Chapter 10
Leland
Something is up with Zac and Vince.
They stayed true to their word and hung out at my house the next day while I slept off and on.
By Friday morning I was feeling more like myself, but they still didn’t go into their office.
They made sure I took my meds, ate, and slept when I needed to.
I’ve never had anyone take care of me the way that they have.
It’s been more than I could ever ask for, and the feelings that I’m getting are starting to scare the shit out of me.
But for once, I don’t want to run from them. At least for now.
I still can’t shake the feeling that they’re treating me with kid gloves, and it isn’t just because I’ve been sick.
I try to think back to the past couple of days to make sure nothing happened, but I feel like I have been in a fever dream since Tuesday.
Now that Saturday has rolled around and I feel more like myself, I decide I’m going to get some answers since Vince had some errands.
Yes, I’m still a coward when it comes to confronting Vince. Sue me.
I flop on my couch beside Zac and curl into his side. “What’s going on?”
“What do you mean, pretty boy?” Zac kisses the top of my head and pulls me closer.
“You and Vince are acting weird. Did something happen?”
Zac clears his throat and I look up at him. When the smile he gives me doesn’t reach his eyes, I know something is up. “We should wait for Vince to get here.”
“Did I fuck up?”
“Absolutely not. I just feel like this is a conversation we can all have together.” Zac pulls back to look at me fully and chuckles. “Is that my hoodie?”
I grin and wrap my arms around myself. “I stole it. It’s huge and comfy.”
Zac growls and lunges for me, making me laugh like hell. He pins me to the couch, laying between my spread thighs. I love this side of Zac. “What if I just peel it off of you and steal it back?”
“I mean, if you want to get naked with me all you have to do is ask.” I lift my hips and rub our cocks together through our sweatpants. Zac groans and starts kissing on my neck. “Can we do this? Without Vince? I don’t know the rules.”
“There are no rules when it comes to this relationship.” Relationship? “If you want me, ask. If you want Vince, ask. If you want us both, ask. It’s that simple.”
“I just don’t want to come between you and Vince.” Tell him this isn’t a relationship, Leland! I think it but I can’t get the words to come out, especially when Zac pulls back to look into my eyes and smiles.
“We want you between us. It isn’t like we’re doing this in secret. You’re a part of this as much as we are. You already had solo time with Vince.”
“That was…different.”
“Why? Because he spanked that pretty ass? You have two boyfriends that would tear this world apart for you. Lean into it.” Boyfriends? My stomach drops at that word but at the same time, my heart soars. God, I’m so fucked up. “You looked like you swallowed a fly. What’s with the face?”
“Are we…together?” My voice cracks on that last word and I clear my throat. “I mean, together, together?”
“Is that a problem?”
Yes!
“No.”
Goddamn it.
“Now that that is out of the way, there’s still the matter of my hoodie.”
“My hoodie, big boy. I’ll wrestle you for it.”
Zac licks a path up my neck to my ear, making me shiver.
“I’d have you pinned with my cock in your ass before you can say a word.
Be careful what you ask for.” I moan before I can stop myself and Zac breathes a laugh.
“I think you like that idea. You want to fight me while I try to fuck you?” My cock pulses in answer and Zac grinds against me.
“You’re so responsive. I kind of want to see if I can make you come just from a little stimulation and dirty words.
” The way my balls are tightening, I one hundred percent think he could.
I’ve never felt like this in my life when I’ve been with anyone.
I don’t think it’s just because I finally admitted to myself that I’m bisexual and I’ve finally been with dudes.
It’s Zac and Vince that make me feel this way.
Out of control one second and completely grounded that next.
I feel safe with them. Safe to voice my feelings or concerns.
Safe to be myself. There’s only one person that I’ve felt that way with, and that’s Oliver.
Even then I couldn’t tell him my biggest secrets.
“I like the way you make me feel,” I blurt out. “Not just physically.”
