Chapter 20
Chapter Twenty
These men are trying to fucking ruin me. This is a coordinated effort to undo me, I’m sure of it.
“I’m going to be honest, I don’t want to watch a movie right now,” I grumble, turning to face the alpha beside me.
Nick keeps his eyes glued to the TV, but I know he feels my stare.
“Is this edging, or something?” I huff, sitting back against the headboard and attempting to watch the movie. We’re in Nick’s room, all four of us sitting on the bed, with Nick to my right and Benson to my left. Kai is sitting beside Benson on the alpha's other side.
“What’s he waiting for again?” Kai whispers to Benson, but not well, because we all hear him.
What indeed, Kai. What indeed…
Nick started this slow torture the moment I stepped out of that supply closet. Gentle caresses here, naughty whispers there… Benson caught on and joined in eagerly, while Kai sent me hungry, desire-filled glances every time they got near me.
It feels like it was more than just the five days it’s been since they began this little game. How long can an omega go before she self-combusts from need? How the hell have they resisted my scent?
This is a conspiracy.
Wait… Did Kai say 'again'? As in, he already knows the reason but needs a reminder?
“I’m waiting for the omega to tell me what she wants, rather than what she doesn’t want,” Nick answers Kai without taking his eyes off the screen, so I grab the remote off Benson’s lap and turn the TV off.
“I want to cover you in my scent...” I mutter, tossing the remote aside.
“And how do you want to do that?” Nick reaches for me, pulling me onto his lap. I’m wearing silky pink pajama shorts with green Christmas trees on them and a matching button-up short-sleeve top. It’s comfortable and cute. My nipples harden as he caresses my cheek, moving my hair behind my ear.
I can feel the hard length of him against my center, and I really want to roll my hips for some friction. I run my fingers against his collarbone and shrug.
“I’m finally in Santa’s lap,” I tease, not fooling anyone with my attempt at deflection.
It feels too vulnerable to ask him for what I want.
I was bold in that bar closet, but that’s faded now.
Was it the orgasm, or something else, that made me brave enough to tell him I wanted to come on his knot?
Or maybe I’ve lost all my bravado after days of teasing that never escalated beyond kissing.
“Damn it. Knew I should have brought my Santa suit with me. Missed opportunity,” Kai says with a dramatic huff, and I glance over at him. He’s smirking, and as I meet his brown gaze, he winks. His playful teasing is comforting in a way I’m not expecting.
Relaxing as I take a deep breath, I place my hands on Nick’s shoulders.
“I want to scream your name as I come on your knot.” My words are barely more than a whisper, and my tone is too vulnerable for my liking, but I said the words. “Tonight,” I add, just in case that part wasn’t clear.
“Is that all?” Nick growls, low and deep, and I shiver as I look to my right. Pulling my lip between my teeth, I adjust my position in Nick’s lap, making the older alpha grunt. Gasping because the friction against my clit feels so good, I turn to meet Benson’s eyes.
“Do you want us to leave?” he asks, and I can tell by the way he’s looking at me right now that he’s hoping I’ll say no.
“Or just him?” Kai offers, making me smile.
“I want you both to watch,” I admit, and my cheeks heat. “I said the next time I come, I wanted it to be on your cock.” I look up into Nick’s eyes, shivering at the desire I find. “I meant it.”
“I thought you’d never ask,” Nick taunts, and I glare at him. “Grind on my cock, Omega, get your pussy wet for me.”
Damn. Maybe I should tell him that his words alone have done the job. Instead, I roll my hips just a little, testing what feels best, as he pops the buttons of my pajama shirt open one at a time.
“Oh,” I murmur, his hard cock feeling so good against my clit. I can feel how slick I’m getting as it dampens my shorts as well as Nick’s pajama pants. He pulls my shirt open, exposing my breasts to the cool air.
“Fucking beautiful,” Nick purrs, caressing one and then the other, dragging his thumb over my nipples until I’m breathless.
“You look incredible when you lose yourself to your desire,” Benson says beside us, and I can’t help myself as I roll my hips faster, moaning at the delicious friction. My sweet peppermint scent fills the air, making all three men grunt.
“I would kill you both for another taste of her if I thought she could live without you fucks,” Kai adds, making Nick smirk. He doesn’t lose focus though, as he continues teasing my breasts.
“I’m so wet,” I whisper, knowing I’m not going to last much longer if we keep this up. It’s not how I want to get off, but it still feels really fucking good. “Please fuck me.”
