Chapter 18
“You really want to know? I’ll tell you. I hate that you had a child with him, that you were ever his wife. I hate that you were in love with someone else but won’t even give me the fucking time of day.”
“But I didn’t even know you.”
“It doesn’t matter. It’s how I feel.” I also feel like a complete ass. “You won’t even discuss him with me, like he’s this great treasure that you have to hold on to.”
She opened her mouth to rebut my last statement but I pulled her towards me with a hand around her throat and covered her mouth with mine.
I’d heard enough. If she wouldn’t accept my words then I’ll just have to show her. She fought me and tried escaping my kiss so I held her head in my hand keeping her in place.
“Stop it!” I gave her my tongue and let my other hand play between her thighs again until my fingers teased her through her panties, which were already wet.
“I can feel your heat, stop pretending you don’t want this.” I deepened the kiss, nibbling on her lips gently until they softened under mine and she opened up and let me in. Finally!
I took her tongue into my mouth and the kiss grew wilder, hotter as I pulled her closer before leaning her back against the wall. “I’m going to fuck you right here, hop up.”
I lifted her up by her ass until her legs wrapped around my hips. Her thighs opened around me leaving room for me to fit.
I pressed my aching cock against her heat as her robe fell open. I didn’t release her lips as I reached between us and tore her panties, letting the shreds drop to the floor at my feet.
Then I tackled my zipper, releasing my cock. She came to her senses and tried getting out of my embrace. “Don’t deny me.”
I pulled her head back roughly and sank my teeth into her neck as I surged my cock deep into her wet heat. “Fuck, you’re hot.”
She’d taken only seven inches before her pussy closed up tight. Her cunt was like liquid fire around my meat. “And so fucking tight.”
I had a hard time getting my cock to slide in and out of her tight folds, her pussy’s grip was that tight. I bent my knees and took her ass in my hands and fucked up into her.
I buried my face in her neck as I fucked her up against the wall hard. Her wild moans and the way her pussy clenched around me holding me captive made my knees weak and I took her down to the wooden floor.
I pulled her legs high around my middle and held her ass at the right angle to take me. I wanted to get deeper inside her than anyone else had ever been.
Jealousy burned like a raging flame in my chest as I fucked into her over and over like a wild beast. Trying to outrun the emotions wreaking havoc in my head.
“No one else, ever again, I’ll kill you.” I didn’t let her answer but instead took her mouth. She almost inhaled my tongue as her hips moved and her pussy sucked at my cock greedily. When I needed air I pulled back and looked down at her.
The pain in her eyes gave me pause and I stopped stroking into her. “Does it hurt?”
“Uh-huh.” She nodded her head and a tear fell.
I wrapped my arms protectively around her and picked her up from the floor, sending my cock another inch deep inside her.
I made my way down the hallway to her room and kicked the door open. I looked around for any unwanted pictures of him and breathed a sigh of relief when there were none to be found.
I laid her on the bed and came down over her, our bodies still joined together. “I’m going to work my whole cock inside you, I’ll try not to hurt you too much but I have to do this.”
I felt like if I didn’t get my whole cock inside her I’d die. I needed to feel her suckling all of me in her sweet heat. I could see it in my mind. See my cock stretching her out to take me.
She screamed as I slowly fucked more of my hard cockmeat into her. I covered her mouth with my hand and forced the rest of my cock into her extremely tight cunt.
“Shh, take it.” I moved my hand and kissed her while easing my cock in deeper.
“Please it hurts.”
“I know.” I went in deep and held still, giving her time to adjust but she still cried.
“Please Evan, it hurts.”
“No, you have to learn to take me. If I stop now it would only feed your fear and next time it might be harder on you. I’ll go slow.”
“Look at me.” I waited for her to obey my order before pulling my cock almost all the way out of her.
Her pussy lips stretched and clung to my cock and I could feel the walls of her sex undulating around me.
“That’s it, breathe.” I slid back in slow, all the while watching her eyes for any signs of pain. I didn’t go deep on every stroke, but changed up until I found the right pace for her.
“Is that better?”
“A little but it still hurts.” She put her hand between us as if to push my dick out of her. “Move your hand.”
I took both her hands and placed them over her head, holding them there with mine. This pushed her tits up as if in an open invitation for my mouth.
I sucked her nipple into my mouth as I surged back into her going deep until I knocked against her cervix.
She screeched and almost pushed me off of her until I slammed into her hard, forcing her back into the mattress. “It’s okay, shh, baby it’s okay.”
I kissed her lips to distract her but could still feel the strain and tension in her body as she tried to accept me.
“Put your legs around me.” I helped her wrap them around my hips, spreading her open wider to make taking my cock easier. “Better?”
She didn’t answer but rocked her hips, moving her pussy on my cock. “That’s it, that’s my girl. Again.” She set up her own rhythm, taking as much of me as she could handle.
