Chapter 38
Chapter Thirty-Eight
Nolen
I towelled off both of my mates, and then myself, until we were all dry enough for the bed.
Derek asking to come in the shower was his way of telling us he wouldn’t take me as Aiden had wanted.
I was both relieved and disappointed. It was hard keeping the balance so each of my men got the same amount of my attention and love, but I knew this had to be for me and Aiden only, and it seemed Derek knew it, too, and with him taken care of, my focus could now be fully on Aiden.
Aiden was ready on the bed for me, Derek sitting next to him, both of them eyeing me with interest. I climbed onto the bed and kissed Derek first, then whispered into his ear, “Thank you.” He would know what I meant, and his quick kiss as reply said as much.
I was fully Aiden’s now and Derek would be here with us, next to us, but not joining.
“You ready for this?” I asked Aiden, seeing him smile and nod in return. He already found the lube and everything it seemed, as he handed it to me.
“Can you get me ready?” he asked, his tone nervous.
“Of course.” I was still new to this and since Derek had taken me, this was a first time for me, too, maybe fate knew my mates each had their preference and that’s why I was okay with doing both. No matter the reason for it, I was glad we fit together this well.
Taking the lube, I quickly coated my fingers and worked him open, never taking my eyes off his body as I did so, enjoying how he squirmed and wiggled on the bed from pleasure.
As I got up to three fingers, I could tell he struggled with the burn of it, but I needed to make sure he could take me.
Derek moved closer, as if sensing Aiden needed him, and began stroking his hair and murmuring sweet encouraging words. It seemed to work, Aiden’s body relaxed and accepted my fingers more easily.
When Derek went to move away, Aiden’s hand grabbed his, forcing him to stay close. It warmed my heart to see them offering each other comfort.
“Ready?” I asked, knowing he was but needing him to decide for himself.
“Yes, please,” he begged, moving his legs further up his chest.
I ached to fill him, to claim him as mine. There was this part of me that missed having all of him. As soon as we’d mated, his magic would join mine and we would belong to each other fully, body and soul.
There was something so vulnerable about Aiden as he stared into my eyes.
He wasn’t broken anymore, but it was like his mind still felt broken, and somehow his gaze told me I was the thing he needed, that I could heal him.
I felt it in the way his hands trailed down my sides, how his breathing changed, and lastly, his eyes, they showed me everything.
“I love you,” I whispered, then claimed his mouth as I pushed inside of him.
A sense of being home hit me as I breached Aiden for the first time, his body accepting me as I sunk in deeper, our bodies fitting together perfectly.
“Oh, Nolen,” he gasped, his eyes wet and wide.
I leaned forward and whispered into his ear, “My sweetheart.”
A whimper escaped him, making me pull back so I could see his face again. My broken mate was so beautiful, as he searched my eyes, likely seeing how much I loved him, how much I craved being his.
“Want me to move?” I asked, my tone on the pleading side. He simply felt too amazing to hold myself still any longer. I needed to move, to feel his tightness around my length as we mated, as we became one.
“Please,” he whispered, his eyes begging me to take over, to take charge and give him what we both needed.
With his right hand now laced with Derek’s, I began to move. Seeing the love they shared, their bond. Everything felt right in my world, then. This was what I was born for.
I was born to be theirs.
“Oh,” Aiden moaned, his head thrown back as I thrusted harder into him. He felt amazing and it looked like he enjoyed it, too.
“Aiden?” I asked, needing to see his eyes. I could feel my magic seeking out his, and I wanted to see his emotions as we came together fully.
His hooded eyes met mine, his mouth open as he continued to moan and gasp in pleasure, and that was when I let go, one final thrust into his perfect body and our magic erupted around us.
I felt the euphoria rush through me, making every cell in my body sing with pleasure and relief of finally being mated to Aiden.
I was finally complete. My mates claimed and now a part of me, their magic embedded in my soul, a clear sign that they belonged there. Knowing a part of me was inside each of them made my possessiveness quiet.
“That was,” I gasped, blinking up at the ceiling. I’d somehow moved to Aiden’s side and was squeezed between both my mates.
