Chapter 7
SEVEN
KASH
It had been a couple days since the paparazzi incident that occurred backstage and my overwhelmingly amazing night with Motley.
After our time together, we talked about how I needed to not only return to the hotel and check on Twila, but that I needed to be there for her.
She was pretty shaken up from everything, and as her boyfriend, she needed me.
Surprisingly, Motley was perfectly fine with it.
I expected him to be a bit resistant, but I guess after everything that happened in the woods between us, he felt more confident in where we stood.
And he seemed to be a bit more understanding of my unusual position with Twila.
“Turn it up.” I looked down at the TV remote and clicked the tiny volume button.
We were lying in our motel bed, half dressed, smoking and watching the local news.
I lifted the cigarette from my mouth to Twila’s as she inhaled deeply.
“Oh!” She smacked my chest and coughed on the cloud of smoke.
“Look!” She pointed to the TV. The news reporter was speaking and pointing to a lake behind him, and I recognized it immediately.
Fuck. “Hey, isn’t that near the campground the band stayed at?
” Twila asked. I sat up, and she fell from my arms. “Hey!”
“Shhh!” I turned the volume up and pressed the cigarette to my mouth while I listened closely to the reporter.
“What started as an arson case has now turned into a murder case.” My blood ran cold.
“Recently, a body was discovered at the scene of the torched vehicle. A local fisherman and his son were out fishing when they caught something horrific. As of now, there are no official leads or statements from authorities; however, according to an inside source, evidence from the crime scene has been found.”
Evidence? What fucking evidence? We didn’t leave anything behind! Did we?
“Baby.” Twila smacked my arm and reached for the cigarette. “Give it back to me,” she whined.
“Shut the fuck up!” I snapped. She fell silent at my unusual temper, but all I could focus on was the TV.
“The investigation continues, and police are working around the clock to solve this brutal and heartless murder.” I grabbed my face in disbelief.
Fuck. Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck!
“I can’t believe you spoke to me like that.” I turned to look at Twila, her eyes filled with bubbling tears. Shit. I shouldn’t have yelled at her. She didn’t deserve that.
“Babygirl—fuck—I’m sorry.” I reached for her, but she pulled back. “I’m sorry! I didn’t mean it, I just?—”
Twila scoffed. “Whatever!” She furrowed her brows and wiped her tears.
“You know, ever since you returned from that little camping trip, you have been acting completely different. You stay out late, you’re coming back here worn out, and you’re completely ignoring me and my needs.
I mean, what is it, Kash? Huh? Are you out on another bender, getting high and wasted?
Or are you off fucking some fan? I mean, you have that mysterious bite mark on your neck and claim you have no idea how it even happened!
” I hadn’t realized how obvious and stupid I had been.
It was ignorant of me to think I could be so selfish and have them both without one of them noticing.
I felt terrible. Twila didn’t deserve this.
I shook my head. “No, Twila. I would never?—”
She snatched the cigarette from my hand and smoked on it a bit.
“Never fuck a fan? Yeah, sure.” She rolled her eyes.
“Sometimes I think you forget how you met me. I was just a fan once. Remember? Now, look at me.” She exhaled.
“Maybe it’s how things are with you rockstars.
You find someone and make them feel special while claiming to fall in love, just to turn the other way and wander to the next, creating a trail of broken hearts. ”
I reached for her. “Twila, no. You’re not some fan.”
Twila gently pushed my hand away. “Tell me the truth, Kash. If there’s no one else, then what is it? What changed? Did I do something? I mean, am I just not attractive to you anymore?” She wiped her eyes. “Do you…do you not love me anymore?”
No. I still love you. I just can’t tell you. I felt like a fucking ass.
I crawled over to Twila’s side and spoke in a gentle voice.
“No. That’s not it at all. Babygirl, I promise, you are the only girl for me.
” She continued to smoke and cry. “Twila, no. Baby, please. Don’t cry.
I love you. I swear I do. Hey, I’m sorry.
I’m sorry, okay?” I kissed her cheek softly.
“There’s nothing going on.” I kissed her again. “I promise.” Another lie.
She turned her head and looked at me. “You promise you still love me?” I could see the pain in her eyes.
