Chapter 44 Riley #2
My second orgasm rolls through me, and I cling tight to Cole as all my muscles contract. The orgasm hits me from all directions.
Cole goes tense below me. “I love you,” he whispers against my ear.
He loves me. I don’t even get the chance to worry about the weight of his words because the feeling they have on my heart sets off a second wave of my orgasm.
I can’t say anything, so I kiss him. I kiss him hard enough to show him what I doubt I’ll ever be able to tell him.
We kiss until we’re holding onto each other for comfort rather than pure need.
He pulls my head back a little. It feels like he’s starting into my soul. There’s a sheen to his eyes that shreds the first layer of my heart.
Our lips move together for one more kiss before he moves me from his lap and into Finn’s waiting arms.
“Hey, angel,” Finn says, smiling at me.
“Hi,” I say, swallowing past the emotion lodged in my throat.
Finn lies down, bringing me with him, so my cheeks are resting on his chest. My knees settle on either side of his hips. I can feel his hard length pressing into me, but he doesn’t make any move to slide me onto it.
“We don’t need to do anything else,” he says, running his hands soothingly up and down my back. “I would be happy just to hold you all night.”
Tears spring to my eyes, but I fight to keep them at bay. “No, I want this.”
There’s a clawing feeling scraping its way through my insides. I need Theo and Finn right now because I don’t know if I’ll ever get the chance again.
“You sure?” Theo asks from somewhere behind me.
“I’m sure,” I mumble into Finn’s chest hair. “Please.” I try to disguise the emotion in my voice, but I don’t think I do a very good job.
“I know you’re tired,” Finn says, tucking some hair behind my ear. He’s right. I am, but that doesn’t mean my need for them is any less. “Just let us be here with you and make you feel good.”
I want to tell him they always make me feel good, whether it’s in times like this or when we’re just curled up on the couch watching some obscure documentary. But my lips stay sealed. I don’t say anything, just nod.
I feel like such a fucking coward, but I can’t. I just can’t.
Finn guides me so he can slide into my already dripping pussy. I thought he might mind that Cole already came inside of me, but he doesn’t seem to care at all.
When he bottoms out, his thumbs trace circles on my hips while I adjust to his size. His cock is just fucking huge.
I feel Theo move in behind me. His hand moves down my spine. “You sure?”
“Yes.”
He rubs more lube onto my hole, and then I feel the tip of his cock press against me. “Breathe,” Theo tells me.
I do as he says, trying to will my body to relax. As he eases into me, all the air is sucked straight from my lungs.
It doesn’t necessarily hurt. I just feel so full. It’s hard to wrap my head around.
Both of their hands stroke over me while they whisper about how well I’m doing and how perfect I am.
Then they are both fully seated inside of me. I almost feel like I can’t breathe, but I know they can’t stay still. I need them to move. It’s all too much. I need to come.
“Please,” I whimper.
They both go rigid around me. “Do you want us to stop?” Theo asks, voice deadly serious.
“No,” I say, voice louder this time. I’m frantically shaking my head. “Fuck me… please.”
Finn wraps a protective arm around me and tilts my chin up to look at him. He gives me a chaste kiss. “We’ve got you, angel.”
Their movements are slow and shallow at first. I love that they are doing everything they can to keep from hurting me. When I start to moan with the feeling of them both moving within me, they pick up their pace.
I don’t know how it’s possible after the two life-altering orgasms I’ve already had, but another one starts radiating through me.
“Baby, are you close?” Theo says. It sounds like he’s holding on by a thread.
“Yeah,” I say on an exhale.
Finn changes his angle ever so slightly, and with three more thrusts, I come. I close my eyes at the intensity of what I’m feeling. My orgasm must set both of them off because I feel both of their cocks jerk inside of me.
Finn’s abs contract under me as he curls forward, pressing his forehead to mine. He mumbles several things that I don’t understand, but the words that are clear as day are “I love you.”
My heart feels like it is going to squeeze itself to death. He loves me, too… Just like with Cole, there isn’t anything I can say, so I kiss him. My heart is bleeding out freely inside my chest, so I kiss him some more.
Their touches are gentle and loving as they retreat from my body and lay me on the bed beside Cole. They clean me up with a towel and move the comforter over me. Cole pulls my back into his chest, wrapping an arm around my waist.
Finn gives me a sweet kiss before lying down on Cole’s other side. Theo snuggles in at my front. He grabs my hand, peppering kisses against my knuckles. “Get some rest, love,” he tells me.
The immensity of what his brothers just told me has left me feeling almost numb. I don’t know what to feel, think, or say. My eyes flutter closed because I’m not capable of much else right now.
I lay there for a long time, completely lost in the tornado of thoughts ravaging my mind. Theo’s lips ghost over my forehead. He must think I’m asleep by now.
“I love you.”
I have to fight to keep from reacting.
“I love you so damn much. It actually physically hurts sometimes.”
A tear trickles from my eye and into the pillow. A part of me wants to open my eyes and tell him I one-hundred percent love him, too.
But there’s a bigger part of me screaming that I can’t do this. It’s too much. I’m going to get hurt.
Something this good can never last.