Chapter 45
NOVA play: Provider by Sleep Token
Iwas rolling. There was no other way to explain it. My entire body was humming with need, and all of the heat that seemed to beat with each pump of my heart was solidly focused between my legs. I’d never been this turned on in my life.
Sex had always been this out-of-reach thing for me, but Jay was quickly showing me that I had been freaking missing out.
I didn’t know it was possible to feel this good and out of control, and he hadn’t even let me come yet.
My chest was heaving with each breath as I watched him calmly squirt a generous amount of lube on his fingers before palming one of my thighs to spread me wider.
I was too turned on to feel self-conscious.
I wanted him.
I wanted him so bad.
“I’m going to open you up now, Milo. Please try not to come. I promise, I’ll let you come soon, I just need you to make it through the prep so I can be inside you when you finish, okay?”
The calm way he asked me, like this was some sort of doctor’s appointment instead of the most erotic experience of my life, somehow made it even hotter.
“Yeah. Okay,” I agreed. My mind was mush, and I couldn’t think of anything more eloquent to say.
He gave me a bright smile, called me a good boy again, and pushed my leg up and back, forcing me to expose my hole to him.
My cock surged and leaked all over my stomach the second his slick fingers touched my hole.
“Omigoossshhhhhhhh…” I whined, and he chuckled as he went to work, firmly rubbing his lubed fingers in circles over me, getting me used to the pressure.
“Just breathe, baby, I’ll try to be quick. I just don’t want to hurt you.”
“Pleasseeee, Jay,” I begged, and he met my gaze from between my legs before giving me a devilishly wicked smirk.
There was a pop, and one of his fingers slid deep inside me, causing me to gasp.
“Oops. There’s one… How you doing, baby?” he asked, wiggling his finger to widen the tight ring of muscle as I clenched around him.
“Good…good. Doin’ good,” I slurred, unable to stop myself from humping into the air. He chuckled and leaned over me, leaving wet, teasing kisses on my hot, throbbing cock. More cum leaked out of me as my balls filled up even more.
Frick, I needed to come.
“I’m going to work up to three,” he informed me, fucking his hand slowly in and out of my ass before smoothly sliding in a second finger.
I hissed and moaned against the sting, but quickly relaxed as my body adjusted. He was watching me so intently, I didn’t even think I needed the safe word. I felt like he knew what I needed better than I did at this point.
“One more baby, then I’m going to put my cock in you.”
I could feel my prostate throbbing like it was a living thing, and I wished so bad he would touch it, but I had a feeling he was intentionally avoiding it. I was hanging by a thread, and I think he knew if he touched me there, I would blow, with or without his permission.
He’d worked me up so much before this, I was so full, and my cock was so hard.
I could barely breathe.
When Jay slid in his third finger and fucked me gently with all of them inside me, I let out a garbled moan, thrusting my hips into him and bearing down, fighting with everything I had to keep myself from coming before he told me I could.
“That’s it, sweet boy. So good. You’re doing so good for me.” His words came out in tiny hot puffs against my balls, and they tightened even more.
Shitshitshitshit!
“You ready for my cock, baby?”
“Yes!” I nearly screamed, reaching for him and making a grabby motion with my hands.
“Please Jay, please. I need to come. I’m going to die.”
He smirked and pulled his fingers out of me, leaving me gaping and empty, but only for a moment. He squirted more lube over his massive dick and rubbed the tip possessively over my thoroughly prepared hole.
“You’re not going to die, baby, but you might wish you could by the time I’m done with you.” He chuckled, and I gasped as he slowly pressed his tip against me. He hovered for a brief moment, meeting my gaze before speaking in a low, rumbly voice.
“You can come now, Milo,” he said softly. “From this point forward, if you need to come, you have my permission. As many times as you need to, you may come.”
Thank freaking god! Wait—what? As many times as I—
“Christ!” I cried as he slipped past my entrance and eased himself inside. Each inch felt like pure ecstasy, and I’m pretty sure my heart stopped beating as his thick crown slowly rolled past my prostate.
It was such a tight fit. He was so much thicker than even his three fingers had been, and my hole fluttered and clenched around him as he carefully forced his way in.
My body locked up, and my eyes flew wide.
Holy shit.
My prostate pulsed against his hot shaft, and he wasn’t even fully sheathed in me when my cock started pulsing painfully hard.
My mind went blank, and all I heard was a deep chuckle as an orgasm began to rip through me out of nowhere.
I think I was crying. My body convulsed as the first pulse rolled through my cock, and I began to shoot.
“That’s it, baby. Let it out,” Jay purred from somewhere above me; he fondled my balls before wrapping a hand around my throat as I screamed wordless cries of ecstasy.
I could barely register that he was fucking into me now, his cock spearing me over and over as I came helplessly beneath him.
My face was wet, and I couldn’t tell if it was from sweat, tears, or my own cum.
“Fuck, Milo. That’s so good. You came so good for me, baby,” Jay grit out as he continued to fuck into me.
The bed was rocking with each thrust, and the room was filled with the wet sounds of flesh slapping against flesh.
My head was rocking back and forth as I sobbed, my entire body weak and buzzing with the aftermath of my orgasm.