I had been spending too much time with Motley and left her all alone.
She had no one else out here with us. Just me.
And she needed me. She needed to feel loved by me, and I had to show her that I did, in fact, still love her.
It might not be the same way that I loved Motley, but I did. I loved her.
I nodded my head, put the cigarette out, and leaned close. “I do.” I kissed her cherry-red lips. “I love you, babygirl.” She kissed me back and whimpered ever so lightly. Her arms wrapped around my neck, and I knew what I had to do. “I do,” I whispered between kisses. “I do.” Now, let me show you.
My fingers moved across her oversized shirt and across her nipples.
She gasped and inhaled my air as I played with her.
Her body rocked against mine, begging to be touched and pleased.
It had been such a long time since we’d been intimate, and I felt bad.
She must’ve felt so rejected and hurt by me, but I never intended to make her feel that way.
“Oh, Kash,” she moaned. Her arms tightened around my neck, and I knew she was aching.
My hand lifted her shirt, and my mouth fell from hers down to her breast. She moaned and arched her back in response to me.
My fingers slid under her lingerie, and I could feel just how wet she was.
You poor thing.
My finger gently caressed her swollen clit as I continued to suck and tongue her nipple. “Oh fuck,” she cried out. “Don’t stop. Don’t stop.” I quickened my speed and pushed a second finger through past her lips and into her wet pussy. She gasped loudly.
I sucked her nipple hard and released it with a wet pop before replacing it with my free hand. “That’s right, babygirl. Get nice and wet for me.”
Twila’s dark eyes met mine. “I want you inside me,” she moaned. “Please.” I knew she wanted more, but I wasn’t really in the mood myself. And I felt guilty. “Please, Kash,” she begged as she scraped her nails across my back. “Oh, please.”
I kissed her and shoved both fingers inside her pussy before pulling my mouth back. “Anything for you, babygirl. Now, roll over.”
Twila’s eyes sparkled, and she smiled as she rolled onto her knees.
She lifted her pretty little ass up high for me.
I couldn’t help but to slap it and listen to her excited gasp.
It was nice to hear her so happy. I then adjusted my position and began to finger her again, only this time I used three fingers.
She was instantly wet, dripping all down my hand as I stroked myself with the other.
It was harder than I expected to get hard, but I did eventually.
I wasted no time as I pushed my dick deep inside her dripping pussy.
Twila cried out, and her walls constricted around me.
It felt good and reminded me of how tight Motley was.
I closed my eyes and exhaled, becoming more excited.
“That’s right, squeeze me tight, baby.” I gripped her waist and fucked her aggressively from behind.
She bounced back and forth off my pelvis and came within minutes.
Her body constricted around me, pulsating as she came loudly.
She completely soaked my dick as her chest heaved, and I could tell she was struggling to breathe.
I had to slow myself down so she could even catch her breath.
Before I knew it, Twila slowly lifted herself off my dick and rolled onto her back.
She was beaming, and her cheeks were completely flushed.
“Thank you, baby. Oh, I fucking needed that.” She exhaled and smiled.
Sweat beaded across her forehead as she eyed me closely.
“Did you come?” I nodded and lied to her again.
“Wow, I must’ve been really loud cause I didn’t even hear you!
” She giggled. “Fuck, thank you, baby.” She crawled over to me and kissed me.
“I’m going to take a shower.” She danced over to the bathroom and turned the shower on.
What the fuck just happened? Regardless of who it was, I have never had an issue coming. So why didn’t I?
Twila’s voice overshadowed my questions. “You coming, baby?” She shot her head around the bathroom doorway, her long blonde hair bouncing around her beaming face. She really was breathtaking.
With a forced smile, I fixed my pants, tucked my still hard and tender dick away, and stood. “Actually, I think I’m going to take a little walk. I’m feeling a bit overheated.” What I really needed was to clear my head. Because what the fuck was that?
Her face told me she was concerned. “Are you sure?”
I nodded and flashed her another fake smile. “Yeah.” I grabbed a pack of cigarettes and my lighter as I walked to her and gave her a soft little peck. “I’ll be right back, babygirl.” I slapped her ass, and she giggled as if everything was fine. But it wasn’t.