Chapter Fourteen – Olya
Seeing them standing before me like that, discussing what had happened between us as though it was the most normal thing in the world, it had confirmed the decision I had already all but settled on.
I couldn’t believe it was finally time, but there was no way I could deny it any longer. No, I wanted them – not just one of them, but both of them. I had held on to my virginity for so long now, waiting for the perfect guy, selfishly holding out for only the very best, and now, I was pretty certain they were standing right in front of me.
And there was no way I was going to miss out on a chance to see that through.
You were wondering if I was a virgin, right? I asked them. Alex paused before he replied, but Solomon nodded.
Yeah, he replied. Well, I was, anyway.
I am, I admitted, my voice a little shaky. These guys were so much older than me, no doubt all the women they’d been with had had some real experience,...but there was no way they could have faked the desire they felt for me, right? No way they could have fooled me with their touch, their kiss, their insistence on seeing me come.
Really? Solomon blurted out, sounding shocked. What – I mean, why?
I took a deep breath. I knew it had to seem strange to them, after how willingly and easily I had given myself to them, but it was the truth.
Because I never met a guy I wanted to lose it to, I confessed. I...I had plenty of offers, I had a few boyfriends in high school, but none of them...none of them ever felt like enough. I was always waiting for someone who made me feel like it just had to happen, and they never came along. And the longer I waited, the more sure I became that I wanted it to be perfect.
Alex stared at me. I couldn’t read the expression on his face, but it made something in the base of my stomach fizz. I knew, really, that these two men should have intimidated me – their experience, their strength, their power, and their control over me should have had me shaking in my boots. But it didn’t. No, when I looked at them, I saw the guys I had been waiting for. The people I wanted to lose it to. I swallowed heavily before I continued.
And I think I found them.
Both of the guys took a second to clock on to what I was saying. They exchanged a glance and then turned their gazes back to me.
What are you talking about? Alex demanded like he was making certain he hadn’t misunderstood.
I mean...I mean, I want to lose it to you, I confessed. Both of you.
Those words just hung there between the three of us. Oh, God, I couldn’t believe I had just said that out loud – both of them? Did I mean that? I bit my lip, waiting for them to respond, waiting for them to tell me I was crazy. Or maybe...
That’s a bad idea, Alex replied. I cocked my head at him.
Why?”
Because...because your father hired us, he pointed out. If he found out...
So we make sure he doesn’t find out, I murmured, as I took a step towards them, entering the kitchen. Standing between them like this, was downright intoxicating, the feel of them this close to me. Oh, I knew I should have been better at controlling myself, but how could I even think about it, when I was with these two men? These men who had me acting in ways I had never thought I would, these men who made my whole body light up with excitement and desire...
I brushed close to Solomon, and I heard him draw in a sharp breath. He was trying to hold himself back, knowing that, if one of them gave in, they both would – they were trying to hang on to some amount of control, but they knew it didn’t work like that. Not here, not now. Not with us. Not tonight, when the rest of the city was asleep, and it could have been just us three left in the world...
I turned to Alex, lifting my hand to his cheek. He didn’t pull away. Solomon slid his hand across the small of my back, and even this, both of them touching me, was enough to make my toes curl against the polished wood floor below me.
I leaned in to kiss Alex, pressing my mouth to his – half-expecting him to pull away and stop this before it could go any further, to close me down before I could sink into the warmth of his embrace. But, instead, I felt him soften into me, his lips caressing mine, his hand pushing into my hair, as Solomon kissed my neck.
And that was it. I knew I had them, right where I wanted them. Both of them. I needed both of them. I could never have imagined in a million years that this was where I would finally lose it, with two men at once, but after so long waiting...well, it had to be something pretty special, right?
I led them both through to my bedroom, where Alex guided me onto the bed, drawing me down so I was between them – facing Alex, Solomon behind me. He slid his hand to my thigh, pushing up the hem of my nightdress, just like he had on that first night we had been together – I could feel his breath in my ear as Alex pushed his hand between my thighs, cupping his fingers around my pussy.
You’re so wet already, he murmured to me, brushing his lips against mine, as Solomon planted a line of kisses along my shoulder, up my neck, towards my ear. Alex dipped his fingers against my slit, grazing them along my entrance, and I gasped at the newness of it, the shock of how perfect it felt...
Behind me, Solomon unzipped his pants, pressing his cock against the crease of my ass – I could feel him, just an inch or two from my entrance, my whole body throbbing in anticipation. As though well aware of what I needed right now, Alex slipped his hand to my thigh and lifted it slightly, parting my legs as he kissed me once more.
And then, at last, I felt it – the pressure of Solomon’s cock against my pussy for the first time. I groaned against Alex’s mouth as Solomon grasped my hip, holding me steady, his breathing fast and labored against my ear.
