!” Lexi’s fingers threaded through my hair as she rubbed her drenched pussy over my dick. “I can’t take any more teasing. I want you inside me. Please.”
Fuck. She had to beg, didn’t she?
“I’m going to have you screaming in seconds.” As I lifted to flip her onto her back, panic streaked through her eyes.
“Wait!” She nibbled her bottom lip, her gaze averting to the waterfall behind me. “I… I want to be on top.”
I opened my mouth to pry, but I remembered the fearful expression she sported when I pinned her to my bed at the Sigma Delta house. She was terrified of giving away her control in such a vulnerable position.
The more layers I peeled back, the more I was convinced someone did attack Lexi.
“Okay, Red.” My lips split into a wicked grin. “Have it your way.” For now.
This wouldn’t be the only time we fucked, and I’d earn enough of her trust to have her in a dozen different positions before the night ended.
A breath of relief rushed out of her, and she pressed her little hand against my chest, pushing me toward the soft ground. I wouldn’t mind watching her tits bounce while she rode my dick.
My pulse raced as she straddled my hips, lifted, and aligned my tip with her entrance.
“Look at me,” I commanded when her eyelids fluttered closed. “You’re not going to pretend someone else is filling your pussy.”
Even though Lexi wanted this—begged for it—a small part of me still believed she was ashamed of her attraction to me.
She pouted, daring me to devour that mouth again. “I wouldn’t.”
“Good.” My fingers dug into her hips as I slowly lowered her onto my shaft.
Our mirrored moans circled the lagoon, and I didn’t give a damn if Maria, the bellboy, or anyone else witnessed this. The entire world melted away, and Lexi and I were the only ones who existed.
When I was only halfway in, I couldn’t take it anymore and shoved her the rest of the way, thrusting at the same time.
Her shriek reverberated through the night, and she slapped her palms against my chest, trying to push away. “Kill! It’s too much.”
Damn. She was so fucking tight.
My hold tightened, and I wouldn’t allow her to pull away even an inch. “Just relax, Red. Breathe into it. Take my cock like I know you can.”
I reached forward and toyed with her clit, so slippery from her arousal. Her head angled back, and she moaned as I tilted my hips in small movements to stretch her.
“That’s it, baby girl. You’re doing so well.”
Her muscles began to relax as she sank deeper into the pleasure.
My mouth tugged into a smile. Lexi definitely had a bit of a praise kink. And I intended to fully exploit it while I turned her body into my personal playground.
I finally allowed Lexi to move up and down while I drove into her, her slow, torturous tempo nearly killing me, but the lust in her eyes and the way she drenched my dick kept me from ripping the reins out of her hands.
“Kill, you feel amazing.” She sucked her bottom lip into her mouth and groaned.
I gripped her supple ass, guiding her. “What feels amazing? You need to tell me.” When Lexi shook her head, I growled and forced her to quicken her pace. “Tell me, or I’ll punish you, Red.” I smacked one of those ass cheeks.
Lexi’s gasp had my dick throbbing within her, and I was pretty damn sure she enjoyed the punishment.
“Your cock.” She released a shaky breath. “Inside me. It feels like heaven.”
“That’s more like it. Such a good girl.” I smoothed my hand over the tender ass cheek. “Now, I’m going to need you to go faster.”
Instead of fighting me, Lexi followed my direction and quickened her rhythm, her tits bouncing and auburn hair dancing around her shoulders.
Not even the thunderous waterfall could drown out the slapping of our bodies, the grunts and erratic pants as we allowed the storm of desire we’d been fighting to finally swallow us whole.
As her nails dug into my chest, leaving raised, bloody marks behind, the combination of pleasure and pain sent my world spinning. The brittle chains keeping my control from slipping finally shattered.
Lexi had unleashed my depraved monster, and I couldn’t contain the urge to own her.
In one swift move, I flipped her onto her back and pressed her into the ground, my dick still buried inside her.
“What are you doing?” Lexi screeched, breathless and on the verge of panic.
“I can’t hold back any longer, Red. I’m going to fuck you my way.” My tongue plunged inside her mouth, kissing her in slow, languid strokes to calm her anxiety. “Don’t you trust me?”
Her humorless laugh punched me in the gut. “Of course I don’t trust you, Killian.”
Honestly, I didn’t trust her either. Not entirely. “Do you at least trust that I’d never hurt you like this?”
After a few moments, Lexi finally nodded. “Okay. But if I say stop—”
“I’ll stop.” As I drove into her, hard and fast, my balls slapping her thighs, Lexi whimpered. “You won’t ever want me to stop, though. I promise you that.”
It didn’t take long for the worry lines and the tension in her body to evaporate. Her nails raked down my back, giving me another dose of the pleasure-pain that sick fucks like me enjoyed so much. The pants and moans coming out of her had my head spinning.
“That’s it, Red.” Thrust. “You take my cock like such a good girl.” Thrust. “Your cunt is dripping for me, isn’t it?”
“Yes, Killian.” She grabbed my bare ass, urging me on and begging for more. “Please, don’t stop.”
I had no plans to stop until we were both coming. “This pussy is mine. No other man will ever touch it again.” My fingers coiled around her throat, just tight enough to make her lightheaded. “Say it.”