I felt her juices release and soak my cock, running down on my balls. The mark on her neck where I’d bitten her earlier was beginning to form.
The sight of it there, knowing that others would see it tomorrow and know what it meant made my cock grow harder, longer. I bit her again in the same place and had the pleasure of feeling her pussy clench.
“Fuck, don’t, shit…” I wrapped my hand around her head and attacked her lips as I pounded into her.
All discipline fled as I became gripped in a sort of madness. All that mattered was the feel of her, of being inside her. I never wanted those feelings to stop.
I fucked her as if just the very act could make us one, bind us together for all eternity. The harder I fucked the harder she cried, the more I tried to soothe her.
It was obvious she’d never taken anything this size before and that fed my manly pride. But I didn’t want to hurt her; that was for the times when I might need to punish fuck her into submission.
For the first time in my life emotion overruled me. A lust almost too strong to be borne held me in its grip as my cock plowed into her faster and faster.
I knew I was no longer in control, that I’d crossed some line, some unseen boundary, and there was no turning back.
For a brief second while buried to the hilt inside her I felt real fear. Fear because I knew that it was because of her, because of what she made me feel.
Because her pussy was the best fucking thing I’d ever been inside of. Because I knew down to my very soul that I’d never get enough of her, of this as long as I live.
The deeper I got, the deeper I wanted to be. In my mind I could feel everything I was doing to her. I could hear her cries as if from a distance.
Feel my teeth bite into her flesh as my hips slammed into hers, my cock entering her belly with each thrusts.
Her pussy took it all as she too seemed caught up in a frenzy. Her nails raked down my back until it stung and her teeth bit into my chest when she came.
I felt all of it and knew that nothing would ever be the same again and that day we met came back into my head. Destiny; fate.
I heard my own breath as it sawed in and out of my lungs and my heart felt like it would explode, still all that mattered was the feel of her. Her tight sweet pussy wrapped around my cock.
I growled words of encouragement and admiration in her ear as we fucked and felt her body shake beneath me.
I kept fucking until her hips slowed and she was out of breath. It was only then that I regained my senses and felt the tight stretch of her cunt lips around the base of my rod. Too deep Evan.
I knew if I stayed that deep inside her for much longer I’d really do some damage, and there was no way I wasn’t going to fuck her again tonight and tomorrow and the day after.
I eased out with a plop and moved down between her thighs to give her my mouth, soothing her bruised flesh with my tongue.
I could hear the tears in her hoarse cries and my heart hurt. Did I have to be such an animal with her? Dammit.
“It’s okay baby, I’ll make it all better now.” I lapped at her with my tongue until her cries became coos of pleasure.
I eased my tongue gently into her sore pussy, licking her walls to offer relief. She moved wantonly against my mouth, fucking herself on my tongue.
When her hands fisted in my hair with a firm grip and tugged, bringing me closer to her cunt. I knew the pain had eased.
Still I kept loving her with my tongue, teasing her clit and sucking her juices from her hole as they escaped, before dipping my tongue back inside her.
“Please-please-please…” She was begging to cum, the sweetest fucking sound. I ate her pussy like a meal until her legs quivered and she came in my mouth with a loud moan.
I wiped my mouth off on her thigh and got to my knees to look down between her legs.
Flipping her onto her tummy I forced my cock back into her and fucked slowly this time. I knew I’d found her spot when her pussy creamed instead of juiced.
I saw the evidence all over me as my cock slid back and forth. She screamed and grabbed onto the sheets, tearing them from the bed.
“Cant your ass for me baby…like that.” I put my hand under her tummy and pulled her back forcefully onto my cock, fucking her hard and deep.
Until her groans of pain became moans of pleasure. I dug deep, but no matter how deep I went it wasn’t deep enough. It will never be enough.
I twisted her head to reach her mouth and bit into her lip before licking the sing away with my tongue.
Her pussy made wet slurping noises as I fed her my whole cock over and over again, and although I knew I was hurting her again I couldn’t stop.
I needed to be inside her, as deep inside her as I could go or I’d go mad. I needed her to remember this always. To never forget the feel of me buried deep inside her, owning her.
I wanted her to crave me, pain and all, the way I now craved her. I could accept nothing less. My hips slapped into her ass hard over and over as I forced my cock into the door of her womb.
My cock twitched as the first of my seed shot out into her and she felt it.
“Evan no.” She put her hand on my hip as if to stop me but I pushed it away roughly.
“I’m not pulling out, I’m never pulling out of you. Never.” I pounded my seed into her until her body gave out and she dropped down onto the bed.
I wasn’t too far behind. My cock refused to stop. My balls had been backed up since I met her. I had a lot of seed to get rid of and it all went deep into her where it would do the most good.
Once my nuts were empty I turned to my side bringing her with me so that I didn’t crush her beneath my weight.
I stared at the wall wondering what the fuck had just happened to me as my heart still raced and my lungs burned as I fought to breathe.