21. Margo
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Margo
The reconciliation is full and real now.
I know this because I wake up in Sebastian’s arms and don’t immediately catalog reasons to leave.
Because Sandy has started calling us “Mommy and Daddy” in the same breath again, like we’re a unit instead of two separate people who happen to share a child.
Because the walls I built so carefully over five years of marriage and the weeks of separation are crumbling faster than I can shore them up.
It terrifies me.
It also feels like coming home.
“You’re thinking very loudly,” Sebastian murmurs against my hair, his voice rough with sleep.
“I’m processing.”
“Processing what?”
“The fact that I’m happy. I’m not used to it. It’s disorienting.”
He laughs, pulling me closer. “I’m sorry my presence is so disorienting.”
“It’s not you. It’s the situation. Weeks ago I was certain my marriage was over. Now I’m lying in bed with my husband on a ship he bought me, and our daughter is down the hall dreaming about donkeys, and I don’t know how to reconcile those two realities.”
“Do you have to reconcile them?” He props himself up on one elbow, looking down at me. “Can’t they just… coexist?”
“Can they?”
“Why not? The marriage was in trouble. We worked on it. Things got better.” He traces a pattern on my shoulder. “That’s what people do, isn’t it? They have problems, and then they solve them.”
“Our problems were a little bigger than ‘who forgot to buy milk.’”
“True. But we’re solving them anyway.” He kisses my forehead. “Loudly and publicly, in some cases.”
I smile despite myself, remembering last night’s restaurant scene.
“You’re going to be a legend in Santorini. The man who stood up in a restaurant and declared his love for his wife.”
“Good. I hope they erect a statue.”
“A statue?”
“In the harbor. Sebastian Austen, Dramatically Apologizing. It would be very inspiring.”
I laugh, really laugh, and he grins at me, pleased with himself.
This is who he is when he’s not carrying the weight of an empire. Light. Playful. The man I fell in love with.
I’m still getting used to having him back.
His phone ruins the moment, as phones always do.
It buzzes on the nightstand, once, twice, three times in rapid succession. Sebastian groans but reaches for it anyway, scanning the messages with a frown.
“The board?”
“My assistant. The meeting’s been moved up by two days. Dorothy’s pushing hard.”
“What does she want?”
“What she’s always wanted. Control.” He sits up, scrubbing a hand over his face. “She’s been making calls all week. Building alliances. Convincing people that I’ve lost my grip on reality.”
“Have you?”
He looks at me, startled. “What?”
“Lost your grip on reality.” I sit up beside him, tucking the sheet around my chest. “A month ago, you were running an empire. Now you’re on a ship with your estranged wife and your four-year-old, building sandcastles and ignoring board meetings.
From her perspective, that probably does look like a breakdown. ”
“Are you defending her?”
“God, no. I’m trying to understand her strategy.” I reach for his phone, and he hands it over without hesitation. “If I’m going to help you fight her, I need to know what we’re up against.”
He stares at me.
“What?”
“You said ‘we.’”
“I did.”
“Like it’s a given. Like of course you’re going to help me.”
“Isn’t that what partners do?” I scroll through his messages, trying to make sense of the corporate jargon. “Walk me through this. What’s she actually trying to accomplish?”
He walks me through everything.
Not the sanitized, simplified version he would have given me before. The real version. The complicated one, with board factions and voting percentages and leverage points I’ve never understood.
We sit on the deck with coffee and sunlight, Sandy still asleep below, and he explains the Austen empire like I’m an equal instead of an inconvenience to be managed.
“The board has twelve members. Six are old-guard, appointed by my father. Three are recent additions, mostly allies of mine. And three are swing votes, people who could go either way depending on how the wind blows.”
“And your mother?”
“Advisory role. No voting power, but significant influence over the old guard. She’s been working them for weeks.” He pulls up a document on his tablet. “Her argument is that I’ve been ‘emotionally compromised’ and need a ‘temporary leave of absence’ while I ‘sort out personal matters.’”
“Temporary meaning permanent?”
“Meaning she installs someone she controls as interim CEO and gradually makes my return impossible. By the time anyone realizes what’s happening, the company has moved on without me.”
“And you think she can actually pull this off?”
“Two weeks ago? Probably not. But my absence has given her ammunition. Every day I’m not in the office is another day she can point to and say, ‘See? He’s not committed.’”
