Chapter 62
DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU?
J.D. Stevens
Did I want to attend the funeral of the man who, in my mind, held some accountability for the death of my wife and son? No, the fuck I did not. But the woman who was in my arms right now, needed to go. She needed to say goodbye. Not only that, but she also needed me by her side while she grieved the person, she thought she knew.
I had a sinking feeling her family would hold her responsible for his death, and sadly they proved me right. Fucking disgusting. All of them.
Did the man actually kill himself? No, Demon and Rev had the pleasure of doing that. But they let me know, he didn’t believe he’d done anything wrong even when he had. So even though I didn’t kill him, he deserved everything that happened to him in this life and the dishonor his memory will hold in death. Everything in that suicide note was the truth even if he’d been forced to write it. And because it was the truth her family didn’t deserve to have Rebel in their lives if they blamed her for what he did.
She was used to taking shit from them and letting it roll off her back, but this time was different. The way they treated her made her feel like shit. I loved her for doing right by Dani and Luca, it showed her kindness and loyalty. She fought tooth and nail for someone she didn’t even know. And I was grateful to have her in my life. Her family seemed more preoccupied with preserving Agent Williams’ reputation, rather than focusing on the actual crimes he had committed.
I was just grateful Demon took the risk and did as I asked. And it was only because of Rebel, her family had his fucking body to bury, anyway. I knew Demon didn’t have to do a damn thing for me, but he did because even though Dani was gone, he was still my family. And he was happy I had found someone who loved me just as much as I loved them. Now I could experience life again.
As the sun started its descent behind the trees, I tightened my embrace, unwilling to let go of the moment. This was one place I loved to go to get away from everything. For a long time, my demons wreaked havoc in my mind. They constantly taunted me. They had me believing I wasn’t good enough for anyone since I couldn’t protect my wife and son. However, I saw that there wasn’t anything I could have done to change what happened. There were too many forces at play from law enforcement to my own fucking family. Shit had just aligned in a way that I couldn’t do anything to help Dani. But I’d gotten justice for her and Luca and in the process found love again.
After planting a gentle kiss on the top of her head, I took a step back. I walked to my bike and pulled a blanket out of the saddle bags. Usually, I didn’t ride with them, but today I sensed the urgency to escape after the funeral. Somewhere we could go to decompress after a shitty week.
I carefully spread out the blanket on the freshly cut grass, a few feet from the water’s edge, where the gentle lapping of the lake created a soothing sound. Once finished, I extended my hand towards her. Grasping it, she smiled, and I gently pulled her down onto the blanket. Her laughter filled the air, causing a tightness in my chest.
She’d been so sad lately and nothing I did cheered her up. The only time she actually smiled was when I talked about Siobhan. So, it was good to know that maybe things were looking up, and the funeral gave her some closure.
With her body on top of mine, immediately my cock thickened in my jeans. It didn’t take much for that to happen when I was around her. She could look at me with those dark brown eyes and pouty lips, and I was ready to fuck her, just like now.
We locked eyes, and in that moment, time seemed to stand still. Things had progressed so quickly between us but there wasn’t any doubt in my mind that the love I felt for her was real. So, fucking real it was scary at times. It was like she was the very air that I breathed. I hadn’t felt this strongly for anyone other than Dani. Her eyes spoke volumes, revealing the depth of her love for me. I couldn’t wait to explore this life further with her, as our connection grew stronger with each passing day.
I heard someone say that there was no way in hell Cupid struck twice. Yet he had with me. I had been fortunate enough to fall in love two remarkable women during my lifetime when some people never experienced it at all.
Both women were completely different from their style of dress to their temperament, but I loved them both with everything I had in me. It might have taken me some time to realize that I deserved Rebel’s love, but there was no way in hell, I could live without it. And I would have no problem showing her how much she meant to me until the day I died. This was a death do you part relationship. I was in it until the very end.
I pushed her braids away from her face, then she leaned forward and kissed me. I gripped her by the ass, rocking her body against my cock. “Do you know how much I love you?” I asked, my mouth brushing against her lips.
She pulled away and smiled. “I do. But I never get tired of hearing it.”
