Chapter 50
CHAPTER FIFTY
Riley
My free hand slaps against my forehead. “I just jumped right into the declarations of love and skipped a lot of important stuff.”
I’m so stunned that all of them still love me and are at least on their way to forgiving me. I don’t know where all of this is going to go, but I will take it.
I take a deep breath. “Yes, if you guys want this, then I’m all in. I want to really be with you… like, for real. I want to see if this can be as special as I think it can be.”
“So… you want to do long distance?” Theo asks. The look in his eyes shows he’s still confused.
I let out a sad chuckle. “I’m totally fucking this up. No, I don’t want to do long distance. I want to be here in Aspen Springs.”
Finn’s eyes widen. “So, you want to stay for longer.”
Geez, I don’t think I could mess this up anymore if I tried. “No, I want to move here.” They’re all silent. “I drove here from California in my car. A lot of my stuff is in there. I can have the rest shipped if you want me to stay in town. If not, I’ll figure it out.”
The last words make my stomach roll.
Cole turns me to face him. “You’re giving up your life in Los Angeles to move here?”
“I’m not giving anything up. I can still do my job from here. I’ll need to travel sometimes, but I can be based out of here. If this is where you three are, then this is where I want to be.”
Theo’s voice makes me turn back to face him. “You want to move in with us.”
I would love that, but I am under no illusion that it is what they will want. “I was going to find a place in town. I’m sure you’ll all need some space while you see if you can really forgive me.”
“No,” Cole says resolutely.
“What do you mean by ‘no’?” I ask.
“No, you aren’t going to be staying anywhere else. We might have shit to work out, but we can do that with you under this roof with us.” The serious intensity in his eyes leaves little room for argument.
I sneak a peek at the other two. They’re both nodding in agreement with what Cole just said. Finn claps his hands in front of him.
“Perfect. It’s settled.” He glances between his brothers. “Let’s get her shit in the house before she changes her mind.”
“I’m not going to change my mind,” I say, following them out to my car.
Theo leans into me until my back collides with my car. “I guess you’ll just have to prove it to us by sticking around for… I don’t know… forever.”
I can’t help the smile that brightens my face. “I think I would be okay with that.”
“Think?” he questions, canting his head to the side.
I give my head a quick shake. “No, I know.”
“Good.” He plants a quick kiss on my lips before hauling a load into the house.
Between the four of us, it doesn’t take long to get everything moved up to the guest room, which I guess is mine now.
I still can’t believe this is actually happening. It feels surreal in the best way possible.
Theo and Finn grab the last few things and head back inside.
“I guess there’s just one more thing to haul in,” Cole says.
I look around, trying to find whatever I must have missed. I let out a surprised yelp when he lifts me and flips me over his shoulder.
He marches into the house and up the stairs, undeterred by my protests.
“Why are you guys always manhandling me up the stairs like this?” I ask, a little breathless from being held upside down.
Cole smacks his palm against my ass. “Because you are stubborn as fuck.”
I don’t even get a chance to respond because the air escapes my lungs when he slides me down his body until my feet land on the carpeted floor. All the humor in the room evaporates when my eyes lock on his.
My fingers slide into his hair. “I missed you.”
“I missed you, too.” His voice is gentle as he tenderly brushes my now-wild hair away from my face.
Finn steps in behind me, nuzzling against my neck. He tilts my head to the side, kissing me until I’m breathless.
I’m suddenly very aware of how much clothing I’m wearing and how it’s irritating against my oversensitive skin. I need it off.
Finn and Cole read me like a book, working in silently crafted harmony to peel each layer of clothing off. Finn even frees my hair from the ponytail I had it in earlier. My long waves tumble down around my shoulders.
I am completely bare for them, which is fitting because my body is a reflection of my heart now. Nothing stands between me and them.
They know the truths I once hid in the darkest corners of my heart, unable to even admit them to myself. But the look in their eyes is only more adoring than it was before.
I look around the room at all three of my men. “Make love to me,” I whisper.
Theo holds out his hand. I slide mine in his without a second’s hesitation. He guides me to lie against the pillows. He quickly strips down until he’s just in his boxers.
Lying beside me, he leans close and kisses me. It’s languid and smooth, holding a thousand promises of future kisses we will share.
I’m so wrapped up in Theo, I don’t even notice the other two men climb onto the bed. Theo never stops kissing me as Finn and Cole take me apart piece by piece.
I’m so lost in sensation. I lose track of who’s who. Fingers steadily circle my clit, graze against my G-spot, and gently ease into my ass.
It’s everything I never thought I would have again.
The feeling of being sandwiched between all of them is indescribable, but this time it doesn’t make me want to run for the hills or the closest airport.
It makes me want to hold onto them with every bit of strength inside of me. They’re mine, and I’m never letting go.
Tears fall freely as my orgasm crashes into me. With every wave of pleasure, the doubts and worries from our past slowly wash away.
It’s a cathartic release, like a reset button for my soul. The feeling of gentle kisses being peppered all over my body draws me back to reality.
Their murmured “I love you " sends a warmth through me, a blanket in a storm.
“Please,” I whimper. I hope they know what I’m asking for because I can’t really formulate any other word right now.
“Shh…” Cole says, wiping the tears from my face. “We’ve got you, sweetheart.”
Theo slides his boxers off, tossing them to the side. Finn grips my hips, helping to straddle Theo’s waist.
His cock notches at my entrance, and I don’t hesitate. I move down with one heavy exhale.
“Do you want all of us?” Theo asks.
I’m nodding before he has even finished the question. “Yes.”
“Come here, baby,” Theo says, guiding me down so my head is resting on his shoulder.
Cole moves in behind me on his knees. He kisses down the length of my spine. More lube is spread over me, and then he’s gently sliding inside of me.
My body is in such a state of peace that I don’t even have it in me to fight the intrusion.
A gasp flies from my lips when he bottoms out inside me. “Fuck,” he grunts. His hands gently grip my hips. “You’re so perfect.”
“Perfect for us,” Theo adds.
Cole wraps his arms around me, pulling me up until my back is flush against his chest. Their movements are slow when they start rocking inside of me.
I can’t do anything but let the sensations wash over me. It’s so much, but it’s everything.
Finn. I start nervously looking around for him.
“I’m right here, angel,” he says, stepping over to stand at the edge of the bed.
My eyes roam down to his cock, and I can’t wait. I bend down, circling the tip with my tongue. He pulls my hair away from my face in a makeshift ponytail.
I take the tip in my mouth and suck hard. Cole’s arms are banded around me, letting me use my hand in tandem with my mouth.
The moment they’re all inside me at the same time, something settles over me. It feels more right than anything ever has in my life. It feels like home.
We all move like this is something we’ve done a hundred times before. All of them are in perfect tune with what I need to get me exactly where I need to be.
My orgasm rolls through me with endless ebbs and flows of pleasure. Not a single cell in my body is spared from the insurmountable feeling.
All three men follow swiftly behind me into the syrupy sweetness I’m currently swimming in.
With my head resting against Finn’s chest and all their hands protectively wrapped around me, I know I’ve found my home.