32. Harper
CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
HARPER
The heart of the maze has an eerie quietness in the dying sunlight.
All I hear is wind threading through leaves and the hammering of my heart.
It feels as though the hedges are breathing with me, alive and watching, and have been waiting years for this moment to unfold.
My legs clench at the thought of what me and Tyler are about to do within the walls of this maze.
There’s something primal about this place. It’s wild and forgotten, like it exists outside of time. Shadows loom. The cool October breeze sends a chill down my spine.
Each time my mother found out I’d snuck in here as a child, she told me I was naughty. Her scolding filled me with shame. Yet some strange part of me enjoyed being naughty, especially when it was with Tyler and Felix.
Now, I’m about to lose my virginity within these hedges and I can’t think of a more perfect place.
I don’t want a candlelit bedroom and soft sheets.
I want dirt beneath my knees and leaves tangled through my hair.
I want to give myself over to the wildness of this place and let Tyler have all of me .
From the dark look in Tyler’s eyes as he pulls his hoodie off, I know he wants the same.
His torso glistens with a thin sheen of sweat in the fading light.
Without taking his eyes off me, Tyler tosses his hoodie aside, then steps out of his pants.
My mouth goes dry at the sight of his naked body, his muscles so strong and defined.
He’s ready for me. The head of his cock is covered in pre-cum, and I’m aching for him to fill me with it.
“You’re nervous?” he asks.
I shake my head and whisper, “Not at all.”
Tyler stalks toward me like he wants to devour me. I’m more than ready to let him. He cups my face in his hands, tilting my head back, and strokes my cheeks.
“I’ve wanted this for so long, baby. So fucking long. It’s you and me.”
“Always,” I complete our saying with a shaky breath, pressing up on my toes to kiss him.
Tyler pulls my dress over my head and unclips my bra. I shiver as the cool air touches my nipples. He kneels in front of me, lowering my panties. I told him last night I’m on the pill. There’ll be no barrier between us. We’ll be the closest two people can ever get.
Tyler lowers himself to the grass, pulling me onto his lap and wrapping my legs around his waist. “We’re going to take this nice and slow. It might hurt at first. You sink onto me at your own pace.”
I gulp, knowing this is it. We’re finally here. I’ve known him forever. We’ve been through everything together. The good and the bad. It feels right that he’s the one to take my virginity. I want to give all of myself to him.
My hands rest on Tyler’s shoulders and I rise onto my knees, peering down between us to line up his cock with my entrance. Moving slow, I lower onto him, taking deep breaths to work through the new sensation of being filled.
“You okay, Harp?” Tyler groans. It’s such a deep and rough sound. He’s trying to be gentle, but I can feel the struggle within him as his fingers dig into my hips.
I meet his gaze. Our eye contact sends tingles all through me, seeing the pleasure and heat within him. But above all else, love . He adores and worships me. I love him beyond measure.
Kissing Tyler, I lower a little more, needing to be filled with his thickness. But my movements are too eager and I wince at the sudden sharpness of him stretching me.
Tyler takes care of me, kisses my nipples and rubbing my clit to ease the pain. “Don’t rush. We’ll make it fit. You’re already doing so well.”
He’s being patient, but I can hear the strain in his voice and know he’s using every ounce of willpower to not thrust up into me.
Desperate to get the sting over with, I push down all the way, crying out with pain as his entire length fills me.
“Fuck, baby. Fuck .” Tyler groans at the depth. “Are you okay? You didn’t need to do that.”
The sensation of his cock filling me is unlike anything I’ve experienced.
It hurts so bad, yet the closeness between us is everything I need.
His heart beats against my chest, grounding me in the moment.
I close my eyes and take deep breaths, resting my forehead to his as I try to relax my muscles and adjust to his size.
“I’m fine,” I whisper, trembling from both the pain and intense emotions. “Give me a second.”
I attempt to focus on other sensations, like how much I love the feel of his warm skin against mine. The sound of our breath mixing as one. The way his muscles tense and relax beneath me.
After a few deep breaths, the pain starts to fade. I feel his cock flex inside me, and a spark of pleasure spreads through me, remembering that we’re doing this with no condom. His pre-cum is coating me. Soon, I’ll be filled with his cum. I want to be filled by Tyler so badly.