“Perfect,” Aiden said, then laughed. “Fuck, that was beyond that!”
Derek and I joined in on the laughter, a sense of calm, of finally being a family hit us, the rightness of it all was tiring, like my body could finally relax.
“Wait here,” Derek said, kissing the top of Aiden’s hair and then pecking my lips.
He was only gone for a second it seemed, and gently prodded my side with his finger. I eyed him, too tired to move, but when he handed me the damp towel, I got the message. Aiden needed to be cleaned up.
Smiling, I took the towel and started cleaning Aiden’s thighs and then around his groin, my movements gentle around his entrance. His eyes were closed, but his soft moans told me he enjoyed my soft touch.
“Now, we can sleep,” Derek declared, getting back into bed with us.
“Sounds perfect,” I said, standing back up. “I’ll take a quick shower to clean up and join you.”
They were already snoring when I returned from my shower, cuddling together in the middle. My mates.
A tear escaped me as I continued to stand there, looking at them with all the love in my heart. I’d done it, I had found my mates and had mated with them both. Their magical cores were healed, and together, we could start to truly live.
Climbing into bed carefully, I snuggled in behind Derek, simply because there was more room on that side.
Then I placed my arm around them both, moving them closer together.
They didn’t stir, just kept sleeping deeply.
I closed my eyes and smiled, letting myself drift off to the first normal sleep in over three years.
Making breakfast for my mates while they slept peacefully in our bed, was my new favorite thing. I might have a thing for feeding them? Who knew that was a thing?
With the bagels cooling and the eggs done, I tried to set the table as quietly as possible. Not knowing if they preferred apple juice or orange juice, I added both to the table, eager to learn which they liked.
When I was satisfied, I left the kitchen to wake up my mates. It still felt weird to even think about, I had two mates. Two men were mine. Forever.
The door barely made a sound as I eased it open, spotting my mates still cuddling and fast asleep. It almost made me feel bad for waking them, but they needed food, and that was enough reason for me to climb into bed and kiss their cheeks.
“Nolen?” Aiden rasped, his eyes blinking open, his expression adorably confused.
“Good morning, Sweetheart,” I whispered, kissing his plump lips.
Derek groaned. “Is it morning already?”
I chuckled. “I take it you’re still tired?”
“Very,” Derek answered, then turned his back on us, already back asleep.
“That was impressive,” I muttered, turning my attention to Aiden.
He grinned. “I’m jealous. I could easily sleep for a few more hours.”
“Nope,” I declared, then got up and found some clothes for him to wear. “I already made you breakfast.” I handed him some soft looking shorts and a matching T-shirt. “And while you get dressed, I’ll find a way to entice Derek to wake up.”
“Entice?” Derek’s intrigued voice asked.
“Ah, so you were only feigning sleep, then?” I grinned, already climbing on top of his body
“Perhaps,” he mused, his eyes glinting as a smile tugged on his lips.
“So, I shouldn’t wake you with my mouth, then?” I asked, smirking.
“Your mouth?” he asked, almost stammering.
I simply smiled as I removed the duvet and began kissing his neck, then his chest. His soft exhale turned into a whimper as I flicked his nipple with my tongue. Moving further down, I kept on kissing him, enjoying his body now that I had time to, no urgency, only pleasure and exploration.
When I reached his already leaking dick, I continued to explore, enjoying every lick, every touch.
His fingers grabbed onto my hair, holding on tight, and I loved seeing this side of him.
He tugged, urging me higher up and I complied, knowing where he needed me.
I sucked on his tip, continuing with my teasing.
Before he could protest, I swallowed as much of him as I could, gagging when he hit the back of my throat.
“Damn,” Aiden muttered somewhere next to me. “That’s seriously hot.”
“It really is,” Derek gasped, his hands now fisted in the sheets at his sides, his eyes wild and filled with the need to come.
I continued to suck him, holding eye contact as I did so, until his eyes rolled back and cum filled my mouth. He let out a soft groan and he relaxed back onto the bed.
Aiden was the one to break the comfortable silence as Derek came down from his high. “So, breakfast?”