9. Allie
CHAPTER 9
Allie
I took a deep breath and began the first notes of the song. I couldn’t believe I actually told him that I wrote a song for him and that I sat here to play it for him—on our first in-person date. It should’ve been awkward, but it wasn’t. It was anything but that. It was like I lost my damn mind when he was around. He kissed the brain cells right out of me. I could feel him behind me, but I could not see his expression, which was better.
Theo. Teddy. Holy shit, what a night it had been so far. Dinner with him at Prism was beyond any expectation I had. He made me feel like a fairy-tale princess all night. And kissing him? Never, not ever in my entire life, had someone kissed me like him. It made me wonder what else he was proficient at, but if I admitted it to myself, I already knew. The man knew his way around a woman’s body. Bailey’s words from earlier rang in my head, and I forced them out. I meant every word I said to Teddy. I cared about him. We fit so well together. I wanted way more than I ever had with someone this quickly. That voice in the back of my head continued to try to reason with me, to tell me that there was no way that this could happen so fast, that I needed to slow down and not play all my cards so quickly.
But I wasn’t listening to that annoying little voice that made me feel like I didn’t deserve happiness. I was, instead, writing songs about this man. Forgoing sleep to write lyrics or waking up after dreaming about him. I was known for leading with my emotions, but this may be a new record for me. I just wanted to be happy, damn it. I closed my eyes and let the words of the first verse fall from my lips as I rocked back and forth on the padded bench. I wasn’t sure yet if these were the final lyrics or not.
In a crowded room, our eyes collided,
His gaze like the ocean, deep and undivided.
Blue eyes met mine, a connection ignited,
Little did I know, a love story was invited.
I paused, my eyes closed as I readied myself to continue to the pre-chorus. I swayed to the music, allowing it to take me with it along the journey.
Caught in the current of a fleeting glance,
A chance encounter, a serendipitous dance.
In those blue eyes, I found romance,
Love arrived unexpectedly, like fate’s advance.
I felt movement, and Teddy sat next to me on the bench. I halted playing to look at him, and what I saw in his eyes stopped me in my tracks.
“I want to hear the rest of the song,” he said, his voice so low a shot of lust went straight to my core. “I cannot believe you wrote those beautiful words about meeting me. I feel out of control because I can’t wait for you to be done singing. I’m sorry if this is rude to interrupt when the master is at work, but I couldn’t stop myself. I have to touch you. Is it okay to touch you?”
I was rather sure I knew what he meant, and my heart pounded in response. I knew if I removed my fingers from the keys, my hands would shake. “Yes,” I said, my voice barely audible. Permission granted, Teddy grabbed me like I weighed nothing and set me on his lap, my dress riding up to my hips. He slid his hands up my bare thighs and I squirmed when he stopped millimeters from touching the edge of my thong underwear.
“Mallie,” he said, and I wanted to shift myself against him at the tone of his voice. I never had it happen before, but it was possible his voice alone could give me an orgasm. “I want to respect you. Make sure you tell me what you’re okay with. There is no pressure here. We have all the time in the world. I never want you to think I’m using you or want something from you just to satisfy my own desires. I want to give you the lyrics to write a new song.”
He said the magic words. No doubt new songs would be written about this night for sure. We looked into each other’s eyes, having a silent conversation. His thumbs stroked the insides of my thighs, setting me on fire. When was the last time I slept with a guy on our first date? A long, long time ago. Before I had a lot to lose and could be more careless with my choices. However, to me, this wasn’t the same thing. We hadn’t just met. We knew more about each other than I felt like I knew about Josiah over our five-year relationship. We’d had a lot of deep conversations and knew exactly what the other thought. We weren’t young and looking to scratch an itch. We knew what we wanted and had the battle scars to show that we had put in the work to get here.
I didn’t need to think it through. This was Teddy. “Do you want me to spell it out for you?”
“I kinda do, yeah. I will never forgive myself if I do something to upset you or push you away. I’m living my life on cloud nine these days, and I can’t come down from that high by doing something stupid.”