“I think I might hate you, just a little bit, Nick.” Kai groans, and I giggle. Nick pulls me in for a kiss, claiming my lips passionately. I let myself go and just enjoy the feeling of the man in my arms. When he flips us on the bed, so I’m on my back, looking up at him, I gasp.
The rugged, grumpy alpha trails kisses down my neck to my left nipple, sucking the bud between his lips, making me writhe.
Lifting my hips so he can pull my shorts off, I can’t help but glance toward the head of the bed.
He positioned us so I can easily see them, or maybe he did it so they can see me. Either way.
“Are you on birth control?” Nick asks, and I shake my head.
It’s difficult for an omega to get pregnant outside of their heat, but it’s not impossible.
Just very rare. Possible, but not probable.
However, it’s completely impossible for a celibate omega to get pregnant, and I haven’t needed anything for quite some time.
“How's your pull-out game?” Kai asks, knowing damn well that is not an option if the alpha is going to knot me, and Nick shoots him an annoyed glare. “Sheesh. Someone needs a butt pl—”
“I can wear a condom, or we can get the morning-after pill tomorrow morning,” Nick offers, cutting Kai off before he can finish that suggestion.
“Pill,” Kai and I answer at the same time, and now I’m the one shooting him a warning glare.
The beta has gotten brave since I let him taste my cum right from the source. I’m not entirely sure the other two appreciate that as much as I do. I like it when he shows me what he’s feeling. I like it even more when he taunts the alphas, especially when it makes them touch me more.
But most of all, I like it when Kai looks at me like he’s prepared to pay any cost to be the one touching me instead of them.
“Kai. Do you ever stop wagging that tongue? Should I stuff another necktie in there?” Benson threatens half-heartedly, and I shake my head. Nick distracts me by licking my right nipple, and my eyes flutter shut as I bite my lip from the pleasure.
“I like it.” I manage to admit, and Kai fucking beams with pride as he smiles like the happiest man alive before sticking his tongue out at the younger alpha.
“Hear that? She likes my tongue.” Kai wiggles his brows, and I try really hard not to giggle. “Bet my tongue is her favorite.”
“She’s never had my tongue before,” Nick argues, trailing kisses down to my hip.
I look down, wondering if he’s about to change that, and watch as he bites my inner thigh.
“But she wants to come on my knot tonight, and I’m going to give the omega exactly what she wants.
” He kisses the skin he just bit, then climbs off the edge of the bed, removing his pajama pants, before reclaiming his position over my body.
The position spreads my thighs wide for him as he leans down to kiss me.
“You ready, Little Omega?” he mumbles against my lips.
“Yes...” It’s hard to talk or even think straight right now because Nick is using the tip of his cock to tease my clit as he drags it through my slick and then back up.
When he sits back, I take the opportunity to look down between my spread thighs. His cock is just as big as Benson’s is, and I take a deep breath as he grips his shaft in one hand and caresses my thigh with the other.
“Tell me if it hurts, Sweet Plum, and I’ll go slower,” Nick promises as he spreads my slick all over his shaft, all the way down to his knot. His cock is thick, but it’s clear that his knot is going to stretch me.
“Okay.”
My back arches, and I gasp, reaching for him when he presses his thick tip into me, no more than a couple of inches before he stops. My thighs already shake as I try not to tense up.
“Does it hurt?” Benson asks, and I glance up to see him watching me writhe with a frown. Kai snorts, and I meet his eyes next.
“No, that’s not pain on her face,” the beta says, grinning. “Is it, baby?” I shake my head, unable to speak, as Nick pulls back and then pushes in again a little further.
“She’s adjusting to my cock,” Nick grunts, voice strained. “Her inner walls are gripping me tight. I need to go slow so I don’t hurt her. Next time, I’ll make her come on my tongue a few times so I can slam inside her in one thrust.” Nick grits his teeth, “Jesus, baby, relax for me.”
He drops forward onto his hands so I can dig my nails into his shoulders as I whimper and moan. His skin is warm under my fingers, and I try to ground myself with deep breaths of his scent, locking my legs around his waist.
“She looks like she’s in pain,” Benson whispers, probably to Kai, but I’m not paying any attention to them because Nick is almost in all the way to just before his knot.
The intense pleasure is all-consuming, and he isn’t even moving yet. I bite into his bicep when I turn my head to the side, liking the way he feels between my teeth. With a fistful of his hair, I give his head a tug to the side and bite his neck.
“Fuck yes, Nick, fuck me, please,” I beg when I release him from between my teeth.