I think about this.
“What about the good press from last night? The reconciliation narrative?”
“It helps. But it’s not enough to counter weeks of whisper campaigns.” He sets down his tablet. “The only way to stop her is to show up. Be present at the meeting. Demonstrate that I’m still capable of leading.”
“Then we go.”
“We?”
“You said ‘we’re partners now.’” I take his hand. “Did you mean it?”
“Of course I meant it.”
“Then we go. Together. I sit in that meeting with you, and we show everyone, including your mother, that this marriage isn’t the liability she’s been claiming it is.”
A shift passes through his expression, surprise giving way to admiration, then to a warmth that reaches his eyes.
“Have I mentioned lately that I love you?”
“Not in the last hour.”
“Oversight. I love you.”
“I love you too.” I lean over and kiss him, tasting coffee and sunlight. “Now tell me more about these swing votes.”
We spend the morning strategizing.
It’s unusual territory for me. I’ve spent five years married to this man without ever really understanding what he does. He went to meetings, he took calls, he traveled constantly, but the actual substance of his work was always a mystery.
Now he’s explaining it to me like I’m a colleague. Like my opinion matters.
It’s intoxicating.
“Harold is the key,” he says, pointing to a name on his list. “He’s been on the fence since my father died. If I can convince him that I’m still the best person to lead the company, the others will follow.”
“What does he care about?”
“What do you mean?”
“Everyone has a priority. A thing that drives their decisions.” I think about what I know of wealthy men from years of observing Sebastian’s world. “Is it money? Legacy? Power?”
“Stability, mostly. He has significant holdings tied up in Austen stock. He wants to know the company is in safe hands.”
“Then show him.” I tap the tablet screen. “Not with spreadsheets and projections. Show him that you’re stable. That your marriage is stable. That the man running his investment is someone who has his life together.”
“By bringing you to the meeting.”
“By treating me like your partner instead of your liability.” I meet his eyes. “That’s what Dorothy’s been selling, isn’t it? That I’m a distraction. A weakness. The thing that’s pulling you away from your responsibilities.”
“She’s wrong.”
“I know she’s wrong. But the board doesn’t. They’ve never seen us as a team. They’ve only seen the tabloid version, the scandal, the separation, the wife who fled the flagship.”
“So we give them a different version.”
“We give them the truth.” I smile. “A united front. A partnership. A CEO who has his personal life sorted and is ready to lead.”
Sebastian is quiet, processing.
“There’s another matter we need to deal with,” he says finally. “One I can’t ignore anymore.”
“What?”
“The divorce petition.”
The words go through me cold.
I’d almost forgotten. In the chaos of the last few weeks, the ship, the reconciliation, the slowly rebuilding trust, I’d pushed it to the back of my mind.
But it’s still there.
Filed. Official. Waiting to be dealt with.
“I know,” I say quietly. “I know we can’t just ignore it.”
“My lawyers have been asking about it. They need to know whether to proceed or…”
“Or what?”
“Or withdraw.” He takes my hand. “I’m not asking you to decide right now. I just need you to know that it’s hanging over us. That we can’t rebuild a marriage on a foundation that includes active divorce proceedings.”
He’s right.
I filed those papers in anger. In grief. In the desperate need to do anything, everything, to take control of a situation that felt completely out of my control.
But that was before.
Before the ship. Before the beach. Before he stood up in a restaurant and told the world exactly what I meant to him.
“Give me your phone,” I say.
“What?”
“Your phone. I need to make a call.”
He hands it over, confused. I scroll through his contacts until I find the number for his legal team, then stand and walk to the railing.
“Margo, what are you…”
“This is Margo Delancy-Austen.” I speak clearly into the phone when someone answers. “I need to speak with whoever is handling the divorce petition. The one I filed weeks ago.”
Sebastian has gone very still behind me.
“Yes, I’ll hold.”
The wind whips my hair as I wait. The sun sparkles off the water. Sandy’s laughter echoes from somewhere below deck, where one of the crew members is apparently teaching her to tie sailor’s knots.
A voice comes on the line.
“Mrs. Austen? How can I help you?”
“I want to withdraw the petition.”
Silence.