I put my hands on either side of his face. Over the years, I evolved from a sweet little teenager who would do whatever she had to do to get her record deal to a woman who knew who she was, what she wanted, and what she stood for. This Mallorie Witt took no shit from anyone but did it with a kind heart and a giving spirit. This Mallorie hit the top of every chart and won every award she was nominated for. This Mallorie Witt knew exactly what the hell she wanted, and she took it with no apologies. But this girl right here, on the lap of Theo Nolan? This was Mallie, a newly coined woman dating an amazing man. She could be whoever she wanted with him, and what and who she wanted to be was a woman who told her man exactly what she wanted and how he could do it.
“Teddy,” I said, my voice low. “I want you to show me just what you can do with that fine-as-hell body. I want you to touch me and fuck me until I don’t know who I am or where I am. I want to know what you can do with that mouth, those hands, and what I assume is that giant dick of yours. I want you. All of you. Right now.” Bailey would be so proud. I couldn’t even believe I’d said it, much less that I planned to do it.
Teddy blinked, registering my words. I definitely never told a man exactly what I wanted before, but maybe I should’ve. This was the new me. Confident in every part of my life, including in bed with a hot man. No questions on what I want—I will tell you. This is Mallie.
“Fuck,” he said, and that was the last word spoken. He buried his face in my neck, nipping and sucking at the skin. His hands moved to my core, and he used one to shift my underwear out of the way. He groaned when one finger slid through my lips, finding me soaked for him. He pushed inside of me and I writhed on him, my head falling back as the sensations took over. I panted when he added a second finger, curling it just right. His fingers were giant and they stretched me, but it felt like they were made for me.
“So fucking sweet,” he said, kissing the other side of my neck. “You have too many clothes on, angel.” He moved his fingers again, using his thumb to stroke my clit.
“Teddy,” I moaned, pushing myself against his hard length. The man was massive in every place, and I felt that his dick was no exception. I wanted to see him, touch him. I wanted it all.
“Pull that dress over your head and let me see those beautiful breasts.” He didn’t have to ask me again. I flung it off, and his eyes zeroed in on my low-cut strapless black lace bra. His one hand worked inside me while the other unhooked my bra. It fell to the floor, and Teddy immediately took a nipple in his mouth. I held his head, riding his fingers.
“I need,” I said. He tilted his head up to look at me.
“You need what, my angel.”
“To my room,” I said. “I need to see you and touch you.”
“One minute,” he said and slid me off his lap. “Can I set you up here for a second?” He indicated the lid of the piano. I nodded permission, and he placed me there like I weighed nothing. His hot gaze slid down my body, from my bare breasts to the small thong. “We’re going to get rid of this,” he said and took the scrap of fabric off and tucked it in his pants pocket. “I’ve had myself a fantasy that I need to live out. Are you okay if I do?”
Whatever this man wanted to do to me, I would not tell him no. I nodded and he dropped down and opened my legs. “I need to taste you while you lie on this piano that you create masterpieces on. I need to feel you come on my tongue. From now on, whenever you sit at this piano, I want you to think about this. I want you to write songs about this and sing them in front of thousands of people that will never know you created them while I ate this beautiful pussy.”
Before I could fully comprehend his words, his mouth was on me. He held me open with his large hands and closed his mouth over my clit. I screamed and lay back, holding his head with my hands as he devoured me. At one point, his fingers joined his tongue in annihilating my every sense. Never, not ever, had I had a man eat me so thoroughly or expertly. He lifted my hips to get a better angle and I groaned, my eyes rolling back. My hands gripped his hair and he looked up at me, a devilish look in his eyes I couldn’t even attempt to decipher. I struggled to catch my breath as my orgasm came barreling down my spine. I cried out as his tongue brought me through the rippling orgasm. He rained kisses along both sides of my inner thighs, bringing me down slowly from the best orgasm of my life.
He crawled up my body, kissing me all the way to my mouth. I panted, the aftershocks of my orgasm still ricocheting through my body. “That is just the beginning of what I’m going to give you tonight, angel. Now that I’ve had a taste of you, I will never get enough.” Before I could respond, he closed his mouth over mine and lifted me, carrying me easily as we continued to kiss. He stopped when he realized he had no idea where to go, and we broke apart, laughing.
“That way, second door on the right,” I said. “This is super unfair, by the way.” He held my naked backside against his very clothed body.
“What is?”
“That I am completely naked and you are completely clothed.”