“Then I have no problem telling you or showing you, until the day I die, how much I love you Rebel Pierce. You have been the light in my darkness. You came into my life like a fucking hurricane and tore my entire world to shreds only to show me there was a life for me in this fucked up world. I can’t and will never get enough of you.”
Her eyes glistened with unshed tears, revealing the depth of her emotions. “Has anyone ever told you that you say the sweetest shit,” she said, giggling and keeping her tears at bay.
I couldn’t help but smile. “I have to admit, sweet and me have never been used in the same sentence before but I enjoy hearing it from you.”
She rose, positioning herself on her knees, straddling my hips. She reached for the button of my jeans undoing them and I didn’t stop her. I wasn’t an exhibitionist, but I had no problem fucking her right here if that was what she wanted. We were in a pretty secluded area of the lake.
“You want me to fuck you in public?”
I cupped both her breasts through her dress as she worked getting my jeans and briefs down over my ass and thighs.
“Correction.” She gripped my hard length, moving her hand from the base to the head, gathering my pre-cum glistening at the tip. “I’m going to fuck you in public.”
I couldn’t help but groan at the sound of her words. Usually, I was the one with the dirty mouth, but I was not opposed to her saying whatever she wanted while we fucked. The dirtier the better.
“Well, if you’re going to fuck me, what are you waiting for?”
I pulled down the top of her dress below her breasts, then tweaked her pert nipples rolling them between my fingers while she positioned me at her entrance. The tip of my cock touched her pussy, and all I wanted to do was surge up inside her wet heat, but I held back. She wanted to take control today, so I’d let her.
This time.
“No panties?” I asked with my brow arched.
“Why did you think I was worried about showing my ass on the back of your bike?” she asked, laughing.
She didn’t wait for an answer before slowly sliding down my length. We both groaned from the euphoric sensation. I forced my eyes from closing because I was determined to see every emotion cross her face while she fucked me.
“Fuck, baby.” My entire body was bathed in warmth. “You’re so fucking tight. So wet.”
I gently held onto her hips, allowing her to lead the way because today was all about her. Although she was moving painfully slow for me, the look of ecstasy covering her face was one of the most beautiful sights I’d ever witnessed. So, if I couldn’t fuck her like I wanted to, I’d give her the control she craved.
I watched in complete awe as this stunning woman effortlessly took exactly what she needed from me, leaving me speechless. She skillfully moved up and down my shaft, driving me wild with desire. As I reached for her clit, a gasp escaped her lips, and she closed her eyes, tilting her head back.
In an instant, the world faded away, leaving us in complete solitude. In this moment, nothing else mattered except the closeness between us. We both felt the unbreakable bond between us, a connection that ran deep.
“J.D.,” she whimpered.
“Take what you need my love.” I continued to rub circles against her clit, with the right amount of pressure and speed she loved. She was close. “That’s it, baby.”
I clenched my jaw, resisting my climax as I delicately manipulated her nipples with one hand and teased her clit with the other.
“Oh God!” she cried out, resting her hands on my thighs while she continued to rock her hips. “You feel so good.”
“Fuck, Rebel. Fuck baby.”
“I’m so close,” she muttered. “More. I need more.”
I wanted her to be in charge, but if she needed more, I’d give it to her. I gripped her hips, directing her movements as we intensified the rhythm, increasing the pace and depth as I fucked her from beneath.
“J.D.!” she screamed as her walls clamped down around me.
Waves of pleasure washed over me, causing my entire body to shudder. As she pulled me over the edge, white spots filled my vision and my eyes squeezed shut.
“Fuck, fuck, fuck,” I chanted like a prayer as I came inside her.
She leaned forward against my chest as we both tried to catch our breath as the evidence of our lovemaking leaked from inside her pussy. I wanted nothing more than to taste it, but we’d have plenty of time for that later.
The warm breeze had transformed into a cool gust as the sun vanished behind the trees, casting a deep orange hue that blended with the darkening blue skies.
“I love you,” she said.
I wrapped my arms around her body, pulling her closer to me. I could never get close enough to her.
“I love you too, sweetheart.” I kissed her on the top of her head. “It’s you and me against the world.”
She chuckled. “I can live with that.”
It was a new start for us and one day soon, I’d marry this woman. And even though it wasn’t the future I had planned it was definitely the future, I couldn’t wait to experience.