After another deep breath, I open my eyes, never breaking our gaze as I slowly rise and sink back down. We both groan. I’m tender but the pain is easing.
“I’m losing my mind right now, Harper. Tell me this is real. You’re all I’ve ever wanted.”
“So real.” My voice wavers, overwhelmed by how connected I feel to him right now.
“You feel incredible.”
I love hearing that I please him. Tyler grabs my hips, helping me find my rhythm. Our movements are slow, but each time I lower, I moan with pleasure, feeling the tip of his cock a little deeper, stretching me farther.
Tyler strokes my clit and sucks my nipple. I gasp at the unexpected thrill that courses through me. My head tilts back and my eyelids fall shut, consumed by the connection between us.
When I open my eyes again, my attention catches on something moving in the distance—a figure standing within the shadows of a passageway.
I gasp, realizing Felix is watching me. A rush of panic hits me, fearful that he’s jealous. But then I see the dark pleasure in his eyes. The obsession.
Slowly, he steps into the clearing. “Does it feel good, Harper?”
Tyler turns his head, finding our company. I expect him to be frustrated with Felix for interrupting us. I’m shocked when he returns to kissing my breasts and rubbing my clit.
“Should we stop?” I ask Tyler. “Is this weird?”
“He’s watching you, not me.”
“I know but…”
“You’re ours, Harper. He has every right to watch.”
Felix told me Tyler has an unhinged side. I thought I understood what that meant. I thought I’d seen it last night. But it’s only now sinking in that while Felix has boundaries, Tyler truly does not. Witnessing this side of him makes my pussy clench around his cock.
He kisses my other nipple. “Perhaps it’s selfish of me to keep your first time all to myself. Ride me, baby. Enjoy yourself. Let him watch you. I know you love being watched.”
My eyes flick to Felix. While he’s not physically a part of this moment, he’s here to watch me lose my innocence, and somehow, this feels just as intimate. The sex is no longer only about me and Tyler, but the three of us, and it’s perfect.
I rise to the tip of Tyler’s cock, maintaining eye contact with Felix as I sink back down. The look in his eyes is feral, like he’s fighting with everything inside him to not join in.
Felix brushes a hand over his cock and groans. “You two are as sick as each other.”
“Yet you’re the one watching,” Tyler calls to him.
“I couldn’t miss out on her first time, even if it’s not with me.” Felix takes a seat on a stone bench, maintaining his distance. “Tell me what she feels like.”
Tyler holds my face between his two palms, looking me in the eyes, consumed with me, groaning as I move up and down on him. “She’s so tight around my cock. So warm. I can feel each time her pussy flutters. She’s going to make me come so hard.”
“I bet. I can’t wait for my turn.”
I love the way they’re talking to each other about me. It spreads heat all through me, making me shiver. Tyler groans, and I wonder if he felt my pussy flutter again.
“She looks warmed up,” Felix says. “I think she can take it a little faster now.”
“Agreed.” Tyler’s hands tighten on my hips and he thrusts up with more force, drawing out a blissful cry from me. “That’s it, baby. Let us hear how good you feel.”
I try to increase my speed, but I’m so new at this, so unskilled, that my movements make Tyler lose depth.
He grips my ass and shoves me down, impaling me on his cock at a faster pace.
Up and down. Up and down. It’s both painful and blissful, and I burst with a moan, loving him being so deep at this speed.
It unleashes something feral within me, needing more, aching to come.
I push him onto his back, planting my hands on his chest for leverage.
What we were doing up until this point was making love. Now, we’re fucking.
“That’s it, Harper,” Felix purrs. “I can see how desperate you are. How much you like sex. Make your pussy feel good. You’re desperate to be filled with his cum, aren’t you? I want to see him fill you up. I want to see it leaking out of you. Ride him faster and make him come.”
My pussy tightens at Felix’s words. They’re so fucked up and yet I love it. He’s seeing me in my most vulnerable state, watching me give myself over to pleasure. It only heightens the experience.
I begin to ride Tyler with more vigor, my hips swiveling in rapid motions. My tits bouncing. He’s groaning, his hips working in time with mine .
I look down at myself, wanting to watch where Tyler’s cock enters me, but am shocked by the sight of my lower half, covered in Tyler’s filthy handprints of dirt and grass.
