Chapter 35
Alex
‘W hat are you waiting for?’
What was he waiting for? His brain seemed to be short-circuiting.
He couldn’t think straight. He’d thought of nothing else but this.
But, looking at her now, she was perfect.
Even more beautiful than he ever remembered.
He couldn’t believe he had gone so long without having her in his life.
He should never have allowed that. He couldn’t think of a single thing worth giving this woman up for in that moment.
It all melted away and there was only her.
But there was still that niggling fear. The relationship they’d developed since she came home had brought him back to life.
It was everything good about his day, and he didn’t want to do anything to ruin that.
She’d run away scared last time, and the thought of that happening again terrified him.
Once they did this, there would be no going back to before.
He knew he’d stood silent for too long. He needed to move.
Shifting his gaze to look into her eyes, the fire in them left him breathless and, like a flick of a switch, the decision was made.
If being with her like this ripped his heart out in a way that was irreparable, it was worth it.
Because she would always be worth it. Besides, what use was his heart if it wasn’t for loving her anyway?
He wasn’t gentle as he wrapped his hand around the back of her neck and pulled her closer, the need for her taking over.
He kissed her again possessively, letting his hands roam across her body.
First, across her collarbone, then gently dusting down her arms to the tips of her fingers, where he grabbed her hand and brought it to cup his erection.
He felt himself grow rock hard under her touch. It was almost painful.
‘Do you see what you do to me?’
Her eyes were hooded with desire, those icy blues had turned to cobalt and her tongue darted out to wet her lips.
Damn, this woman.
‘Are you wetting your lips for me, baby?’ he rasped in a half-groan.
Her mouth dropped open in shock, and he let out a raspy chuckle, bringing his hand up to her chin to close it.
‘Don’t do that again unless you want me to fill that pretty mouth of yours, okay?’
She nodded at him, but her legs rubbed together like she was searching for friction. He knew the thought had turned her on.
Good to know, he thought .
Physically, there had been a lot of women before Noa, but none of them made him feel this out of his mind with need. And he wanted to make sure she knew it.
Dropping his head, he trailed reverent kisses along her collarbones where his hands had been, then moved south, blowing his hot breath over her lace bralette where he knew her nipples would be.
To his delight, they responded by pebbling into hard nubs.
He reached out, pulling the lacy material down before sucking her into his mouth.
She let out a mewl of pleasure and her nipples hardened more under his attention.
Moving to the next breast, he used his teeth to tug, then left soothing kisses and swirled his tongue around the sensitive peak. She arched her back into him and whimpered. It was enough to make him come undone right there.
Thinking less-sexy thoughts to make sure that he didn’t blow his load before he’d seen her come, he continued to devour her breasts until a ‘please’ escaped her lips. He looked up at her, smiling against her flesh.
‘Tell me what you want, baby. Tell me what you need.’
‘I… I… I’m already close, but it’s not enough.’
‘Greedy girl,’ he tutted, dragging his teeth over her nipples one more time. ‘Patience. We haven’t even started yet. We have all night. But, by the time we’re done here, you’ll have come all over my fingers, tongue, and cock. Then you can tell me if it’s enough.’
Another needy groan escaped her lips, and she fisted his hair.
The sting of having her hands there, holding him in place felt like a claiming, and it just turned him on even more.
He lifted her effortlessly and tossed her onto the bed, earning a surprised shriek from her.
Every sound she made delighted him, and he wanted to hear them all, earn them all .
‘Now, I just need to know where you want me to start first?’
Noa grabbed Alex’s hand, moving it so he cupped her, and she bucked her hips, grinding into him.
‘I knew you’d be soaked for me.’
‘God, Alex, please. Touch me or I’m going to explode.’
With that, Alex thrust two fingers inside of her and she gasped as she immediately tightened around him.
He gently crooked his fingers in a ‘come here’ motion, to brush against the spot he knew would have her writhing around the bed, and he wasn’t wrong.
He used his other hand to hold against her abdomen to stop her squirming from his touch.
