Epilogue
Mads
It’s evening. Oscar and the omegas are in the nest right now. They wanted to suck his cock at the same time. I would love to watch, but Ro doesn’t like an audience. I’ll just have them tell me about it tomorrow. Oscar looked absolutely out of his mind when they took him away.
Locke and Kol are with me in our room. The only light is the glow from my fish tank. I’m pretending they aren’t waiting on me by checking my water temperature and logging some of my fish behavior.
“You two are being so patient,” I say quietly. They don’t respond. I turn over my shoulder and smile at my two very obedient alphas.
Their eye contact is delicious. Both are waiting for direction. I give them each attention but no direction.
I turn back to my fish.
“Mads?” Kol asks.
“Yes, alpha?”
“What are you planning for tonight?”
It’s a great question. And it actually helps me. I pick up my cane and walk toward the men. I’ve learned a lot about them since we’ve been together, and I plan on using it against them. For them. I stop in front of Kol. Tension is tight between us.
“Remind me what your boundaries are between the three of us. Tonight.”
“I’m only interested in you. Whatever you want.”
Locke answers the question, too, “I’m also only interested in you, Mads. Kol is a handsome alpha, but he’s not you.”
“What else?”
“I can’t think of anything. I want everything.”
Locke nods, agreeing with his pack mate.
Good. This is good.
The way this lounge area is set up, there’s a long sectional couch facing my aquarium, with a coffee table and poufs in the center.
Kol helped me make it comfortable and moody, and I’m not going to lie and say I didn’t imagine all the fucking we’d do in this space.
Locke sits on one side of the couch, and Kol sits on a deep armchair facing us.
I stand in front of Locke and take off my clothes.
No one dares to breathe until I’m done. I get down on my knees.
I’ve gotten better at getting to the ground, and I don’t need anyone’s help tonight.
I rest my hands on Locke’s thighs.
“Locke, can you be a good boy and do something for me?” I make sure his baby blue eyes are focused on me. He nods and says, “Yes, beta.”
“I want you to describe, in detail, how it was dying my hair. Tell Kol everything you thought and everything you felt.”
Locke’s eyes flit to Kol.
They’ve played this game before.
Kol loves verbal play, and Locke loves being forced (gently and with his permission) to do uncomfortable things.
“Kol.” I twist to see the alpha in the shadows, only his eyes exposed in the light. “Don’t you dare touch your cock.”
Locke is wearing sweatpants, so it’s easy enough to pull them down. He lifts his hips, and I get them all the way off. Then I pull him forward to take his shirt off. I want him naked. His hand is already on his hardening cock. I join him in doing a few strokes.
“Now, tell him the story, and don’t stop until I say so.”
“Ok, god.” I gasp as I lick his beautiful manhood up and down.
“Ok. Ok. Kol, Mads was being a fucking prick. He was so grumpy and mean. He’d made us walk for hours.
So, he was all sweaty and hot. The way I stared at the sweat on his neck…
You know how I love a strong man. He was totally running the show, and wouldn’t budge for me for a second.
It was absolutely killing me. He was wearing this shirt that was cut a little too short, and sometimes when he’d lean up against something, I could see his waist. I was practically drooling. ”
I take his whole cock into my mouth and moan, sending vibrations down his legs.
“Fuck! We’d gotten back to his place, and he wouldn’t stop staring at me with his big ass brown eyes.
Honey brown. I’m lucky he didn’t see how hard I was getting.
Suddenly, the guy was letting me deduce what happened next.
He was waiting for me to tell him where to sit. What to do. To be stillllll.”
I grab onto his balls as I slide him in and out of my mouth. He tastes so good. Fuck. He’s salty, and I’ve never understood horses until now. Locke is my salt lick. I got to remember to keep it together myself. I’m getting lost already in the act of sucking his savory cock.
“I spent way too long putting my fingers through his hair. He closed his pretty eyes and his big-ass shoulders relaxed. You mother fuckers scared the piss out of him, but he was leaning into my touch. An alpha.”
To be honest, I was so touch-starved at that point. The only hands that touched me in the last year were people who’d read my name off a clipboard first.
I take him deeper and faster.
I pop off quickly to say, “Don’t come.”
He growls at me, but then it turns into a tragic moan as I suck him down again.
“I swear he made a little sigh as I worked on his hair. I kept two hands on him the whole time. We didn’t talk.
Or make a noise. I never wanted it to end, so I was so careful with every strand on his pretty…
” His voice gives out, and he squirms underneath me.
“Head of his. When I rinsed him out, I had him completely in my arms. I rested our bodies together. He never once pulled away.”
The sounds I’m making with his cock and my spit are lewd.
I stop and look behind me, and the naughty alpha’s hand is on his crotch, gripping his cock through the material.
Oh, he’ll be punished for that. Instead of putting my mouth back on Locke, I climb up his body and straddle him.