“You don’t know how fucking happy that makes me, pretty boy. Or how happy I am that you’re ours.” Ours. Butterflies attack my stomach, and my heart starts beating double time.
“Make love to me.” Those words spill out before I can stop them, but I don’t want to. I want to be with Zac with no games. Just feelings.
Zac slides from the couch and scoops me into his arms. I’m still amazed at his strength no matter how many times he’s done it over the last couple of days. I have to admit that I love it. I wrap my arms around his neck and let him carry me to my room.
When we step through the door, he sets me on my feet and we start slowly undressing each other.
We’ve done this several times now, but this feels different and much bigger.
Once we’re fully naked he kisses me slowly, thoroughly.
With one hand under my ass, he lifts me up and lays me out on the bed, but I want to explore him this time.
I push on his shoulder and he rolls so I can be on top.
I kiss him until we’re both breathless and move to his neck, his shoulders, and chest. Zac’s breathing is ragged by the time I get to his pecs so I suck hard on one of his nipples.
His hips leave the bed, and he grabs onto my ass with both hands, squeezing.
“Pretty boy,” Zac breathes.
My ego explodes knowing I’m the one making him feel this way and I move to the other nipple, sucking and nibbling.
I move across his massive chest and down his abs, straight to that tempting thick cock.
I’m amazed at myself that I no longer question how much I want his cock.
Or that I finally gave in to my attraction to my best friend. I loved it, and I want so much more.
I let Zac’s cock slide between my ass cheeks and his groan echoes around the room. I sit back, running my hands all over him. “You’re so sexy,” I say. “And big.”
“You like that I can throw you around, pretty boy?”
“Yes,” I moan, grinding down on him before sliding to his legs, taking his cock in my hand. “I love the way this stretches me open.”
“Fuck,” Zac grunts when I stroke him hard. “I love you like this.”
I get situated on my knees between his thighs and lick the precum leaking from the tip. “Me too,” I admit. “I don’t feel like I have to hide what I want.”
“Never hide who you are or what you want from us. We want it all.”
I suck him into my mouth, savoring the taste.
Instead of sucking him fast I go slow, feeling every vein and taking in all the noises that he makes.
Zac gently runs his fingers through my hair, never rushing me, just letting me explore him.
I take him inch by inch into my mouth until he hits the back of my throat, and take a deep breath through my nose before pushing as far as I can.
When my nose hits his pubic bone, Zac hunches up.
“Fuck, fuck fuck. Such a good boy taking all of me.” I look up at him with watery eyes and his eyes are on fire. “God, you’re gorgeous.”
I let him slide from my mouth and lick the underside of his cock before moving to his balls. “You make me feel that way.”
“Believe it. And I’m not talking about how gorgeous you look worshipping my cock.”
“I know.” I truly believe they think all parts of me are gorgeous, flaws and all. And that brings on a whole different set of feelings.
I suck his balls into my mouth, gently rolling them around my tongue.
Zac flops back on the bed and spreads his thighs wider for me.
Something comes over me and I lick around his balls a few times before moving them out of my way.
When I kiss the skin between his balls and ass, Zac moans and his thighs tighten up.
“I want to taste you here.”
Zac’s hand flies down and he pinches the head of his cock. “You have me on a hair trigger, pretty boy. Are you sure?”
“I want everything. Get on your hands and knees?”
“You’re going to make me come before we even start,” Zac laughs. I move back so he can flip over and I lay across his back, kissing down his spine. I second guess myself when I get to his ass cheeks, but it’s just so goddamn tempting.
I massage his ass with both hands. “It’s so juicy.”
“Goddamn it, Leland.” Zac laughs even harder and buries his face in the pillow. “You’re killing me.”
Taking a deep breath, I spread him apart until I see his hole.
Here goes nothing. I lean forward and lick around the rim, waiting for revulsion to hit me.