Both of us are a mess, the dirt sticking to the sweat we’re working up.
There’s blood between my thighs and on Tyler’s lower torso.
He’s covered in my virgin blood. The sight is darkly intimate, almost ceremonial. My pussy clenches, aroused by the way my blood marks him, like a ritual of claiming.
“It’s fucking hot,” Tyler grits out, and I realize he’s talking about my blood.
We’re a mess, yet I love how raw this moment is, the two of us fucking like animals in the heart of this maze.
“Harder,” Felix commands, watching where Tyler enters me. “Show me how much you want this, Harper.”
I ride Tyler faster, feeling my orgasm approach.
“Look at that perfect ass and tits bouncing up and down,” Felix says. “Little Sinner. You’re earning that name right now. She’s working so hard, bro. So desperate for an orgasm. You want Tyler’s cum in you?”
“Yes,” I moan.
Tyler rubs my clit, clenching his teeth and struggling to speak. “She’s going to come. She’s so fucking tight. You can do it, baby.”
My hips buck frantically as the coil of pleasure inside me winds tighter and tighter.
“Don’t hold back any longer,” Felix encourages. “Be a good girl for me and Tyler and come all over his cock.”
His words send me over the edge. My orgasm crashes into me and my inner walls clamp down on Tyler’s dick. My body is trembling. The sounds coming out of my mouth are high pitched and like nothing I’ve ever heard from myself before, but I can’t control it .
The orgasm is so different to any other I’ve experienced.
It’s stronger. I know it’s because of the vulgar act I’m performing in this maze and how there’s no shred of embarrassment left within me.
I’ve surrendered and am indulging in the things my body needs.
Sex and love, and that’s exactly what my two men are giving me.
As soon as my orgasm fades, Tyler rolls me onto my back, getting me beneath him, and starts pounding into me.
Our bodies slap together with each thrust. I look up at him, dazed from my orgasm but adamant to memorize every detail about this moment.
The groans he makes. The way his muscles flex with overexertion.
The tension in his jaw. The way his brows pull together, like he’s almost in pain.
The way he looks at me, completely addicted.
“Fuck, Harper,” Tyler groans as his hot cum spills into me. It’s the loudest, deepest sound I’ve heard from him. He’s filling me up, and I feel so complete, always having needed this from Tyler even if I hadn’t realized until recently.
As Tyler’s thrusts start to slow, I wrap my legs around his waist, pulling him deeper. With one final groan, he collapses on me. Tyler’s breath is heavy against my ear. His chest rises in fast, labored movements. We’re both exhausted and lay here, catching our breath.
“You okay, Princess?” he whispers after a long moment of rest, returning his lips to mine in a tender kiss.
“More than okay.”
I tilt my head, looking at Felix for the first time since my orgasm.
The depravity within him makes me gulp. He’s staring at me with those green snake eyes. They scare me and yet I love everything about them.
“You are going to get fucked senseless, Harper Winslow.” Without looking away from me, he redirects his words to Tyler. “Help our girl up. Take care of her. She needs it after that performance.”
With reluctance, Tyler pulls out of me and dresses himself. He helps me to my feet, but I can barely stand, I’m so limp from my orgasm.
“Sit with Felix while I gather your clothes.” He carries me to the stone bench, kissing me each step of the way.
Felix holds me tight on his lap, meeting me with a gentle kiss. “Your post-orgasm bliss is cute. Are you seriously going to be like this after every orgasm you have with the two of us?”
We all laugh. I just lost my virginity to the man who has been my best friend for eighteen years. I fucked him while Felix watched. It was… messed up. Yet perfect. That’s the only way I can describe what the three of us share.
I meet Felix’s gaze, studying him as Tyler dresses me. “Are you okay with what just happened? Tell me what you’re thinking.”
“That I’m one hundred times more obsessed with you after that display. You looked so pretty getting fucked. Doing the fucking. I knew you would.”
I kiss his lips. “I’m yours next.”
“Yes, but not tonight. You’ll be tender after your first time. We need to take care of you.” Now that I’m fully dressed, Felix looks at Tyler. “We’ll bring her back to your room and get her cleaned up.”
What will happen after that? Felix leaves? I hate the sound of that.
I take their hands in mine. “You told me to ask for what I want. Both of you are staying with me tonight. No exceptions.”