“Ma’am, are you certain? These things can be complex, and if you’re feeling pressured…”
“I’m not feeling pressured. I’m feeling clear.” I turn to look at Sebastian, who is watching me with an expression I can’t quite read. “My husband and I have reconciled. The petition is no longer necessary. Please file whatever paperwork is required to withdraw it.”
“Of course. I’ll need some signatures, but we can arrange…”
“Send whatever you need to the ship. The captain will ensure I receive it.” I give them the relevant details, then end the call.
Sebastian hasn’t moved.
“You didn’t have to do that.”
“Yes, I did.” I hand back his phone. “I filed those papers because I was hurt and angry and I wanted to take control of anything I could. But they were never really about wanting a divorce. They were about wanting you to fight for me.”
“And now?”
“Now you’ve fought.” I step closer to him. “You’ve fought harder than I ever expected. You left your company, sent me a ship, stood up to your mother, declared your love in front of strangers. You’ve done everything I ever asked for and a dozen things I didn’t know I needed.”
“Margo…”
“I’m choosing this marriage. Not because you want me to.
Not because it’s convenient or practical or good for appearances.
” I take his face in my hands. “I’m choosing it because I love you.
Because the man you’ve become is the man I always knew you could be.
Because I want to spend the rest of my life with my partner, not my opponent. ”
His eyes are bright.
“Say that again.”
“Which part?”
“The part where you choose me.”
“I choose you, Sebastian Austen.” I kiss him softly. “I choose you.”
That night, after Sandy is asleep and the ship is quiet, I find the velvet box.
It’s been sitting in the drawer of my bedside table since I first came aboard. I’ve opened it a dozen times, looked at the ring inside, closed it again without putting it on.
Tonight feels different.
I carry the box to the deck, where Sebastian is standing at the railing, watching the stars.
“Hey.”
He turns. “Hey yourself.”
“I found this.”
I hold out the box. His expression shifts when he recognizes it.
“Margo…”
“Do you remember when you proposed?”
“Of course I remember.”
“Tell me.”
He’s quiet for a moment.
“It was on the beach. Late summer, near sunset. You were hunting shells along the tideline, and you’d just found one of those rare unbroken conches, holding it up like you’d won something, and I dropped to one knee in the wet sand without a shred of a plan.”
“In trousers that cost more than my rent.”
“Ruined them completely. Worth every penny.” He smiles at the memory. “I was terrified you’d say no.”
“You weren’t smooth about it. Your voice shook. I’d never heard it shake before.”
“Because for once I wasn’t performing. I told you that you were the first person who ever saw me past the name and the money.
That you’d stayed through my worst and I couldn’t picture a single day without you.
” He reaches for my hand. “You dropped the conch and tackled me flat into the sand before I even got the whole question out.”
My throat is tight.
“I wasn’t expecting a ring,” I say. “We’d only been together a few months.”
“I chose it myself. No assistant, no jeweler on retainer picking the biggest stone. Just me, wanting to give you a thing that meant something instead of a thing that cost something.” He takes the box from my hands, opening it to reveal the ring inside.
“I got at least that part right, back when I still knew how.”
“I remember.”
“Do you remember what I promised you, kneeling there with sand all over me?”
“You said I’d never regret choosing you.” My voice isn’t steady. “That whatever it cost, however long it took, you’d spend the rest of your life making sure of it.”
“And I broke that promise about as thoroughly as a man can break one.” He holds my gaze.
“So let me make it again, here, and mean it this time. I will not make you regret choosing me ever again. Everything before this, the five years, all of it, that was the prelude. This is where we actually start.”
I hold out my left hand.
It’s trembling slightly. Or maybe that’s his hand trembling as he takes the ring from the box.
“Are you sure?” he asks. “Because once this goes back on…”
“I’m sure.”
His fingers shake as he slides the ring into place.
It fits exactly as it always did. Like it was made for me. Like it never should have been anywhere else.
“We start over,” I say.
“We start over.” He brings my hand to his lips and kisses it, just above the ring. “No more secrets. No more hiding. No more putting anything ahead of us.”
“Promise?”
“I promise.” He pulls me into his arms. “I promise, I promise, I promise.”
I bury my face in his chest and let myself feel it, the relief, the hope, the terrifying vulnerability of choosing love even when it’s hurt you before.
The ring catches the starlight on my finger.
We start over.
For real this time.