Lexi’s defiant edge seeped in, and her lips pressed into a tight line, refusing my claim on her.
A rush of anger lit my veins on fire. “You still haven’t learned your lesson. More punishment for you.”
I grabbed her wrists and held them over her head while my weight pinned her to the ground as I fucked her senseless.
“Killian, slow down! I can’t hold on much longer. I’m going to—”
I sucked and bit her throat, marking her. “You’ll come when I tell you to.”
Her legs opened wider, and I lifted one, driving even deeper. Her scream pelted my eardrums, and hot tears leaked down her cheeks, but Lexi didn’t dare ask me to stop. She liked this too damn much.
After another few moments of my relentlessness, she caved.
“I’m yours, Kill.” She sobbed as her hips met each of my harsh strokes. “No other man will ever have me.”
Those words were hits of ecstasy to a possessive asshole like me, and I wouldn’t last much longer either.
“Good girl.” I released her wrists and then grabbed her throat again, squeezing as I delivered a savage, bruising kiss. “Come for me, baby.”
Lexi’s soaking cunt gripped my cock, and as her orgasm hit, she cried out my name. Her eyes rolled into the back of her head, and a few more fresh tears ran down her cheeks.
My hot cum spilled inside her as a roar burst from my mouth, probably scaring the wildlife away. My knees burned, my head spun, and I was so dizzy, I would have passed out if I wasn’t so hellbent on watching Lexi unravel beneath me.
The sight was branded into my mind, and I’d replay it anytime I needed a dose of pleasure.
“Kill, that was...” Her blue eyes were hazy and unfocused as she licked her swollen lips. “Sex never felt like that before.”
I brushed a kiss on her damp brow as my arm slid under her head like a pillow. “That’s because it wasn’t with me.”
This was so fucking dangerous. I was slipping deeper into a tunnel where only Lexi existed. If I weren’t careful, I’d lose sight of the real world. Hell, I’d already forgotten that I was supposed to be ruining her instead of worshiping her.
After punishing, owning, and wrecking Lexi a few more times by the lagoon, I helped her into a new room that didn’t have a dead guy rotting inside. I expected her to shut down and push me away when she remembered I’d killed someone, but instead, she clung to me like a safety net.
Having her lean on me like when we were kids pumped life back into my dead heart. It also terrified the shit out of me.
Before I passed out in the new room with Lexi, I’d tossed a sheet over Banks’ dead security guy and hung the Do Not Disturb sign on the door. Maria wouldn’t be too happy if she or any of her staff stumbled upon a corpse.
This morning, I reluctantly stumbled back to the crime scene and snatched my phone, dialing the number I never wanted to call when a problem arose.
But this was his fault.
Anger flowed through my veins for what almost happened to Lexi, and that part of me didn’t give a shit about his reaction. The phone rang a few times and went to his voicemail, so I immediately dialed him again.
“Killian, I’m in a meeting. If I don’t answer the first time you call, that means I’m busy.” Stan’s curt tone came over the line, spurring my fury.
“What the fuck did you have me steal?”
A heavy pause stretched for several moments. “I told you not to look at those—”
“I didn’t,” I spat, my temper getting the better of me. The perfect facade I’d worn for so long was slipping. “They sent a guy after me, and he tried to kill—” My mouth snapped shut before blurting Lexi’s name.
Movement echoed on the line, Stan probably leaving the room for privacy. “What’s going on, Killian? I don’t appreciate your attitude.”
The phone creaked in my hand from my death grip. “One of Banks’ security guys broke into my hotel room to retrieve the papers, but I killed him before he could get away.”
“Oh.” Another long pause had my heart crashing against my ribs. “You did the right thing, son.”
Of course I did the right thing! I did it to save Lexi, meanwhile Stan assumed my motives were for the brotherhood. I wasn’t going to correct him.
“Is there blood?” he asked, not the least bit worried for my safety or my guest’s. “What’s the damage?”
“I broke his neck.” I stood over the body, my knuckles bruised from the hits to his jaw. “It was a clean kill.”
“Good job, Killian.” The edge to Stan’s voice vanished. “I always knew you were a perfect addition to the Serpents & Daggers. You’re much more cunning than Sebastian. Maybe you’ll earn your place as Domnus senior year.”
A sour taste coated my mouth as Stan buttered me up. Normally, his high praise would have overjoyed me, but it rubbed me the wrong way this time. My instincts screamed to keep my cool and slap on my perfect mask, though.
“Thank you, sir. I wanted to ensure I did everything possible to complete the job.”
“You deserve a special treat for this.” He chuckled as if we weren’t discussing a murder. “I’ll think of something. Just don’t tell my oldest what I said. He’d never let me hear the end of it.”
“Of course. Not a word.”
“Perfect,” Stan said. “I’ll call in a favor and have someone dispose of the body, but perhaps you shouldn’t linger in the Dominican Republic for much longer in case Banks sends more men after you. Hopefully, he’s realized going against us is a losing battle, though.”
After hanging up with Stan, I fought the urge to demolish everything in the room. I brought Lexi here to get her off Bass’s radar, but it had put her in more danger than I’d imagined.
Something seriously fucked up had to be in those papers.
What kind of monster had I protected by stealing them?