16. Dan
Chapter 16
Dan
The same night, Friday, June 1
Mine
There’s no way I can fall asleep after what just happened between me and Ally in the bathroom. The things she lets me do to her…
Fuck.
I keep replaying the night in my mind as she sleeps tucked beneath my arm, where she belongs. The way she fucked that dildo, it was so raw and desperate. I can only imagine how she’d ride my cock. The sounds she made in that shower and the look on her face as she came… The memory will forever live in my head. I shouldn’t have let any of it happen, but I’m in too deep, too consumed by this girl to feel even the slightest bit of guilt anymore.
I stroke her wet hair and kiss her cheek, my gaze traveling down the length of her naked body and enjoying every inch of what I see, her skin tinged blue beneath my neon lamp. I need to jerk off to get rid of this raging hard-on I have, but there’s no way I can leave Ally’s side. Tonight, it feels like she’s truly mine, if only for a little while, and I won’t waste a minute of it.
Tomorrow, things will be back to normal between us. We’ll go about our day without addressing the events of tonight. It will be agony. I don’t know how I’m meant to carry on living my life without… fucking Ally. Every single day. I need to be inside Ally and feel her come on my cock. I want to come inside her and be the only one who ever does. I want her to… love me, because I’m so madly in love with her.
There has to be some way we can be together, even if it’s only in private. We’ve kept this attraction between us a secret for so long. Surely we can make something work.
In the morning, I’ll tell her how I feel—that this isn’t just about sex for me and I’m in love with her. I’m beyond caring about what’s right or wrong, I just need her to be mine.