Except it doesn’t. I’m hit with such an intense amount of lust that I bury my face and suck directly on it.
Zac’s hand lands on the back of my head, pushing me further.
I lick, suck and flick my tongue until I feel him start to relax then I start fucking him with my tongue. I’m so turned on that my cock is like a leaking faucet. I sit up fast and jerk the drawer to my nightstand open, grabbing the lube. I roll it to Zac and hold my fingers out.
“Help me,” I pant. “Because as soon as I’m done getting my fill of your ass, I’m going to need you to fuck me.”
“Your wish is my command.”
Zac pours a generous amount on my fingers and I can’t move fast enough to get them inside me.
I shove two fingers inside myself, and go back to Zac’s ass.
I feel wild and unhinged when I go back to tongue fucking him, but I don’t care.
I’m fucking myself so hard with my fingers that it hurts, but in a good way.
When I start moaning, Zac is already rubbing lube onto his cock.
“Now,” I gasp and pull back. “I need it now.”
I pull my fingers free, lay beside him and scoot until I’m under him, already reaching for his dick.
Zac knocks my hand out of the way and lines up.
I wiggle around, but I can’t get close enough.
Zac senses my frustration, slips the head of his cock inside me and moves his arms under my thighs.
My legs fall to the crook of his elbows and he leans his hands back on the bed.
Zac starts to slip inside me slowly, making me feel every inch of the stretch, the burn, and then finally the heart stopping pleasure.
Zac stops when he bottoms out, letting me feel him pulse inside me. Our breathing is ragged.
“I love you like this,” Zac whispers against my lips.
“Stretched out under me, letting me feel the deepest parts of you.” Zac kisses me softly.
He pulls out almost all the way and slowly slides back in.
He lets one of my legs drop to grab my hip and hooks the other hand on the back of my neck to keep me at the angle that pegs my prostate each time he moves.
“I love when you let go and give in to what you want.”
“I want you,” I whisper back. “All of you.” Admitting that is scary but after what they’ve done for me in such a short amount of time they deserve that truth. “You and Vince are perfect.”
“Perfect for you, pretty boy.”
Zac starts fucking me slowly, grinding each time he’s deep inside me and the whole time he stares into my eyes.
That used to freak me out. But with Zac, or even Vince, I notice that it’s their way of showing me how they feel.
I raise my hand and trace my finger across Zac’s brow, down his nose, over his cheek and across his lip, memorizing everything about this moment.
The moment that I think I fell in love with him.
“I know, pretty boy, I know,” Zac says, like he can read my mind and hell at this point, I think that they can. “I feel it too.”
“Zac,” I moan when he shifts his hips and nails my prostate with each slow, tortuous thrust. My body starts shaking and I clutch him tight.
“Are you going to come for me?” I nod wildly because I’m that close and he hasn’t even touched my cock. Zac starts fucking me in deep, slow thrusts and my breath whooshes from my lungs. “Let it go. Give it to me.”
My cock starts twitching on my stomach, and I come so hard dark spots dance in my vision.
When I focus back on Zac, he’s staring at my face.
He starts moving faster, and I whimper at the sensitivity his abs are causing on my dick, but I don’t stop him.
I watch his brow crease and when he bites into his bottom lip with a groan, I feel him swell inside me.
I squeeze the muscles in my ass together, and milk every drop of cum from him.
Zac lets my leg fall, rolls while he’s still inside me, and gathers me in his arms. “That was amazing, pretty boy.”
“Yeah,” I sigh, burying my face between his pecs. “But you still aren’t getting your hoodie back.”
Zac laughs, and it does amazing things to his cock in my ass. “But that’s my favorite one.” I look up with an exaggerated pout and Zac kisses the tip of my nose. “You’re going to be trouble.”
“You wanted me. What you see is what you get.”
“And we wouldn’t have it any other way.”
I snuggle deeper into his arms, letting sleep claim me, feeling happier than I have ever been.