Teddy wiggled his eyebrows as he reached my door. “I don’t think you should ever wear clothes again.”
“That would be frowned upon in my line of work.”
He stepped up to my bed and laid me down gently. “You’d be popular for a whole new reason,” he joked. He ran his hands up and down my body as though he was trying to memorize me. I pulled him to me, and he caged me in, holding himself over my body. “But also, I want no one to see this. This is mine.”
His possessiveness and the look in his eye as he said it made me tingle from head to toe. This man was going to show me things I knew I’d never seen before.
I reached for the buttons of his dress shirt and undid them. When I finally got the last button undone, I shoved the shirt off him. “Undershirt, off,” I demanded. He took a handful of the shirt like only guys can do, pulled it off, and tossed it behind him.
I stared. The cut muscles of his defined chest, arms, and abs were something I hadn’t seen up close before. His muscles rippled as I ran my hand along his chest and down to the button of his pants, my intention clear. “You like what you see, angel?”
I ran my hands down my naked body, cupping my breasts and ending at my turned-on, ready-to-go-again pussy. I ran my hands along myself as he watched. His tongue darted out to lick his lips as he watched me. “You’re fucking gorgeous, and I want you all over me.”
His gaze darkened on me. “You’re going to get all that you want and then some.”
I reached for his pants, unbuttoned them, and attempted to push them off his backside. When they didn’t fall right off, he laughed. “I have an ass.”
“I’m trying to see that ass,” I said. “Help me.”
He shoved them to the floor and stepped out of them, leaving him in a pair of black boxer briefs. His legs were ridiculous. I’d never seen so many muscles. And then there was the star of the show, straining behind his underwear.
“You’re a work of art,” I said.
His gaze scanned my naked body again, and I swore I felt his perusal. “Says the literal masterpiece.”
I sat up and he backed up to allow me to stand. I hooked my fingers into his boxer briefs and tugged them to the floor. He was so tall and large that I felt tiny next to him. My attention immediately went to his large dick, so ready for me. I reached out and wrapped my hand around him, and he groaned.
“Angel,” he said.
“Teddy,” I replied, pumping him slowly as I watched his expression. “Lie back. I want to get to know this body. You had your way with me. It’s my turn to explore.”
He smirked and did as I asked. He put his hands behind his head and watched as I climbed over him. “I guess that’s only fair, but note that I won’t be able to handle it for long. I need you sooner rather than later.”
I straddled his hips, and he gripped me tightly as we lined up perfectly with each other.
“Definitely not going to last long with you doing that.”
I grinned and ran my hands along his sculpted shoulders, down his chest, and back up as I slid his massive erection through my folds, the friction making me roll my eyes and groan. “I’m memorizing you. God, this body is ridiculous.”
His dimples appeared at my appreciation. “I’m glad you like it.” He took his hands from behind his head to cup my breasts. “I’ve been memorizing your body for the last thirty minutes, and I plan to replay this over and over in my head for however long it takes until we see each other again.”
“I want to suck you,” I said, and his eyes widened. “Please.”
“I want that so badly,” he said, “but I also want to be inside you.”
“You’re going to get it all,” I said, scooting down so I could put him in my mouth. The moment my tongue made contact, he groaned and gripped the blanket. I licked and sucked him into my mouth. He shifted my body so he could run his hand between my legs and touch my pussy again. I opened for him and groaned on his dick as he pushed two fingers inside me.
“God, I love this,” he moaned. “I want you to ride my face, but I know I can’t do that right now. I need to fuck you. Are you ready, angel?”
I licked the underside of his giant cock, then up to the head one more time. “So fucking good,” I murmured.
“You got that right,” he said. He sat up and rolled me so I lay on my back, and he slid on top of me. “Protection? I have it in my bag.”
“I have an IUD,” I said. “And was tested after Josiah to make sure he wasn’t cheating on me.”
“I’m regularly tested, too,” he said. “Are you sure?”
“Beyond sure,” I said, squirming under him. “I need you inside me. Right now. Skin to skin.” I had no idea who this person was, but I liked her. I think I may keep her.
He closed his eyes briefly as he lined himself up with me. Our gazes met as he slid inside me. I fought to keep them open when the sensation of him filling me took over.
