Chapter Ten #2
Spooning him from behind, Valentin placed gentle kisses on his back and shoulders as he stuck two fingers in his passage, which was already wet and dripping with slick. He kept a steady rhythm, rubbing and caressing the inner walls. Soon enough, Zeller’s moans turned from pain to pleasure.
“There you go,” Valentin murmured, sucking Zeller’s earlobe.
“I’m going to give you what you need, going to put my cock here and make you feel so good.
” The sucking turned to gentle nibbling.
“But first, I want to tell you that I love you. You need to know that. And I wish I had the time to be more romantic, to make sure you understand, but I hope it’s enough for now to say that no matter what happens, I’m going to see you through this, and be responsible for whatever happens after. ”
Zeller reached an arm back, bending his elbow to tug on Valentin’s neck, pulling him closer. “You mean my parents?”
“That, and also if this turns out to be a breeding heat.” Zeller gasped, but Valentin continued levelly, “You being young lowers the odds, but I want to be clear that I’m in this with you.
I’m going to use condoms, but during your delirium tomorrow, if it seems like they aren’t working…
I remember learning that some omegas need direct contact with alpha semen during a heat.
” Valentin’s heart skipped a beat as the enormity of the situation hit him once again.
He wished he didn’t sound so much like a textbook, but his omega didn’t need any uncertainty from him.
“Are you okay with me going bare? If it comes to that?”
“Yes,” Zeller answered without hesitation. “I trust you, and I already told you I’m yours. Whatever happens, I’m ready.”
Valentin was honored by the faith in his eyes. The gravity of the moment did not escape him.
But above any other consideration was his conviction that he would not fail Zeller.
“I’m going to fuck you now,” he said, removing his fingers. “I love you.”
After rolling on a condom, Valentin slid into Zeller’s wet heat, seating himself fully without delay.
A wave of pleasure traveled through his body as his cock found its home, the dark hair at his groin pressed against Zeller’s crease.
From the top of his head to the tips of his toes, every touchpoint was electrified.
A gravelly rumble emanated from his throat, unlike any sound he’d made before.
“Fuck, that’s sexy,” Zeller said.
Valentin nipped the shell of his ear. “Glad you approve.” He hooked an arm over Zeller’s chest, squeezing him closer as he thrust harder.
“So good,” the omega breathed out.
“More than good,” Valentin replied huskily. “Life changing.”
“I won’t last long.”
“Me neither.” Valentin pumped his hips with intention. The omega’s channel provided the perfect pressure for his dick. “When I come, can I knot you? It’ll probably make you feel better.”
“Yes, please.”
Valentin rasped in Zeller’s ear, “I’ve never knotted anyone before. You’ll be my first…my only omega.”
They spoke no further. Valentin stroked Zeller’s cock, caressing the sensitive underside. Within seconds, the omega shot his release onto the bedspread, causing his hole to clench.
It was more than Valentin could withstand. Grunting, he released into the condom, the action so satisfying he scarcely registered his knot forming. The sensation of being joined with Zeller was indescribable. “My omega.”
He pushed his nose into Zeller’s scent gland, inhaling the sugar maple like he needed it to breathe. And in that moment, he believed he did. Like all the living he’d done up to this point had been to get here. To this bed.
Zeller squirmed, working Valentin’s knot and making adorable little noises. Thirty seconds later, he peaked again. Not much came out this time, but the lack of cum didn’t seem to diminish his enjoyment.
“Is it always like this?” Zeller asked.
“What?”
“Sex.”
Valentin laughed mutedly. “No. I’ve only slept with a few people, but I can say with confidence that heat sex is different.”
“Different better, or just different?”
“I think you know,” Valentin teased, kissing the omega’s shoulder. “It’s more intense.” His tone turned serious. “And I’m guessing it’s extra intense with us because we love each other.”
Zeller settled into his arms. “I do love you, Valentin. I’m glad you saved your knot for me.”
“I wish I’d saved everything for you.”
Zeller snickered. “From what I’ve read about alphas, I doubt that would have been possible. I don’t care that you’ve been with other men, so there’s not much use in you regretting it.”
“Truly?”
“The only thing I care about is now. Because this time we’ve been granted in my bed is a blip. I can’t worry about what came before any more than I can be anxious about what comes next. All I can do is take these days we have together and enjoy them.”
“My omega, you are so wise.” Valentin kissed the back of his neck. “And brave.”
Valentin worked Zeller through another heat wave before depositing him in the reading chair with a blanket and a protein bar so he could change the sheets.
During the night, the omega rode Valentin for all he was worth, bouncing on his dick while furiously jerking his own. Afterward, they fell into a satisfied, exhausted slumber.
In the morning, Zeller’s delirium was fully upon him.
He rutted against Valentin’s thigh, whining and pleading, completely undone.
Books described delirium as a period of high reactivity for omegas, their bodies so sensitized and desirous of sex that their rational thoughts slipped into the background.
When properly serviced by a caring alpha, delirium could be one of the most pleasurable experiences of an omega’s life, second only to a breeding orgasm.
Valentin had never witnessed a delirium up close, but everything he’d learned in school and from his parents aligned with what he saw from Zeller. He was determined that his omega would have no pain. Only pleasure.
Zeller shifted onto his hands and knees to present himself.
Valentin sheathed his aching cock in a condom and mounted him. Within seconds, Zeller came with a cry, but he was clearly not wholly satisfied. Complete fulfillment would require multiple orgasms.
Valentin pressed Zeller’s shoulder blades down, crushing his cheek into the mattress before aggressively thrusting into him.
Zeller welcomed the invasion and came again.
Valentin kept pounding. Finally, as the omega keened with a third peak, Valentin unloaded inside him, whispering words of love as he shot into the condom.
His knot popped immediately and Zeller rocked against it, prolonging his own pleasure. Valentin shifted them onto their sides and they rested together.
A short time later, Zeller woke, needing to be serviced again. Valentin repeated the process, loving every moment of being inside him. Yet he noticed that with each orgasm, Zeller seemed less content.
Exactly what Valentin had been afraid of.
Afraid, but also…not.
This was his omega, after all. Of course Valentin wanted to breed him.
In the late afternoon, Zeller’s orgasm had him crying not with satisfaction, but with frustration.
Valentin could no longer deny it. His omega needed alpha semen. Anything less would cause continued stress and agitation. He supposed he could keep trying with condoms. Zeller was suffering, he wasn’t exactly on the verge of death.
But it was asking too much of him to allow the omega to experience any pain. Not when he could prevent it.
The sun had already set the first time he entered Zeller bare.
His hips moved with purpose, quickly seeking the finish line. The omega shouted in relief when Valentin released his seed, sobbing and thrashing on the bed. Finally, he appeared at ease.
Valentin was in the throes of a whole new level of ecstasy, knowing he’d left a part of himself deep within his omega.
As his knot popped, a pinprick of reality hit him when his cockhead brushed against something soft and pliant. Something that had not been evident when he first penetrated Zeller.
The entrance to his womb.
It could be nothing else. Soft and spongy and—Would it open?
A soft entrance didn’t always mean a womb was fertile. And Zeller was so young.
Still, every instinct in Valentin urged him to try, to claim this omega. Each time his tip brushed the entrance, he experienced a rush of pleasure so potent he thought he might pass out. The omega clearly felt it too. He whimpered and burrowed into Valentin.
Valentin’s knot slowly deflated and he pulled out. He would have a decision to make next time.
But in the end, it was no decision at all.