‘Oh my god, yes. No, it’s too much,’ she whined.
‘Look at me,’ Alex demanded, and she obeyed.
‘Good girl,’ he praised, her walls tightening around his fingers again. Interesting.
‘It’s never too much. You can take it. Let go and relax,’ he said.
She relaxed into him, and her body started to quiver. She carried on bucking against his hand, taking exactly what she needed.
‘Come for me, baby. Then you can have my cock.’
As if she had been waiting for permission, Noa’s entire body went rigid, her eyes rolled into the back of her head and her walls clamped around him like a vice. She called out his name, loud enough that he knew other guests could hear her, but the possessive part of him wanted them to.
‘That’s it, baby,’ he cooed. ‘You look so beautiful when you come undone for me.’
Noa’s body went limp, and her breathing slowed as she came down from the post-orgasm high. Covering her eyes, she giggled, and it was like music to his ears .
‘Well, that was… Mind-blowing,’ she spoke into the pillow.
‘Don’t feel like you need to stop telling me that any time soon,’ he laughed as she pushed at his shoulder.
Rolling onto his back, Alex pulled her with him so she straddled him, her legs either side of his waist and long chestnut waves cascading over her swollen breasts.
‘You have no idea how perfect my view is right now.’
‘You do know I’m a sure thing, right? Flattery is not necessary but always accepted.’
He squeezed her waist where she was ticklish. She tried to squirm out of his grip, but the movement only caused her bare core to rub against his erection and the friction was almost enough to make him come.
‘Stop teasing me,’ he commanded. ‘I wasn’t joking about all the ways you’re going to come tonight, but I want to see you take it. Sit yourself on my cock, baby. Use me. Make yourself come… again.’
He saw the hesitancy in her eyes as she stared down at his crotch, then back at him.
‘I thought this was a good idea before, b…but now I don’t remember how that ever fit.’
‘Your perfect body was made for me, Noa. Not only is it going to fit, but you are going to ride my cock like the goddess you are.’
He stroked down her back and pulled her down to kiss her gently.
‘Hey, look at me,’ he said, and she obeyed, their gazes fixing on each other.
Hers was filled with so much lust. He knew she wanted him, but he wanted her to let go and not hold back anymore .
‘Relax, don’t overthink this. You just do what makes you feel good, okay?’
With what looked like bolstered confidence, she moved quickly, lifting herself up and sliding herself down on him so that an inch of his throbbing cock was nestled inside of her heat.
She hissed out and he reached down, making small circles on her sensitive clit until he felt her relax around him until she gently moved down his shaft.
‘Breathe, baby,’ he whispered into her ear. ‘Let me in.’
She let out a long exhale and he continued to massage her just above where they met. As she bucked forward, he thrust the rest of the way in. She met his thrust with her own and they slowly found their rhythm.
‘You feel so fucking good, Noa. This pussy is heaven. I never want to be anywhere else.’
She seemed to revel in his words as she continued to chase her high. He couldn’t take his eyes off her as she ground against him, her breasts bouncing with the motion.
Her head fell back, mouth dropping open in pleasure, and she came with his name on her lips, taking him right along with her. She pulsated around him, milking him dry. He continued to move her hips, prolonging her orgasm until they were both spent. She collapsed on top of him on the bed.
They remained like that for a while before she rolled onto her back next to him. He opened his arm for her to move in close, her head on his chest and leg bent over his stomach. Their breathing slowed until their chests rose and fell in sync.
‘Don’t think I’ve forgotten that third orgasm,’ Alex said, swatting Noa’s ass. ‘I’ll let you get your energy back because you did so good, but then I want a taste.’
She let out a content sigh, and they both fell into a comfortable silence. And all Alex could think was that he hoped it would be enough to make sure she stuck around this time.
In an attempt to ensure that any thoughts of running away were the furthest thing from her mind, he made good on his promise and spent the rest of the night with his head buried in the warmth between her legs. And he knew it would never be enough.