I whimpered with each powerful thrust of Jay’s hips, but as I looked up at him through tear-drenched lashes, he was frowning, like the noises I was making weren’t satisfying him.
“Mmm, I’m not fucking you right,” he mumbled, almost to himself. He reared back and wrapped his large hands around my naked hips, effortlessly shifting me and pulling me closer to him.
I realized what he was doing a second before his cock nailed my already swollen, fucked out prostate.
My eyes bulged out of my head, and I literally screamed as a painful explosion of pleasure ripped through my body.
“There it is,” Jay crooned, pumping his cock deeper into me. Each time he slammed into me, he nailed that swollen spot.
“Jay! Ahhh, fuck, fuck, no please! It’s too much!” I sobbed, but he kept going, over and over again, until my dick—which had barely had a chance to flag—hardened back to full mast.
“No isn’t your safe word, Milo. Do you need to use your safe word?” he asked, and the memory of our conversation shuddered through my delirious mind.
“No.. no, I don’t. Green. G-green…” I sobbed, and he let out a pleased growl before nailing my prostate again.
“Good. Give me another one then. Let’s go, baby. We need to empty you out.”
“I c-can’t!”
“You can, let’s see it, baby.”
The bed slammed against the wall as he fucked me, and before I knew it, my cock was throbbing again. It pulsed and jerked helplessly against my abdomen, shooting a much smaller load of cum across my chest.
Jay smiled. “That’s it, sweet thing, I knew you could do it. Let’s see another one.”
“What!?” I rasped. “No… no more.”
“Unless you say red, you’re getting more, baby.”
I rocked my head back and forth, sobbing no no no, but I didn’t have it in me to make him stop.
I didn’t want him to stop, so when he slipped out of me, I gasped in anguish.
“Green! I’m green!” I wailed, and he laughed softly, reaching into the end table to produce what looked like a dildo.
“I know, my needy, desperate boy. I know. These next few are going to be rough, though. I’m gonna need some help to get you there.”
“Wh-what?”
He manhandled my limp legs and tossed them over his shoulder before thrusting the cold, silicon dildo deep inside me. I cried out at the intrusion and arched as he angled it against my prostate before clicking a button that made it start to freaking vibrate.
“Jeebus!” I moaned, and he let out a dark chuckle, staring between my legs as he used his free hand to press down hard on my abdomen, forcing the vibrator harder against that spot that felt so dang good it was literal agony.
“Give me another one, Milo.” His tone was hard, demanding, and almost cold.
I sobbed and slurred on my protests, only for him to click the vibrator up a notch.
“Come on, baby, you’re still shooting wet. We need to empty you out.”
I’d never heard the term ‘shooting wet’ before, but if my brain had been working, I was sure I could put it together.
When I still couldn’t come again, he clicked the vibrator up faster, and he wrapped his lips around the tip of my overly sensitive cock. He sucked, and another painful orgasm finally caught.
My tip burned as I rolled through a third climax.
Jay released me from his mouth, and my detonating cock slapped obscenely against my tummy.
My vision went black for a moment as my cock shuddered and pulsed helplessly between us.
A small dribble of cum squeezed out as I sobbed and shook through the nearly painful waves of pleasure Jay was forcing my body through.
“Fuck, Milo… we really filled you up. You still have some left. You’re gonna have to go one more time, baby. I’m sorry.”
He didn’t sound sorry at all.
“I’m gonna die…I’m gonna freaking die!” I couldn’t tell if I was chanting out loud or in my head, but Jay’s dark chuckle told me I’d said it out loud.
“You’re not gonna die, Milo… you’re going to fucking come.”
He yanked me back into him, telling me I’d unintentionally been trying to wriggle away, and he ripped the vibrator out of me before slamming his own cock back in.
“Fuck, you feel so fucking good,” he groaned as he pistoned his hips, angling me again so he could hit me just right.
“Come on my cock, baby. One more and you should be done.”
“Pleasepleasepleasepleaseplease,” I sobbed as the bed rocked and Jay’s hard cock continued to assault the shit out of my ass.
He wrapped his hand around me and stroked, ignoring the way I tried to squirm and wriggle away from him.
My breathing hitched, and I choked on a sob as somehow, another orgasm barrelled through my body.
My cock bucked and seized painfully as I came, and my prostate literally felt like it had been rubbed raw, but nothing leaked out of my tip this time.
I was full-blown crying now, and Jay’s eyes lit on fire as he watched me come completely dry for him.
“There you go, good job, baby. We got it all out,” he praised me.
Three more quick thrusts were all it took, and he was grunting out his own orgasm, spilling deep inside me.
“Good, boy…so fucking good. Shit, baby. You’re so fucking perfect. You did so good for me.”
His words of praise rained down around me as I quivered beneath him. His hot, sweat-slicked body finally collapsed on top of mine, and he showered me with kisses and praise. Telling me over and over again how perfect I was and how he was so, so proud of me.
I cried quietly and shivered beneath him, floating away into some strange, bodiless state I’d never experienced before.
Was I high?
Had I actually died by orgasm?
Safe in Jay’s arms and completely fucked out of my mind, I didn’t even care. I started to drift, and I fell asleep to the sound of Jay’s comforting voice and the feel of his gentle kisses on my face.