“Mallie,” he whispered. “Fuck, angel. You were made for me.” He pulled out and slid back in, and I arched my back at the immediate overstimulation of my senses. Teddy caged me in as he moved inside me, filling me completely.
“Teddy,” I groaned. “More. Give me more.” My legs tightened on his hips and pulled him closer. He leaned on one arm and used the other to cup my breast and play with my nipple.
“I want you to ride me,” he said. “I want these tits in my face while your pussy clenches me.”
I groaned. “Yes. I want it all.” He thrust a few more times before pulling out and rolling over, bringing me with him. God, his strength was such a turn-on. I was a slender woman, but I wasn’t a small woman at almost five foot eleven. He made me feel like a peanut. I stared at his glistening cock lying against his belly and his amazing body, taut and ready for me to enjoy.
“Come here, angel.”
I crawled over him, and he assisted in lining me up to take him. He slid in easily, and I gasped at the fullness of him in this position.
“Relax. I’ve got you.” He eased in and out a few times. “That’s it. You take my dick like such a good girl. You’re so fucking tight.”
He gripped my hips and moved me back and forth as he stretched me, filling me to the brim. When he was in fully, I placed my hands on his chest and rocked back and forth, my hair falling around me. His hands moved from my hips to my breasts. He squeezed them together and rolled my nipples as he watched me move over him.
“Fucking heaven. I have died and am in heaven right now,” he murmured. “You feel so fucking amazing, squeezing my cock like that. Mallie, shit. I’m not going to last. It’s too good.”
He took a breast in his mouth and sucked, then moved to the other as I rode him. The longer it went, the faster I moved on him, the sensation of him bringing me closer and closer to another orgasm.
“Teddy,” I groaned. “I’m so close. It feels so good.” He sat up and wrapped his arms around me, pushing himself up into me as I ground down on him. The shift in position and his meeting my movements made the sensations that much more pronounced, and I gripped his shoulders as we panted and breathed together, too into it now to do any more dirty talk.
My body shattered over him and I cried out. He held me still and pulsed into me, drawing out my orgasm and making me scream his name over and over. Just when I thought I couldn’t possibly go any longer, he flipped me again and drove into me, chasing his own release. As he bottomed out over and over, I felt it coming again. I couldn’t believe it. I shook my head back and forth against the bed, my body unable to process the feeling of it coming again.
“I feel you,” he said. “Let go, baby. Give me that orgasm.”
Teddy leaned down and kissed me. The second our tongues touched, my body let go. I gripped his back as another bone-melting orgasm ripped through me. He moved faster and finally let go, gripping my hip as he filled me. As we both came down, breathing heavily, he rolled to his side and took me with him. He tucked a piece of hair behind my ear and ran his fingertips down my face. He gripped my chin and kissed me.
“That was the most amazing experience of my life,” he said and kissed me again, our tongues tangling. I ran my hands through his short hair and down to his muscular back, pulling him closer to me. I would tease him and tell him that he said that to all the girls, but I couldn’t. Because he was right, and we weren’t the ones that were going to give each other lines.
“I have no idea what you just did to me, but I don’t think I can move ever again. You are going to be single-handedly responsible for the demise of my career because now I can never leave this room.” We both laughed and Teddy cupped my breast, his gaze hungry.
“I hope you don’t need sleep tonight,” he said, “because there is no fucking way I can go to sleep after that. I’m going to do that over and over and over again. You know, to make sure I do it right. And give you something to remember me by.”
I felt him growing between us, and I reached down and stroked him the rest of the way to life. “There is no fucking way I ever forget this. When you said it was the most amazing experience of your life? Yeah. It was that and then some for me. I don’t even have words to describe it, and that’s literally what I do.”
“I fucked the words out of you?” Teddy grinned. “Now that’s something to brag about. Give me an award for your shelf. Write me a song. Those are the only lyrics. It’ll hit number one.”
“By the way,” I said, still stroking him. I didn’t know much about male erections, but I was impressed at how fast he was ready again. “I don’t want to bring her up right now, but I feel like I need to say this.”
“Say what?”
“Beth was lying her fucking ass off. There is no fucking comparing you to any man and saying you aren’t good at what you do.”
He grinned and laughed loudly. “Oh, angel,” he said, rolling us and sliding back inside me. “Let me show you how good I can make you feel.”