His hands grab my hips and slide up my sides, and his chest purrs.
I reach down and grip his leaking, wet cock.
“Mads,” he whispers.
Both of us are erect and ready. I’m so turned on by his story. By Kol. By him.
I pull back and spit down on my own cock, getting it nice and wet, so I can grip us both at the same time. Locke gets impatient and pulls my neck down for a kiss. I’m grinding against him and pumping our cocks together, while we make out like desperate fools.
The hot presence of Kol looms over us both as he stands behind me.
His palm skates up my spine, sending shivers down my body, but I don’t stop undulating. Kol grabs the back of the couch and presses his naked, hairy chest against my back, slick with sweat.
“Do betas need to be prepped?” It’s a facetious question because he knows we do. I feel his lubed-up hand resting at the top of my ass.
“You want to fuck me, alpha?”
“With my fingers. For now.” The timber of his voice alone could get me to come.
“Yes, please. Yes.”
Like a fucking expert, Kol eases his middle finger into me, while I continue to stroke off Locke and myself.
Locke kisses my neck and jaw, and I’m pinned between the two alphas.
I feel so safe that I completely let go in the sensations.
Kol pushes a second finger into me, and fucks me with them, stretching me with his masculine digits.
All I hear are their grunts and growls and moans.
It’s so fucking hot.
“Can I come now, beta?” Locke asks with the sweetest voice I just want to die.
“Yes, let’s come together,” I say between my panting. Kol pushes his body more into mine so I feel him everywhere, including his hard cock up against me. He speeds up his rhythm, and I just let go. Locke will have to keep up. I can’t hold back anymore.
But he is right there with me.
Both of us come at the same time, shooting our cum all over my hand and his belly. My asshole is loose, so Koll pulls out right even though I want more. He knows exactly what to do here. It’s his cock I’ll want next.
Out of breath and in need of recovery, I relaxed over the top of Locke. They both rub my back and talk me through it.
“Should we all fuck at the same time?” Kol whispers between us like a secret.
“That’s the plan.”
“I’ll get you water.” Kol leaves me to get the water.
“Where do you want me?”
I fall onto the couch next to him.
“My bed.” He kisses me on my lips and then leaves to get ready for me. Alphas recover slightly faster than betas do.
Kol returns with water, and I drink the whole glass.
He goes to kiss me, but I stop him.
“No, you were a naughty alpha, Kol. You touched yourself during Locke’s story. I’m going to have to punish you.”
Kol’s eyes blow wide, and he stands up straight, showing me the extent of his glorious naked frame.
He has the biggest cock out of them.
“No kissing?”
“You catch on quick.”
He pouts.
“How can I make it up to you?”
He grabs my elbow and helps me up off the couch.
“Let me take you, while Locke has his cock shoved in my ass.
Kol’s entire body erupts in goosebumps.
“Yes.”
I sit on the edge of the bed.
“Kol, lie down, facing up. I want us to face each other. Locke, do you want to come up behind me?”
“Yes, sir.”
Kol brings me up and over him, and I bring his knees up to his ribs.
Because he can’t kiss me, he takes to licking our bond mark on my chest. My eyes flutter, and my cock is very ready to fuck his ass.
Locke hands me the lube, and I prep Kol with it.
Fucking his asshole with my fingers is almost too good. But I want my cock inside him.
“Ready?” I say, and kiss his knee. Locke is right behind me, holding me, making sure that I can move how I want to.
“Yes, please.”
I set the tip of my cock at his entrance, then I close my eyes.
I exhale all the air in my body. I say a little invocation of thanks that this is where I am right now, and then lean forward.
Kol grunts, and his head sinks far back.
Locke pushes my hips forward, and I rest my hand on Kol’s chest. The head of my cock is barely in, and I can’t catch my breath.
“Fuck! Mads! Fuck! More, please, more.”
“Locke,” I desperately shout.
Locke notches his knees behind my knees. He loops his arm around my waist, then I let him get me the rest of the way. Kol is fucking tight. As soon as I am all the way in, stretching his inner walls to their extent, I rest my head on his chest.
It feels amazing. Locke doesn’t waste time. He lubes up my ass and then fucks me slowly until he’s inside me.
I’ve taken a cock before. But never while inside another man.
For a moment, the three of us are connected and entwined fully. Kol, the strong man that he is, takes over the motions. I’m wasted. I can’t do anything. I’m fucked up.
Locke fucks me, and Kol makes sure he gets fucked, too.
I say, fuck it, and start kissing him.
He’s earned it.
I think we are beautiful when we are together.
I’ll never forget how these alphas make me feel: Powerful.
In control. Safe. Secure. Alphas can, if motivated, destroy almost completely everything.
And yet, it’s alphas that healed me. It was them who reached out their hand, and kept reaching out.
They held me tight. They loved me first.
Knowing what my life has become, I wouldn’t change a thing.
A heavy cost.
I pay it gladly.