Chapter 32 Jay
JAY
Nova reclined back on the blankets in front of me, resting on her elbows.
Her expression was so open and trusting, and it was almost at odds with the lust in her darkened eyes.
I’d told her I was going to worship her, and I meant it.
This woman deserved to be worshipped. She deserved fucking everything.
I couldn’t believe I’d stolen her first kiss. She knew how sorry I was, but it was something I could never take back. Yet somehow, despite everything, despite the twisted mess between us, despite the choices that had been taken from her, she’d chosen me. Wanted me to be the first man to fuck her.
It was something I’d never even dared to hope for outside of my fantasies. But here we were, and she was trusting me with something so fucking precious, I was going to do everything in my power to make it as good as I could for her.
My cock was a steel bar, aching in my joggers, but for once, I was able to easily ignore it with my need to pleasure her overriding my dick. Crawling across the piles of blankets towards her, I swallowed hard, the full impact of the situation stunning me all over again.
“I want you to know that I’m going to do everything I can to make this good for you.
” My voice came out far too hoarse, and I cleared my throat.
The way this woman affected me was like nothing else.
“I want you to tell me if I’m going too fast, or too slow, or if there’s anything you’re uncomfortable with, okay? ”
She nodded. “I trust you, Jay. I want this. I want everything.”
“I’m gonna give you everything,” I promised.
Closing the distance between us, I captured her lips in a kiss, keeping it soft and slow until she was melting into the blankets beneath us.
I followed her down, trailing kisses over her jaw and down her throat, while my hand went to the zipper of her hoodie.
“Take it off,” she said breathlessly when I hesitated. It wasn’t like me to hesitate, but there was something about being here in this ancient place away from the rest of the world with the girl I was falling for that made me want to savour every moment.
As I dragged the zip lower, I became aware of two things almost instantly. The first was that she was now grinding up to meet my hips, the soft heat between her thighs rubbing against my throbbing cock, and the second was that she was wearing nothing beneath the hoodie.
“Oh, fuck,” I groaned, and she laughed breathlessly.
“Good surprise?”
“You’re killing me.” I nipped at her throat, and her breaths stuttered. Sliding my hands up her stomach, my thumbs tracing the underside of her breasts, I pressed kisses to her collarbone. “There’s no one like you. No one else compares.”
“Jay. Please.” Her hands clutched at my shoulders, her body arching up against mine. “Please.”
“I’ve got you.”
I peeled the clothes away from her body, running my hands all over her, addicted to the sounds falling from her throat. They were the hottest fucking noises I’d ever heard, and they went straight to my dick.
But right now, this was about her. All about her. And if this was the only night we had, I was going to make sure she’d never forget it.
I brushed a soft kiss over her lips and then continued kissing down her body, paying extra attention to her sensitive nipples, licking and sucking them into hard peaks before I continued down her stomach.
She was so responsive, writhing beneath my touch, her breaths coming faster as I mapped out her contours with my hands and my mouth.
Shifting back onto my knees, I met her heated gaze, and a slow smile curved over my lips. “Ready?”
“Yes. I need more.”
My hands ran up her thighs, and then I pushed her legs apart, slowly enough to give her time to stop me. Instead of stopping me, she moaned, spreading her legs wider, and the sight in front of me was so fucking hot.
A delicate flush spread over her body, her nipples pebbling in the cool air.
As I dragged my gaze lower, between her legs, to her glistening pussy, my tongue swiped across my lips.
She gasped, and I couldn’t hold back any longer.
I lowered myself down and licked a line up her slit, tasting her for the first time.
“Jay. Fuck!” Her hips arched upwards, and I held her in place as I tasted her again, my dick throbbing as her hands shot to my head, gripping my hair. My tongue flicked over her clit, my stubble lightly rasping against her thighs as she clenched them around my head.
I smoothed my palms over her legs before pulling them over my shoulders, and she laughed breathlessly.
“Jay. I never knew it could feel like this. Never.”
Raising my head, I met her blown pupils.
“If you’re still talking, I need to work harder.
” With that, I lowered my head again, licking another stripe up her soaked pussy, while I rubbed over her clit with my thumb.
I worked her over with my fingers and mouth until she was arching against me again, a stream of moans and pants falling from her lips, interspersed with gasps of my name.
Her body shuddered, and she fell apart against me with a drawn-out cry. It was the hottest thing I’d ever experienced. It felt so intimate, so fucking vulnerable, and I still couldn’t believe she’d trusted me with this after everything that had happened between us.
I carefully lowered her trembling legs to the blankets and then kissed my way back up her body, worshipping every inch of her heated skin. Her eyes were closed, but when our faces drew level, her lids fluttered open, and she smiled.
“I never imagined… Oh, Jay. That was…” She lifted her hand, smoothing it down my back. “Can I try doing that to you now?”
My cock jerked inside my joggers. “Fuck. I want that, but I don’t know how long I’ll last if you get your hands or your mouth on me.”
“Hmm.” Her lips curved into a pout, and I had to kiss it. “How about a little bit as part of your warm-up, then? Like you do before a game.”
A shocked laugh tore from my throat. “Princess. We do not touch each other’s dicks as part of our warm-up routine, I can promise you that.”
Her laughter joined mine. “I know that, but you know what I mean. I can…help to warm up certain parts of your body.”
“Is that so?” My brows lifted, and she swiped her tongue across her lips, slow and sultry.
“Mmhmm. I told you before that I wanted you to be my first in every way, and I mean that.”
This woman. “Okay. If that’s what you want. Where do you want to start?”
“Can we start with you getting just as naked as me? Please?”
There was no way on Earth that I would ever turn Nova Thorpe down if there was something in my power that could make her happy.
“Yeah, okay,” I said hoarsely. “We can start with that.”