The sensation was, at first, so alien to me, I didn’t know how to make sense of it – that feeling of being entered, of fullness, as my pussy spread to accommodate him almost more than I could take. Alex pressed his forehead to mine, staring into my eyes, like he was drinking in this moment, drinking in this instant where I lost it.
How does it feel? he murmured to me, as Solomon slowly eased the last few inches of his length inside of me. I could feel our bodies pressed together, his arm sliding around my waist to pull me into him. I had never been closer to anyone in my life before. That feeling of intimacy was almost overwhelming, but then, I felt Solomon rubbing his thumb softly against my hip, and it brought me back down to Earth.
Good, I breathed back, smiling as I kissed him again. Really, really good...
Fuck, you’re so tight, Solomon groaned in my ear, as he began to move inside of me. I had expected it to hurt, and yeah, it took a hot second for me to get used to the way it felt, but it wasn’t sore – it wasn’t even uncomfortable, past the first few thrusts. No, it just felt...right. Like my body had been waiting for this. Like there had been some part of me, some part of me deep down inside, that had been craving this for longer than I could put into words.
Alex kissed me, slowly, deeply, his tongue tracing against mine as Solomon moved inside of me. I hooked my foot back over his leg, pulling him in deeper, almost on instinct, my body needing as much of him as I could get. I grasped Alex’ upper arm, feeling his muscles beneath my touch, the two men coming together to please me, to take me, to give me what I had been holding back on for all this time.
Solomon was starting to move harder, faster now, sliding himself deep inside of me, all the way up to the hilt, as though he couldn’t stand the thought of not being this close to me. I was breathing hard, the breath tearing from my lungs and into Alex’s mouth, so close to the edge I could almost feel the orgasm breaking inside of me...
And then, I felt it, the sharp shock of my release as the pleasure finally crested inside of me. I moaned into Alex’s mouth as Solomon bottomed out within me, driving himself inside of me up to the hilt, and then finishing there, deep within me, filling me with his seed. The sensation was so new to me, but at the same time, felt so completely and utterly familiar – as though this was what my body had been waiting for all this time, this was what it had been craving.
My turn, Alex murmured against my lips, as Solomon drew back, his breath in my ear, his hand on my waist. On instinct, I angled my still-throbbing pussy towards Alex, silently pleading with him to give it to me, too. I knew I wouldn’t be done until I’d had both of them. I needed it, more than I could make sense of – I needed it, ached for it in some place deep down inside of me.
And, a moment later, Alex gave me what I wanted. I was already wet from the fucking Solomon had just given me, and he slipped inside me with ease, pushing all the way up to the hilt in one swift motion. I gasped, grabbing for him, holding on to his shoulder, as Solomon steadied me, holding my hips in place to keep them from bucking with pleasure.
Fuck, Alex moaned, and Solomon grazed his mouth across my lobe. The feel of his warm breath against my skin, it was electric, in ways I hadn’t been prepared for – but it was more than just him, more than just Alex. No, it was the way both of them felt together, taking me for the first time, finally giving me what my body had craved all this time, finally taking me over the edge and into this new experience I had held off on for so long.
I wanted this to go on all night, the two of them swapping me back and forth, back and forth, but I knew I wouldn’t be able to hold out much longer, not when it felt as delicious as this. I would need to give my virgin body a break, let myself build up to going all night and then some – but, as Alex pushed deep inside of me, I felt that craving rising again, that deep, raw need for both men and I knew this alone wouldn’t sate me.
I reached down to the small of Alex’s back, pushing him even deeper inside of me, needing more. It was like I had been starving my whole life, and, finally, I could give myself over to what I wanted so badly. I didn’t have to hide from it, pretend like my desire didn’t rule me the way it ruled them – I could give in. I could let it happen. I could just sink into the sheer pleasure of this attention, of this lavishment of my body, like it was what I had always deserved.
Alex took the cue, driving deeper and deeper inside of me, as Solomon skimmed his fingers with a tantalizing softness over my skin. The gentle sweetness of his touch matched with the hard, deep fucking Alex was giving me, it already had me teetering on the edge of another release, even more, intense than before.
All at once, my legs clamped together again, and my body spasmed with a second orgasm. I cried out, this time tossing my head back, exposing my neck so Solomon could kiss me while Alex moved inside of me. And, God, the pleasure of it was almost more than I could take. It was like a high I would never be able to come down from, the way my pussy throbbed around his cock as he continued to move inside of me, allowing me to massage him from the inside out...
And then, he let out a long, low growl, and reached his own release inside of me. Holding himself there, Alex buried himself deep within me, filling me with his seed, until it felt like I might overflow. But I wanted it. Needed it. On some deep, primal level, I craved it, both of them finishing inside of me, no matter how risky it might have been.
Slowly, Alex drew back and kissed me again, his breath coming harder and faster than before. I grinned into his kiss, reaching back to caress Solomon’s leg, as though making certain he was still there.
Because now I had finally lost my virginity, I knew I had a whole lot of catching up to do. And I wanted to start right here, right now.